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This house
is mine
and
I am
its beating heart.
She is a ghost: a figure glimpsed from the corner of your eye, a momentary chill, and a memory of secret kisses and hidden passion. He is 17 years old: Evan Calhoun, warm and alive, and ever since moving to this big abandoned house, he has dreamt of her. Ghost and boy fascinate each other–until her memories and his desire collide in a moment that changes them both.
Combining verse fragments with chiseled prose, A. M. Jenkins captures the compelling voice of a long–dead ghost and the perspective of a modern teen, twining mystery and romance in this evocative, sensual, and unrelentingly engrossing novel.
Ages 14+
That night, Evan has strange, choppy dreams that come in flashes. He dreams of sex, which wouldn't be unusual except that these dreams have a detailed, familiar feel to them, as if his mind is playing back a memory rather than making up something new.
He also realizes, when he wakes, that he never saw the girl's face. What he mostly remembers is her fine, pale hair. In the beginning it fell in a long braid over her bare shoulder. Later he saw it loose when she was under him and her hands reached up to clutch his arms and shoulders. Unbound, he remembers, it was soft against his nose and lips.
He comes downstairs in the morning to find his mother at the table in the breakfast nook, which is off the kitchen. The dining room itself is large, empty of furniture, and rather dark. Mom has finished eating breakfast and is drinking coffee. She looks relaxed and pleased with life in general. She has the house of her dreams, the job of her dreams, and happily she is unaware that her son has been having dream-sex with a hot young blonde all night.
"Good morning," she says.
"Morning," says Evan.
"Doughnut?"
"No, thanks." He gets some milk out of the refrigerator, and a glass. He pours the milk, then starts drinking it the way he always does, in one long series of gulps.
His mother takes a sip of coffee. "You look tired," she tells him.
"I had a lot of dreams."
"About what?"
"I don't remember." He does remember; he just has no intention of discussing this with her.
It's summer, but Mom keeps both hands wrapped around the cup. She always does that, as if she enjoys the warmth. "You should keep a dream diary," she advises.
"Yeah, I should," Evan agrees, but he doesn't mean it.
Mom sips her coffee again, then sets the cup down with a careful clunk. "I'll pick you up a journal, if you want. I'm about to get out and go sign Libby up for swim lessons."
"About time," Evan says without thinking. Immediately he knows he shouldn't have said it. It occurs to him now that Mom has been busy getting the house ready, picking out paint colors, meeting with workmen, signing papers. Now that they're here, of course she'll have more time to do things for Libby.
Mom's hands are still on the cup, but she's intent on him now. "What's that supposed to mean?"
"Nothing," he tells her, but then figures since it's halfway out, he might as well finish. "It's just that you moved her away from all her friends, and there's nobody for her to play with around here. And the Asshole never comes to see her."
Mom grips her cup a little tighter, and the look she gives Evan could nail him to the wall. "Don't call him that," she says in her put-your-foot-down voice. "He's your father." She starts to take another sip of coffee, but stops with the cup halfway in the air. "And you know something? You are not the parent here, Evan."
"Sorry," says Evan. He's not sorry, not really. And he adds to himself, as he walks off, but he really is an asshole.
Continues...
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LeaZeqiri
Posted March 13, 2012
This story was a disappointment. More pages are used for poetry than actual story, while I enjoy good prose, and the poetry is not bad, it left me feeling cheated. Like I paid for a book and got a short story. The characters are cardboard, the MC is a teen boy that is about the most lame testoroneless teen on earth.
I like the ghost but there just wasn't enough story there, it is a quick read, but then there isn't much to read.
Anonymous
Posted January 5, 2012
Bought it at the store, seemed interesting. Still left many questions unanswered and seemed like it wasnt finished. I expected a ghost story, not a guy having hormone issues because of a ghist presence.
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Posted November 23, 2010
I thought it was going to be more interesting and scary. It just ended up being pointless and boring!
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Posted April 12, 2009
Good overall book. Not one of my favorites, but I did like it. I re-read it a couple of times, but then put it down. Im not saying it isn't a good book, but it isn't an amazing book also. It is a good book to have around and re-read once in a while.
Was this review helpful? Yes NoThank you for your feedback. Report this reviewThank you, this review has been flagged.I felt like this book really was not interesting at all.
For a ghost story it was not very scary at all.
I feel like it didn't really have a point to it also.
NOT one of my favorites.
When i saw this book i thought it was going to be very interesting because it was said to be a good book to read if you liked the Twilight Saga. So when i bought the book i read it in two hours and when i was finished i was very confussed. Like it has a good story line and all but it moves between characters way to much. And how it ends just make you think, "What just happened?". Like i've read multiple books and i'm sorry to say that this was my least favorite out of all of them. Like i'm not going to recommend this book to any of my friends. So i say there are alot better books out there, so if you decide to read it then more power to ya but for the rest i say go and try another series, because this book isn't the best one out there, trust me!
Was this review helpful? Yes NoThank you for your feedback. Report this reviewThank you, this review has been flagged.When his mother forces him to move with her to a new house, Evan Calhoun doesn't expect much. Sure, he'll have to move all his stuff, but he'll still go to the same school and have the same friends.
Little does he know that there's a spirit occupying his new room, a spirit who will mistake him for her dead lover and change his life forever.
BEATING HEART was really interesting, and my favorite part was the way the story is told. The point of view alternates between Evan and the ghost, and the ghost speaks in beautiful verse fragments that definitely make the book worth reading.
Anonymous
Posted May 12, 2008
i have to admit, there where parts in the book that i enjoy, but unfortunately there were also dissapointing parts. So if you want to read it then go ahead, but i dont believe you will like the book that much
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Posted October 23, 2007
This book really kept my attetnion! I was surprized. When I first picked it up and started to read it I wasn't quite comfortable with the style of writing, but I quickly became glued to the story. It's a quick read, great if you have extra time in school. I finished in one day ^_^ I do Recommend it!!!!
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Posted October 20, 2007
When his mother forces him to move with her to a new house, Evan Calhoun doesn¿t expect much. Sure, he¿ll have to move all his stuff, but he¿ll still go to the same school and have the same friends. Little does he know that there¿s a spirit occupying his new room, a spirit who will mistake him for her dead lover and change his life forever. BEATING HEART was really interesting, and my favorite part was the way the story is told. The point of view alternates between Evan and the ghost, and the ghost speaks in beautiful verse fragments that definitely make the book worth reading. **Reviewed by: Andie Z.
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Posted October 15, 2007
This book was very simple, very different, and very odd. The meaning I extracted from this book is sometimes you can't hold on, you can't change the way others feel... sometimes the only thing you can do is let go. I would recommend this to teenagers, it a good, easy, quick read.
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Posted September 26, 2006
My librarian gave me this book to read to see if i would like it. And boy did I. I like the way the poetry intertwined with the story of the 17 year old boy. It was well written and I just floated rite through it!!
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Posted January 5, 2006
Seeking a new start in life, Evan's mother moves into a dilapidated house with him and his kid sister, Libby. As the trio begins to make themselves felt, a presence starts to awaken, taking notice of Evan in particular. Once upon a time, Cora lived in this house, but died very young. She begins to believe that Evan is her long lost love, and her feelings begin to intrude on his life, changing his perceptions to a degree, and confusing the boy. Both ghost and youth have something to learn from each other in this odd little book. Cora's thoughts are rambling as she observes Evan's teen angst. This is not a Ghost and Mrs. Muir in reverse. There is no actual conversation between the ghost and human, the novel simply records how their awareness of each other changes the two. The ending is uplifting, but it takes a while to get there.
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Overview
This house
is mine
and
I am
its beating heart.
She is a ghost: a figure glimpsed from the corner of your eye, a momentary chill, and a memory of secret kisses and hidden passion. He is 17 years old: Evan Calhoun, warm and alive, and ever since moving to this big abandoned house, he has dreamt of her. Ghost and boy fascinate each other–until her memories and his desire collide in a moment that changes them both.
Combining verse fragments with ...