Crazy Me

Crazy Me

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by James Patrick Kelly
     
 

I share a house with Crazy Me. We get along, except when he sneaks out of the house to pretend to be me. If only it weren't quite so true.

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I share a house with Crazy Me. We get along, except when he sneaks out of the house to pretend to be me. If only it weren't quite so true.

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ISBN-13:
9781429922739
Publisher:
Tom Doherty Associates
Publication date:
03/30/2011
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A Tor.Com Original
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Pages:
32
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676 KB

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Crazy Me


By James Patrick Kelly, Jonathan Bartlett

Tom Doherty Associates

Copyright © 2011 James Patrick Kelly
All rights reserved.
ISBN: 978-1-4299-2273-9


CHAPTER 1

"Wake up." When Crazy Me rests a hand on my forehead, it jolts me from sleep. "It's raccoons."

"What?" I shiver out of a very pleasant dream of licking frosting off Amisha's nose. "Get!" I flail at him in the darkness and thump his shoulder.

"Raccoons! With their masks and their tiny black hands and their fleas. Rooting through our garbage."

"What time is it?" I lift my head off the pillow to look at the clock. "Great, it's four twenty-three."

"Do you know how many raccoons there are?" he asks. As usual, my irritation bounces off him. "They're everywhere, like furry cockroaches. I have no doubt whatsoever. The next pandemic will be huge — raccoon flu."

"What, the last one wasn't bad enough for you?" I press the pillow to my ears. The room is hot; the AC has shut itself off again.

He has to tell me about all of the ailments raccoons are subject to: congestive heart failure, cancer, hepatitis, distemper, rabies, the common cold. They get more diseases than any other wild animal. Crazy Me has been googling them since I went to bed. The pathology of the intestinal raccoon roundworm baylisascaris procyonis is particularly nasty. The eggs are sticky and pretty much invulnerable and if they get into an aberrant host, which is anything not a raccoon, like us, the larvae get confused and wander around the body compromising the liver, eyes, brain, spinal cord, or other organs.

"Roundworms aren't the flu," I say.

"I know that," says Crazy Me. "But this paper from the Centers for Disease Control says there are all kinds of influenza receptors in raccoon tissues. A blood survey found twenty-five percent of the raccoons in Wyoming had flu exposure. Look at the data for 2014; raccoon flu can easily make the jump to humans. It's only a matter of time."

I switch on the bedside light. We blink at each other and then I scan the printout he thrusts at me. "So what are we supposed to do?"

"Hoard surgical masks?" he says. "Drink pricier Scotch? Maybe buy AstraZeneca stock?" He yawns. "Anyway, I just thought you'd want to know. I'm tired now, so I'm going to bed."

This is how it's been recently. Crazy Me sketches some doomsday scenario in the middle of the night and then retreats to the garage. Me, I lose another night's sleep.

* * *

I head to the kitchen, stand in front of the open fridge to let the cool pour over me as I drink grapefruit juice out of the carton, then open my laptop on the kitchen table. AstraZenica closed at 39.45 yesterday, down from its fifty-two week high of 51.13. Most market analysts have it as a hold, but its MedImmune subsidiary makes FluMist®, the only nasal spray flu vaccine approved in the U.S. I put in an order for three hundred shares through Schwab for when the market opens.

Crazy Me is crazy, but he has his moments of prescience. He started one of the very first blogs on Blogger and just a year later called the dot-com bust. He discovered Sudoku in Dell Pencil Puzzles and Word Games back in 1989, long before it left for Japan and returned as the Godzilla of brainteasers. We got into Pfizer while Lipitor and Viagra were in clinical trials and bought six acres here on Ledge Lake a year before the bypass opened. But he was wrong about SARS and the Kindle and the Venezuelan war.

And he is crazy.

* * *

I've been up for almost five hours before I see my first patient and I'm dragging as I scan the schedule of morning eye exams. The day after a Crazy Me surprise party can seem to stretch for years — decades — but I have a solo practice, so there's no help. It's just me and Shannon the receptionist and my two technicians, Ronnie and Amisha, in the office. Sometimes I feel as if I'm in three places at once. Four, if you count whatever Crazy Me is doing while I'm at the office.

Axel Jensen is in the yellow room. He's the contractor who used to date my ex-wife, but that's not anything we can chat about.

"Just put your chin on the rest." I'm giving him the slit lamp exam; he leans forward. "So, keeping busy?"

"Don't ask." He sets his forehead against the support pad. "Had to lay off one of my best carpenters last week. I'm down to three." He puffs his lips in disgust. "You?"

"Oh, you know. People have to see." I flick the switch of the Zeiss and a beam of intense blue light illuminates his eyes. "Look up." I check for surface abrasions and tears. "Left. Down. Right." I remember that Axel came in two years ago with a half-millimeter splinter of metal lodged in his left eye. He's fine now, except for the unmistakable flicker of fear I'm seeing in most of my patients these days. "You look just great today, Axel. Cornea, iris, lens, sclera, all great. You're wearing safety glasses on the job?"

"Ever since the accident."

"Great, great. So, is business picking up anytime soon?"

"Nah. There are raccoons busier than we are. Renovation work and damn little of that. Everybody's scared shitless about where things are going. Pardon my French."

"Tell me about it," I say.

Inez Ramos is waiting in the blue room. I've got upwards of four thousand patients and they all expect me to remember them so I check her chart, which reminds me that she's sixty-three and a longtime patient. I did cataract surgery on her a year ago — looked then like a good outcome. Basic phacoemulsification. Here's a note that says she has a diamond the size of a raisin. It's coming back to me now; her ring is a lethal weapon when she waves her hands. And it says that she's a quilter. I don't know from quilts, but if she's who I think she is, chitchat won't be a problem. She can talk the shirt off a statue.

I knock. "Good morning, Inez." I glide into the room. "Great to see you again."

She looks up from her sewing. "There you are, Doctor Takumi." She slips a needle into a patchwork of red and white fabric stretched across a wooden hoop. "I've just been thinking as I've been sitting here about how you changed my life. All the things I see now, everything is so clear, the colors keep getting brighter and brighter."

"That's great, Inez." I twist my mouth into a smile and remember how moments like this used to lift me. "Nice to hear some good news for a change."

She beams at me and then leans over in the exam chair to put her sewing into a tote.

"Is that one of your quilts?"

She straightens up and holds it for me to admire. "I pieced this block yesterday and got most of it quilted while I was in your waiting room."

I take the hoop from her. The design looks like the view through a chintz kaleidoscope. "Great. It's great." The red swatches remind me of the curtains Grandma Takumi had in the kitchen when she lived in Vermont.

"It's all hand sewn. The pattern is called Storm at Sea. It's for my granddaughter. My boy's little girl. They moved down to Pensacola to get away from all the riots. Her name is Viviana. It means 'lively' and that fits her. That child can run rings around rabbits."

I check her IOL; the lens looks fine, no posterior opacification. Her Optomap pictures show her retina is healthy.

"You're looking just great, Inez. You've got the vision of a woman half your age."

She rubs her eyelids with her middle fingers. "What about the maculate?"

"Maculate? You mean macular degeneration?"

"My friend Babbsie Huppertz said that when you put that new ILO thingy into my eye, it could make the maculate degeneration." She unbuttons the bottom button of her cardigan sweater and then rebuttons it. "She had that happen to a friend of hers. So she looked it up on the internet. I don't bother with all that computer stuff anymore."

"The intraocular lens is just a bit of plastic." I rest a hand on her shoulder to reassure her. "It doesn't cause anything; there have been all kinds of studies. But here." I swing the Optomap screen toward her so she can see her pictures. "These are your retinas. They're all nice and pink, you can see blood vessels and the optic disk. That faint dark spot, that's your macula. If you had degeneration you'd see yellow or maybe red blotches. There and there. Do you see any blotches, Inez?"

She bites her lower lip. "That's what Babbsie said."

I turn the screen off. "You know, maybe she was misinformed. We've done something like 65 million cataract surgeries. They're safe as money in the bank."

She gives me a questioning glance.

I shrug. "So to speak." I open the door to the room. "There's just a lot of bad information out there, Inez, on the internet especially. A lot of fear." She takes the hint and gets off the exam chair. "But I'm glad you asked." I usher her into the hall. "We'll see you in six months. By then you should have that quilt finished, yes?"

Alex Dampier is a first time patient. He's five and, according to the mom, sits too close to the family TV, doesn't like to be outdoors and says he can't see his friend Zach when he's coming down the street. He is dark and squirmy and wears jean shorts and a blue tee shirt with the Superman logo.

"I don't like it." He shies away from the phoropter. He can barely read the 20/50 line on the Snellen chart; he needs glasses. "It has too many eyes." He lifts his feet up as if to push the instrument away. "Looks like a monster."

"He's been seeing monsters everywhere recently," says the mom, whose name I have already forgotten.

The kid slumps in the exam chair. "I don't want glasses."

"They'll make you look cool," says the mom. "Cool guys wear glasses. Daddy wears glasses."

"I don't want to be cool."

"Superman wears glasses," she says.

"No, Clark Kent wears glasses," he replies. "Not Superman."

"But that's how he catches monsters," I say. "Superman does."

They both stare at me.

"The thing is," I say, "monsters won't show themselves when Superman is around. They're too scared of him. But when he's Clark Kent, they don't know that he's really Superman so they come out and he can spot them because he is wearing glasses. So then he changes into Superman."

I wink at the mom; Alex is rapt. "So what this machine does," I swing the phoroptor a couple of inches closer to him, then stop, "is to give you super vision. You'll be able to see things just like Superman."

"Monsters?" says Alex.

"If there are any, sure. But as you see, I have super vision too." I tap the temple of my glasses. "I've been looking out for them and I haven't seen any in a long time, Alex. But I'm ready if they ever should come around here."

* * *

It's such an old and clichéd story, doctors and their nurses, that I am almost ashamed that it has become mine. Amisha Murkarjee came to me from Clearwater Vision Center, a four-doctor practice downtown that closed a year ago last January. She's a certified RN in ophthalmology. We worked together for nearly seventeen months before anything happened between us. She has curly black hair that hides her tiny ears. She's two inches taller than I am. She likes to be kissed at the base of her neck just above the collar bone and is ticklish behind the knees. She wears pastel scrub tops in different patterns: ferns and tropical fish and ladybugs and Betty Boop. I asked her once and it turned out she had no idea that Betty Boop was an old-time cartoon character.

We've been together now for three weeks and I haven't yet told her the whole truth about Crazy Me. She knows there is a Crazy Me, but she thinks he's me. She's under the impression that sometimes the devil gets into Dr. Ken Takumi, DO. Or maybe a bit too much Glenlivet. Or something. She believes that he's the me I give permission to do all the stuff I otherwise wouldn't do.

If only it were that simple.

It would cause trouble at work if Amisha and I were to admit that we were sleeping together. I'm sure that Ronnie and Shannon have figured it out, but as long as we don't announce our affair, they don't have to acknowledge it. I suppose pretending things aren't happening is a kind of hypocrisy, but there's a lot of that going around. So even if she spends the night at my house or I stay with her, we come and go to the office in separate cars.

I head home to change after the long day and park near the front door. Crazy Me has nested in the garage; I've abandoned it to him. The mail is uninspiring: bills, the Journal of Refractive Surgery, and a Netflix. Crazy Me has ordered Bambi. He's been on a Disney binge lately, says following the news makes him nostalgic. He wishes he was a kid again, living in a saner, safer world. Me too. As I pass the door into the garage I can hear the theme music to The Daily Show. Crazy Me only watches TV on his computer. I slip his DVD across the threshold.

I'm supposed to pick Amisha up for dinner but I have time for a quick power nap. I set the alarm clock for 5:45 and kick my shoes off.


* * *

Amisha has decided to educate me about beer. "Ben's Stout," she says, finishing the pour. She sets the bottle down in front of me, then picks up her own glass, which is already full. "It's from that new brewery in Salem." There is a picture of Ben Franklin on the bottle's label and beneath it the slogan Beer is proof that God loves us and wants us to be happy.

I consider telling her that studies show consumption of half a liter of beer a day increases risk of bowel and liver cancer by twenty percent, but I don't want her to know that the poor Deluded Me she thinks she's with is still snoozing back at our house.

"Hold it up to the light," she says.

I do, and across the restaurant the waitress nods, mistaking the gesture for a summons. "It's dark."

"Yes it is," Amisha says. "You could view a total eclipse of the sun through this beer. And look at that head. You leave it alone and it'll still be standing tall at closing."

"But why would we do that?" I offer my glass to her and we clink.

When she sips her beer it leaves a little foam mustache on her upper lip. Her tongue darts out to wipe it away. She catches me watching her and grins. "What?" she says, her voice low in her throat. "You want some of this?" She licks her bottom lip.

"Absolutely."

The waitress arrives and she is too eager by half. Business is slow for a Thursday night; there are just two other couples in the place. This suits me fine; people make me nervous, which is why I don't get out much. I order the Jambalaya Pasta and Amisha gets the Garlic Rubbed Pork Tenderloin.

"So what do you taste?" she says. "Describe it for me."

"I don't know." I hadn't realized that she was so crazy about beer. "It's kind of bitter. And thick. No — rich." I click my tongue against the roof of my mouth. "There's something ... malt?"

"Definitely." She nods. "I get a little bit of smoke and some oats. It's an oatmeal stout, of course. And a note of vanilla."

"Wow." I salute her. "You have great taste buds. Among other things."

"I like beer," she says. "And I like you. Especially since you don't know much about beer."

I raise a hand in protest. Beer is four percent alcohol, six percent unfermented carbohydrates, a half percent protein, a half percent ash and eighty-nine percent water.

"Okay, okay." She cocks her head to one side and fixes me with an appraising stare. "You've bought your share of sixes in your day. Bud, Miller — Michelob, if you're splurging. Am I right?"

"Actually, I like Corona. Más cerveza, por favor."

We drink to that. "You know what bugs me?" She runs a finger around the rim of her glass. "Beer commercials. They all assume that women don't like beer."

"What makes you say that?"

"Because the women never get to drink anything! The truck drivers are slugging down cool ones, the fishermen, the quarterbacks, the goddamn cowboys and the women are serving it to them or ogling them or lying on towels working on their tans. What is it with beer commercials and the beach?"

I have never heard her rant before. "That's where the bikinis are?" I like it; passion is thin on the ground in the garage.

"It's not good. I read somewhere that we're a quarter of the market. Give me just one commercial in four, that's all I ask. One in ten!" She notices that I'm smiling at her and shakes her head. "Yikes," she says. "Where did all that come from?"

"I don't know, but it's kind of sexy."


(Continues...)

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James Patrick Kelly is the author of many novels and short stories, including Look Into the Sun, the Hugo-winning "Think Like a Dinosaur," and the Nebula-winning Burn. He lives in New Hampshire.


James Patrick Kelly is the author of many novels and short stories, including Look Into the Sun, the Hugo-winning “Think Like a Dinosaur,” and the Nebula-winning Burn. He lives in New Hampshire.

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Like the other 99 cent book for this week, not much of a sample.