Being Alive and Having to Die: The Spiritual Odyssey of Forrest Church

Being Alive and Having to Die: The Spiritual Odyssey of Forrest Church

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One of the year's Top Ten Books on Religion and Spirituality (Booklist), Being Alive and Having to Die is the story of the remarkable public and private journey of Reverend Forrest Church, the scholar, activist, and preacher whose death became a way to celebrate life.

Through his pulpit at the prestigious Unitarian Church of All Souls in New

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One of the year's Top Ten Books on Religion and Spirituality (Booklist), Being Alive and Having to Die is the story of the remarkable public and private journey of Reverend Forrest Church, the scholar, activist, and preacher whose death became a way to celebrate life.

Through his pulpit at the prestigious Unitarian Church of All Souls in New York, Reverend Forrest Church became a champion of liberal religion and a leading opponent of the religious right. An inspired preacher, a thoughtful theologian and an eloquent public intellectual, Church built a congregation committed to social service for people in need, while writing twenty five books, hosting a cable television program, and being featured in People, Esquire, New York Magazine, and on numerous national television and radio appearances.

Being Alive and Having to Die works on two levels, as an examination of liberal religion during the past 30 years of conservative ascendancy, and as a fascinating personal story. Church grew up the son of Senator Frank Church of Idaho, famous for combating the Vietnam War in the 1960s and the CIA in the 1970s. Like many sons of powerful fathers, he rebelled and took a different path in life, which led him to his own prominence. Then, in 1991, at the height of his fame, he fell in love with a married parishioner and nearly lost his pulpit. Eventually, he regained his stature, overcame a long-secret alcoholism, wrote his best books–and found himself diagnosed with terminal cancer. His three year public journey toward death brought into focus the preciousness of life, not only for himself, but for his ministry.
Based on extraordinary access to Church and over 200 interviews with family, friends, and colleagues, Dan Cryer bears witness to a full, fascinating, at time controversial life. Being Alive and Having to Die is an honest look at an imperfect man and his lasting influence on modern faith.

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“The book critic Dan Cryer ably captures the theologian who was the son of a United States senator and became a champion of liberal political causes in religion. In this inspirational biography, Mr. Cryer, a member of the All Souls congregation, recalls Mr. Church’s ups and downs (two decades ago, he fell in love with a married parishioner; he also overcame alcoholism) and his legacy…In his typically ‘aphoristic’ style, Mr. Church wrote, ‘The goal of life is to live in such a way that our lives will prove worth dying for.’ Mr. Church accomplished his goal, as does the book.” ―The New York Times

“One of the most  intriguing people I have met as a journalist,  Forrest Church was publicly popular but privately inscrutable.  He thought long and hard about religion and politics, was at home in both spiritual and secular spheres, wrestled to live an ethical life yet proved as flawed as any of us,  and struggled to  cope with the shadow of a famous and once-powerful father.  But I knew him only in passing, and longed to know more. Now, thanks to Dan Cryer's prodigious reporting, I understand more deeply the source of his eloquence and the agony of his search.  Even if you never heard of Forrest Church, you will find this man's pilgrimage worth your time.” ―Bill Moyers 

"A biography as winning and smart as its subject." ―Booklist

"This book will appeal not only to Unitarians and religious seekers, but to anyone who cares about the role of faith in American life." ―The Boston Globe

"A sensitive and insightful biography.”—Tikkun.org

“Dan Cryer's compelling biography of Forrest Church limns a quality liberal religion archetypically misses — struggle.  Cryer's beautifully wrought account of Church's remarkable rise as a major Unitarian-Universalist minister, and more importantly as a person, melds politics, family, and theology into a riveting account of Church's joys and tragedies.  This is a moving, even transforming book about the central issue Church struggled to clarify — the very human meaning of life.” ―Jon Butler , Howard R. Lamar Professor of American Studies, History, and Religious Studies and Dean, Graduate School of Arts and Sciences, Yale University

“This splendid biography is worthy of its sparkling, accomplished, and inspiring subject, capturing the life and bountiful spirit of Forrest Church in rich detail.”Gary Dorrien, Reinhold Niebuhr Professor of Social Ethics at Union Theological Seminary and Professor of Religion at Columbia University

“Forrest Church pulled no punches when it came to his own foibles.  Dan Cryer doesn’t either.  By virtue of his candor, Forrest made himself far more accessible to people while he lived.  Cryer has done the same thing for us now that Church is gone.”William F. Schulz, former Executive Director of Amnesty International USA and current President of the Unitarian Universalist Service Committee

“Forrest Church was a great prophetic voice and grand public intellectual.  This book helps preserve his precious legacy!”  Cornel West, New York Times bestselling author of Democracy Matters, Race Matters, and many other books

“Dan Cryer’s penetrating, fair-minded  biography of the prominent New York Unitarian pastor Forrest Church offers a portrait not only of a fascinating religious intellectual constantly confronting his own demons but of  the best traditions of liberal American Protestantism, which uphold the separation of church and state and liberty of conscience for all. It was Church’s fate to live out his ministry during the decades when the religious Right has attempted to convince the public of the lie that America was founded as a “Christian nation.” Church stood against that lie and Cryer presents  a compelling analysis of both the man and his times, with much to offer atheists as well as religious believers more interested in questions than answers.”Susan Jacoby, author of The Age of American Unreason

"Cryer's quietly moving biography affirms the enduring power of Church's liberal religious creed, which urges us to find God all around us and in the hearts of our fellow human beings, whatever their religions." Wendy Smith

 

Kirkus Reviews
Detailed biography of a less-than-perfect liberal church leader. Son of famed U.S. Senator Frank Church, Forrest Church emerged from the heady 1960s as a national leader of the Unitarian Universalist Association and a noted but controversial spokesman for what former Newsday book critic Cryer calls "liberal religion." The author, who conducted numerous personal interviews with Church and those close to him, provides a truly comprehensive, warts-and-all examination of the man's life. Spending much of his late-'60s college career at Stanford as a rather stereotypically underachieving pothead, Church rebounded from this destructive path only to be faced with the grand question of his times: how to avoid the draft. His chosen answer was to enter seminary, and despite less-than-sincere reasons for doing so, he ended up as a devoted scholar of religion. Drawn eventually into work as a clergy member of the UUA, he spent his entire career at the denomination's flagship church in New York City, All Souls. While expanding his church and its mission and gaining a national audience through numerous books, Church also brought about the destruction of his marriage and almost of his own career through infidelity. Cryer, a longtime member of All Souls, dispassionately chronicles his subject's often-chaotic life--that of an overachieving, workaholic, alcoholic, ne'er-do-well-turned-denominational doyen. Church's story ends with his death from cancer in 2009, covered poignantly by the author. Cryer's prose is approachable, educational and engaging, and readers will relive the upheaval of Vietnam, the advent of AIDS, the religious controversies of the '80s, and even 9/11. Few readers will fully agree with what Church represented, but all will find his story instructive and masterfully told.

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St. Martin's Press
Publication date:
10/25/2011
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Being Alive and Having to Die

The Spiritual Odyssey of Forrest Church


By Dan Cryer

St. Martin's Press

Copyright © 2011 Dan Cryer
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ISBN: 978-1-4299-8935-0



CHAPTER 1

Free-Range Kid

Since rules weren't imposed at home, I've always been resistant to rules.

— FORREST CHURCH

Forrest Church nearly missed his appointment with life. His parents, Frank and Bethine Church, had decided to put off having children until Frank completed his education. But thanks to 1940s-era "under-the-counter birth control that did not work," the next Church generation arrived ahead of schedule. Had birth control done its appointed job for six months longer, he would not have arrived at all.

Ever since Frank Church's youth in Boise, Idaho, he had set his sights on a career in politics. In his wife, Bethine Clark Church, he found the perfect partner. Daughter of Chase Clark, a onetime governor of the state, she commanded the connections, the campaigning skills, and the audacity to make her husband's abstract dreams a reality. He was a big thinker, an orator, a policy wonk. She was the good mixer, the spirited organizer, the gregarious hostess. So acute were her political instincts that one day she would be known as Idaho's "third senator."

When Bethine learned that she was pregnant, in January 1948, Frank was midway through his first year at Harvard Law School. The couple lived in a cramped fourth-floor walkup in Boston and commuted together to Cambridge, where she worked in the library at Radcliffe College. Despite Frank's excellent grades — he made law review by the end of the second term — things weren't going well. The winter of 1947–48, one of the most severe in the region's memory, spread a cloak of misery. Frank was so immersed in his studies that Bethine felt ignored, and Frank shot back that she didn't understand the pressures to succeed. Their discontent sometimes boiled over into quarrels. Meanwhile, the aches in Frank's back wouldn't go away. Their physician, dismissing the symptoms as the result of stress, prescribed aspirin. Eventually, because neither Frank nor Bethine was thrilled with living on the East Coast and because Frank's political future clearly lay in the West, he decided to transfer to the law school at Stanford, his alma mater.

Back in Boise for the summer, the couple moved in with Bethine's parents. To cheer them up, "Pop" Clark bought them a new yellow Packard convertible to replace another that had been stolen in Boston. Frank Forrester Church IV, whom everyone would call "Twig" and as an adult would be known as Forrest, was born on September 23, 1948. He was a healthy baby who soon beamed his smile on everyone in sight. A few weeks later the couple drove off to their new life in California, rented a small house with a garden and patio, and Frank resumed his studies.

But, as Forrest Church would later say, trapdoors have a way of opening in front of us when we least expect them. In February of the following year, Frank's increasing pain sent him to the hospital for an operation on a "strangulated testicle." Six hours later he faced an unexpected and terrifying diagnosis. He was informed that he had testicular cancer and that it had spread extensively. His life expectancy was no more than three to six months. Fortunately, after a later diagnosis of a less lethal form of cancer, doctors gave him the option of experimental X-ray therapy after he had healed from the initial operation. During the next five weeks, Frank and Bethine fought to keep depression at bay, their bright hopes beyond reach. Neither could imagine a future without the other. They resolved that if the treatment failed, they would leave Twig in the care of grandparents, fly to Europe, and commit suicide together by driving off a cliff. Once into the grueling treatment — daily megadoses of radium — Frank slogged through days of nausea and appetite loss. His weight dwindled to ninety pounds. After seven weeks, he was pronounced cured, but at an enormous cost. The doctors estimated that ten to fifteen years had been shaved off his life span. And he was no longer able to sire children.

Forrest Church had been conceived just in time. If his parents had been able to follow their original plan of waiting until after law school, he would never have been born.

According to Bethine, Frank emerged from this ordeal vowing to "play for high stakes, for the things he believed in, no matter what the cost." And she would always be at his side, urging him on, an exuberant partner on the campaign trail.

But what was the impact on their son? When Frank was first hospitalized, Bethine called on an aunt, Mabel Patterson, a hotel manager in San Francisco, to tend to six-month-old Twig. Then, during the weeks of radiation that followed, friends in Palo Alto helped with the baby so that Bethine could give full attention to her ailing husband. The pattern was set early.

For his first nine years, Forrest Church would have the luxury of being an adored only child. Unquestionably, his parents loved him, but neither was especially devoted to parenting. Their eyes were riveted on the political prize. So they frequently handed off Twig to their parents and others, who gave him enormous latitude to do what he wanted. As a result, their son evolved into an independent-minded, free-range child. He feigned illness in order to skip school, preferred the games he invented to prepackaged ones, ruled like a lord over his little clique of playmates. He dropped out of the regimented Cub Scouts and never took part in organized sports. Since most of Twig's cousins lived far away, when Sunday dinners or Christmas celebrations saw him in the company of grandparents, he held a fixed spot at the center of their world, the little kid whose cute ways could be endlessly chuckled over and applauded.

"I was spoiled by freedom, so it became my watchword," Forrest Church observed near the end of his life. "I did tend to get my way ... That gave me a sense of exceptionalism that carried through to a kind of renegade quality, a kind of bad-boy quality that never turned into being so bad that you get into trouble, but into being a maverick. Since rules weren't imposed at home, I have always been resistant to rules ... Now, what does that lead to? It leads to someone who is irrepressible and irresponsible, someone who is creative and not very disciplined unless the discipline is associated with the act of creation. At which point I become absolutely focused."

* * *

Character, they say, is destiny. But one should never underestimate the power of destiny's sly first cousin, sheer luck. In one of those random oddities of history, both Frank Church and Bethine Clark could trace their ancestry to the Mayflower. Centuries before their families made their way to Idaho, they helped found an English colony in Massachusetts. John Howland, a young indentured servant, was the lucky one. He nearly botched his transatlantic voyage of 1620. Foolishly venturing out on deck during a fierce storm, he was swept into the sea. Fortunately — for Forrest Church's destiny — he managed to grab a trailing halyard and was hauled back onto the ship. When his master died a year later, Howland was granted his freedom and, probably, a share of the estate. He married Elizabeth Tilley, who had endured the Mayflower passage along with her parents, John and Elizabeth, as well as the pestilence that struck them down that first harrowing winter. The enterprising Howland went on to become a merchant and one of Plymouth's foremost citizens. Blessed with ten children and a prodigious eighty-eight grandchildren, the Howlands established Bethine Clark's American line.

Frank Church's American forebears sprang from the union of Richard Church, who arrived from England in the 1630s, and Elizabeth Warren. Like Howland and Tilley, Elizabeth's father, Richard Warren, had been one of the signers of the Mayflower Compact. Richard and Elizabeth Church's son, Benjamin, would win fame during King Philip's War of 1675–76 as "America's first Indian fighter." More than most of his peers, he respected his tribal neighbors and learned from them, including their unorthodox military tactics, and vowed to treat them like human beings. Nonetheless, when confronted with the body of King Philip himself — known as Metacom among his people — he ordered it drawn and quartered, in revenge for the chief's alleged misdeeds. Philip's head was later placed on a palisade of Plymouth's fort, a warning to Native Americans of the price of rebellion against English domination.

However storied or morally ambiguous the colonial beginnings of the Churches and Clarks, the Clarks could claim a far more substantial recent heritage. Bethine was from one of Idaho's leading Democratic families. Chase, her father, rose from the posts of state representative, state senator, and mayor of Idaho Falls to a one-term governorship during 1941–42. President Roosevelt later appointed him to the federal district court in Boise. Barzilla Clark, Bethine's uncle, had been mayor of Idaho Falls and governor during the thirties. In the same period, Bethine's cousin D. Worth Clark served two terms in Congress and one in the U.S. Senate.

After studying law at the University of Michigan in the opening decade of the twentieth century, Chase Clark set up a practice in Mackay, a rough-and-tumble town in eastern Idaho where barroom quarrels often erupted into fistfights. Here he met and married Jean Burnett, a quiet eighteen-year-old whose father owned a meat market. Clark's everyday clients were ranchers and farmers embroiled in disputes over land and water rights. More lucrative fees came from his corporate clients, the Empire and White Knob copper companies. By the late 1920s Clark was well off, his legal earnings supplemented by substantial investments in land and stocks. The Crash of '29, however, took most of his wealth, though he did manage to hang on to Robinson Bar, a dude ranch in the Sawtooth Mountains that would prove seminal in Forrest Church's early life. In any event, the Clark family moved to Idaho Falls and started over.

Jean, a teetotaling Presbyterian, eventually became head of the state's Woman's Christian Temperance Union. No self-righteous, axe-wielding Carrie Nation, she was, according to her daughter, "never harsh or unforgiving of those who drank." She had, in fact, an open heart toward the down-and-out. As an elderly woman, she even spoke warmly about the bordello madam whose compassion for girls in need of medical help or an extra dollar was legendary in Mackay. The gentle, forgiving Jean would be as frequent a caretaker for the young Forrest Church as his own mother.

In 1909, Jean had given birth to a boy. But the infant lived less than a day, and she nearly died, too. Consequently, as Bethine's birth approached fourteen years later, the Clarks drove to Salt Lake City in search of more sophisticated medical care. Jean Bethine Clark emerged safely into the world on February 19, 1923. She would be a beloved only child. "Because [Pop] had always wanted a son," Bethine wrote, "I became his boy and companion as well as his 'princess.' Pop talked with me about everything, which was unusual for a father and a daughter in those days ... [He] thought no dinner table discussion was much good without a great roaring conversation of taboo subjects — religion, politics, or one of his law cases — everything except sex."

As for her eventual husband, Frank Church III was born in Boise on July 25, 1924. Nicknamed Frosty, he was a frail child, continually fending off attacks of bronchitis. His father, Frank, owned a sporting-goods store and then a small apartment building, while his mother, Laura, minded the two boys, Frank and Richard, who was nine years older. Laura was outgoing, her husband emotionally remote and unsmiling. Solid, cautious middle-class citizens, without high aspirations, they nonetheless produced sons whose ambitions took them far from Idaho. One would become a U.S. senator, the other a U.S. Naval Academy graduate and career military officer.

Since his father was a devout Catholic, young Frank began his formal education at a parochial school. But after enduring too much bullying from stronger boys, he was allowed to transfer to a public school. Gifted with a bright mind and an inquisitive nature, he began to thrive. While his peers stuck their noses into comic books, he pored over the newspaper. In 1938, he responded to a request from the Boise Capital News for essays on the proposition "Should the United States keep out of foreign troubles?" Following in the footsteps of his Republican hero, Idaho's Senator William Borah, he wrote a polished brief for isolationism. The newspaper's readers may have been astonished to learn that the author of this essay was a mere fourteen-year-old, but the Churches were not. Discussions of this sort were an everyday staple in their household. At this young age, Church vowed to duplicate Borah's achievement as chairman of the Foreign Relations Committee in the U.S. Senate. Thoughtful, outgoing, and chatty, Frank developed into an outstanding debater at Boise High School, leading his team to the state championship. In 1941, as a junior, he triumphed over 108,000 contestants to win the American Legion National High School Oratorical Contest, in Charleston, South Carolina. His reward was a four-thousand-dollar college scholarship. Back home at Boise High, his feat paid off again. The skinny nonathlete was elected student body president over the star quarterback.

By now Frank differed markedly from his father. Frank Sr. was a lifelong Republican who voted Democrat only once, for FDR in 1932, and regretted it ever after. "I learned all about the Democrats so I could argue with Dad," the senator once noted. "I ended up by converting myself." He also cast aside his father's Catholicism. According to his older brother, young Frank "questioned everything." In this light, the church of Rome seemed too dogmatic, run by "self-righteous people" who were "wrong about a lot of things." His father's shopkeeper world was altogether too small to accommodate Frank's emerging worldview and ambitions. Looking back, he thought of his father, according to Forrest, as "a very dear and sweet man, a kind man," but too cautious, too conservative, too averse to risk.

Frank Church and Bethine Clark were hardly an inevitable match. He grew up Catholic and Republican. She was a Presbyterian and a Democrat. In this era, differences like these could be insurmountable barriers. But by 1940, when they met at a high school government convention, his Catholicism was behind him and her commitment to Presbyterianism was tepid at best. Both were avid supporters of the New Deal. Her family moved to the capital in January of the next year, as Chase Clark took over the governorship. Bethine, a senior, was a newcomer to Boise High, where Frank was a year younger and a junior. But given his growing stardom and their mutual interest in politics, the age difference hardly mattered. She was drawn into his orbit, and he into the heady world of the Clarks. Soon both the Clark and Church households were gathering places for Frank and his buddies. Bright, ebullient Bethine, the only female, was treated like "one of the boys." Almost every Sunday evening the gang would join the Clarks to eat leftovers, bask in the glow of the governor, and discuss state government or the war in Europe.

Although Frank and Bethine dated, their relationship was as much intellectual companionship as romance, and both went out with others. Following graduation, Bethine attended Boise Junior College. For several years thereafter, distance kept them apart. When she went east to the University of Michigan, Frank headed west to Stanford. He spent only two quarters there — long enough to establish himself as the university's ablest debater — before resolving to enlist in the U.S. Army in 1942. For most of his tour of duty, Lieutenant Church served as an intelligence officer in Southeast Asia and China. Meanwhile, Bethine majored in sociology, honed her sculpting skills, and acted in plays. Letters flew back and forth, more chatty than flirty. Bethine found a steady beau in Ann Arbor, then one who attended West Point. While still vowing his devotion, Frank nonetheless suggested she not "wait for him," whereupon a heartbroken Bethine became engaged to the cadet. Frank heard the news while home on leave and acted with military dispatch. He countered with his own proposal, and his sweetheart accepted immediately. "I think we both realized like a bolt of lightning that we had always loved each other," Bethine wrote. After graduating from Stanford with honors in political science, Frank Church married Bethine Clark on June 21, 1947, in an outdoor wedding at Robinson Bar Ranch. The next stop: Harvard Law School.

* * *

After Stanford and Harvard, the Churches had to readjust to life in the provinces: Boise in the 1950s was a decidedly unsophisticated place. The city attracted politicos, lobbyists, and bureaucrats as the state capital, but aside from that base, it was little more than a largish town. In the 1950 census, its population was just over 34,000. It had no dial telephone service until July 1952 — to make a call before that date, you had to call an operator — and not a single television station until November of that year. It could boast of no universities and few cultural amenities. Moreover, town fathers and business leaders resisted industrialization. Instead of factories, Boise had several corporate headquarters: Morrison-Knudsen, the construction giant that built the Hoover Dam and other vast projects, and Boise Cascade, eventually a multinational empire, but then a timber company.


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“The book critic Dan Cryer ably captures the theologian who was the son of a United States senator and became a champion of liberal political causes in religion. In this inspirational biography, Mr. Cryer, a member of the All Souls congregation, recalls Mr. Church’s ups and downs (two decades ago, he fell in love with a married parishioner; he also overcame alcoholism) and his legacy…In his typically ‘aphoristic’ style, Mr. Church wrote, ‘The goal of life is to live in such a way that our lives will prove worth dying for.’ Mr. Church accomplished his goal, as does the book.” ―The New York Times

 

“One of the most  intriguing people I have met as a journalist,  Forrest Church was publicly popular but privately inscrutable.  He thought long and hard about religion and politics, was at home in both spiritual and secular spheres, wrestled to live an ethical life yet proved as flawed as any of us,  and struggled to  cope with the shadow of a famous and once-powerful father.  But I knew him only in passing, and longed to know more. Now, thanks to Dan Cryer's prodigious reporting, I understand more deeply the source of his eloquence and the agony of his search.  Even if you never heard of Forrest Church, you will find this man's pilgrimage worth your time.” ―Bill Moyers 

 

"A biography as winning and smart as its subject." ―Booklist

 

"This book will appeal not only to Unitarians and religious seekers, but to anyone who cares about the role of faith in American life." ―The Boston Globe

"A sensitive and insightful biography.”—Tikkun.org

“Dan Cryer's compelling biography of Forrest Church limns a quality liberal religion archetypically misses — struggle.  Cryer's beautifully wrought account of Church's remarkable rise as a major Unitarian-Universalist minister, and more importantly as a person, melds politics, family, and theology into a riveting account of Church's joys and tragedies.  This is a moving, even transforming book about the central issue Church struggled to clarify — the very human meaning of life.” ―Jon Butler , Howard R. Lamar Professor of American Studies, History, and Religious Studies and Dean, Graduate School of Arts and Sciences, Yale University

 

“This splendid biography is worthy of its sparkling, accomplished, and inspiring subject, capturing the life and bountiful spirit of Forrest Church in rich detail.”Gary Dorrien, Reinhold Niebuhr Professor of Social Ethics at Union Theological Seminary and Professor of Religion at Columbia University

“Forrest Church pulled no punches when it came to his own foibles.  Dan Cryer doesn’t either.  By virtue of his candor, Forrest made himself far more accessible to people while he lived.  Cryer has done the same thing for us now that Church is gone.”William F. Schulz, former Executive Director of Amnesty International USA and current President of the Unitarian Universalist Service Committee

“Forrest Church was a great prophetic voice and grand public intellectual.  This book helps preserve his precious legacy!”  Cornel West, New York Times bestselling author of Democracy Matters, Race Matters, and many other books

“Dan Cryer’s penetrating, fair-minded  biography of the prominent New York Unitarian pastor Forrest Church offers a portrait not only of a fascinating religious intellectual constantly confronting his own demons but of  the best traditions of liberal American Protestantism, which uphold the separation of church and state and liberty of conscience for all. It was Church’s fate to live out his ministry during the decades when the religious Right has attempted to convince the public of the lie that America was founded as a “Christian nation.” Church stood against that lie and Cryer presents  a compelling analysis of both the man and his times, with much to offer atheists as well as religious believers more interested in questions than answers.”Susan Jacoby, author of The Age of American Unreason

"Cryer's quietly moving biography affirms the enduring power of Church's liberal religious creed, which urges us to find God all around us and in the hearts of our fellow human beings, whatever their religions." Wendy Smith  

Meet the Author

DAN CRYER is the former book critic for Newsday. He has been a finalist for the Pulitzer Prize in criticism and vice president of the National Book Critics Circle. A long-time member of All Souls, he lives in New York.


Dan Cryer graduated from the College of Wooster and earned a PhD at the University of Minnesota. While a book critic at Newsday, he was a finalist for the Pulitzer Prize in criticism, vice president of the National Book Critics Circle, and winner of the Front Page Award for Excellence in Journalism. He is the author of Being Alive and Having to Die: The Spiritual Odyssey of Forrest Church. He lives in New York.

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WGPietersen More than 1 year ago
Forrest Church was a leading light in Unitarian Universalism, a religion that is often said to be ¿about the questions¿ and surprisingly difficult to describe in a few sentences at a dinner party. Yet Church was able to cogently frame this intricate expression of humanism and social justice through original sermons, meditative books, good stories, and self-deprecating humor, and thus make it more comprehensible and accessible, and thereby more consequential. Even better, Church wasn¿t articulating a set of religious beliefs so much as having a discussion about how to live in a world filled with poverty, discrimination, and violence. In fact, he was most at home where politics and religion intersected. ¿The Falwells, Robertsons, and their ilk failed to grasp that deist leaders like Washington and Jefferson were more akin to Forrest Church than to any fundamentalist,¿ writes Dan Cryer. So Church is a man most of us want to know more about, but his oeuvre is overwhelming as it contains hundreds of remarkable sermons, dozens of articles, and14 books. Cryer (a Pulitzer Prize finalist) provides a superb overview with this very manageable (307 pages) biography of consistently engaging, incisive prose that can be easily understood by any lay person (despite the author¿s PhD in U.S. History). You get the life of an extraordinary man (complete with scandal ¿ alcoholism and an affair that almost derailed his ministry), a trip back to the hot-button political issues which dominated the second half of the twentieth century (the subject¿s father was famous Senator Frank Church of Idaho), and wind up with Rev. Forrest Church leading the charge against a religious right determined to make the U.S. into a Christian nation. That said, the Reverend¿s mission was never to tell us about himself so much as to help us plumb the meaning of our own existence, and while this biography is as far as one can get from a self-help book, it¿s exactly that. Church challenged people to understand, to love, and to ¿live in such a way that our lives will prove worth dying for.¿ He attempted to alleviate our fears by exploring why we were fearful. Most of all, he was an enthusiast whose shared quest through history, philosophy, and religion for understanding, compassion, and action continues to inspire. And this comes through on every page, just as it did from the pulpit.
BobHill More than 1 year ago
A mere two years after his death due to esophageal cancer, Forrest Church's life and legacy are recalled with powerful eloquence by Dan Cryer in his extraordinary new book Being Alive and Having to Die: The spiritual odyssey of Forrest Church. One could not have hoped for a better appreciation of one of America's premier contemporary religionists. Among the FOF's (friends of Forrest) one could not have hoped for a better chronicler than Dan Cryer. Tracing Forrest Church's exciting odyssey from his Idaho origins to his scholarly accomplishments to his eventual position at what would become the flagship church of Unitarian Universalism, All Souls in New York City, Cryer illuminates the personal, pastoral, prophetic textures of Church's complex adventuresomeness. Church's renowned mantras are fully explored: "Religion is our human response to the dual reality of being alive and having to die." "The one thing that can't be taken from us, even by death, is the love we give away before we go." "Want what you have. Do what you can. Be who you are." All of his books are thoroughly reviewed. His obvious foibles and his abject failings are on full display. Most importantly, with exhaustive research and inspiring assessment, Cryer tells a compelling story of the various stages of Church's personal and public transformations and the redeeming power of love in those transformations. In the process, he manages to describe, with exquisite insight and impressive analysis, much of the landscape traversed by liberal religion in America over the past 50 years. In a season when we emphasize the saying of "Thanks," it is fitting to express our gratitude to Dan Cryer for producing such an exceedingly fine account of one whose life, despite his brief 61 years, ultimately exemplified his greatest commitment: "We enter and meet ... through the sacrament of love." -- Bob Hill, Kansas City, Missouri