A Really Good Day: How Microdosing Made a Mega Difference in My Mood, My Marriage, and My Life

A Really Good Day: How Microdosing Made a Mega Difference in My Mood, My Marriage, and My Life

by Ayelet Waldman

Narrated by Ayelet Waldman

Unabridged — 7 hours, 37 minutes

A Really Good Day: How Microdosing Made a Mega Difference in My Mood, My Marriage, and My Life

A Really Good Day: How Microdosing Made a Mega Difference in My Mood, My Marriage, and My Life

by Ayelet Waldman

Narrated by Ayelet Waldman

Unabridged — 7 hours, 37 minutes

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Overview

A revealing, courageous, fascinating, and funny account of the author's experiment with microdoses of LSD in an effort to treat a debilitating mood disorder, of her quest to understand a misunderstood drug, and of her search for a really good day.

When a small vial arrives in her mailbox from "Lewis Carroll," Ayelet Waldman is at a low point. Her mood storms have become intolerably severe; she has tried nearly every medication possible; her husband and children are suffering with her. So she opens the vial, places two drops on her tongue, and joins the ranks of an underground but increasingly vocal group of scientists and civilians successfully using therapeutic microdoses of LSD.

As Waldman charts her experience over the course of a month--bursts of productivity, sleepless nights, a newfound sense of equanimity--she also explores the history and mythology of LSD, the cutting-edge research into the drug, and the byzantine policies that control it. Drawing on her experience as a federal public defender, and as the mother of teenagers, and her research into the therapeutic value of psychedelics, Waldman has produced a book that is eye-opening, often hilarious, and utterly enthralling.


Editorial Reviews

The New York Times - Jennifer Senior

As she did with her 2009 essay collection, Bad Mother, which decriminalized ordinary mommy infractions and helped bring a sense of proportion to the messy enterprise of parenting, Ms. Waldman brings a huge dose of compassion and, yes, good sense to A Really Good Day. Whatever her foibles or stylistic lapses, she makes a persuasive case for the therapeutic use of psychedelics…As ever, Ms. Waldman is wielding her powers of provocation to goad us into an uncomfortable but necessary conversation…In normalizing the conversation about LSD, she may one day help others feel normal.

Publishers Weekly

★ 09/26/2016
Novelist and essayist Waldman (Bad Mother)—mother of four, married to another high-profile writer (Michael Chabon)—worked as a federal public defender and taught at prestigious law schools. After struggling with mood swings and bouts of depression, Waldman becomes a “self-study psychedelic researcher,” taking small doses of LSD on repeating three-day cycles and discovers plenty to exonerate the illicit substance. It’s a major departure for the author of novels and a mystery series, and though the book’s subtitle broadcasts the happy ending, the hows and whys of her journey are the great payoffs. Waldman structures the book as a diary of her microdosing protocol, but each entry is a launchpad for topics on which she speaks frankly and knowledgeably. Her journal tackles drug policy, her days as an attorney, parenting, writing, and marriage maintenance. It’s a highly engaging combination of research and self-discovery, laced with some endearingly honest comic moments. She is exactly the sort of sensible, middle-aged, switched-on, spontaneous woman whom any reader would enjoy taking a trip with. Waldman, by her own account, is firmly in control when it comes to controlled substances: she doesn’t want to feel out of it; she just wants to get on with it. (Jan.)

From the Publisher

Genuinely brave and human… In normalizing the conversation about LSD, she may one day help others feel normal.” —Jennifer Senior, The New York Times 

"A wildly brilliant, radically candid, and rigorous daybook of [Waldman’s] life-changing, last-resort journey." —Lisa Shea, Elle

"Relentlessly honest and surprisingly funny." —Sharon Peters, USA Today

"An intriguing and thorough look at the therapeutic possibilities of an illegal drug... Engaging and deeply researched." —Nora Krug, The Washington Post 

"Smart, outspoken, provoking, and funny… Poignant, sometimes hilarious... Waldman calls for renewed research and drug-law reform in this informative, candid, altogether irresistible quest." —Donna Seaman, Booklist
 
"Honest and intelligent… A humane, well-reasoned, and absolutely necessary argument for a major overhaul of America’s drug policy. The book triumphantly coheres in a lucid manifesto of how and why the racist, immoral undertaking called the War on Drugs has failed… Passionate, persuasive." —Claire Vaye Watkins, The New Republic

Library Journal

11/15/2016
After many unsuccessful conventional treatments for a mood disorder affecting her marriage, parenting, and life, Waldman (Love and Treasure) began a 30-day private experiment using microdoses of LSD. In her smart, funny, authentic voice, she tells how the drug taken every third day helped to normalize her ability to handle the travails of a complex marriage, busy family, and creative career. Waldman outlines the supporting research and the therapeutic value of psychedelics (psilocybin, mescaline, LSD, ayahuasca) in treating difficult mental health problems such as alcoholism, post-traumatic stress disorder, depression, and bipolar disorder. A diary construct allows the author to careen from the personal to the polemic, touching on subjects such as the failures of the War on Drugs, CIA malfeasance, and common misconceptions about drug safety, then return to a contemplation of self-worth in the context of personal relationships. VERDICT This great read will attract open-minded psychology buffs, contemporary biography readers, and those keen to hear a new voice discuss issues associated with so-called illicit drugs in America.—Janet Tapper, Univ. of Western States Lib., Portland, OR

Kirkus Reviews

2016-11-07
How self-administering tiny doses of LSD abated the disintegration of the author's mental health and family life.Novelist Waldman (Love and Treasure, 2014, etc.) charts a complete month of her experimental journey with subtherapeutic microdoses (one-tenth of a typical dose) of psychedelic drugs. Her engrossing trial-and-error salve for depression was borne out of desperation and the realization she was being "held hostage by the vagaries of mood" from premenstrual dysphoric disorder. When the author's conventionally prescribed treatments failed, her ailment became an increasingly arduous burden for her husband and four teenagers to bear. Clearly suffering, she enlisted the help of Dr. James Fadiman, an aging former psychedelic researcher, and embarked on his renegade trial by imbibing subperceptual doses of LSD on repeating three-day cycles and then recording its physical and psychological effects. Candidly written with vivid detail, Waldman's 30-day diary is compelling and eye-opening from both a medical and an observational perspective. Initially, only her sleep appeared to be negatively affected, while her productivity, listening skills, and sensory awareness increased; her mood incrementally lifted as well. The author provides an informative treatise on drug abuse statistics, a brief history of pharmacological therapies, and her own perspectives on drug decriminalization. As a former federal public defender and law professor who lectured about the war on drugs, Waldman is scholarly on the subject and infuses case study material into her memoir, offering interesting notes on neurochemistry, interviews with psychonauts, and chronicles of successful, pioneering research studies with psychedelics. Throughout, the author shares frank, revealing anecdotes on her family and personal life, including the disclosure that her and her husband's current version of "marital therapy" involves periodic use of the euphoric drug MDMA. The author's controversial and unsubstantiated medicinal intervention with LSD is bravely honest, and the results are mildly promising. Thirty days on LSD therapy makes for a fascinating trip, indeed, and a learning opportunity for readers interested in the past and present therapeutic uses for psychedelic drugs.

Product Details

BN ID: 2940170833795
Publisher: Recorded Books, LLC
Publication date: 01/10/2017
Edition description: Unabridged

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This morning I took LSD.
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