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For more than two decades, Clive Barker has twisted the worlds of horrific and surrealistic fiction into a terrifying, transcendent genre all his own. With skillful prose, he enthralls even as he horrifies; with uncanny insight, he disturbs as profoundly as he reveals. Evoking revulsion and admiration, anticipation and dread, Barker's works explore the darkest contradictions of the human condition: our fear of life and our dreams of death.

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Overview

For more than two decades, Clive Barker has twisted the worlds of horrific and surrealistic fiction into a terrifying, transcendent genre all his own. With skillful prose, he enthralls even as he horrifies; with uncanny insight, he disturbs as profoundly as he reveals. Evoking revulsion and admiration, anticipation and dread, Barker's works explore the darkest contradictions of the human condition: our fear of life and our dreams of death.

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The New York Times Book Review [Cabal] demonstrate[s] why the gleefully gory Mr. Barker is at the top of his genre. Endlessly inventive, he takes familiar themes a step or two farther...dazzling, captivating stuff...

The Washington Post In the hands of a lesser writer this could be just another tale of nightmarish evil...[what] lifts Barker from common craftsman to the rarefied and chancy domain of artist is his profound awareness of the alienation and aloneness of man. And he brings these insights into dramatic focus through the innocence of his monsters...

Elle Simultaneously repels and spellbinds the reader...Literature in the tradition of Poe, Shelley and Hawthorne.

Washingtion Times [Clive Barker] is a mapmaker of the mind, charting the furthest reaches of the imagination....His ambition and audacity are unparalleled; we know that we are in the presence of a vision that is genuine, unique, and lasting.

Publishers Weekly The most ambitious dark fantasist of our time.

The Boston Herald Barker's work reads like a cross between Stephen King and...Gabriel García Márquez. He creates a world where our biggest fears appear to be our own dreams.

People Barker's dark, powerful imagination — and his skill in pacing to keep his stories surprising — make the horror grisly and effective.

Armistead Maupin [Barker writes] with the easy confidence of a tribal storyteller, and elder who has seen everything and committed most of it to scripture.

Atlanta Journal-Constitution Clive Barker is back from yet another excursion into his dark and fertile imagination, bearing sinister fruits of fine horror fantasy.

Locus The premier metaphysicist of contemporary fiction.

NY Times Book Review
[Cabal] demonstrate[s] why the gleefully gory Mr. Barker is at the top of his genre. Endlessly inventive, he takes familiar themes a stop or two farther...dazzling, captivating stuff...
Washington Post
In the hands of a lesser writer this could be just another tale of nightmarish evil...[what] lifts Barker from common craftsman to the rarefied and chancy domain of artist is his profound awareness of the alienation and aloneness of man. And he brins these insights into dramatic focus through the innocence of his monsters...
Elle
Simultaneously repels and spellbinds the reader...Literature in the tradition of Poe, Shelley and Hawthorne.
Publishers Weekly - Publisher's Weekly
Comprised of a novel and four long stories, this volume is classic Barker, full of lurid, bloody imagery and action involving large-than-life characters. It's great fun and provides plenty of thrills or giggles, depending on how seriously you take it. In the novel, Cabal , Boone, a recovering psychotic, is cleverly manipulated by his psychiatrist, Decker, into believing that he has committed several savage murders. Decker, of course, is the villain, but Boone does not catch on. Considering himself unfit for human society, Boone flees, eventually to come upon Midian, a large crypt inhabited by the Nightbreed, dead souls in shape-changing bodies, neither good nor evil, who turn Boone into one of their own. Of the shorter works, the best written is ``The Life of Death,'' about a woman who becomes enthralled by death and is transformed into a kind of Typhoid Mary. Another, ``The Last Illusion,'' which concerns the fate of a magician's corpse, is full of intriguing moments. First serial to Penthouse; Doubleday Book Club main selection; Literary Guild featured alternate. (October)
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Product Details

  • ISBN-13: 9780743417327
  • Publisher: Gallery Books
  • Publication date: 1/1/2001
  • Pages: 368
  • Sales rank: 203,703
  • Product dimensions: 5.31 (w) x 8.25 (h) x 1.20 (d)

Meet the Author

Clive Barker
Clive Barker
A diversely talented and always chilling writer-artist, Clive Barker creates worlds that turn humanity's baser qualities inside out, hold them in front of a funhouse mirror, and transform them into the stuff of nightmares.

Biography

Nothing ever begins....Nothing is fixed. In and out the shuttle goes, fact and fiction, mind and matter woven into patterns that may have only this in common: that hidden among them is a filigree that will with time become a world.

It must be arbitrary, then, the place at which we choose to embark.

Somewhere between a past half forgotten and a future as yet only glimpsed."

And here is as good a place as any to begin with Clive Barker, the author of strange and scary stories such as the novel that begins above, Weaveworld. Barker is probably best known as the creator of the Hellraiser franchise -- which began with the novella The Hellbound Heart; later became the 1987 horror classic that Barker directed; and was then a comic from 1989-1994. He accomplished the print-to-film-to-comic trifecta again with Nightbreed, the film version of which was released in 1990.

Barker drew attention with his early '80s story volumes, Books of Blood. His first novel, The Damnation Game, not only put him on a par authors such as Stephen King but earned praise from those same authors. He is widely admired for weaving into his scary stories complex themes about human nature and desires.

In addition to crafting his signature novels, a chilling amalgam of horror, sci-fi, and fantasy, Barker is an accomplished artist. (His comic Ectokids is in development as a movie project at Nickelodeon.) He has also written for children -- a fact that surprises readers familiar only with his disturbing adult oeuvre. But, in fact, his children's tales (The Thief of Always, Abarat, etc.) are among his most imaginative.

No matter what his audience or medium, Barker's stories are effective because it's clear that he takes his work, and his genre, very seriously -- and expects the same from his audience. In an interview with Barnes & Noble.com, he told us "[Fantasy and horror] liberate us into a world in which our frustrations and our repressions can take an exoticized form, rendering them more safely and also, if we dare, more approachable."

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    1. Hometown:
      Los Angeles
    1. Date of Birth:
      October 5, 1952
    2. Place of Birth:
      Liverpool, England
    1. Education:
      Liverpool University
    2. Website:

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Chapter One: The Truth

Of all the rash and midnight promises made in the name of love, none, Boone now knew, was more certain to be broken than "I'll never leave you."

What time didn't steal from under your nose, circumstance did. It was useless to hope otherwise, useless to dream that the world somehow meant you good. Everything of value, everything you clung to for your sanity, would rot or be snatched in the long run, and the abyss would gape beneath you, as it gaped for Boone now, and suddenly, without so much as a breath of explanation, you were gone. Gone to hell or worse, professions of love and all.

His outlook hadn't always been so pessimistic. There'd been a time — not all that long ago — when he'd felt the burden of his mental anguish lifting. There'd been fewer psychotic episodes, fewer days when he felt like slitting his wrists rather than enduring the hours till his next medication. There'd seemed to be a chance for happiness.

It was that prospect that had won the declaration of love from him, that "I'll never leave you," whispered in Lori's ear as they lay in the narrow bed he'd never dared hope would hold two. The words had not come in the throes of high passion. Their love life, like so much else between them, was fraught with problems. But where other women had given up on him, unforgiving of his failure, she'd persevered, told him there was plenty of time to get it right, all the time in the world. I'm with you for as long as you want me to be, her patience had seemed to say.

Nobody had ever offered such a commitment, and he wanted to offer one in return. Those words — "I'll never leave you" — were it.

The memory of them, and of her skin almost luminous in the murk of his room, and of the sound of her breathing when she finally fell asleep beside him — all of it still had the power to catch his heart, and squeeze it till it hurt.

He longed to be free of both the memory and the words, now that circumstance had taken away any hope of their fulfillment. But they wouldn't be forgotten. They lingered on to torment him with his frailty. His meager comfort was that she — knowing what she must now know about him — would be working to erase her memory; and that with time she'd succeed. He only hoped she'd understand his ignorance of himself when he'd voiced that promise. He'd never have risked this pain if he'd doubted health was finally within his grasp.

Dream on!

Decker had brought an abrupt end to those delusions, the day he'd locked the office door, drawn the blinds on the Alberta spring sunshine, and said, in a voice barely louder than a whisper:

"Boone, I think we're in terrible trouble, you and I."

He was trembling, Boone saw, a fact not easily concealed in a body so big. Decker had the physique of a man who sweated out the day's angst in a gym. Even his tailored suits, always charcoal, couldn't tame his bulk. It had made Boone edgy at the start of their work together; he'd felt intimidated by the doctor's physical and mental authority. Now it was the fallibility of that strength he feared. Decker was a Rock; he was Reason; he was Calm. This anxiety ran counter to all he knew about the man.

"What's wrong?" Boone asked.

"Sit, will you? Sit and I'll tell you."

Boone did as he was told. In this office, Decker was lord. The doctor leaned back in the leather chair and inhaled through his nose, his mouth sealed in a downward curve.

"Tell me..." Boone said.

"Where to start."

"Anywhere."

"I thought you were getting better," Decker said, "I really did. We both did."

"I still am," Boone said.

Decker made a small shake of his head. He was a man of considerable intellect, but little of it showed on his tightly packed features, except perhaps in his eyes, which at the moment were not watching the patient, but were fixed on the table between them.

"You've started to talk in your sessions," Decker said, "about crimes you think you've committed. Do you remember any of that?"

"You know I don't." The trances Decker put him in were too profound. "I only remember when you play the tape back."

"I won't be playing any of these," Decker said. "I erased them."

"Why?"

"Because...I'm afraid, Boone. For you." He paused. "Maybe for both of us."

The crack in the Rock was opening and there was nothing Decker could do to conceal it.

"What are these crimes?" Boone asked, his words tentative.

"Murders. You talk about them obsessively. At first I thought they were dream crimes. You always had a violent streak in you."

"And now?"

"Now I'm afraid you may have actually committed them."

There was a long silence while Boone studied Decker, more in puzzlement than anger. The blinds had not been pulled all the way down. A slice of sunlight fell across him, and onto the table between them. On the glass surface was a bottle of still water, two tumblers, and a large envelope. Decker leaned forward and picked it up.

"What I'm doing now is probably a crime in itself," he told Boone. "Patient confidentiality is one thing, protecting a killer is another. But part of me is still hoping to God it isn't true. I want to believe I've succeeded. We've succeeded. Together. I want to believe you're well."

"I am well."

In lieu of reply Decker tore open the envelope.

"I'd like you to look at these for me," he said, sliding his hand inside and bringing out a sheaf of photographs to meet the light.

"I warn you, they're not pleasant."

He laid them on his reflection, turned for Boone's perusal. His warning had been well advised. The picture on the top of the pile was like a physical assault. Faced with it a fear rose in him he'd not felt since being in Decker's care: that the image might possess him. He'd built walls against that superstition, brick by brick, but they shook now, and threatened to fall.

"It's just a picture."

"That's right," Decker replied, "it's just a picture. What do you see?"

"A dead man."

"A murdered man."

"Yes. A murdered man."

Not simply murdered: butchered. The life slashed from him in a fury of slices and stabs, his blood flung on the blade that had taken out his neck, taken off his face, onto the wall behind him. He wore only his shorts, so the wounds on his body could be easily counted, despite the blood. Boone did just that now, to keep the horror from overcoming him. Even here, in this room where the doctor had chiseled another self from the block of his patient's condition, Boone had never choked on terror as he choked now. He tasted his breakfast in the back of his throat, or the meal the night before, rising from his bowels against nature. Shit in his mouth, like the dirt of his deed.

Count the wounds, he told himself, pretend they're beads on an abacus. Three, four, five in the abdomen and chest: one in particular ragged, more like a tear than a wound, gaping so wide the man's innards poked out. On the shoulder, two more. And then the face, unmade with cuts. So many their numbers could not be calculated, even by the most detached of observers. They left the victim beyond recognition: eyes dug out, lips slit off, nose in ribbons.

"Enough?" Decker said, as if the question needed asking.

"Yes."

"There's a lot more to see."

He uncovered the second, laying the first beside the pile. This one was of a woman, sprawled on a sofa, her upper and lower body twisted in a fashion life would have forbidden. Though she was presumably not a relation of the first victim, the butcher had created a vile resemblance. Here was the same liplessness, the same eyelessness. Born from different parents, they were siblings in death, destroyed by the same hand.

And am I their father? Boone found himself thinking.

"No," was his gut's response. "I didn't do this."

But two things prevented him from voicing his denial. First, he knew that Decker would not be endangering his patient's equilibrium this way unless he had good reason to do so. Second, denial was valueless when both of them knew how easily Boone's mind had deceived itself in the past. If he was responsible for these atrocities, there was no certainty he'd know it.

Instead he kept his silence, not daring to look up at Decker for fear he'd see the Rock shattered.

"Another?" Decker said.

"If we must."

"We must."

He uncovered a third photograph, and a fourth, laying the pictures out on the table like cards at a tarot reading, except that every one was Death. In the kitchen, lying at the open door of the refrigerator. In the bedroom, beside the lamp and the alarm. At the top of the stairs, at the window. The victims were of every age and color: men, women, and children. Whatever fiend was responsible, he cared to make no distinction. He simply erased life wherever he found it. Not quickly, not efficiently. The rooms in which these people had died bore plain testament to how the killer, in his humor, had toyed with them. Furniture had been overturned as they stumbled to avoid the coup de grace, blood prints left on walls and paintwork. One had lost his fingers to the blade, snatching at it perhaps; most had lost their eyes. But none had escaped, however brave their resistance. They'd all fallen at last, tangled in their underwear, or seeking refuge behind a curtain. Fallen sobbing, fallen retching.

There were eleven photographs in all. Every one was different, but also the same: all pictures of a madness performed, taken with the actor already departed.

God almighty, was he that man?

Not having an answer for himself, he asked the question of the Rock, speaking without looking up from the shining cards.

"Did I do this?" he said.

He heard Decker sigh, but there was no answer forthcoming, so he chanced a glance at his accuser. As the photographs had been laid out before him, he'd felt the man's scrutiny like a crawling ache in his scalp. But now he once more found that gaze averted.

"Please tell me," he said. "Did I do this?"

Decker wiped the moist purses of skin beneath his gray eyes. He was not trembling any longer.

"I hope not," he said.

The response seemed ludicrously mild. This was not some minor infringement of the law they were debating. It was death times eleven, and how many more might there be, out of sight, out of mind?

"Tell me what I talked about," Boone said. "Tell me the words — "

"It was ramblings mostly."

"So what makes you think I'm responsible? You must have reasons."

"It took time," Decker said, "for me to piece the whole thing together." He looked down at the mortuary on the table, aligning a photograph that was a little askew with his middle finger.

"I have to make a quarterly report on our progress. You know that. So I play all the tapes of our previous sessions sequentially, to get some sense of how we're doing..." He spoke slowly, wearily. "...and I noticed the same phrases coming up in your responses. Buried most of the time, in other material, but there. It was as if you were confessing to something, but something so abhorrent to you even in a trance state you couldn't quite bring yourself to say it. Instead it was coming out in this...code."

Boone knew codes. He'd heard them everywhere during the bad times. Messages from the imagined enemy in the noise between stations on the radio, or in the murmur of traffic before dawn. That he might have learned the art himself came as no surprise.

"I made a few casual inquiries," Decker continued, "among police officers I've treated. Nothing specific. And they told me about the killings. I'd heard some of the details, of course, from the press. Seems they've been going on for two and a half years. Several here in Calgary, the rest within an hour's drive. The work of one man."

"Me."

"I don't know," Decker said, finally looking up at Boone. "If I was certain, I'd have reported it all — "

"But you're not."

"I don't want to believe this any more than you do. It doesn't cover me in glory if this turns out to be true." There was anger in him, not well concealed. "That's why I waited. Hoping you'd be with me when the next one happened."

"You mean some of these people died while you knew?"

"Yes," Decker said flatly.

"Jesus!"

The thought propelled Boone from the chair, his leg catching the table. The murder scenes flew.

"Keep your voice down," Decker demanded.

"People died, and you waited?"

"I took that risk for you, Boone. You'll respect that."

Boone turned from the man. There was a chill of sweat on his spine.

"Sit down," said Decker. "Please sit down and tell me what these photographs mean to you."

Involuntarily Boone had put his hand over the lower half of his face. He knew from Decker's instruction what that particular piece of body language signified. His mind was using his body to muffle some disclosure, or to silence it completely.

"Boone, I need answers."

"They mean nothing," Boone said, not turning.

"At all?"

"At all."

"Look at them again."

"No," Boone insisted, "I can't."

He heard the doctor inhale, and half expected a demand that he face the horrors afresh. But instead Decker's tone was placatory.

"It's all right, Aaron," he said, "it's all right. I'll put them away."

Boone pressed the heels of his hands against his closed eyes. His sockets were hot and wet.

"They're gone, Aaron," Decker said.

"No, they're not."

They were with him still, perfectly remembered. Eleven rooms and eleven bodies, fixed in his mind's eye. The wall Decker had taken five years to build had been brought down in as many minutes, and by its architect. Boone was at the mercy of his madness again. He heard it whine in his head, coming from eleven slit windpipes, from eleven punctured bellies. Breath and bowel gas, singing the old mad songs.

Why had his defenses tumbled so easily after so much labor? His eyes knew the answer, spilling tears to admit what his tongue couldn't. He was guilty. Why else? Hands he was even now wiping dry on his trousers had tortured and slaughtered. If he pretended otherwise he'd only tempt them to further crime. Better that he confessed, though he remembered nothing, than offer them another unguarded moment.

He turned and faced Decker. The photographs had been gathered up and laid facedown on the table.

"You remember something?" the doctor said, reading the change on Boone's face.

"Yes," he replied.

"What?"

"I did it," Boone said simply, "I did it all."

Copyright © 1965, 1995 by Clive Barker

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Table of Contents

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}{\par}\pard{\f0 Cabal}{\par}\pard{\f0
}{\par}\pard{\f0 Part One: Loco}{\par}\pard{\f0 }{\par}\pard{\f0 The Truth}{\par}\pard{\f0 Academy}{\par}\pard{\f0 The Rhapsodist}{\par}\pard{\f0 Necropolis}{\par}\pard{\f0 A Different Ape}{\par}\pard{\f0 Feet of Clay}{\par}\pard{\f0 }{\par}\pard{\f0
}{\par}\pard{\f0 Part Two: Death's a Bitch}{\par}\pard{\f0 }{\par}\pard{\f0 Rough Roads}{\par}\pard{\f0 Where He Fell}{\par}\pard{\f0 Touched}{\par}\pard{\f0 Sun and Shade}{\par}\pard{\f0 }{\par}\pard{\f0
}{\par}\pard{\f0 Part Three: Dark Ages}{\par}\pard{\f0 }{\par}\pard{\f0 The Stalking Ground}{\par}\pard{\f0 Above and Below}{\par}\pard{\f0 The Prophetic Child}{\par}\pard{\f0 Tabernacle}{\par}\pard{\f0 }{\par}\pard{\f0
}{\par}\pard{\f0 Part Four: Saints and Sinners}{\par}\pard{\f0 }{\par}\pard{\f0 The Toll}{\par}\pard{\f0 Now or Never}{\par}\pard{\f0 Delirium}{\par}\pard{\f0 The Wrath of the Righteous}{\par}\pard{\f0 }{\par}\pard{\f0
}{\par}\pard{\f0 Part Five: The Good Night}{\par}\pard{\f0 }{\par}\pard{\f0 A Friendless Face}{\par}\pard{\f0 Driven}{\par}\pard{\f0 That Desire}{\par}\pard{\f0 Triumph of the Mask}{\par}\pard{\f0 The Harrowing}{\par}\pard{\f0 Cabal}{\par}\pard{\f0 Abide with Me}{\par}\pard{\f0 }{\par}\pard{\f0
}{\par}\pard{\f0 The Life of Death}{\par}\pard{\f0
}{\par}\pard{\f0 How Spoilers Bleed}{\par}\pard{\f0
}{\par}\pard{\f0 Twilight at the Towers}{\par}\pard{\f0
}{\par}\pard{\f0 The Last Illusion}{\par}\pard{\f0

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First Chapter

Chapter One: The Truth

Of all the rash and midnight promises made in the name of love, none, Boone now knew, was more certain to be broken than "I'll never leave you."

What time didn't steal from under your nose, circumstance did. It was useless to hope otherwise, useless to dream that the world somehow meant you good. Everything of value, everything you clung to for your sanity, would rot or be snatched in the long run, and the abyss would gape beneath you, as it gaped for Boone now, and suddenly, without so much as a breath of explanation, you were gone. Gone to hell or worse, professions of love and all.

His outlook hadn't always been so pessimistic. There'd been a time -- not all that long ago -- when he'd felt the burden of his mental anguish lifting. There'd been fewer psychotic episodes, fewer days when he felt like slitting his wrists rather than enduring the hours till his next medication. There'd seemed to be a chance for happiness.

It was that prospect that had won the declaration of love from him, that "I'll never leave you," whispered in Lori's ear as they lay in the narrow bed he'd never dared hope would hold two. The words had not come in the throes of high passion. Their love life, like so much else between them, was fraught with problems. But where other women had given up on him, unforgiving of his failure, she'd persevered, told him there was plenty of time to get it right, all the time in the world. I'm with you for as long as you want me to be, her patience had seemed to say.

Nobody had ever offered such a commitment, and he wanted to offer one in return. Those words -- "I'll never leave you" -- were it.

The memory of them, and of her skin almost luminous in the murk of his room, and of the sound of her breathing when she finally fell asleep beside him -- all of it still had the power to catch his heart, and squeeze it till it hurt.

He longed to be free of both the memory and the words, now that circumstance had taken away any hope of their fulfillment. But they wouldn't be forgotten. They lingered on to torment him with his frailty. His meager comfort was that she -- knowing what she must now know about him -- would be working to erase her memory; and that with time she'd succeed. He only hoped she'd understand his ignorance of himself when he'd voiced that promise. He'd never have risked this pain if he'd doubted health was finally within his grasp.

Dream on!

Decker had brought an abrupt end to those delusions, the day he'd locked the office door, drawn the blinds on the Alberta spring sunshine, and said, in a voice barely louder than a whisper:

"Boone, I think we're in terrible trouble, you and I."

He was trembling, Boone saw, a fact not easily concealed in a body so big. Decker had the physique of a man who sweated out the day's angst in a gym. Even his tailored suits, always charcoal, couldn't tame his bulk. It had made Boone edgy at the start of their work together; he'd felt intimidated by the doctor's physical and mental authority. Now it was the fallibility of that strength he feared. Decker was a Rock; he was Reason; he was Calm. This anxiety ran counter to all he knew about the man.

"What's wrong?" Boone asked.

"Sit, will you? Sit and I'll tell you."

Boone did as he was told. In this office, Decker was lord. The doctor leaned back in the leather chair and inhaled through his nose, his mouth sealed in a downward curve.

"Tell me..." Boone said.

"Where to start."

"Anywhere."

"I thought you were getting better," Decker said, "I really did. We both did."

"I still am," Boone said.

Decker made a small shake of his head. He was a man of considerable intellect, but little of it showed on his tightly packed features, except perhaps in his eyes, which at the moment were not watching the patient, but were fixed on the table between them.

"You've started to talk in your sessions," Decker said, "about crimes you think you've committed. Do you remember any of that?"

"You know I don't." The trances Decker put him in were too profound. "I only remember when you play the tape back."

"I won't be playing any of these," Decker said. "I erased them."

"Why?"

"Because...I'm afraid, Boone. For you." He paused. "Maybe for both of us."

The crack in the Rock was opening and there was nothing Decker could do to conceal it.

"What are these crimes?" Boone asked, his words tentative.

"Murders. You talk about them obsessively. At first I thought they were dream crimes. You always had a violent streak in you."

"And now?"

"Now I'm afraid you may have actually committed them."

There was a long silence while Boone studied Decker, more in puzzlement than anger. The blinds had not been pulled all the way down. A slice of sunlight fell across him, and onto the table between them. On the glass surface was a bottle of still water, two tumblers, and a large envelope. Decker leaned forward and picked it up.

"What I'm doing now is probably a crime in itself," he told Boone. "Patient confidentiality is one thing, protecting a killer is another. But part of me is still hoping to God it isn't true. I want to believe I've succeeded. We've succeeded. Together. I want to believe you're well."

"I am well."

In lieu of reply Decker tore open the envelope.

"I'd like you to look at these for me," he said, sliding his hand inside and bringing out a sheaf of photographs to meet the light.

"I warn you, they're not pleasant."

He laid them on his reflection, turned for Boone's perusal. His warning had been well advised. The picture on the top of the pile was like a physical assault. Faced with it a fear rose in him he'd not felt since being in Decker's care: that the image might possess him. He'd built walls against that superstition, brick by brick, but they shook now, and threatened to fall.

"It's just a picture."

"That's right," Decker replied, "it's just a picture. What do you see?"

"A dead man."

"A murdered man."

"Yes. A murdered man."

Not simply murdered: butchered. The life slashed from him in a fury of slices and stabs, his blood flung on the blade that had taken out his neck, taken off his face, onto the wall behind him. He wore only his shorts, so the wounds on his body could be easily counted, despite the blood. Boone did just that now, to keep the horror from overcoming him. Even here, in this room where the doctor had chiseled another self from the block of his patient's condition, Boone had never choked on terror as he choked now. He tasted his breakfast in the back of his throat, or the meal the night before, rising from his bowels against nature. Shit in his mouth, like the dirt of his deed.

Count the wounds, he told himself, pretend they're beads on an abacus. Three, four, five in the abdomen and chest: one in particular ragged, more like a tear than a wound, gaping so wide the man's innards poked out. On the shoulder, two more. And then the face, unmade with cuts. So many their numbers could not be calculated, even by the most detached of observers. They left the victim beyond recognition: eyes dug out, lips slit off, nose in ribbons.

"Enough?" Decker said, as if the question needed asking.

"Yes."

"There's a lot more to see."

He uncovered the second, laying the first beside the pile. This one was of a woman, sprawled on a sofa, her upper and lower body twisted in a fashion life would have forbidden. Though she was presumably not a relation of the first victim, the butcher had created a vile resemblance. Here was the same liplessness, the same eyelessness. Born from different parents, they were siblings in death, destroyed by the same hand.

And am I their father? Boone found himself thinking.

"No," was his gut's response. "I didn't do this."

But two things prevented him from voicing his denial. First, he knew that Decker would not be endangering his patient's equilibrium this way unless he had good reason to do so. Second, denial was valueless when both of them knew how easily Boone's mind had deceived itself in the past. If he was responsible for these atrocities, there was no certainty he'd know it.

Instead he kept his silence, not daring to look up at Decker for fear he'd see the Rock shattered.

"Another?" Decker said.

"If we must."

"We must."

He uncovered a third photograph, and a fourth, laying the pictures out on the table like cards at a tarot reading, except that every one was Death. In the kitchen, lying at the open door of the refrigerator. In the bedroom, beside the lamp and the alarm. At the top of the stairs, at the window. The victims were of every age and color: men, women, and children. Whatever fiend was responsible, he cared to make no distinction. He simply erased life wherever he found it. Not quickly, not efficiently. The rooms in which these people had died bore plain testament to how the killer, in his humor, had toyed with them. Furniture had been overturned as they stumbled to avoid the coup de grace, blood prints left on walls and paintwork. One had lost his fingers to the blade, snatching at it perhaps; most had lost their eyes. But none had escaped, however brave their resistance. They'd all fallen at last, tangled in their underwear, or seeking refuge behind a curtain. Fallen sobbing, fallen retching.

There were eleven photographs in all. Every one was different, but also the same: all pictures of a madness performed, taken with the actor already departed.

God almighty, was he that man?

Not having an answer for himself, he asked the question of the Rock, speaking without looking up from the shining cards.

"Did I do this?" he said.

He heard Decker sigh, but there was no answer forthcoming, so he chanced a glance at his accuser. As the photographs had been laid out before him, he'd felt the man's scrutiny like a crawling ache in his scalp. But now he once more found that gaze averted.

"Please tell me," he said. "Did I do this?"

Decker wiped the moist purses of skin beneath his gray eyes. He was not trembling any longer.

"I hope not," he said.

The response seemed ludicrously mild. This was not some minor infringement of the law they were debating. It was death times eleven, and how many more might there be, out of sight, out of mind?

"Tell me what I talked about," Boone said. "Tell me the words -- "

"It was ramblings mostly."

"So what makes you think I'm responsible? You must have reasons."

"It took time," Decker said, "for me to piece the whole thing together." He looked down at the mortuary on the table, aligning a photograph that was a little askew with his middle finger.

"I have to make a quarterly report on our progress. You know that. So I play all the tapes of our previous sessions sequentially, to get some sense of how we're doing..." He spoke slowly, wearily. "...and I noticed the same phrases coming up in your responses. Buried most of the time, in other material, but there. It was as if you were confessing to something, but something so abhorrent to you even in a trance state you couldn't quite bring yourself to say it. Instead it was coming out in this...code."

Boone knew codes. He'd heard them everywhere during the bad times. Messages from the imagined enemy in the noise between stations on the radio, or in the murmur of traffic before dawn. That he might have learned the art himself came as no surprise.

"I made a few casual inquiries," Decker continued, "among police officers I've treated. Nothing specific. And they told me about the killings. I'd heard some of the details, of course, from the press. Seems they've been going on for two and a half years. Several here in Calgary, the rest within an hour's drive. The work of one man."

"Me."

"I don't know," Decker said, finally looking up at Boone. "If I was certain, I'd have reported it all -- "

"But you're not."

"I don't want to believe this any more than you do. It doesn't cover me in glory if this turns out to be true." There was anger in him, not well concealed. "That's why I waited. Hoping you'd be with me when the next one happened."

"You mean some of these people died while you knew?"

"Yes," Decker said flatly.

"Jesus!"

The thought propelled Boone from the chair, his leg catching the table. The murder scenes flew.

"Keep your voice down," Decker demanded.

"People died, and you waited?"

"I took that risk for you, Boone. You'll respect that."

Boone turned from the man. There was a chill of sweat on his spine.

"Sit down," said Decker. "Please sit down and tell me what these photographs mean to you."

Involuntarily Boone had put his hand over the lower half of his face. He knew from Decker's instruction what that particular piece of body language signified. His mind was using his body to muffle some disclosure, or to silence it completely.

"Boone, I need answers."

"They mean nothing," Boone said, not turning.

"At all?"

"At all."

"Look at them again."

"No," Boone insisted, "I can't."

He heard the doctor inhale, and half expected a demand that he face the horrors afresh. But instead Decker's tone was placatory.

"It's all right, Aaron," he said, "it's all right. I'll put them away."

Boone pressed the heels of his hands against his closed eyes. His sockets were hot and wet.

"They're gone, Aaron," Decker said.

"No, they're not."

They were with him still, perfectly remembered. Eleven rooms and eleven bodies, fixed in his mind's eye. The wall Decker had taken five years to build had been brought down in as many minutes, and by its architect. Boone was at the mercy of his madness again. He heard it whine in his head, coming from eleven slit windpipes, from eleven punctured bellies. Breath and bowel gas, singing the old mad songs.

Why had his defenses tumbled so easily after so much labor? His eyes knew the answer, spilling tears to admit what his tongue couldn't. He was guilty. Why else? Hands he was even now wiping dry on his trousers had tortured and slaughtered. If he pretended otherwise he'd only tempt them to further crime. Better that he confessed, though he remembered nothing, than offer them another unguarded moment.

He turned and faced Decker. The photographs had been gathered up and laid facedown on the table.

"You remember something?" the doctor said, reading the change on Boone's face.

"Yes," he replied.

"What?"

"I did it," Boone said simply, "I did it all."

Copyright © 1965, 1995 by Clive Barker

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  • Anonymous

    Posted June 20, 2014

    Really good

    Loved this book, Barker is a talented writer and this is just one of his many good reads. The only complaint I have is that he, like many other Authors, used some sick, non necessary to the plot, sexual scenes that almost made me quit reading. Other than that it was a different take on some old plots and left me wanting more.

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  • Anonymous

    Posted September 2, 2004

    awsomeness!

    this book is so good it is a must read. it didn't let me sleep, really good book i strongly recomend you read it! 5 stars!!!

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  • Anonymous

    Posted July 17, 2004

    YOU SERIOUSLY MUST READ THIS BOOK!

    this book literally did not let me sleep! that is how awsome this book is. not only did he combine love and death together but he put it in such words that would make you want to keep reading it. this is one of the books that will never become obsolete. he makes our fear of life and death a reality. all in all i absolutly loved it. awsome book.

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  • Anonymous

    Posted March 5, 2003

    One of my favorites.

    I really enjoyed reading this book, I was already a fan of Barker's movies. It was cool to read the story versions of Nightbreed and Lord of Illusions. You should definately check this out.

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  • Anonymous

    Posted October 24, 2002

    Nice and Twisted...Typical Clive Barker

    1 large story and 3 short stories compete for the best.. a good read, keeps to the point which is Barker's tales of horror...One of the short stories really stands out..

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  • Anonymous

    Posted December 26, 1999

    ONE OF THE BEST FROM BARKER

    THIS HAS TO BE ONE OF THE BEST BOOKS OF HORROR AND TORMENT I'VE READ IN A VERY LONG TIME. CABAL'S TERRIBLE AND CONFUSING LIFE REALLY GIVE YOU A GOOD LOOK AT WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE ONE OF THE NIGHTBREED.

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