Cookie

Cookie

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by Jacqueline Wilson, Nick Sharratt
     
 

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Cookie is plain and shy, not the confident, popular girl her father wanted when he named her Beauty Cookson. Her mother helps her cook up a clever scheme to change her image--but, as usual, Dad doesn't approve, and this time his anger reaches frightening new heights. Will Cookie find the strength to stand up for herself? Honest and emotionally resonant, COOKIE

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Cookie is plain and shy, not the confident, popular girl her father wanted when he named her Beauty Cookson. Her mother helps her cook up a clever scheme to change her image--but, as usual, Dad doesn't approve, and this time his anger reaches frightening new heights. Will Cookie find the strength to stand up for herself? Honest and emotionally resonant, COOKIE faces tough issues with the unflinching directness and unflagging tenderness that make Jacqueline Wilson one of today's most admired-and popular-authors for young people.

Product Details

ISBN-13:
9781466870345
Publisher:
Roaring Brook Press
Publication date:
05/06/2014
Sold by:
Macmillan
Format:
NOOK Book
Pages:
336
Sales rank:
907,398
File size:
6 MB
Age Range:
9 - 12 Years

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Cookie


By Jacqueline Wilson, Nick Sharratt

Macmillan

Copyright © 2008 Jacqueline Wilson
All rights reserved.
ISBN: 978-1-4668-7034-5


CHAPTER 1

I turned on the television. I timed it perfectly. The music was just starting. I saw the cartoon picture of Sam and Lily spinning around, Sam waving, Lily delicately nibbling a carrot. They whirled faster and faster while a voice sang, "Who do you want to see?"

Little children piped up: "Sam and Lily in the Rabbit Hutch!"

I sang it too, but very quietly, just mouthing the words. There was only Mom at home and she was out in the kitchen. She wouldn't mind a bit if I wanted to watch a baby show like Rabbit Hutch but I still felt embarrassed about it. Imagine if some of the really mean, snooty girls at school, Skye Wortley or Emily Barrington or Arabella Clyde Smith, came barging through our front door and caught me watching a TV show for five year olds. They teased me enough anyway. I could hear them screaming with laughter over Beauty and her little bunny wunny friend in the Rabbit Hutch.

I shut my eyes tight.

"Hey there!" said a soft gentle voice from the television.

I opened my eyes. There was Sam smiling at me, the real man, not the funny cartoon picture of him. I smiled back at him. I couldn't help it. He had such a lovely funny grin. His brown eyes shone and he ducked his head a little so his soft shiny brown hair flopped across his forehead.

"How are you doing?" Sam asked.

"I'm fine," I whispered.

He nodded and then looked down at Lily. He was holding her close against his chest. He needed both hands because there was a lot of Lily. Her lop ears brushed the collar of Sam's checked shirt, while her back paws dangled past the belt of his jeans. Sam held her firmly so she felt safe. She relaxed against him, slowly blinking her blue eyes. She knew he would never ever drop her.

"I wonder what you've been doing today?" said Sam, looking at me.

"School," I muttered.

"Which one?" Sam asked.

"Lady Mary Mountbank. I started there last year," I said, sighing.

"Is it that bad?" said Sam sympathetically.

I considered. It wasn't all bad. Rhona Marshall had asked me to her birthday party. She'd given my arm a special squeeze as she gave me the pink invitation card and said, "I do hope you can come."

I liked Rhona a lot, even though she was best friends with Skye. Rhona never ever joined in the horrible Beauty routine. She just looked embarrassed and raised her eyebrows at me and once she whispered, "Take no notice." This was sweet of her, but how could I help noticing when they were chanting stuff right in my face.

Miss Woodhead had been kind to me too. She especially liked my Roman project. I know this sounds as if I'm showing off, but she said I was a joy to teach. She said it quietly just to me and I went bright pink I was so pleased. But one of the others heard her and by break time half the class were muttering it and then making vomit noises. Skye made such loud vomit noises she nearly made herself really sick all down her school skirt. That would have been great.

I didn't have time to babble all this to Sam so I just shrugged my shoulders. He'd understand.

"Lily likes her school," he said. "But her lessons are easy peasy. One lettuce plus one carrot plus one cabbage equals one big bunny snack! Just so she doesn't get too fat I've made her a new rabbit run in the garden. Do you want to go and do your exercises, Lily?"

She nodded.

"Shall we go and watch her?" Sam asked.

I nodded.

Sam carried Lily outside into the garden and gently lowered her into her new run. He'd put carrots and cabbages and lettuces at the very end of the run. Lily spotted them straight away and took off like a greyhound, her ears flapping.

"Would you run like that if your mom put your dinner at the end of the garden?" Sam joked.

Mom and I often did eat in the garden, special picnics. Sometimes we even put our coats and scarves on and wrapped blankets around us and had winter picnics.

"You bet, Sam," I said.

Mom always made us magic picnics. She didn't cook anything, she didn't ever really cook, but she made each picnic special. She sometimes chose a color theme, so we'd have bananas and pineapple and cheese pasties and custard tarts and lemonade, or tomato quiche and apples and plums and Kit Kats and raspberry juice. Sometimes she'd choose a letter of the alphabet and we'd have sausages and sandwiches and strawberries and shop bought sponge cake carefully cut by Mom into an S shape.

When I was little she'd lay places at the picnics for my dolls and teddy bears, or she'd let me dress up in my Disney princess dress and she'd serve everything on the best china and curtsy every time she spoke to me.

I loved loved loved my mom. Sam understood. He said the word mom softly, knowing it was a special word.

"I wonder if you miss your mom, Lily?" said Sam, squatting down beside her.

Lily nibbled a lettuce leaf, not really listening.

"Remember when you were really little, Lily, just a weeny new born baby rabbit?" said Sam.

He looked at me. "Do you know, she was only this big," Sam said, cupping his hands and holding them only a little way apart.

I cupped my hands too, imagining a little fluffy baby Lily quivering under my embrace.

"Do you remember when you were just a weeny new born baby person?" said Sam. "I bet you weren't much bigger. Do you have a photo of you when you were a little baby?"

I nodded. Mom still had that photo inside her wallet, though it had got creased and crumpled. Dad had the same picture in a silver photo frame on his big desk at work. It was so embarrassing. I was big and bald and I didn't even have a diaper on. My belly button was all taped up and you could see my bottom.

"I bet you looked cute then," said Sam, chuckling.

I didn't smile back at him. I nibbled my lip miserably. I didn't look remotely cute when I was a baby, but at least I was cuddly. Mom said she held me all day and half the night too, she was so happy to hold me. She said she cried because she was so thrilled she'd got a little girl.

Dad cried too.

Most dads don't cry, especially very very very tough dads like mine. My dad actually cries a lot. He cries at films on the television, even children's cartoon films like The Lion King and Beauty and the Beast. He cries at the news on television, when a little child is rescued in an earthquake or when a man with artificial legs runs in a race. He cries heaps whenever his favorite wins on The X-Factor or Star Search. He said I was his little star with that special X-factor the day I was born. He scooped the new born baby me out of Mom's arms and cradled me close.

"Just what I wanted! A little girl at last," he crooned. "And such a beautiful little girl too, with those chubby cheeks and big blue eyes. Just wait till your hair grows, my darling. I bet you'll be a little blonde like your mom. You're going to turn into a perfect beauty."

Then he let out such a yelp I started crying.

"I'll take her, Gerry," Mom said anxiously.

"Beauty! Don't you get it? That's her name, our little sweetheart's name! We'll call her Beauty," said Dad. "Isn't that a great name for her, Dilly?"

Mom promised me she thought it was an awful name, but you didn't dare argue with Dad, even in those days.

I was christened Beauty. It's a ridiculous name. It would be a silly show off shallow name even if I just magically happened to be beautiful. But I am so not beautiful. I don't take after Mom, I take after Dad. I am small and squat, with a big tummy. My blue eyes turned green as gooseberries when I was still a baby, and you can't really see them anyway because I have to wear glasses. My hair's mousy brown, long and lank. Mom tries to tie it up with clips and ribbons but they always fall out. You can see why Emily and Arabella and Skye tease me so. I am a laughingstock because of my name.

I wasn't laughing. I had silly baby tears in my eyes now, safe with Sam and Lily.

"Hey, don't cry," said Sam.

I sniffed, ashamed. "Not crying," I mumbled.

It seemed to be raining inside my glasses. I poked my finger up and tried to make it work like a windshield wiper.

"Why don't you clean them on the corner of your T-shirt? Your glasses will get all smeary wiping them like that," Sam said softly. "So what are you not crying about?"

"My silly name," I sniffed. "Beauty!"

"I think Beauty's the most special name in all the world."

"No it's not. And it doesn't suit me," I said tearfully. "Skye Wortley at school says I should be renamed Plug Ugly."

"Silly old Skye," said Sam. "I expect she's so mean because she's jealous of you."

"Oh, Sam, that's the first time I've ever heard you say something stupid," I said. "As if someone like Skye would ever be jealous of me. Skye's got lovely long, wavy, fair hair and big blue eyes—sky blue—and she's clever and she's great at dancing and she's got Rhona as a best friend and—and—"

"Well, you've got sand colored hair and great green eyes and you're even cleverer than Skye and who cares about dancing and you've got Lily and me for your best friends," said Sam.

"Truly? You and Lily are really my best friends?

"Absolutely definitely, aren't we, Lily?" said Sam, bending down and scratching her head. She stopped nibbling the cabbage, looked up, and nodded her head so vigorously her ears flapped forward.

"Well, you're my best friends for ever ever ever," I whispered rapturously.

We smiled at each other, the three of us.

"See you tomorrow, Beauty," Sam whispered.

Then he raised his voice.

"Nearly time to go now. Time we were getting back to the hutch, Lily. You've had enough dinner now. Maybe it's time for your dinner? I wonder what you're having? Lily's favorite dinner is raw cabbage, as you can see, but somehow I don't think raw cabbage is your favorite best ever food. Still, maybe your pet likes it. Why don't you send me a painting or drawing of your pet's favorite food? Send it to Sam at the Rabbit Hutch, OK? Bye then." He waved, then picked up Lily and helped her waggle her paw.

"Lily's waving good bye too," said Sam.

"Bye, Sam! Bye, Lily!" I said.

Rabbit Hutch faded, and the cartoon Sam and Lily whirled around and around and the voice said, "Who have we just seen?"

"Sam and Lily in the Rabbit Hutch," I sang.

"Sam and Lily in the Rabbit Hutch," Mom sang too, coming in from the kitchen. "Do you want a little snack, sweetheart? I've bought a couple of those little pink iced buns, the ones with jam inside."

"But Dad said I wasn't to eat them anymore," I said.

I'd had a pink iced bun when we were all walking around the Flowerfields shopping center. I'd bitten into it and jam spurted all down the front of my best blue frilly top. Dad had knocked my hand hard so that the bun flew out onto the floor.

"Don't you ever buy her that pink jammy muck again," he'd hissed at Mom. "Look, she's ruined her best little blouse. She shouldn't be stuffing her face anyway, she's getting ginormous."

Mom had meekly promised not to buy me any more buns and had pulled me into the ladies' room to sponge all the jam off. I'd cried a little bit and she'd given me a hug but begged me to cheer up because I'd make Dad worse if he saw me with a long face. I'd done my best, though I'd felt particularly mournful as the pink buns were my favorites.

"Dad won't know if you gobble it up now," said Mom. "Hang on half a tick."

She disappeared into the kitchen and came back with two pink buns on her best little green leaf cake plates.

"Here, I'll keep you company," said Mom.

We both sat crosslegged on the furry white hearth rug, eating our buns.

"Yum, yum," I said.

"Yep, yummy yummy," said Mom.

"I'd better not spill jam all down me again," I said.

"Me too!" said Mom, licking the icing on her bun as if it was a lollipop.

We munched companionably.

"M-o-m?"

"Yes?"

"Mom, why do you think Dad gets so ..." I couldn't think of the right word.

"Angry?" Mom suggested.

Dad didn't just get angry. It was way way way more scary. He was like a volcano. You never quite knew when he'd erupt and explode and engulf you in molten lava.

Mom wriggled forward on her bottom until her knees nearly touched mine.

"I don't know why he's like that," she said. "I used to think it was just me. I know I can be a bit silly sometimes—Silly Dilly, OK? But you're not silly, Beauty, you're the smartest little kid ever. He's got no reason whatsoever to yell at you the way he does. I wish I could figure out a way to stop him. I've tried talking to him about it but that just makes him rant even more."

Mom looked so miserable I felt awful. I crammed the last bit of bun into my mouth and then put my arms around her.

"Don't worry about it, Mom. Dad's not angry all the time," I said. "Sometimes he can be the loveliest dad in the whole world."

Sometimes.

Very, very rarely.

CHAPTER 2

We always knew if Dad was going to be in a good mood because we could hear him whistling as he parked the car in the driveway and walked to the front door.

He was whistling now, his silly "Happy Homes" song. Mom breathed out slowly and smiled at me. I smiled back, licking my lips to make sure I hadn't left the tiniest trace of jam.

"Hello, hello, hello, my two best girls," Dad called, opening the front door.

"Hello, Gerry," Mom called quickly.

"Hello, Dad," I echoed.

We heard Dad taking his shoes off and putting them in the special rack by the doorstep. It was one of his many rules. All outdoor shoes must be left at the front door because we mustn't risk scratching the polished parquet floor. Then he cleared his throat and started singing as he slid up the hall in his socks.

"Happy Homes, Happy Homes

Where everyone smiles

And nobody moans—"


He skidded into the living room, grinning at us, his arms outstretched.

"There's a mommy"—pointing at Mom.

"And a daddy"—pointing at himself.

"And a gorgeous little girl"—pointing at me.

"So if we're Happy in our Home

Then give us a twirl!"


He twirled around foolishly, his toe pivoting on the thick pile of the living room carpet.

He paused.

"GIVE US A TWIRL!" he shouted, wafting his hands in the air.

Mom and I stood up immediately. Even if Dad was in a very good mood like today, the slightest thing could still upset him and make him turn.

Mom twirled around, holding up her skirt prettily, pointing her toes. I twirled too. I whizzed around too fast as I was in such a hurry to get it over. I managed to trip over my own slippered feet and nearly fell headlong.

"Whoopsie!" said Dad, catching me. "Dear goodness, Beauty! You're so clumsy! I think we'd better send you back to those dancing lessons."

My iced bun turned a somersault inside my tummy. Dad had sent me to ballet lessons when I was six. I was the oldest in the baby class. There were some tiny girls who were only three or four. They were all much better at dancing than I was. I couldn't do bunny hops—I simply landed with a bump on my bottom. I couldn't skip—my arms and legs got all wobbly. I couldn't point my toes properly—they wanted to point in, not out. And I couldn't twirl gracefully to save my life.

I stuck it out for a year, until Miss June the dancing teacher tactfully told Mom that I didn't seem to be enjoying my dancing classes so perhaps it might be better if I tried another hobby.

"Please don't make me do ballet again, Dad!" I said.

"Don't you want to learn to dance like a little fairy?" said Dad.

"Fairy elephant, more like," I said.

Dad chuckled and ruffled my hair. He sat down in his big leather armchair and then pulled me onto his knee. He pulled Mom onto his other knee, as if we were both his little girls.

"Hey, Gerry darling, did you get the planning permission for the Water Meadows project?" Mom asked.

"I'm still working on it, but it looks very likely," said Dad. "That's what we need, two hundred spanking new, top of the range Happy Homes with river views. They'll make our fortune, Dilly. You wait and see."

"You've already made our fortune," said Mom.


(Continues...)

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Meet the Author

JACQUELINE WILSON is the author of 100 books, including CANDYFLOSS and BEST FRIENDS. Together, her titles have sold over 30 million copies worldwide. She was the 2005-2007 British Children's Laureate and has won many major literacy awards, including the Guardians Children's Fiction Award, the Smarties Prize, and the Children's Book of the Year. In 2007 she became the first children's book author to be named a Dame. She lives in Kingston-on-Thames, England.


Nick Sharratt has illustrated many books for children, including the bestselling novels of Jacqueline Wilson and When a Monster Is Born by Sean Taylor. He lives in London.
Jacqueline Wilson is the 2005-2007 British Children's Laureate. She is the author of more than 80 books, which have been translated into 30 languages and sold more than 20 million copies. Her books include Cookie and Kiss. She lives in London.

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Cookie 3.9 out of 5 based on 0 ratings. 13 reviews.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
It was sweet, sensitive, and perfect for middle school girls! It also is super funny!
Anonymous 27 days ago
My dad lie that guy ... ewww im almost old to move out though soo yayyyy
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
This book caught my eye. I knew there was something special about when i saw it.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
This camp has died
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Smiles feeling my co.ck pulsing* your a good little se.x sla.ve
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Go to jugger res60 then jugger res3 then when you get to emo go to re14
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
You really are a slu# first dalton then matheww now carter
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Hey hugs her too lets go back to the game ok scar
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
I SM WAITING FOR MY LOVELY MOM TO SAY IF I CAN HAVE THIS AWESOM BOOK I HOPE I GET IT PRAY FOR THAT TO HAPPEN PLEASEEEEEE :) ;) :)))))))))):))))))):))))))
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
My grand daughter read it a loved it she was in 6th grade at the time.
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This girl is so spoiled with a mansion and everything a poor girl would want!!! Yet she pouts about her insecurities with being fat, being ugly, and a terrible name. OH! Give me a break! It's not like her name is Roberta or FoQuesha!!! If those girls bothered her so much, all she had to do was punch them and tell them to screw off! End of story! I can't believe I waste my time with this!!!