The Voices of Mice
As King Gaborn Val Orden rode toward Castle Sylvarresta on the last day of Hostenfest, the day of the great feast, he reined in his horse and peered up the Durkin Hills Road.
Here the trees of the Dunnwood had been cleared back from the road, three miles from town. The sun was just rising, casting a sliver of silver light over the hills to the east, and the shadows of leafless oaks blotted the road ahead.
Yet in a patch of morning sun around the bend, Gaborn spotted three large hares. One hare seemed to be on guard, for it peered up the road, ears perked, while another nibbled at sweet golden melilot that grew at the margin of the road. The third just hopped about stupidly, sniffing at freshly fallen leaves of brown and gold.
Though the hares were over a hundred yards distant, the scene seemed preternaturally clear to Gaborn. After having been underground in the darkness for the past three days, his senses seemed invigorated. The light appeared brighter than ever before, the early morning birdsong came clearer to his ears. Even the way the cool dawn winds swept down from the hills and played across his face seemed new and different.
"Wait," Gaborn whispered to the wizard Binnesman. He reached behind his back, untied his bow and quiver from his saddle. He gave a warning glance to his Days, the skeletal scholar who had followed him since his childhood, bidding the Days to stay behind.
The three were alone on the road. Sir Borenson was following some distance behind them, bearing his trophy from the Hostenfest hunt, but Gaborn had been in a hurry to get home to his new wife.
Binnesman frowned. "A rabbit, sire? You're the Earth King. What will people say?"
"Shhh," Gaborn whispered. He reached into his quiver, pulled his last arrow, but then paused. Binnesman was right. Gaborn was the Earth King, and it seemed fitting that he should bring down a fine boar. Sir Borenson had slain a reaver mage, and was dragging its head into town.
For two thousand years, the people of Rofehavan had looked forward to the coming of an Earth King. Each year during the seventh day of Hostenfest, this last day of the celebration, the day of the great feast, served as a reminder of the promise of the Earth King who would bless his people with all the "fruits of the forest and of the field."
Last week the Earth Spirit had crowned Gaborn, and charged him to save a seed of humanity through the dark times to come.
He'd fought long and hard these past three days, and the reaver's head belonged as much to Gaborn and Binnesman as it did to Sir Borenson.
Still, if Gaborn brought in nothing more than a single hare for the great feast, he could imagine how the mummers and puppetmasters would ridicule him.
He braced himself for the mummers" scorn and leapt lightly from his charger, whispering "Stand" to the beast. It was a force horse, his fine hunter, that had runes of wit branded along its neck. It stared at him knowingly, perfectly silent, while Gaborn put the lower wing of his bow on the ground, stuck a leg between the bow and the string, then bent the bow and pulled the upper end of the string tight into its nock.
With the bow strung, he took his last arrow, inspected the gray goose quills, and then nocked the arrow.
He crept forward, staying low along the brushy side of the road. Wizard's violet grew tall here by the roadside, its flowers a dark purple.
When he rounded the corner, the hares would be in full sunlight. So long as he stayed in the shadows, they'd not be likely to see him; if he remained silent, they'd not hear him; and while the wind blew in his face, they'd not smell him.
Glancing back, Gaborn saw that his Days and Binnesman remained on their mounts.
He began stalking down the muddy road.
Yet he felt nervous, more nervous than mere hunting jitters could account for. He sensed a vague apprehension dawning. Among the newfound powers that the Earth had granted him, Gaborn could sense danger around those people he'd Chosen.
Only a week ago, he'd felt death stalk his father, but he'd been unable to stop it. Last night, however, that same overpowering sense had enabled him to avoid disaster when the reavers staged an ambush in the Underworld.
He felt danger now, but vaguely, distantly. Death was stalking him, as surely as he stalked these rabbits.
The only weakness of this newfound power was that he could not know the source of the danger. It could be anything: a crazed vassal, a boar lurking in the underbrush.
Yet Gaborn suspected Raj Ahten, the Wolf Lord of Indhopal, the man who had slain Gaborn's father.
Riders on force horses had brought word from Mystarria that in Gaborn's homeland, Raj Ahten's troops had taken three castles by subterfuge just before Hostenfest.
Gaborn's great-uncle, Duke Paldane, had marshaled troops to contain the problem. Paldane was an old lord, a master strategist with several endowments of wit. Gaborn's father had trusted him implicitly, and had often sent him out on campaigns to track down criminals or to humble haughty lords. Because of his success, he was called the "Huntsman" by some, the "Hound" by others. He was feared throughout Rofehavan; if any man could match wits with Raj Ahten, it was Paldane. Surely Raj Ahten could not march his troops north, risk the wights of the Dunnwood.
Yet danger approached, Gaborn felt certain. He placed his feet carefully on the dry mud of the road, moved as silently as a wraith.
But when he reached the bend in the road, the hares had left. He heard a rustling in the grass by the roadside, but it was only mice stirring, scampering about under dry leaves.
He stood a moment wondering what had happened. Ah, Earth, he said in his thoughts, addressing the Power he served. Could you not at least send a stag from the forest?
But no voice answered. None ever did.
Moments later, Binnesman and the Days came trotting up the road. The Days bore the reins of Gaborn's dun-colored mare.
"The hares are skittish today, it seems," Binnesman said. He smiled slyly, as if pleased. The morning light accentuated the creases in the wizard's face and brought out the russet hues of his robes. A week ago, Binnesman had given part of his life to summon a wylde, a creature strong in the earth powers. Before that, Binnesman's hair had been brown, and his robes the green of a leaf in summer. Now his robes had changed color, and the fellow seemed to Gaborn to have aged decades in the past few days. Worse yet, the wylde he'd sought to summon had vanished.
"Aye, the hares are skittish," Gaborn answered suspiciously. As an Earth Warden, Binnesman sought to serve the earth, and claimed that he cared as much about mice and snakes as he did mankind. Gaborn wondered if the wizard had warned the hares off with some spell, or perhaps something as simple as a wave of the hand. "More than a little skittish, I'd say." Gaborn swung up into his saddle but kept his bow strung and his arrow nocked. They were close to the city, but he imagined that he still might see a stag by the roadside, some enormous old grandfather with a rack as big as his arm span, come down out of the mountains to eat one sweet apple from a farmer's orchard before it died.
Gaborn glanced over at Binnesman. He still wore that secretive grin, yet Gaborn could not tell if it was a sly grin or a worried smile.
"You're happy that I missed the hares?" Gaborn ventured.
"You'd not have been pleased with them, milord," Binnesman said. "My father was an innkeeper. He used to say, 'A man with fickle innards is never pleased.'"
"Meaning?" Gaborn said.
"Choose your quarry, milord," Binnesman answered. "If you are hunting reavers, it's silly to go chasing after hares. You wouldn't allow your hounds to do it. Neither should you."
"Ah," Gaborn said, wondering if the wizard meant more than he said.
"Besides, the reavers proved a harder match than any of us had bargained for."
Bitterly, Gaborn realized that Binnesman was right. Despite the powers of Gaborn and Binnesman combined, forty-one strong knights had died fighting the reavers. Besides Gaborn, Binnesman, and Sir Borenson, only nine others had made it from the ruins alive. It had been a bitter struggle. The nine were back with Borenson now, dragging the reaver mage's head to town, opting to stay with their trophy.
Gaborn changed the subject. "I didn't know that wizards had fathers," he teased. "Tell me more about yours."
"It was long ago," Binnesman said. "I don't remember him much. In fact, I think I just told you everything I recall about him."
"Certainly you recall more than that," Gaborn chided. "The more I know you, the more I know not to believe anything you say." He didn't know how many hundred years the wizard had lived, but he suspected that Binnesman must have a story or two.
"You are right, milord," Binnesman said. "I don't have a father. Like all Earth Wardens, I was born of the Earth. I was but a creature that someone sculpted of mud, till I formed this flesh for myself of my own will." Binnesman arched an eyebrow mysteriously.
Gaborn glanced at the wizard, and for just a moment, he had the nagging suspicion that Binnesman spoke more truly than he pretended.
Then the moment passed and Gaborn laughed. "You are such a liar! I swear, you invented the art!"
Binnesman laughed in turn. "No, 'tis a fine skill, but I did not invent it. I merely seek to perfect it."
At that moment, a force horse came thundering along the road from the south. It was a fast horse, with three or four endowments of metabolism, a white charger that flashed in the sunlight as it moved between shadows and trees. Its rider wore the livery of Mystarria, the image of the green man upon a blue field.
Gaborn reined in his horse and waited. He'd felt danger. Now he feared the courier's news.
The messenger rode up swiftly, never slowing his mount, until Gaborn raised a hand and called out. Only then did the messenger recognize Gaborn, for the King wore nothing now but a simple gray traveling robe, stained from the road.
"Your Highness!" the messenger cried.
He reached for a leather pouch at his waist, then proffered a small scroll, its red wax seal bearing the mark of Paldane's signet ring.
Gaborn opened the scroll. As he read, his heart sank and his breathing quickened.
"Raj Ahten has moved south into Mystarria," he told Binnesman. "He's toppled castles at Gorlane, Aravelle, and Tal Rimmon. This was near dawn two days ago.
"Paldane says that his men and some Knights Equitable made Raj Ahten pay. Their archers ambushed Raj Ahten's troops. You can walk from the village of Boarshead to Gower's Ridge on the backs of the dead."
Gaborn dared not relate more of the horrific news. Paldane's notes were extremely detailed and precise, noting the exact type and number of enemy casualties36,909 men, the vast majority of whom were common troops out of Fleeds. He also noted the number of arrows spent (702,000), defenders slain (1,274), wounded (4,951), and horses slain (3,207) versus the amount of armor, gold, and horses captured. He then gave precise notes on the movements of enemy troops along with the current dispositions of his own men. Raj Ahten's reinforcements were converging on Carris from Castles Crayden, Fells, and Tal Dur. Paldane was reinforcing Carris, convinced that Raj Ahten would seek to capture the mighty fortress rather than casually destroy it.
Gaborn read the news and shook his head in dismay. Raj Ahten had engaged in savagery. Paldane had paid him in kind. The news revolted Gaborn.
Paldane's last words were: "Obviously, the Wolf Lord of Indhopal hopes to draw you into this conflict. He has decimated your northern border, so that you cannot come south with the hope of bringing in fresh troops of any consequence. I beg you to remain in Heredon. Let the Huntsman bring this dog to bay."
Gaborn rolled the scroll back up, tucked it into the pocket of his robe.
This is maddening, Gaborn thought. To sit here nearly a thousand miles away and learn when my people died days after it happened.
He could do little to stop Raj Ahten. But he could get news faster.…
He glanced at the messenger, a young lad with curly brown hair and clear blue eyes. Gaborn had seen him at court on many occasions. He looked the young man in the eyes and used the Earth Sight to stare beyond his eyes, into his heart. The courier was proud, proud of his position and his riding skill. He was daring, almost eager to risk his life in his lord's service. A dozen wenches at inns across Mystarria thought they loved him, for he tipped well and kissed even better, but the fellow was torn between his love of two women who had vastly different personalities.
Gaborn did not think particularly well of the young man, but saw no reason not to Choose him. Gaborn needed servants like this, needed messengers he could count on. Gaborn raised his left hand, stared the lad in the eyes, and whispered, "I Choose you for the Earth. Rest now, but head back for Carris today. I currently have one Chosen messenger there. If I sense danger to you both, I'll know that Raj Ahten plans to attack the city. If ever you hear my voice warning you in your mind, obey me."
"I dare not rest, Your Highness," the messenger said, "while Carris is in danger."
To Gaborn's satisfaction, the lad wheeled his mount to the south. In moments he was gone, only the dust hovering above the road to show that he'd come to Heredon at all.
With a heavy heart, Gaborn considered what he should do. He would have to notify his lords in Heredon of this disturbing news.
As they rode through the dawn, Gaborn suddenly had the urge to get away. He put his heels to horseflesh, and his roan hunter raced under the shadowed trees along the road, with Binnesman's mount easily keeping pace beside and the Days on his white mule struggling along behind. At last they reached a wide bend on a hilltop that afforded them an unobstructed view of Castle Sylvarresta.
Gaborn drew in his reins; he and the wizard halted, staring in surprise.
Castle Sylvarresta was set on a small hill at a bend in the river Wye, its high walls and towers rising like pinnacles. All around that hill squatted a walled city. Beyond the city walls, there was normally just the countrysideempty fields with a few haycocks, orchards, and farmer's cottages and barns.
But over the past week, as news of the rise of an Earth King spread, lords and peasants from all across Heredonand even from kingdoms beyond Heredonhad begun to gather. Gaborn had a premonition of what was to come. The fields before Castle Sylvarresta had been burned black by Raj Ahten, yet already so many peasants had amassed that the grounds around the great walled city of Sylvarresta were covered by pavilions. Not all of the pavilions belonged to peasants; many tents belonged to lords and knights from around Heredonarmies that had marched when they'd heard of the invasion but had arrived too late to offer any aid. Banners of Orwynne and North Crowthen and Fleeds and various merchant princes from Lysle mingled among the hosts, and off on one hill camped thousands of merchants out of Indhopal whoafter having been driven off by King Sylvarrestahad hurried back to see this new wonder, this Earth King.
The fields around Castle Sylvarresta were dark, but they were no longer dark from the blackened grass. They were dark with the massed bodies of hundreds of thousands of men and animals.
"By the Powers," Gaborn swore. "Their numbers must have quadrupled in the past three days. It will take me the better part of a week to Choose them all."
Distantly, Gaborn could hear music drifting above the smoke of cooking fires. The sound of a jousting lance cracked across the countryside, followed immediately by cheers. Binnesman sat ahorse, gazing down, just as the Days rode up. All three mounts breathed heavily after their short run.
But something caught Gaborn's eye. In the sky above the valley, a flock of starlings flew, thousands strong, like a living cloud. They weaved one way, then another, swooped and then soared upward. It was as if they were lost, searching for a place to land but unable to find safety. Starlings often flew thus in the autumn, but these birds seemed peculiarly spooked.
Gaborn heard the honking of geese. He looked along the Wye River, which wound through the green fields like a silver thread. A hundred yards above the river, miles away, the geese flew in a V along the river course. But their voices sounded strained, crass.
Beside him, Binnesman sat upright and turned to Gaborn. "You hear it, too, don't you? You feel it in your bones."
"What?" Gaborn asked.
Gaborn's Days cleared his throat as if to ask a question, but said nothing. The historian seldom spoke. Interference in the affairs of mankind was forbidden by the Time Lords that the Days served. Still, he was obviously curious.
"The Earth. The Earth is speaking to us," Binnesman said. "It is speaking to you and to me."
"What does it say?"
"I don't know, yet," Binnesman answered honestly. The wizard scratched at his beard, then frowned. "But this is the way it usually speaks to me: in the worried stirrings of rabbits and mice, in the shifting flight of a cloud of birds, in the cries of geese. Now it whispers to the Earth King, too. You are growing, Gaborn. Growing in power."
Gaborn studied Binnesman. The wizard's skin was oddly tinged a bit of ruddy red that almost matched his baggy robe. He smelled of the herbs that he kept in his oversized pockets, linden blossom and mint and borage and wizard's violet and basil and a hundred other spices. He looked like little more than a jolly old man, except for the lines of wisdom in his face.
"I will check into this. We shall know more tonight," Binnesman assured Gaborn.
But Gaborn was unable to lay aside his worries. He suspected that he would need to convene a war council, but dared not do so until he knew the nature of the threat that his Earth senses warned him against.
The three riders headed down the road into a deep fold between two hills that had been burned black last week.
There, at the base of the hill, Gaborn saw what he took to be an old woman sitting by the roadside with a blanket draped over her head.
As the horses came stamping down the road, the old woman looked up, and Gaborn saw that she was not old at all. Instead, it was a young maiden, a girl he recognized.
Gaborn had led an "army" from Castle Groverman to Longmot a week ago. The army had consisted of two hundred thousand cattle, driven by peasant men and women and children and a few aging soldiers. The dust of their passage as the herd crossed the plains had been ruse enough to dislodge the Wolf Lord Raj Ahten from his attack on Longmot.
If Raj Ahten had discovered Gaborn's ruse, Gaborn felt sure the Wolf Lord would have cut down every woman and child in his retinue out of sheer spite. The girl at the foot of the hill had ridden in Gaborn's army. He remembered her well. She'd carried a heavy banner in one hand and a nursing babe in the other.
She had acted bravely and selflessly. He'd been glad for the aid of people like her. Yet Gaborn was astonished to see hera mere peasant who probably didn't have access to a horsehere at Castle Sylvarresta, more than two hundred miles north of Longmot, only a week after the battle.
"Oh, Your Highness," the girl said, ducking her head as if to curtsy.
Gaborn realized she'd been waiting by the roadside for him to return from his hunt. He'd been gone from Castle Sylvarresta for three days. He wondered how long she'd been here.
She climbed to her feet, and Gaborn saw that the dirt of the road stained her feet. Obviously, she had walked all the way from Longmot. In her right hand she cradled her babe. As she stood, she put her hand beneath her shawl to ease her nipple from the babe's mouth and cover herself properly.
After giving aid in a victorious battle, many a lord might have come to seek a favor. Gaborn had seldom seen a peasant do so. Yet this girl wanted something of him, wanted it badly.
Binnesman smiled and said, "Molly? Molly Drinkham? Is that you?"
The girl smiled shyly as the wizard dismounted and approached her. "Aye, it's me."
"Well, let me see your child." Binnesman took the infant from her arms and held it up. The child, a dark-haired thing who could not have been more than two months old, had put its fist in its mouth and was now sucking vigorously, eyes closed. The wizard smiled beatifically. "A boy?" he asked. Molly nodded. "Oh, he's the very image of his father," Binnesman clucked. "Such a precious thing. Verrin would have been proud. But what are you doing here?"
"I come to see the Earth King," Molly said.
"Well, here he is," Binnesman said. He turned to Gaborn and introduced Molly. "Your Highness, Molly Drinkham, who was once a resident of Castle Sylvarresta."
Molly suddenly froze, her face pale with terror, as if she could not bear the thought of speaking to a king. Or perhaps she fears only to speak to me, the Earth King, Gaborn thought.
"I beg your pardon, sire," Molly said too shrilly. "I hope I'm not disturbing youI know it's early. You probably don't remember me"
Gaborn alighted from his horse, so that he would not be sitting high above her, and sought to put her at ease. "You're not disturbing me," he said softly. "You've walked a long way from Longmot. I remember the aid you gave me. Some great need must have driven you, and I'm eager to hear your request."
She nodded shyly. "You see, I was thinking…"
"Go on," Gaborn said, glancing up at his Days.
"I wasn't always just a scullery maid for Duke Groverman, you see," she said. "My father used to muck stables for King Sylvarresta's men, and I lived in the castle. But I did something that shamed me, and my father sent me south." She glanced down at her child. A bastard.
"I rode with you last week," she continued, "and I know this: if you're the Earth King, then you should have all of Erden Geboren's powers. That's what makes you an Earth King."
"Where did you hear this?" Gaborn asked, his tone betraying his concern. He suddenly feared that she would ask some impossible task of him. Erden Geboren's deeds were the stuff of legend.
"Binnesman himself," Molly said. "I used to help him dry his herbs, and he would tell me stories. And if you're the Earth King, then bad times are coming, and the Earth has given you the power to Chooseto Choose the knights who will fight beside you, and to Choose who will live under your protection and who won't. Erden Geboren knew when his people were in danger, and he warned them in their hearts and in their minds. Surely you should be able to do the same."
Gaborn knew what she wanted now. She wanted to live, wanted him to Choose her. Gaborn looked at her a long moment, saw more than her round face and the pleasing figure hidden beneath her dirty robes. He saw more than her long dark hair and the creases of worry lines around her blue eyes. He used his Earth Sight to stare into the depths of her soul.
He saw her love for Castle Sylvarresta and her lost innocence there, and her love for a man named Verrin, a stablemaster who had died after being kicked by a horse. He saw her dismay to find herself at Castle Groverman doing menial work. She wanted little from life. She wanted to come home, to show her babe to her mother, to return to the place where she'd felt warm and loved. He could see no deception in her, no cruelty. More than anything, she was proud of her bastard son, and she loved him fiercely.
The Earth Sight could not show Gaborn everything. He suspected that if he peered into her heart for long hours, he might get to know her better than she knew herself. But time was short, and in a few seconds he saw enough.
After a moment, Gaborn relaxed. He raised his left hand. "Molly Drinkham," he intoned softly as he cast his spell. "I Choose you. I Choose to protect you through the dark times to come. If ever you hear my voice in your mind or in your heart, take heed. I will come to you or lead you to safety as best I can."
It was done. Immediately Gaborn felt the efficacy of the spell, felt the binding, the now-familiar tug in his gut that let him feel her presence, that would warn him when she was in danger.
Molly's eyes widened as if she felt it, too, and then her face went red with embarrassment. She dropped to one knee.
"No, Your Highness, you misunderstand," she said. She held up the infant in her arms. The boy's fist flopped from his mouth, but the child seemed to be half-asleep, and did not mind. "I want you to Choose him, to make him one of your knights someday!"
Gaborn stared at the child and began to shiver, unnerved by the request. The woman had obviously been raised on tales of Erden Geboren's great deeds, and so she expected much of an Earth King. But she had no comprehension of Gaborn's limits. "You don't understand," he tried to explain softly. "It's not that easy. When I Choose you, my enemies take notice. My war is not with men or with reavers, it is with the unseen Powers that move them. My Choosing you puts you in greater danger, and though I might be able to send knights to your aid, more often than not you must help yourself. My resources are far too thin, our enemies too numerous. You have to be able to help yourself, to help me get you out of danger. II couldn't do that to a child. I couldn't put him in danger. He can't defend himself!"
"But he needs someone to protect him," Molly said. "He doesn't have a da." She waited for him to speak for a moment, then begged, "Please! Please Choose him for me!"
Gaborn studied her face, and his cheeks burned with shame. He looked from side to side, from Binnesman to his Days, like a ferrin caught in a dark corner of the kitchen, hoping to escape.
"Molly, you ask that the child be allowed to grow up to become a warrior in my service," Gaborn stammered. "But I don't think we have that long! Dark times are coming, the darkest this world has ever seen. In months perhaps, or maybe a year, they'll be on us in deadly earnest. Your child won't be able to fight in battle."
"Then Choose him anyway," Molly said. "At least you'll know when he's in danger."
Gaborn stared at her in utter horror. A week ago, he'd lost several people that he'd Chosen in the battle for Longmot: his father, Chemoise's father, King Sylvarresta. When they'd died, he'd felt stricken to the core of his soul. He hadn't sought to explain the sensation to himself or anyone else, but he felt as if…they each had roots, and were pulled from his body, leaving dark holes that gaped and could never be filled. Losing them was like losing limbs that could never be replaced, and he was mortified by the thought that their deaths were a sign of his own personal failure. He carried the guilt as if he were a father who, through neglect, had let his own children drown in a well.
Gaborn wetted his lips with his tongue. "I'm not that strong. You don't know what you ask of me."
"There's no one to protect him," Molly said. "No father, no friends. Only me. See, he's just a babe!"
She unwrapped the sleeping boy, held him up, and stepped in close. The child was thin, though he slept soundly and did not appear to be hungry. He had the sweet scent of a newborn on his breath.
"Come now," Binnesman urged her. "If His Majesty says he can't Choose the child, then he can't Choose him." Binnesman gently took Molly by the elbow, as if to steer her toward town.
Molly turned on Binnesman and shouted viciously, "So what would you have me do, then? Dash the little bastard's head against a stone by the road and be done with him? Is that what you want?"
Gaborn felt dismayed, cast adrift. He glanced at his Days, and feared what might be written of his choice. He looked to Binnesman for help. "What can I do?"
The Earth Warden studied the babe, frowned. With the barest movement he shook his head. "I fear that you are correct. Choosing the child would not be wise, nor would it be kind."
Molly's mouth dropped in shock, and she stepped back as if she'd just recognized that Binnesman, an old friend, had become an enemy.
Binnesman tried to explain, "Molly, Gaborn has been charged by the Earth to gather the seeds of mankind, to protect those he can during the dark times to come. Yet even all that he does might not be enough. Other races have passed from the face of the earththe Toth, the duskins. Mankind could be next."
Binnesman did not exaggerate. When the Earth had manifested itself in Binnesman's garden, it had said much the same thing. If anything, Binnesman was being far too gentle with Molly, holding back the truth from her.
"The Earth has promised to protect Gaborn, and he has sworn in turn to protect you as best he can. But I think it best you protect your own child."
This was how Gaborn planned to save his peopleby Choosing lords and warriors to care for their charges. Before the hunt, he'd Chosen over a hundred thousand people around Heredon, had selected as many as he couldold and young, lords and peasants. At any moment, if he considered one of those people, he could reach out in his mind, know their direction and distance. He could find them if he had to, and he knew if they were in danger. But there were so many of them! So he'd begun Choosing knights and lords to protect certain enclaves. He struggled to Choose wisely, and he dared not reject the frail, the deaf, the blind, the young, or the weak-minded. He dared not value these less than any other man, for he would not make of them human sacrifices to his own conceit. By placing a lord, or even a father and mother, in charge of the safety of his or her own charges, he relieved some of the pressure he felt. And to a great degree, he'd done exactly that. He'd been using his powers to instruct his lords, requiring them to prepare their defenses and weapons, prepare for war.
Molly paled at the thought that she would be placed in charge of her infant, looked so stricken that Gaborn feared she would faint. She wisely suspected that she could not protect it adequately.
"And I too will help protect your child," Binnesman offered in consolation. He muttered some words under his breath, wet his finger with his tongue, and knelt by the roadside to swirl the finger in the dirt. He stood, and with muddy fingers he painstakingly began to draw a rune of protection on the child's forehead.
Yet clearly Molly believed the wizard's aid would not be enough. Tears coursed down her cheeks, and she stood in shock, trembling.
"If it was yours," Molly begged Gaborn, "would you Choose it? Would you Choose it then?"
Gaborn knew that he would. Molly must have read the answer on his face.
"I'll give him to you then" Molly offered. "A wedding present, if you'll have him. I'll give him to you, to raise as your son."
Gaborn closed his eyes. The despair in her tone struck him like an axe.
He could hardly Choose this child. It seemed a cruel thing to do. This is madness, he thought. If I Choose it, how many thousands of other mothers might justly ask the same? Ten thousand, a hundred thousand? Yet what if I don't Choose it and Molly is right? What if by my inaction I condemn it to die? "Does the child have a name?" Gaborn asked, for in some lands, bastards were never named.
"I call him Verrin," Molly said, "like his father."
Gaborn gazed at the child, looked beyond his sweet face and smooth skin, deep into his small mind. There was little to seea life unlived, a few vague longings. The child felt relieved and grateful for his mother's nipple and for the warmth of her body and the way she sang sweetly to get him to sleep. But Verrin did not comprehend his mother as a person, did not love her in the way that she loved him.
Gaborn stifled a sob. "Verrin Drinkham," he said softly, raising his left hand. "I Choose you. I Choose you for the Earth. May the Earth heal you. May the Earth hide you. May the Earth make you its own."
Gaborn felt the binding take force.
"Thank you, Your Highness," Molly said. The girl's eyes glistened with tears. She turned and headed toward Castle Groverman, ready to walk the two hundred miles home.
But as she did, Gaborn felt a powerful sense of dread; the Earth was warning him that she was in danger. If she went south again, she'd die. Whether she'd be waylaid by a bandit or take ill from her journey or face some more dire fate, he did not know. But although he could not guess what form the danger would take, his premonition was as strong as on the day that his father had died.
Molly, Gaborn thought, that way lies death. Turn and go to Castle Sylvarresta.
She stopped in mid-stride, turned her big blue eyes on him questioningly. For half a second she hesitated, then spun and raced north up the road toward Castle Sylvarresta as if a reaver were chasing her.
Gaborn's eyes filled with tears of gratitude at the sight.
"Good girl," he whispered. He'd been afraid she would not hear his warning, or would be slow to heed it.
On his white mule, Gaborn's Days glanced from Gaborn to the girl. "Did you just turn her?"
"You felt danger in the south?"
"Yes," Gaborn answered again, not wanting to express the vague fear that was creeping over him. "Danger for her, at least."
Turning to Binnesman, Gaborn said, "I don't know if I can keep this up. I didn't expect it to be this way."
"An Earth King is not asked to carry easy loads," Binnesman said. "After the battle at Caer Fael, it is said that no wounds were found on the body of Erden Geboren. Some thought he'd died of a broken heart."
"Your words comfort me," Gaborn said sardonically. "I want to save that child, but by Choosing it, I don't know if I did well or ill."
"Or perhaps nothing that any of us does matters," Binnesman said, as if he might resign himself to the knowledge that even their best efforts might not save mankind.
"No, I have to believe that it matters," Gaborn countered. "I must believe that it is worth the struggle. But how can I save them all?"
"Save all of mankind?" Binnesman said. "It can't be done."
"Then I must figure out how to save most of them." Gaborn looked back at his Days, the historian who had followed him since childhood.
The man wore a plain brown scholar's robe, and his skeletal face peered at him with unblinking eyes. But when Gaborn stared at the man, the Days looked away guiltily.
The sense of foreboding Gaborn felt was discomforting, and he believed the Days could warn him of the source of that danger, if he would.
But the Days had long ago given up his name, given up his own identity in service to the Time Lords. He would not speak.
Still, though the Days' devotion to the Time Lords was supposed to leave little room for meddling in the affairs of man, Gaborn had heard tales of Days who had forsaken their vows.
Gaborn knew that far away in the north, in a monastic settlement in the islands beyond Orwynne, lived another Daysone who had given Gaborn's Days an endowment of wit and who had received from him the same endowment in return. Thus the two Days now shared a single minda feat that had seldom been duplicated outside the monastery, for it led to madness.
Gaborn's Days was called a "witness," and he had been charged by the Time Lords to watch Gaborn and to listen to his words. His companion, the "scribe," acted as recorder, noting Gaborn's deeds until his death, when the book of Gaborn's life would be published.
And because the scribes all lived in a common settlement, they shared information. Indeed, they knew all that transpired among the Runelords.
Thus Gaborn felt that the Days knew too much and imparted their wisdom too seldom.
Binnesman caught the accusatory stare that Gaborn shot toward the Days, and he wondered aloud: "If I were choosing seeds for next year's garden, I do not know if I would seek to save most of them, or only the best."
Copyright © 1999 by David Farland