They put it to me bluntly: Kill for us or we will kill your family. Kill for us, and we will make your every dream come true.
The fame, the travel, and the mystique of who I have become - that is my reward for doing their bidding. I have murdered over a dozen people, but I have lived all of my dreams and become more famous than any man. I am a hero. A legend. They have set that up for me.
I tried to run away or go to the police, but they own the police. They are the government, the military, and your next-door neighbors. They are everywhere.
Now it is time to get out, and end it all. This next job will be my last, and will surely bring my own death, for the target is the man responsible for it all.
You have never known about my role in the killings, until now. Now you will know the truth and judge me by it, but remember that it is impossible to know what I have known, and to feel as I do. I am about to realize the full price, but the rewards? Ah the rewards! I have walked in the footprints of ancient Mayan Kings, climbed peaks higher than the heavens and drifted along reefs more bountiful than a Colorado night sky. I have held the hand of Mandela, brokered peace with Carter, and stared straight into the eyes of Osama. When I have spoken it is with the power, the eloquence and the following of King.
You cannot stop me, only I can do that. This is my world, my kingdom.
I am indeed a God.