An Escapee from Behind the Pine Curtain
I grew up in the smoky blue pines. At times I still long for the small town closeness and for the familiarity of knowing everyone, seeing old favorite spots, like the first sight of the river when you drive over the hill. . . and the best friend who could have been much more. So this novel has a special appeal to me. This is a story about going back home, trying to reassess what was there for you once, what is there for you now. It's about reacquainting yourself with the person you once were, and learning that maybe you're not the only one who has changed over the years. Jacqueline Keys left home under difficult circumstances that may be all too often familiar to lesbain and gay people. Her parents refused to accept her when she came out, concerned more about their own image in the eyes of the community. They put her on a bus with a hundred dollars and told her not to come back. She made something of herself, struggling through college, becoming a successful novelist. Maybe there was a bit of payback and vengeance in her decision to return to her home town after the death of her father. Uncertain of her motives, she reluctantly goes back to a place she no longer thinks of as home, to find her mother, hospitalized with injuries from the accident that killed her father, still as narrow-minded and concerned with public image as ever. Some things never change. Her feelings for her best frind Kay haven't changed either. But has Kay changed enough to deal with those feelings? Drawn into the details of dealing with her father's estate, Jackie learns that maybe her father wasn't as hard-hearted as she believed. Against her will and her better judgment, she is forced to take command and make decisions that will affect her and perhaps Kay as well. This is a lesbian romance. But it is about much more than the girl getting the girl in the end, and simple solutions are not always options. This is also a story about homophobia and change and growth, and about something worse than homophobia. Jackie's parents rejected her and threw her out because they feared how their daughter's lesbianism would affect their standing in the community. It's a fantasy a lot of people must share, going home to show off how they've managed to make it on their own without the support and approval of family and friends. Whatever satisfaction Jackie might gain from that is wrapped in sadness and real dismay when she finds her feelings for Kay are as strong as they were when the two of them were inseparable, but her best friend might never be able to escape from the prison of expectations and obligations to accept the possibility of love. This is author Gerri Hill's eighth novel, a solid effort with well-rounded characters, subplot, and situations bound to ring a familiar tone with many of us, gay and straight. Those who refused to follow their parents' wishes and dreams, and instead forged their own paths, those who could never be what others want them to be, those who followed their hearts into the future instead of doing what's expected of them.
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