A Love Like Ours (Porter Family Series #3)

A Love Like Ours (Porter Family Series #3)

by Becky Wade
A Love Like Ours (Porter Family Series #3)

A Love Like Ours (Porter Family Series #3)

by Becky Wade


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2016 RITA Award Finalist

Former Marine Jake Porter has far deeper scars than the one that marks his face. He struggles with symptoms of PTSD, lives a solitary life, and avoids relationships.

When Lyndie James, Jake's childhood best friend, lands back in Holley, Texas, Jake cautiously hires her to exercise his Thoroughbreds. Lyndie is tender-hearted, fiercely determined, and afraid of nothing, just like she was as a child. Jake pairs her with Silver Leaf, a horse full of promise but lacking in results, hoping she can solve the mystery of the stallion's reluctance to run.

Though Jake and Lyndie have grown into very different adults, the bond that existed during their childhood still ties them together. Against Jake's will, Lyndie's sparkling, optimistic personality begins to tear down the walls he's built around his heart. A glimmer of the hope he'd thought he'd lost returns, but fears and regrets still plague him. Will Jake ever be able to love Lyndie like she deserves, or is his heart too shattered to mend?

Praise for Becky Wade

"I wasn't ready for this story to end, but when it did, I sighed the happy/longing sort of sigh that romance readers know so well..."—USA Today on Undeniably Yours

"They are a couple you'll be rooting for to have their Texas fairy-tale ending."—Romantic Times on Undeniably Yours

"I adored this book. It was hilariously funny, heartwarming, and too cute! I laughed. I cried. It made me smile countless times."—Will Bake for Books blog on Meant to Be Mine

Product Details

ISBN-13: 9780764211096
Publisher: Baker Publishing Group
Publication date: 05/05/2015
Series: Porter Family Series , #3
Pages: 360
Sales rank: 876,736
Product dimensions: 5.50(w) x 8.30(h) x 1.30(d)

About the Author

Becky Wade is a native of California who attended Baylor University, met and married a Texan, and moved to Dallas. She published historical romances for the general market, took time off to raise her children, then felt God nudging her to pursue contemporary Christian fiction. Becky's work has been a finalist for both a RITA and an INSPY Award. Learn more at www.beckywade.com.

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A Love Like Ours

By Becky Wade

Bethany House Publishers

Copyright © 2015 Rebecca Wade
All rights reserved.
ISBN: 978-0-7642-1109-6


It had been twenty years since Lyndie James had seen Jake Porter. Twenty years! The bulk of her life. By all accounts, Jake should not matter so much to her still. Her memories of him should not have remained so clear. But he did. And they had. And now she was about to see him again, face-to-face. After twenty years.

Lyndie steered her Jeep around a curve in the road that offered a beautiful view of Whispering Creek Ranch's Thoroughbred farm.

The towering gates and the security guard at the ranch's front entrance had been wildly impressive. The lodge-style mansion she'd glimpsed, jaw dropping. But the horsewoman within her appreciated this vista most of all.

Low green hills framed a picturesque redbrick structure. Behind it, white fences marked off paddocks and pastures that enclosed horses of varying hues.

It was mid-March, a time of year in Texas that could mean tank top weather just as easily as sweater weather. Today classified as a sweater day, complete with low and moody gray clouds and tossing wind.

The scene made her fingers itch for her paintbrush. If only she could somehow capture the rare pale green of that tree up ahead. Such a bright, almost yellow-tinted green. The color of spring's first leaves ...

Whoops. She straightened the car's trajectory before running herself off the road.

The guard had given her a map of the horse farm, which she'd clamped against the steering wheel with her thumbs. He'd told her to pass by this first barn, right? She double-checked the route he'd marked. Right. She continued along the paved road.

Jake's older brother Bo managed Whispering Creek Horses. Bo had told her that she'd find Jake at the barn that stabled the racehorses in training. Bo was the one who'd encouraged her to pursue the job opening on Jake's staff and the one who'd asked the guard to let her in.

Jake didn't know she was coming.

Which didn't seem, suddenly, like the best plan in the world. Hi, Jake. I haven't seen you in twenty years. Do you remember me? No? Can I have a job exercising your Thoroughbreds, please? I'd really, really like a job.

She'd purposely arrived here at the ranch late in the morning, knowing that by this hour Jake would have finished working out his Thoroughbreds. And she'd purposely come unannounced, because Bo had assured her that was her best strategy. Though he hadn't said why, she feared she knew. If she or Bo had given Jake an opportunity to prevent her visit, he'd have taken it.

The thought made her emotions twist, stupidly.


Lyndie still recalled her last morning in Holley, Texas. She and Jake had been two kids shell-shocked with grief. Their sadness had been too deep for tears, even. In the final moments before she'd gotten into her parents' car, they'd simply stood facing each other, saying what could not be said.

Afterward, she'd cried into her pillow at bedtime for weeks. She'd pleaded to God through prayers. She'd written letters to Jake in her kid handwriting on lined notebook paper. For months, he'd written back. Then her letters and his replies had grown more scarce. She was positively certain, though, that she'd been the one to write last.

She'd followed every detail of his career as a Thoroughbred racehorse trainer. One might even say that she'd followed it a mite obsessively. Lyndie knew all there was to know about his professional success and little about his personal life, except what she could glean from the occasional updates passed from Jake's mom to her mom and the Porter family Christmas card photo.

Every year since her parents had moved the family to Southern California, the Porters' annual photo would arrive and her gaze would go straight to Jake. The dark-haired, hazel-eyed twelve-year-old boy had become a star football player as a teenager, then a Marine, then an aloof adult with a scar across one side of his face. Through her mom, she knew that Jake had received the scar in Iraq, when the Humvee he'd been traveling in had been struck by an IED.

Every December she'd stared at that family photo as if she had the power to divine the state of Jake's soul based on a 4x8 glossy from Walmart. She didn't.

Since she'd returned to Texas, Jake's family had been warning her that the state of Jake's soul ranged, due to the Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder he struggled against, somewhere between merely dark to downright terrifying.

Her Jeep crested a rise and the training barn popped into view. It looked as though she was about to have the opportunity to judge the state of Jake's soul for herself, a fact that made her stomach tighten with nerves.

The training barn looked like a twin of the first barn. Redbrick, white trim, a gabled metal roof. Blue pansies brightened the base of the building, and a few horses peered at her through the top halves of open Dutch doors. First class, all the way, which pleased her. Jake, her old friend, worked in a very charming setting.

She slid her Jeep into a parking place. The rearview mirror informed her that the makeup she'd put on earlier still looked okay. The hair was a different story. Uncontainable, as usual. She made her way toward the barn.

Ordinarily, she was not the anxious type. Then again, she didn't usually come face-to-face with someone who mattered after two decades of separation. She had a sentimental streak as wide as her independent streak, and the former was entirely to blame for the fluttery feeling in her chest.

Trust God with it, Lyndie. He's got this.

She let herself inside the building's shed row. A middle-aged male groom stepped from a stall holding a rake. "Good afternoon." He smiled at her kindly.

"Good afternoon. I'm looking for Jake Porter."

"Sure." He propped his rake against the wall and wiped his palms on his jeans while scanning the row. "He was here just a second ago. He must have gone outside to one of the paddocks or the pasture. I'd try that direction, there." He motioned toward the doors at the far end of the row. "Would you like for me to walk you out?"

"No, thank you. I'll find him." This meeting would be difficult enough without witnesses.

Both Lyndie and her mother had been wanting to move back to Texas for years. But her father's steady and reliable job had kept her parents—and thus her younger sister, Mollie, and herself—in California.

Mollie required a great deal of care. From earliest memory, Lyndie had understood that Mollie needed her and that her parents needed her help with Mollie. Lyndie had never, and would never—for as long as Mollie lived—roam far from her sister.

When Lyndie's dad's company had transferred him to Texas a month ago, the entire James family had made the long-awaited cross-country move back to Lone Star soil. Lyndie had assumed she'd see Jake shortly after their arrival and had been bracing mentally and emotionally for the meeting ever since.

Her parents and Mollie had settled into a house, and Lyndie had moved into an apartment. The other Porters had swung by. No Jake. When Nancy had invited the James family over for Sunday lunch three weeks ago, Jake's three siblings had been there. No Jake. When the Jameses had shared Sunday lunch with the Porters again two days ago, still no Jake. It had become clear to Lyndie that Jake was either a hermit, did not eat food, or was making an effort to avoid her.

His rejection stung, and she would've been content to let another few weeks go by before breaking the ice between them. But when Bo had informed her this past Sunday that a job on Jake's staff had come open, her timetable for ice-breaking had changed.

She no longer lived in Altadena, California. There, she could drive to Santa Anita in twenty minutes and Hollywood Park in forty Horse trainers were as common as in-line skaters. In Holley, Texas, Whispering Creek Horses was the only game in town. And Jake the only trainer. If she wanted a position as an exercise rider, which she definitely did, then she knew she needed to nab the job before Jake gave it to someone else.

She pushed open the door at the far end of the barn.

She'd come to Whispering Creek Ranch to see the very best friend of her childhood, at long last.

And she'd come for the job.

* * *

Jake turned up the collar of his brown corduroy hunting jacket, then rested his forearms on the top rail of the wooden fence that enclosed the thirty-acre pasture. His careful attention catalogued numerous things about the colt within, only a handful of them visual. Call it horse sense. Or instinct. Jake understood things about these animals that most people didn't.

A few days ago he'd decided to back off training this particular colt, Desert Willow, and give him more time to recover fully from his arthroscopic knee surgery. Willow liked to complain about his sore knee, which meant Jake needed to freshen him longer before Willow would be ready to resume training. Five more days maybe—

Jake heard the crunch of a twig breaking and flinched at the unexpected noise, then cursed himself for flinching. He could already tell that the sound had been made by nothing but footsteps.

Turning, he squinted beneath the brim of his black Stetson and tried to make out who was coming toward him. A small woman with long, wavy blond hair. She wasn't on the barn staff; that he knew. He angled toward her more fully.

And then, very slowly, recognition began to slide over him. The hair on his arms rose.

It couldn't be her. Not after all this time. And yet the rational part of his brain understood that it could be. He knew she'd moved back to Holley. His mom had been nagging him to see her ever since, but he'd wanted no part of that, no part of her.

Yet here she was.

He went to stone, inside and out. Only his heart kept moving, knocking inside his chest, hard and sure. He didn't want her to look at him.

He was ugly. And she was beautiful.

He'd already lived the life and died the death of the boy she'd known. She wouldn't recognize him now, same as he no longer recognized himself.

She wore jeans tucked into black riding boots. A white shirt under a pale green sweater that hung open down to her hips. Big hoop earrings. Her scarf, which had a lot of green, pink, white, and gray on it, didn't have ends. It just rested in a loop around her neck.

She no longer looked like a Texan. She looked like a Californian to him now.

She came to a stop a few feet away and stuck her hands into the back pockets of her jeans.

He couldn't speak, and she had the grace not to say anything trite. She only took him in, her head tilted slightly, a half smile on her face, softness in her gaze.

He hadn't felt any emotion forcefully since his accident. Yet the sight of her caused bitterness to blaze through him, true and clean. You left me behind, he wanted to accuse. You. Left. Me.

It surprised him, the anger turning in his gut like a blade. She'd been a kid back then. Her father had gotten a better job in California, and so they'd moved. It hadn't been Lyndie's fault. But that's not what he was feeling, standing here all these years later. He was feeling a betrayal so strong it nearly took his breath.

"Jake," she said at last, her smile growing.

He dipped his chin. "Lyndie."

"Had you heard that my family moved back?"

"I had." Another pause opened. He felt no obligation to fill it. He'd grown used to uncomfortable silence.

Her features were even and delicate, unmistakably her, yet different, too. She couldn't be taller than five foot four. He'd looked down at her when she was ten, but he towered over her now.

Her skin held a light West Coast tan. She still had freckles across her nose, so faint Jake almost couldn't make them out. Her brown eyes were as perceptive as they'd once been, and her hair hadn't changed except in color. It had gone from shades of pale blond to shades of dark blond.

She looked confident and fresh and happy, and he wished like the devil she hadn't come.

"It's great to see you again," she said. "We were pretty good friends once."

"That was a long time ago."

"It was."

However long it had been, it felt like three times that to Jake.

"I heard about what happened to you in Iraq. I'm sorry"

He braced. She'd always been direct. Nonetheless, he hadn't thought she'd mention Iraq. Everyone who knew him knew that he refused to talk about the war, much less think about it. But she didn't know him, did she? She hadn't been around to know anything about him for decades.

"I've been following your career as a trainer," she said. "Congratulations on everything you've accomplished."

"Thank you."

"I can imagine all the work you must have put in."

"Can you?" He didn't see how she could imagine anything about him.

She lifted her eyebrows at his rough tone, not with hurt, only with curiosity. "I have a decent idea of what it's taken to achieve all that you have." Strands of hair lifted away from her temple, carried by wind. She caught them and dashed them behind one ear. "I've been exercising horses since I was sixteen for Southern California trainers."

"California trainers wouldn't know a Thoroughbred from a donkey."

She paused for a half second, then laughed. "Zenyatta was a California horse."

"Born in Kentucky."

"Trained by a Californian."

"Who was born in Kansas."

"California Chrome was born in California," she pointed out.

"Trained by someone born in New York."

Her lips set in an amused line. "I suppose you think only Texan Thoroughbreds and trainers have merit."

"Everything's better in Texas."

"I thought the saying was 'Everything's bigger in Texas.'"

"That too."

She crossed her arms loosely. "Be careful, or I might think you have a sense of humor."

"I wouldn't want that."

"No," she answered cheerfully. "I can see that you wouldn't."

He remembered how much he'd enjoyed making her laugh when they were kids. Now, it physically hurt him to see her smile. It reminded him of all he'd lost. "If you'll excuse me, I need to get back to work."

She considered him for a moment. "Sure. I don't want to keep you. I came out today because Bo told me that you have an opening for an exercise rider."

He frowned, vicious words filling his mind.

"If you're willing to give me an opportunity, I'd really like a chance at the position."

His heart set to striking again, like a hammer against a rock. "I don't think that's a good idea."

She didn't step back or break their eye contact. "Why not?"

Since they'd started talking, she'd stirred more hostility in him than he'd experienced in years. He couldn't do this daily. He couldn't be around her for hours at a time, the way he was with his riders.

She reached back with one hand, grabbed and twisted her hair and brought it over her shoulder. The move jarred him because she'd pulled her hair forward just that way when she was young. "Jake?"

"We knew each other when we were kids and our moms are friends," he stated.


"It's not enough. I don't hire riders for either of those reasons."

She tipped her chin up. "I don't expect you to hire me for those reasons. I'd like for you to hire me because I'm qualified. I've built a solid resume. I'll email it to you."

He didn't give a rip about her resume.

"Bo told me that there's a training track here on the property."

"There is."

"May I come out one morning this week so that you can see how I ride?"

He didn't want her anywhere near his track. "There's no point." Which was true. "I already have someone else in mind for the position." Which was a lie.


What was the matter with him? What was it about her that made him want to help her, the same way he'd wanted to help her at the age of twelve? "I'll think about it. Like I said, I have someone else in mind."

"All right." She studied him, then walked backward a few steps. "I'll see you later."

He held himself still as she turned.

"Oh." After just a few paces, she swung back toward him. Her hair hadn't stayed over her shoulder. It never had when she was a kid, either. "Your colt?" She motioned to Desert Willow. "He had knee surgery, yes?"

Jake inclined his head.

"What are you thinking? Maybe five more days to recover?"

He furrowed his brow. How had she been able to diagnose a horse she'd hardly glanced at? "Something like that."

Her lips curved. "Bye, Jake."

* * *

Well, Lyndie thought as she walked back to her car, that did not go well. And through no fault of her own. Tall, Dark, and Brooding was not a very friendly person. Not at all.


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