The Asylum: A Novel

The Asylum: A Novel

by John Harwood
The Asylum: A Novel

The Asylum: A Novel

by John Harwood

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Overview

In this “deliciously spooky” Victorian Gothic, a woman’s past could be the death of her—if she can remember it (The New York Times Book Review).
 
Confused and disoriented, Georgina Ferrars awakens in a small room in Tregannon House, a remote asylum in England, with no memory of the past few weeks. The doctor, Maynard Straker, tells her that she admitted herself under the name Lucy Ashton, then suffered a seizure. When she insists he has mistaken her for someone else, Dr. Straker sends a telegram to her uncle. The reply is chilling: Georgina Ferrars is safe at home with him in London.
 
Suddenly her voluntary confinement becomes involuntary. Who is the woman in her uncle’s house? Which woman is the imposter? From a cliffside cottage on the Isle of Wight to the secret passages of the asylum, the perilous quest for answers draws Georgina only deeper into a web of hidden family ties on which her survival, and her sanity, depend.
 
“Redolent with a sense of foreboding . . . A splendid read!” —Historical Novel Society, Editors’ Choice
 
“Readers are guaranteed a thoroughly diverting time in Harwood’s not-to-be-trusted hands.” —The Independent
 
“Harwood, master of creeping Victorian horror, does it again. . . . Twisted in every sense of the word.” —Booklist

Product Details

ISBN-13: 9780544003293
Publisher: Houghton Mifflin Harcourt
Publication date: 04/01/2018
Sold by: Barnes & Noble
Format: eBook
Pages: 224
Sales rank: 226,238
File size: 1 MB

About the Author

John Harwood is the author of two previous novels of Victorian Gothic suspense. Aside from fiction, his published work includes biography, poetry, political journalism, and literary history. His acclaimed first novel, The Ghost Writer, won the International Horror Guild's First Novel Award. He lives in Hobart, Australia.

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CHAPTER 1

Georgina Ferrars' Narrative

I woke, as it seemed, from a nightmare of being stretched on the rack, only to sink into another dream in which I was lying in a strange bed, afraid to open my eyes for fear of what I might see. The smell and the texture of the blanket against my cheek felt wrong, and I was clad, I became aware, in a coarse flannel nightgown that was certainly not my own. I knew that I must still be dreaming, for I had gone to sleep as usual in my bedroom at home. Every joint in my body ached as if I had been stricken with fever; yet I had felt perfectly well the night before.

I lay still for a little, waiting for the dream to dissolve, until my eyes opened of their own accord. The ceiling above me was a dull white; the bare walls, a dismal shade of green. Grey light filtered through a metal grille; the glass behind it was clouded and streaked with moisture.

I sat up, wincing at the pain, to find myself in what appeared to be a prison cell. The door to my left was solid oak, with a narrow aperture at eye level, closed by a wooden shutter. The air was damp and chill, and smelt of cold ashes and chloride of lime. A small fireplace was, like the window, entirely covered by a stout metal grille. There was no furniture beyond a bedside table, a single upright chair, a washstand, and a small closet; there were no ornaments, no looking glass; not so much as a candlestick.

It was impossible; I could not be here. But neither could I deny that I was wide awake. And I was not, I realised, at all feverish; my forehead was cool, my skin was dry, and my breath came freely. So why did my body protest at the slightest movement? Had I fallen somehow? or been attacked? — or worse? Trembling, I threw off the bedclothes and examined myself, but I could find no trace of injury, except for some bruises on my upper arms, as if someone had gripped them tightly.

Was it some sort of hallucination? If I lie down, I thought, and pull the covers over my head and try to go to sleep again, perhaps I will find myself back in my own bed. But my feet, seemingly of their own volition, were already on the floor. I moved unsteadily to the door and tried the handle, but it would not budge.

Should I call out? And who would come if I did? I turned toward the window, wondering if this was what sleepwalkers experienced. Half a dozen paces brought me to the grille. The world beyond was obscured by grey, swirling mist, with faint, unidentifiable forms — walls? houses? trees? — hovering at the edge of visibility.

I returned to the door and tried the handle again. This time the panel shot open, and two eyes appeared in the slot.

"Where am I?" I cried.

"The infirmary, miss," replied a young woman's voice. "Please, miss, I'm to say you're to get back into bed, and the doctor will be here directly."

The panel slid shut, and I heard the muffled sound of footsteps receding. Shivering, I did as she had asked, relieved at least to discover that I was in a hospital. But what had happened to me, and why had they locked me in? I waited apprehensively until another, heavier tread approached. A lock rasped, the door swung inward, and a man stepped into the room. From his dress — a tweed suit and waistcoat, somewhat rumpled, a white collar which had sprung loose at one side, a tie of dark blue silk, carelessly knotted — and a certain humorous glint in his eye, you might have taken him for an artist, but there was an air of authority about him, of a man accustomed to being obeyed. He looked somewhere between forty and fifty, not especially tall, but broad-shouldered and trim. His eyes were pale blue, accentuating the blackness of the pupils, deep-set and piercing beneath heavy brows, with dark pouches beneath; his nose strong and aquiline and straight as a blade, the nostrils flared above chiselled lips. A long, lean face, clean-shaven except for a fringe of side-whiskers, tapering down to a creased, prominent chin. He stood silent, surveying me appraisingly.

"Where am I?" I said again. "Who are you? Why am I here?"

A gleam of satisfaction showed in his eyes.

"Do you mean you don't know? — I see you do not. This is most inter — that is to say, most distressing for you. Forgive me: my name is Maynard Straker, and I am the superintendent and chief medical officer here at Tregannon House — on Bodmin Moor, in Cornwall," he added, seeing that my bewilderment had not lessened. "Have no fear, Miss Ashton, I am entirely at your ser —"

He stopped short at the expression on my face.

"Sir, my name is not Ashton! I am Miss Ferrars, Georgina Ferrars; I live in London, with my uncle; there has been a terrible mistake."

"I see," he said calmly. "Well, never fear. Let me order you some toast and tea, and we shall talk it all through in comfort."

"But sir, I should not be here! Please, I wish to go home at once!"

"All in good time, Miss — Ferrars, if you prefer. The first thing you must understand is that you have been very ill. I know" — he held up his hand to silence me — "I know you do not remember: that is a consequence of your illness. Now please; first you must allow me to examine you, and then I shall explain what has happened to you."

Such was the force of his personality that I waited in silence whilst he murmured instructions to someone outside the door. He took my pulse, listened to my heartbeat, tested my reflexes, and seemed quite satisfied with the result. Then he settled himself on the wooden chair so that he was facing me directly.

"You arrived here yesterday morning; without notice, which is most unusual. You gave your name as Lucy Ashton and said that you wished to consult me on an urgent and confidential matter. As I was away on business, the maid referred you to my assistant, Mr. Mordaunt. You were, he says, in an agitated state, though striving to conceal your distress. He explained that I would not be back until the evening, and that you would therefore have to stay here overnight, and register as a voluntary patient in order to see me, and to this you very reluctantly agreed. You would not admit to any disturbance of mind; only to extreme fatigue, and, after giving him a few cursory details, asked if you might complete the admission forms later.

"Mr. Mordaunt found you a room in the voluntary wing and left you there, assuming you would rest. But several times that afternoon he saw you walking about the grounds in what he described — my assistant is something of a poet — as a trance of desolation.

"I returned at about nine o'clock, and, upon hearing Mr. Mordaunt's account of you, called briefly at your room to arrange an appointment for this morning; I had too many calls upon my time to speak to you last night. You were plainly in a state of extreme nervous exhaustion, but again you refused to concede anything beyond fatigue. I naturally ordered you a sedative, which you promised to take, though I fear you did not. Voluntary patients are, I should say, under no compulsion to accept any particular treatment here. So long as they pose no danger to themselves or others, they are free to do as they wish: it is part of our philosophy.

"Early this morning you were found unconscious on the path behind this building; you must have slipped out without anyone noticing. It was evident to me that you had suffered a seizure, which, though rare, is not unheard of in cases such as yours, where extreme mental agitation induces something like an epileptic fit, or, in those actually prone to epilepsy, a grand mal episode. It is nature's way of discharging excessive mental energy. Upon waking, the patient commonly remembers nothing of the preceding days, or even weeks, and is at a loss to account for the extreme soreness of joints and muscles, which is due to the violence of the spasms. Such episodes are, of course, more common in women, whose faculties are more delicate, and more readily overstrained, than those of men —"

"Sir," I broke in, as the full horror of realisation dawned, "am I in a madhouse?"

"It is not a term I favour; say rather you are in the care of a private establishment for the cure of diseases of the mind. An enlightened institution, Miss — Ferrars, run on the most humane principles, dedicated to the advancement of knowledge and the comfort of our patients.

"Now, you assured me at our first interview that you had never suffered from epilepsy, or any form of mental disturbance — but I take it you cannot recall that interview?"

"No, sir."

"And you have no idea of how, or why, you presented yourself to us as Lucy Ashton?"

"None whatever, sir."

"What is the last thing — the very last thing — you can recall?"

I had clung, throughout his recital, to the belief that this was all a ghastly mistake, and that I should be escorted home to London as soon as I could persuade him that I was Georgina Ferrars and not Lucy Ashton. But his question provoked a sort of landslip in my mind. My memory, as it had seemed, of going to bed at home the night before, wavered and collapsed, leaving only a dreadful, buzzing confusion. I must, I thought desperately, must be able to remember. If not last night, then the day before? Memories — if they were memories — spilled from my grasp like playing cards, even as I tried to order them. I saw my life dissolving before my eyes. The room swayed like the deck of a ship; for a moment I felt sure I should faint.

Dr. Straker regarded me calmly.

"Do not be alarmed; the confusion will pass. But you see now why I hesitate to address you as Miss Ferrars. It is possible — I have seen such cases — that you are in fact Lucy Ashton; that Miss Ferrars — Georgina, did you say? — that Georgina Ferrars is your friend or relation, or even just a figment of your disordered imagination. The mind, after an insult such as this, can play the most extraordinary tricks upon us."

"But sir, I am Georgina Ferrars! You must believe me! I live in Gresham's Yard, in Bloomsbury, with my uncle, Josiah Radford, the bookseller. You must wire to tell him I am here —"

Dr. Straker held up his hand to stop the rush of words.

"Steady, steady, Miss ... Ferrars, let us say. Of course we shall wire. But before we do so, you should at least consider the evidence of your own possessions ... Ah, here is tea."

A young maidservant in a neat grey uniform entered with a tray.

"You will be pleased to see, Bella, that our patient is recovering," said Dr. Straker.

"Yes indeed, sir," she said. "Very glad to see you looking better, Miss Ashton. Will there be anything else, sir?"

"Yes; run down to Miss Ashton's room, and bring all of her things up here. Ask one of the porters if you need assistance. We can manage the tea."

"Yes sir; right away, sir."

"You see?" said Dr. Straker wryly as she hurried out. "Miss Ashton is, at least, not just a figment of my imagination. Milk? Sugar?"

If Dr. Straker had betrayed the slightest anxiety on my behalf, I think I should have given way to hysteria. But his nonchalance had a strangely calming, or rather numbing, effect upon me. I had come here calling myself Lucy Ashton: so much seemed undeniable, though utterly incomprehensible. I felt certain I knew no one of that name, and yet it seemed vaguely familiar. He has promised to wire, I told myself. I shall be going home soon, and must cling to that thought. I sipped my tea mechanically, grateful for the warmth of the cup in my cold hands.

My mother's birthday! It had been a warm autumn day.

"Sir, I have remembered something," I said. "The twenty-third of September, my mother's birthday — she died ten years ago, but I vowed I would always do something that we should have enjoyed together. It was a Saturday, and I walked up to Regent's Park, and ate an ice, and felt very ill afterward."

"I see ... and after that?"

I strove to pick up the thread, but beyond that one glimpse, I could not be sure. I could go backward with some confidence, over the events of the summer, and the spring, and indeed all the way back to my childhood — or so it seemed — but when I tried to advance, I could summon only blurred images of myself in my uncle's house; the power of ordering them seemed to have deserted me.

"I — I cannot be sure," I said at last.

"Most interesting. Let us say, then, that your last clear recollection is — or appears to be — of the twenty-third of September. Would you care to hazard a guess at today's date?"

I knew then what had been troubling me about the chill, the damp, even the quality of the light.

"I cannot guess the time, sir, let alone the date."

"It is two o'clock in the afternoon of Thursday, the second of November. In the year of our Lord 1882," he added, raising one eyebrow.

"November!" I exclaimed. "Where have I ... How could I have ... Sir, you must wire my uncle at once; he will be desperately worried."

"Not necessarily. If a Georgina Ferrars had been missing for the past week, let alone the past month, we should have been informed. Asylums, like the hospitals and the police, are kept up to date with news of missing persons; and there is no one of that name — indeed, no one resembling you — on any of our lists. You may have told your uncle that you were going away; though not, presumably, to a lunatic asylum under a false name. So before we trouble him, let us try to set the record straight."

He drew a piece of paper from his coat pocket.

"This is all the information you gave my assistant when he admitted you yesterday morning. 'Name: Lucy Ashton. Address: Royal Hotel, Plymouth. Date of birth: the fourteenth of February 1861. Place of birth: London. Parents: deceased. Next of kin: none living. No history of serious physical or mental illness. No person to be advised in case of illness or decease. "Patient says she is quite alone in the world,"' Mr. Mordaunt has noted. Interesting, is it not?"

"Sir, I have never even been to Plymouth!"

"I think we can safely say that you have. Amnesia is the most difficult of all conditions for a patient to grasp, Miss Ashton, because there is literally nothing to hold on to. You do not recognise any of those details, then?"

"None, sir. I cannot imagine why —"

"I can think of at least two explanations," he said, producing a notebook and pencil.

"But before we come to that ... Your full name?"

"Georgina May Ferrars, sir."

"And your date and place of birth?"

"March third, 1861, at Nettleford, in Devon."

"That is near Plymouth, is it not?"

"I believe so, sir; I have no memory of it. We — my mother and I — moved to a cottage on the cliffs near Niton, on the Isle of Wight, to live with my aunt Vida — my great-aunt, I mean — when I was only an infant."

He listened to this halting explanation with an air of polite amusement, as if to say, And why should we believe you this time?

"I see ... And your father?"

"His name was Godfrey Ferrars, sir; I never knew him. He died before I was two years old."

"I am sorry to hear it. What was his profession, do you know?"

"He was a doctor, sir —" I almost said, "like yourself," but checked myself. "A medical officer, in London."

"What part of London?"

"Clerkenwell, sir. But he became very ill and had to move to the country; he was convalescing in Nettleford when I was born."

"And did not recover, I take it?"

"He did recover, sir, but then he insisted on taking another situation, in Southwark —"

"Again as a medical officer?"

"Yes, sir. My mother took me to Niton — we were to follow as soon as he had settled in — but he came down with typhoid fever and was dead before news of his illness reached us."

"Do you know the date?"

"No, sir; only that it was summer."

"Well, let us say the summer of 1862." He scribbled in his notebook. "And your mother's maiden name?"

"Emily Radford."

"She died, I think you said, ten years ago?"

"Yes, sir. She had some weakness of the heart — an aneurism, we were told. It was not discovered until after her death."

"A melancholy history. Are you her only child?"

"Yes, sir."

Dr. Straker regarded me curiously.

"Do you know, I wonder, whether the weakness was hereditary? Your own heart seems sound enough, on a brief examination, but have you ever suffered from palpitations, shortness of breath, dizziness, fainting fits ...?"

"No, sir, I was a very healthy child. She and my aunt were always anxious that I should take plenty of rest and exercise, and not become over-excited, but they never mentioned my heart."

"That, at least, is reassuring," he said, making another note. "And after that?"

"I remained with my great-aunt, Vida Radford, on my mother's side, until we lost — until she died last year. After that I went to London to live with Uncle Josiah — Aunt Vida's brother, so he is my great-uncle, too —"

Again I heard myself faltering.

"And has your uncle any children of his own?"

"No, sir. Like my aunt, he never married."

"I see. And — if you will forgive me — what are your financial circumstances? Have you money of your own, or expectations of your uncle?" Something in his tone made me even more fearful.

(Continues…)



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Table of Contents

Title Page,
Contents,
Copyright,
Dedication,
PART ONE,
Georgina Ferrars' Narrative,
PART TWO,
Rosina Wentworth to Emily Ferrars,
Georgina Ferrars' Journal,
Rosina Wentworth to Emily Ferrars,
Georgina Ferrars' Journal (continued),
PART THREE,
Georgina Ferrars' Narrative,
About the Author,
Connect with HMH,

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