Dirty: A Search for Answers Inside America's Teenage Drug Epidemic [NOOK Book]


Venturing into uncharted territory, mother and award-winning journalist Meredith Maran takes us inside teenagers' hearts, minds, and central nervous systems to explore the causes and consequences of our nation's drug crisis. In these pages we get to know the kids, the parents, the therapists, and the drug treatment programs at their best and worst. We're face-to-face with seventeen-year-old Mike, whose life revolves around selling, smoking, and snorting speed; fifteen-year-old Tristan -- the boy next door -- who ...

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Venturing into uncharted territory, mother and award-winning journalist Meredith Maran takes us inside teenagers' hearts, minds, and central nervous systems to explore the causes and consequences of our nation's drug crisis. In these pages we get to know the kids, the parents, the therapists, and the drug treatment programs at their best and worst. We're face-to-face with seventeen-year-old Mike, whose life revolves around selling, smoking, and snorting speed; fifteen-year-old Tristan -- the boy next door -- who can't get enough pot, pills, or vodka; and sixteen-year-old Zalika, a runaway, crack dealer, and prostitute since the age of twelve. Combining powerful on-the-street reporting and groundbreaking research, Dirty is essential reading for every parent and professional who works with or cares about children or teenagers.

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Editorial Reviews

Publishers Weekly
Maran (Class Dismissed) was herself the mother of a teenage drug abuser; she learned the hard way that there are no easy answers to the questions "Why do kids use drugs?" and "How can we help them?" "Nearly two-thirds of the teenagers in America today do drugs before they finish high school-one-third of them by the time they're in eighth grade," and none of the current programs, from DARE to detention camps to jails, have worked. Maran studies three leading treatment approaches by following three particular teenagers in care. The Center Point adolescent program separates kids from their families and friends to break bad habits and focus on behavior modification. The Phoenix Academy program keeps kids connected with their community and uses small classes, individual mentoring and AA/12-step participation to target addiction. Drug Court combines monitoring by court professionals with an after-school program of group therapy sessions, sports and drug testing. Unfortunately, the bottom line with youth programs-and these are better than most-is that they're hard and kids don't want to do them, so they run away, and there's no enforcement of participation. Indeed, none of Maran's subjects stayed with their programs-they all lapsed. Still, Maran learned enough to make some recommendations for improving teen care, outlined at the book's end. This is an insightful, compassionate look at the mistakes we are making with our teenagers. Agent, Amy Rennert. (On sale Sept. 23) Forecast: Maran's book is important and timely. With the right publicity, it could get good media coverage and attract the attention of high school counselors and social workers. Harper SF has assembled an impressive press kit with suggestions for parents seeking help for their children; the book has garnered advance praise from Anne Lamott, Jesse Jackson and others. Copyright 2003 Reed Business Information.
As a teen drug user and now the mother of one, Maran has a keen interest in understanding the murky and unpredictable world of teen drug abuse. In this study, she focuses on kids in recovery, following three teens of varying gender, race, and socio-economic background through three different types of treatment programs. The teens and their parents openly discuss with her their most private thoughts, feelings, and motives. Maran in turn gives her readers a candid and often disturbing look at what teens are thinking when they decide to use drugs, how the reasons are different for each of them, and how family dynamics play a part. Maran provides a short but eye-opening history of drug abuse in the United States and explores the differences between drug use, abuse, and addiction. She warns against permanently labeling teen drug users as addicts, pointing out that teens are often simply experimenting and that recovery programs modeled after those for adults might be damaging to their self-esteem. She presents five thought-provoking strategies that society can implement to keep teenagers from abusing drugs, and she also includes a helpful list of resources for parents. Rather than offering false hope, Maran's book will give parents and youth workers a fresh perspective and valuable insight into the thought processes of teenagers and how they differ from those of adults. 2003, HarperSanFrancisco, 311p.; Biblio. Source Notes., Ages adult professional.
—Dotsy Harland
Vanity Fair
“Meredith Maran hits a vein in DIRTY, a terrifying look at the teenage drug epidemic.”
Psychology Today
“Eye-opening and compassionately delivered... Maran’s storytelling is colorful and compelling, a sympathetic evocation of ecstasy, heartbreak, horror and hope.”
Anne Lamott
“Meredith Maran makes us fall in love with the teenagers she writes about.”
Doctor - Mary Pipher
"This book has the potential to transform the cultural landscape of America."
James Frey
“An accurate and realistic portrayal of teen-age drug use. Parents should read this book. Kids should read this book.”
Adrian Nicole LeBlanc
“Dirty’s news is as necessary as it is devastating, all the while staying close to the complicated heart.”
Dr. Mary Pipher
“This book has the potential to transform the cultural landscape of America.”
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Product Details

  • ISBN-13: 9780061743313
  • Publisher: HarperCollins Publishers
  • Publication date: 10/13/2009
  • Format: eBook
  • Pages: 320
  • Sales rank: 318,706
  • File size: 658 KB

Meet the Author

Meredith Maran is the author of several books of nonfiction, including the bestsellers What It's Like to Live Now, Ben & Jerry's Double Dip, and Class Dismissed. She writes regularly for such publications as Self, Parenting, Utne Reader, Tikkun, Bride's, Mother Jones, Teacher, The San Francisco Chronicle, and The San Jose Mercury News.
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Table of Contents

Prologue 1
Introduction 5
Pt. 1 Getting High: Why Do Kids Do Drugs?
Running on Empty 19
Why Are We Here? 36
Slinging Rock, Turning Tricks 53
Pt. 2 Getting Clean: What Do We Do for Kids Who Do Drugs?
Good Morning, Family 73
Sobriety High 100
Juvenile Drug Court 127
Pt. 3 Testing Dirty: Does Any of It Work?
Good-bye, Family 157
High on Sobriety 181
Moving Violations 203
Pt. 4 Getting Out: How Can We Get Kids Off Drugs?
Self-Surrender 227
High Again 246
On the Run Again 263
Afterword 279
Resources for Parents 291
Notes 301
Acknowledgments 309
About the Author 312
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First Chapter

A Search for Answers Inside America's Teenage Drug Epidemic

Chapter One


Running on Empty

"Butler to Release! Butler to Release!" Mike heard the guard's voice crackling through the two-way radio on his teacher's desk. "You're out of here, Mike," Ms. Johnson called to him across the Juvenile Hall classroom.

Mike high-fived the boys, hugged the girls, then positioned himself in front of the locked unit door. Shifting nervously from one foot to the other, his pulse racing, he jumped when Ms. Johnson buzzed the door open for a short, stocky man in a blue Nike turtleneck, black slacks, and black tassel loafers.

"How you doin'?" Danny Ramirez asked Mike.

"Aiight," Mike responded.

Last week Danny had spent a couple hours interviewing Mike for placement at Center Point, a rehab program an hour south of here in San Rafael. But now Danny was looking Mike up and down as if he'd never seen him before.

"Ka-ching, ka-ching," Mike thought, watching Danny watching him. "I know that's all you care about: that money you think you're gonna get paid for keeping me locked up."

"Ready to go?" Danny asked.

"Sure," Mike answered. He stifled a grin, thinking, "Dude -- you're about to find out how ready."

Danny gestured for Mike to follow him down the walkway that led from the units to Release -- as if Mike didn't know the drill, as if he hadn't been through this routine ten times before. As they passed it, neither of them glanced at the Juvenile Hall "Vision Statement" posted on the wall.

The care of children today determines the quality of life tomorrow.

Our vision is that every child experience positive and successful
alternatives, safe surroundings, and caring support.

Since our actions and decisions affect children, our vision is to provide
opportunities for change and the support necessary for change to occur.

A guard buzzed the two of them through the first set of locked double doors and into the Personals office. "You're leaving us, Mike. That's great," said Nancy, the nice woman who worked there. She handed Mike a bulky manila envelope and the plaid short-sleeved shirt, size 42 blue jeans, and black suede desert boots he'd been wearing when the Santa Rosa cops had handcuffed him and dragged him in here, zombied out and crashing off a three-day crank run. Mike changed in the bathroom, gave Nancy the dingy white T-shirt, navy blue nylon shorts, and beige Converse high-tops he'd been wearing ever since. "I don't want to see you back again, you hear?" she said.

"Don't worry. You won't," Mike replied distractedly, shaking the envelope's contents into his hand. He stuffed the ten-dollar bill into his pocket, peering eagerly at the scratched-up screen on his pager. Eleven new messages. Mike's pager had been his lifeline while he'd been on the run from the law -- a long stretch that ended three weeks ago.

"You're gonna have to give me that pager and your money when we get to Center Point," Danny warned.

"I know," Mike said. "You wish," he thought. He turned back to Nancy. "Thanks for everything," he told her.

She nodded. "Just don't let me see you back here," she repeated. "That's all the thanks I want."

As Danny and Mike continued down the antiseptic-smelling hallway, they ran into Mary Graves, Mike's probation officer. "You're getting another chance, Mike," Mary said, waggling a finger in his face. "If you run this time, I swear I'll come and look for you myself."

"I won't," Mike waved her off. Of all the POs he'd ever had, Mary was the worst: old, mean, and -- just like the others -- full of empty threats. He followed Danny through the last set of locked doors and into the cramped room where parents were checked in, then searched, on visiting nights: first stop on the way in, last stop on the way out for every visitor and "resident" of the Sonoma County Juvenile Justice Center.

"Bye, Mike. Be good, okay?" said Alice, the woman who sat behind the glass partition there.

"I will," he said.

Alice pushed the buzzer and Mike burst into the hot, sunny June morning. Before Mike had even inhaled his first breath of fresh air, Danny grabbed him by the elbow and led him past the POs' cars in the parking lot -- ten identical Ford Tauruses with state license plates -- and unlocked his Ford Ranger.

"Your buddy ran on me yesterday," Danny said as they fastened their seat belts.

"I know," Mike replied. Within hours of his friend Garth's escape yesterday, word had traveled back to the Hall: Garth had taken off into the streets of downtown San Rafael as soon as he hit Center Point's front door.

"You're not gonna do that to me, are you, Mike?"

"Why would I run, man?" Mike answered. "I'm done running."

"You better be." Danny turned right out of the Juvenile Hall parking lot onto Pythian Road and cruised slowly past the sprawling Zen-landscaped grounds of the St. Francis Winery.

"If he turns left, I'll stay," Mike told himself as they approached the intersection of Pythian Road and Highway 12. A left would take them toward Sonoma, away from Santa Rosa and the safety of Mike's old stomping grounds. Experience had taught Mike not to try to outrun the law in unfamiliar territory.

"If he turns right, I'll bounce," Mike decided. A right would bring them straight into the Santa Rosa suburb of Rincon Valley, home of Mike's grandma and most of his doper friends. He wasn't sure how Grandma Myrtle would react if he showed up at her house on the run again, but he knew exactly what his friends would do: give him a place to crash ...

A Search for Answers Inside America's Teenage Drug Epidemic
. Copyright © by Meredith Maran. Reprinted by permission of HarperCollins Publishers, Inc. All rights reserved. Available now wherever books are sold.
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  • Anonymous

    Posted February 4, 2007

    We're losing out kids... Here are answers

    About half-way through this book I turned to my spouse in amazement and whooped, 'Ha! She's not an idiot!' I wish everyone could explore this book. Imminently readable, it pulls you into the lives of a few of our American teens, leaving you struggling with them, rooting for them, angry with them, and ultimately loving them while you want to shake them in frustration. Maran's quirky sense of humor keeps you smiling (even giggling at times) through the heartbreak, and provides relief to a sound reality check. But this is more than a story... the author addresses the issue of drug abuse in our culture from the inside out. She skips the psycho-babble from those who will give you statistics but have never smelled, much less smoked, a joint, and puts her finger square on the heart of the matter. Why do kids do drugs? When does use become abuse? What do we do when our teenager has run amok? Who can help? Does the system work? For whom? And how can we, as a society, DO something about it? Buy this book and mail it to your favorite politician, give it to your friend, or just read it and have your eyes opened in wonder. Thank-you, Ms. Maran. (to communicate leave the NoSpam out of the email address)

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