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Upper Missouri River, July 1825
Predawn mist, like curling wraiths, rose off the smooth surface of the Missouri River. It drifted across the murky swirls of current, over the muddy bank, and into the trees. The eastern sky glowed with the promise of a new day. Against it, cottonwood, willows, and an occasional ash created a lacery of black silhouettes. Birds trilled and warbled as the night creatures retired and those of day stirred. Dew beaded on leaves and grass, and silvered the stems and branches.
In the distant uplands beyond the river, the slopes were mantled by hip-high grass and isolated spears of juniper, while the dark veins of drainages were clotted with stands of bur oak. There coyotes yipped in final salute to the night as four riders pushed a small herd of horses westward. They quirted their mounts across the dawn-still grass as if in pursuit of the retreating night.
One by one, they would snap a quick look over their shouldersback toward the river and the camp of sleeping White men. Long black hair whipped in the wind of their passing; fringes jerked and flicked to the movement of theirhorses. As they rode, they flashed smiles at each other, dark eyes glinting. It had been a perfect raid.
Stealing from White men was easy. And, unlike raids on the Blackfeet or Sioux, no stalwart warriors would come riding in pursuit. No, these White men would stay with their big, ugly canoe. Let them sleep late into the morning, for the Apsaroke had shown the Whites how brave and clever true warriors were.
Beside the west bank of the river, the keelboat Maria floated, her wood sun-bleached and pale in the faint morning light. She lay snugged close to the high bank, tied off by a painter line to a massive gray cottonwood trunk. Dew-shrouded and furled, the baggy sail hung from the spar. Oars and poles had been stowed on the big square cargo box. A trick of the lazy current toyed with the rudder, and the long tiller slipped soundlessly back and forth, as though managed by a ghostly hand.
The crew had camped in the tall grass beyond the boat. Blankets, stretched over lines strung between the cottonwoods, created crude shelters in case of rain. Fingers of hazy blue smoke rose from the ashes of last night's fires.
Men lay scattered like ten-pins, rolled in blankets, their snoring a burr on the still air. Occasionally, one would shift to peer through a slitted eye at the lightening sky, only to surrender himself again to shredding filaments of dream.
Heals Like A Willow had already risen and rolled her blankets. On silent feet she walked into the ghost gray trees, her back bent with packs. Her people were the Dukurika bandthe Shoshoni Sheepeaters of the high western mountains.
As the dew-wet grass spattered her moccasins, Willow cocked her head, listening to the lilting cry of the distant coyotes.
Among her people, Coyote was the Trickster, and just after the Creation of the world he became the source of all trouble and misfortune. Not that Coyote was evil like the White man's devil; rather, his insatiable desires led him to impulsive acts. Famine, disease, death, war, incest, and all manner of ills had resulted as the compromise between impulsive Coyote, and his counterpart, the wise and logical Wolf.
Recently, too much of Willow's life had been orchestrated by Coyote. Last winter, after the death of her husband and son, she had left the Ku'chendikani band to travel home to the Dukurika. During that journey, the Pawnee warrior, Packrat, had captured her and brought her East as a slavea gift for Packrat's father, Half Man. She'd waged a war of wills with Packrat, broken his Power, and finally won. A twist of fate had placed her with the White men, who, she had discovered, had a great deal more in common with Coyote than they did with Wolf.
She listened to the last of the coyote's morning song echoing down from the uplands. This time, she promised herself, Coyote wasn't mocking her. She was going homeback to her people, to their distant western mountains.
So silent ... too silent.
Heals Like A Willow cocked her head and listened. In thetwilight of dawn, she stood like a statue, the packs dead weight on her shoulders. Not even the stamping of a horse's hoof intruded on the morning birdsong.
Placing each foot with care, she approached the camp's picket. The horses were gone. Willow carefully shrugged out of her packs and laid them quietly on the ground. She sniffed, taking in the old smells of manure and urine. The rope was still tied around one of the trees. Her fingers slid over the smooth end. Only a steel knife cut so cleanly.
There should have been a guard, but she could see no sign of the man. After a night of pacing, the grass would have been trampled. Had a guard even been posted? Trudeau would have been responsible for appointing one of the engagés to stand guard. But the day before he and Richard had fought, and Trudeau would have been in no shape to attend to his duties.
She bent down, feeling the manure: cold clear through. Brushing her hands clean on the grass, she looked up at the reddening sky and sighed. Today, with a horse, she would have started home for the Dukurika mountains.
What a fool you are, Willow. Coyote was indeed singing for you. She picked up her packs and warily retraced her way to the camp.
Lowering the packs by one of the smoldering fires, she crouched down beside a blanket-wrapped man, Despite her stealth, he was watching her through narrowed blue eyes. The dim light revealed a patchwork of cruel scars that crisscrossed his ruined face: the sign of the great white bear. His rumpled dark hair and beard were shot through with gray. He was wrapped in a dirty striped blanket that had once been red, white, and yellow. A heavy Hawken rifle lay within easy reach.
She shrugged and said, "The horses have been stolen. The rope was cut with a steel knife. The shit is cold, Trawis. They have been gone a long time."
He hadn't moved. "Injuns?"
"Are White men that good at stealing horses? I didn't hear a single sound. Not the rattle of a hoof, not a snort or wicker."
"Injuns," Travis growled. "And the guard?"
"I don't think there was one. Trudeau ..."
"Hell! My fault. As bad as Dick whupped him last night in that caterwauling, I shoulda seen to it." A calculating look filled his eyes. "I'm betting on the thieving Crows. How about ye?"
"A'ni," she agreed. "Crows. They are this good. But far away, no?"
"Their country ain't that far." Travis sat up in his blankets. "Five days' hard ride west ... maybe six."
"I am sorry they did this. I was going home today." She sighed wearily. "I would have warned you, but I did not know they raided here."
"Shoulda known meself," he growled. "And no, a body don't usually find Crow this far west. They don't savvy the Rees, nor the Sioux, or Cheyenne." He paused. "If it's Crow."
"You can get more horses among the Mandans?"
The soft dawn light left his eyes like pits, but she could read disgust in the look he gave her. "Hell, gal, them's my hosses!" He kicked a leg out of the blankets to prod at Richard's blanket-bundled form. "C'mon, Dick. Injuns has stoled the hosses. Leve! Let's get at 'em."
Richard muttered sleepily, threw back his blanket, and sat up, but gasped and winced from pain. Even in the half-light, Willow could see his bruised face and swollen nose. Long brown hair hung in disarray, and a wispy beard covered his cheeks. He stretched now, and grunted as he discovered new sore muscles and aches.
She started to reach out, to touch those hurts with tender fingers, but balled her fist instead and asked Travis, "What are you going to do?"
"Go after the damned hosses," Travis growled. "Ain't nocussed Crows a gonna get this coon's hosses." He gave her a cautious study. "And, without a hoss, ye cain't run off ter them Snake lands ye been a-pining on."
She said nothing, watching him warily.
"So, Dick and me better get yer hoss back, Willow, or it'll be a tarnal long walk fer ye."
"We're doing what?" Richard asked as he stood up gingerly. He grunted and made a face as he tried to stretch. "Dear God, I hurt."
"That was a hell of a scrape ye had with old Trudeau yesterday," Travis reminded. "Tarnation! Ye damned near chewed the coon's ear off. Last I seen, Toussaint and Baptiste was hauling him down ter the river fer a dunking. He's hurt enough he fergot ter set guard on the hosses."
Richard's expression softened and he glanced away, refusing to meet their eyes. "I never thought I'd become a common brawler, Travis."
The grizzled hunter stood, back crackling as he arched it. "Yep, wal, life's full of little surprises, ain't it?"
Willow glanced surreptitiously at Richard. He was young, lanky, and possessed a wiry strength belied by his slim body. He wore a fringed hunting shirt, and a knife and possible sack hung from the belt that secured his buckskin pants. Heavy Crow moccasins covered his feet.
She knew his story. Richard came from a place far to the east, a White-man town called Boston. Richard's father had sent him west to carry money to a man in St. Louis, but on the way, Richard had been robbed. To save his life, he'd indentured himself to Dave Green's Mariaand Travis had been his guard.
In Boston, Richard had studied something called philosophy, which Willow had decided was a kind of special medicine knowledge. But since he had come to the river he had become more than a seeker after Power. He'd become a warrior and a hunter.
Richard had saved her life when Packrat would have killed her. He had looked into her eyes and seen her soul, as she'd seen his. Unlike the men of her people, he hadn't been horrified at the idea of a woman using puha or Power. It had been at that moment, when their souls touched, that she first had begun to love him.
Fool that you are, Willow. He is going back to his Boston, and his Laura. What you wish will never be. Coyote had tricked her again.
"Willow, I want ye ter keep to Baptiste and Green," Travis said as he headed for the boat. "Give Dick and me time ter get back. Then ye can run off. Promise?"
She slapped futile hands to her sides. "Yes. Promise." Anyone would feel safe around Baptiste, the strapping soot black warrior. He'd been a slave once, and, like Willow, had killed his owner. She took one last look at Richard's swollen eye and puffed-up nose.
Richard was stumbling after Hartman, groaning as he prodded bruises from last night's fight with Trudeau.
Trudeau had tried to force Willowand Richard had taken him down for it. But then, bad blood had run between Trudeau and Richard since the first days on the river.
She whispered softly, "Good luck, Ritshard. Be very careful ... and come back safe."
Why? a voice asked in her soul. When he comes back, you will just leave. Either way, your time with him is running out ... like water trickling from a snowbank in late spring.
A square-walled tent stood in the middle of the camp. The white canvas had grayed from months of weather and grimy hands. Inside, David Green, the booshway, or expedition leader, was blinking himself awake and stretching.
He called softly, "Henri? You awake?"
The man who slept before the flap grunted, yawned, and rubbed his face. He sat up in his blankets to stare owlishly around at the sleeping camp. "Oui, bourgeois. I am awake."
Henri stood, flexing his muscles against cramps and aching joints. As patroon, he was master of the Maria, the man who steered the keelboat. Now he bent over the gray ash in the firepit, flicking the remaining coals into a pile, carefully placing twigs atop, and blowing the coals to life. As the flames crackled up, he added fuel and dug out the cook pot.
As Henri fixed breakfast, Green ducked through the flap, and walked down to check the boat. After he'd assured himself she was snug, he made his way through the waking engagés and seated himself by Henri's fire.
The patroon had filled Dave Green's tin plate with steaming catfish and grouse meat. Holding the hot plate by the rim, Dave had just lifted his first forkful of breakfast and was chewing methodically when Travis strode purposefully across the camp. The hunter carried his Hawken in his right hand, his left resting on his possibles, powder horn, and the bullet pouch tied to his belt. His graying hair flowed out over his collar from under a battered black felt hat. Travis wore a hunter's leather clothing, some of the long fringe missing. The only new apparel was the Sioux moccasins on his feet.
"Malchance aujourd'hui," Henri said as he glanced up from spooning his own breakfast onto a tin plate. Coffee boiled in a soot-blackened pot, the aroma rising in the cool morning air.
"I reckon Trudeau was too stove up to detail a hoss guard last night," Travis said as he laid his rifle against the trunk of a cottonwood and hunkered down on his haunches. "And I don't know if'n it'd done any good anyhow. I just come from the picket. Injuns stole the hosses last night."
Green stopped in mid-chew. "All of them?"
"Yep. Reckon Dick and me'll go get 'em back." From his possibles, he extracted a tin cup, and pulled his sleeve down over his hand to grab the hot coffee pot. After pouring a cup, he glanced up at Green with cold blue eyes. "Don't call us dead fer at least a month."
"A month?" Green rubbed the back of his neck and frowned. "I don't like it, Travis. A week, you hear? That's all I want you gone."
Travis sipped the hot coffee and made a sour expression. The act pulled all the scars tight across his ruined face. "No telling how far them coons"
"That's my point, Travis." Green straddled a log and lowered himself. He pulled at his blond hair and shook his head. "I know you, Travis Hartman ... and I understand. Some Crow snuck in and lifted your horses. You think it's a matter of honor now to get them backcome hell or high water. But I'm serious. I can't afford to let you chase off all over the plains looking for horse thieves. Good Lord, by a month from now, we should be two weeks past the Mandan. I need you here, Travis."
"Now, Dave ..."
"Travis, before you go off half-cocked, think about it. We're almost to the Mandan. We need a license to trade with Indians, remember? We don't have a legal right to be here, and Atkinson and O'Fallonalong with half the Americanarmyare somewhere upriver from us. Now, if they catch us, they'll take the boat, lock me in chains, and haul our arses right back down to"
"Ye don't gotta remind me!" Travis gave him a hostile squint. "Dave, I'll be back when I'm back. Ye can't go a-letting these pesky Crow up and steal your hosses!"
Dave lifted an eyebrow, reading Travis's stony expression. "Please?"
With one hand, Henri twisted the ends of his thick black mustache. With the other, he absently poked a long-tined fork into the cooking pone. "The Rees, I think some of them are up ahead. It would not be good, Travis, if you are gone when we meet them."
"Reckon not," Travis relented. "But, hell, ye got Baptiste fer palavering with the Rees. That coon's worth more when it comes ter Rees than this child."
At a nod from Henri, Green handed a tin plate to the patroon. Henri heaped it with breakfast and handed it in turn to Travis. Beyond them, the engagés ate by their fires, glancing curiously at the booshway's tent and muttering among themselves. Word traveled fast. Even hardened boatmen got a mite owly knowing that Indians had sneaked through their camp and stolen horses.
"A week," Travis promised reluctantly as he piled into the food. Between chews, he added, "Dick and me, we'll be back afore ye reaches the Mandan."
"You sure you want to take that pilgrim?" Henri asked. "He will be useless! A burden to you out in the prairie."
"You're wasting your breath," Green growled around a mouthful. "Travis still figures he can make a man outa the Doodle."
"Ye'd a never figgered he'd a whupped up on old Trudeau," Travis reminded Green, a twinkle in his blue eyes.
Green stabbed out with a blunt finger. "And we'd a stillhad the hosses if he and Trudeau hadn't tangled. Trudeau checks the horse guards each night, and sets the watches."
"Maybe." Travis cocked his head and spat into the fire. "'Course. if these is Crow, they mighta lifted the hosses no matter what. Ain't no better hoss thieves in the world than Crow."
Travis wolfed his breakfast and stood. He tossed off the last of the steaming coffee and dropped his cup into his possibles. "We'd best be hightailing after them red bastards. I told Willow ter stick close ter ye and Baptiste."
"I'll see that she's safe. God knows, she's worth her weight in furs to us." He paused, "Oh, and Travis, be careful. Watch your hair out there."
"Watch yourn," Travis responded, turning and walking away with a hunter's quick step.
"What do you think?" Green propped his blocky jaw on the palm of his hand.
"I think I will not sleep until he return, booshway," Henri answered. "Baptiste, he ees good man, but none scouts like Travis Hartman."
"Nope. I reckon not. I just hope no one gets killed because of this foolishness." And God help them all if the army caught them clear up here without a permit.
The sun had barely crested the irregular horizon; nevertheless, Richard's muscles complained it was time to rest. Looking back, he could see the line of trees carpeting the bottom land on either side of the muddy brown Missouri.
Chest heaving, he trotted to the top of the rise and broke out onto the rolling flats with their waving stands of tall bluestem grass and hidden patches of prickly pear.
Each deep breath made him wonder if his ribs were splintered. Scabs cracked when he flexed his battered knuckles. Ugly bruises mottled the flesh on his arms and hips. His face hurt; one eye had swollen almost closed. He reached up with his free hand, prodding at the tender flesh. A year ago, back in the warm safety of Boston, the idea of brawling would have sickened him.
How far have I come from that day in my father's office? Who am I now? He'd won that fight with burly Trudeau. A strange spark of pride burned brightly within him. That old rational Richard would have despised him for it.
I beat a man bloody. Was that really me who tried to claw his eyes out? Richard could still remember the rubbery feel of Trudeau's ear clamped in his teeth. He could still taste the man's salty blood.
I was a gentleman once. A scholar, a student of philosophy. So much of him had died since that cold day in January when his father sent him west.
And what a mess I've made of it since then. He'd been robbed, sold upriver by a murderous boatman named François. He'd worked like a common ox, become the animal he'd once accused François of being. He'd killed the young Pawnee, Pockrat, to save Willow. And, for her sake, he'd beaten Trudeau. in a fair fight. Travis had taught him how to brawl like that. Travis had taught him so many things. But to run down stolen horses? That defied even his wildest imagination.
His lungs had begun to burn, his legs to tremble.
"Rest!" Richard called at Travis's retreating back.
The hunter slowed, shooting a glance over his shoulder. "C'mon, Dick. Them coons got nigh ter five hours head start on us. Hell, we's just started. Ye ain't a gonna let an old man like me outrun ye?"
Richard stared down at the heavy Hawken rifle hanging from his right hand. "Old man? My arse!" And forced his weary legs into a trot.
Sweat dampened his collar and waist; his lungs were pulling deeply as he fell into the dogtrot adopted by Travis. The grass made shishing sounds as his moccasins beat through it.
Step by step, Richard closed the gap until he was running beside Travis. "This is crazy."
"We're gonna ... run down horses ... on foot?"
"They's our hosses, ain't they?"
"A man on foot ... can't any more run down ... horses than"
"If'n ye'd shut up, ye'd have a sight more puff fer running." And at that Travis lengthened his stride, outpacing Richard.
He's crazy! But Richard continued to force his legs into the rhythm of the endless trot.
Puffy white clouds littered the western horizon, gradually vanishing into a bright blue straight overhead. Meadowlarks hung from sunflower stalks and other tall weeds. The sun burned white and hot into Richard's back, hinting of the baking midday to come.
His mouth had gone dry, his throat raw. Still he plodded along, his feet pounding in the cadence set by Travis. Well, the hunter would tire soon and they'd take a rest. No onecould maintain a pace like this for long.
His arm grew tired, and Richard shifted his rifle from one hand to the other. The aches and bruises from the blows Trudeau had given him still hurt, and running didn't help. If he had any consolation, it was that Trudeau didn't feel any better this morning.
A slow smile built. Hadn't Trudeau been a sight? His nose black-and-blue and bent, his bitten fingers swollenand that shredded ear had looked like something dog-chewed.
Not that I look any better, with one eye swelled closed and a lip puffed up like a dead fish.
With his tongue, Richard prodded the loose tooth in the side of his mouth, and hoped it would firm up the way Travis had assured him it would.
The bottom of Richard's throat had begun to burn. Pants had turned into gasps. A pain stitched agony through his side.
The hunter continued to trot onward, following the faint sign left by the horses.
Richard shifted the gun again, and pressed at his side as he slowed to a walk and bent double.
After what seemed an eternity, Travis threw a glance over his shoulder and stopped his headlong charge. Richard hobbled forward, gasping and wheezing as he rubbed the stitch in his side.
"Got a cramp?" Travis scowled, his full chest rising and falling.
"Yes ... . Hurts."
"Hyar, now." Hartman laid his gun down, squinted, and grasped Richard's side. He squeezed hard, fingers digging deep.
Richard groaned at the way it hurt. "Damn! Easy there!"
"Thar ye be, coon. Mountain medicine. She'll run fer a ways again."
"Rest. We gotta rest."
"A while longer yet, lad." Travis scooped up his rifle and started off in that maddening trot.
Richard cursed under his breath, willing himself to follow. Surprisingly, the cramp was gone from his side.
Morning stretched into midday. Richard and Travis alternately walked and trotted, ever westward toward the endless line of the horizon. Eagles soared overhead, turning lazy circles in the sky. The shaggy gray buffalo wolves gave them a wide berth, keen yellow eyes wary as they panted from the heat. From time to time, jackrabbits shot out from underfoot to sail away in long leaps.
Had Boston really existed, or was it just a dream? He could remember his father's hard gray eyes that long-ago day, his remorseless words: "You will not be returning to the university."
If he said that to me today, I'd beat him the same way I did Trudeau! But that had been a different Richard Hamilton who had stood quaking before his tyrannical father.
Richard frowned as sweat trickled down his hot face. Had the old man been so wrong about him? Was I really such a silly fool, locked away in my books and philosophy?
What an arrogant boor he'd been, cloaked in lofty superiority, on that long trip to Saint Louis! Charles Eckhart, the Virginia planter, had tried to befriend him on the Virgil as the steamboat chugged down the Ohio and up the Mississippi to Saint Louis.
And I insulted him in return.
Nor had Eckhart been the only one. At Fort Massac, that filthy collection of hovels just above the mouth of the Ohio, Richard had called that human jackal, François, an animal. And for that, François had more than gotten even.
Richard stumbled and recovered. One foot ahead of the other. That's it. Just keep the stride. Step after step, foot after foot.
"C'mon, coon." Travis called: "Top o' the next rise!" Richard struggled up the long slope. "C'mon, coon! We're most of the way there!" And Richard gazed up wearily to see the next rise beckoning from the distant horizon.
But no matter how long he ran and stumbled and trotted, and walked, and ran again, the goal retreatedlike the terrible curse of Tantalus.
No water, no spit in his dry mouth, his tongue half gagging him when he tried to swallow. His raw throat burned from the air he sucked in and blew out with each breath.
One foot ahead of the other. One, two, one, two, one, two ... An endless litany.
The feeling was gone from his trembling legs. He had to use a staggering trot, or they'd go rubbery and limp under him.
One foot ahead of the other. One, two, one, two, one, two ...
Richard slammed hard into the ground. For long moments he lay there, breath sawing in and out of his lungs. A ladybug climbed along the grass blade in front of his eyes.
Travis asked, "Hurt yerself?"
Travis turned his sweat-slick face up toward the sun, squinting in a manner that tightened the pattern of scars. "Reckon we'll catch our wind some, Dick."
Richard coughed, a rasp like splintered wood in his windpipe, then dropped his head face-first into the grass. As he lay panting, he slipped his fingers down to the fetish Travis had given him. The silky long black hair was supposed to bring luck, or so Travis had claimed. From a kind of skunk, Travis had told him. A sign of status.
I feel weak as a kitten. He'd give anythingeven his fetishfor a drink of water.
"They's Crows all right," Travis said as his breathing recovered. "Saw a moccasin sign back by that anthill. One of them cussed coons stopped ter pee."
"Is it worth it?" Richard wondered.
"Wal, if'n a feller don't pee, he'll plumb leak all over hisself. So, I'd say"
"The horses, damn it! Are they worth all this?"
"Whose hosses is they? Ours! Yers and mine, coon. Can't just up and let no thieving Crows steal yer hosses. Hell, them's a year's wages gone up in dust, Doodle."
I lost thirty thousand just as quick, and never thought twice about the money, only my life. "I'll buy you more horses."
"With what, coon? Lessen ye wants ter steal 'em from the Rees or Hidatsas up by Heart River. Trouble is, where'd ye hide 'em? Stealing Ree hosses, now, that's a coup feather fer yer hair fer sure, but the Hidatsas and Mandans, they's friends. That'd be poor bull, stealing from friends."
"How about Crow? We'll steal from them."
Travis had pulled a grass stem apart. "Now yer talking sense, lad. And, seeing as how we got us a bunch of Crows up aheadwith our hosses, to boot, by Godwe'll just go a-stealing 'em back!"
"Oh, my God."
"C'mon, Dick. Since yer so keen on this, ye can lead the way." Travis gripped Richard's hand and tugged him up.
"Water, Travis. I swear to God ... I've got to drink something. My throat ..."
"Just up ahead, coon. Cain't drink till we gets thar, I'm thinking, unless ye can suck water outa a grass stem."
"Up ... ahead ..." Richard squinted at the endless grass. He locked his legs to keep from falling.
"Yep, just up yonder," Travis said seriously. "C'mon, coon. Let's go. We'll walk a mite ter limber up yer legs. Gotta be fast, or them red varmints is gonna get plumb away."
"This is crazy!"
"That's what we're counting on. That them sneaking Crows think the same thing. If'n they don't, we ain't never gonna get them hosses back."
Richard balanced his rifle over his shoulder, plodding in Travis's tracks. Some of the sap had returned to his bones by the time Travis broke into that infuriating dogtrot, and he managed to pick up the rhythm again. One, two, one, two, one, two ...
He fingered the fetish, stroking the long black hair as if it were a source of energy.
The afternoon sunlight slanted down out of the clear sky. Richard fell quite often now, each time staring stupidly at the grass.
"C'mon, coon," Travis's calm voice would call down from beyond the haze. Hands would help Richard to his feet, and he'd stagger on in misery.
Everything had a milky glaze to it, like a kind of dream. Voices echoed hollowly inside his head. At times, he was back in philosophy class at Harvard while Professor Ames lectured. Then, he'd hear Will Templeton, his best friend, tell a joke. Laura's gentle voice told him over and over again, "I'll be waiting for you, Richard."
Gone ... all gone.
Philip Hamilton's hawkish gray eyes burned inRichard's rubbery recall. He could see his father's office clearly, hear the tick-tock of the ship's clock as he stood before his father's ornate desk. It might have been yesterday instead of last winter. The fire in the hearth crackled and popped, warm against the bone-chilling cold outside the Beacon Street house.
Phillip had sat in his overstuffed French chair, papers in his hands as he looked over his spectacles at Richard. He had asked, "To what earthly use will you put this 'philosophy' of yours?"
The question now festered and burned like cactus thorns in flesh.
The greatest blow had fallen later, at supper that evening. In the elegant dining room, Phillip had been devouring a turkey dinner, spearing the steaming meat with a silver fork and chewing mechanically. He raised his eyes and said, "I've given thought to our earlier conversation. It has become startlingly clear to me that you have no understanding of the world. Therefore, travel is to be recommended."
How Richard's heart had soared with notions of European cities, learned aristocrats, and cultured conversation.
" ... Your universe has been limited to this house, this city, and the university. A wide continent stretches out to the west of us. That untamed land is your future ... ."
Dear God, if the old man could only have seen what would come of that statement.
A cough racked Richard's throat. Memories, like darting fish, slipped through the fingers of his mind. Father ... you've condemned me to Hell.
What had he become in this Western inferno? A murderer, a beast of burden ... a dockside brawler. His dry tongue mocked him with the salty taste of Trudeau's warm blood. They'd fought like dogs, gouged, stomped, and bit, until Richard had clamped a hand on Trudeau's throat. Tokeep the engagé from breaking loose, he'd sunk his teeth into Trudeau's ear, arching his back, heedless of the blood as he tried to rip it from the Frenchman's head.
Philosopher? Was that you, Richard John Charles Hamilton? Or the demonic actions of the animal you've become?
He'd fought for Willow, to protect her from Trudeau's rapacious lust. And I won. She's ... safe.
Precious Willow with her soft skin and encompassing brown eyesan infinity reposed there, reflected in her soul.
"Mirrors," he croaked. "Eyes ... like mirrors."
"Ye talking about Willow again?" Travis asked gently. "Hole hyar. Watch yer step, coon. That's it."
One, two, one, two, one, two ... one foot ahead of the other. Run ... run ... run ...
Copyright © 1997 by W. Michael Gear