How many times can someone be forgiven? How long does it take for a man to change? What if the person you're married to isn't who you're in love with anymore? What if infidelities have caused a person to lose trust and hope in their relationship?

I don't recognize the woman I've become.

I'm bored. Lonely. Unsatisfied. Weak.

It's crippling me.

After seven years of marriage I'm throwing in the towel and starting over.

Bennington Winthrop is my boss. He's made it clear he wants me. When I think my life can't get more complicated I become involved in a sexual relationship that both terrifies and excites me. I can't resist the pleasure, or the pain he gives me. I need to feel something again, even if I get lost along the way.

I have to decide if his lifestyle is the change I'm looking for or something I need to run from and never look back.

I'm Macy Stone, and this is how I let go of the woman I used to be in order to discover hidden desires I never knew could exist. My only obstacle now is coming to terms with the consequences, and being able to accept who I've become.

Fulfill your deepest desires

Give in to temptation

Contains come adult content. 18+