Five Years of My Life: An Innocent Man in Guantanamo

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In October 2001, nineteen-year-old Murat Kurnaz traveled to Pakistan to visit a madrassa. During a security check a few weeks after his arrival, he was arrested without explanation and for a bounty of $3,000, the Pakistani police sold him to U.S. forces. He was first taken to Kandahar, Afghanistan, where he was severely mistreated, and then two months later he was flown to Guantanamo as Prisoner #61. For more than 1,600 days, he was tortured and lived through hell. He was kept in a cage and endured daily ...

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In October 2001, nineteen-year-old Murat Kurnaz traveled to Pakistan to visit a madrassa. During a security check a few weeks after his arrival, he was arrested without explanation and for a bounty of $3,000, the Pakistani police sold him to U.S. forces. He was first taken to Kandahar, Afghanistan, where he was severely mistreated, and then two months later he was flown to Guantanamo as Prisoner #61. For more than 1,600 days, he was tortured and lived through hell. He was kept in a cage and endured daily interrogations, solitary confinement, and sleep deprivation. Finally, in August 2006, Kurnaz was released, with acknowledgment of his innocence. Told with lucidity, accuracy, and wisdom, Kurnaz's story is both sobering and poignant—an important testimony about our turbulent times when innocent people get caught in the crossfire of the war on terrorism.

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Editorial Reviews

Juliet Wittman
Kurnaz's account of his imprisonment is almost unbearably painful to read, precisely because his tone is so measured and low-key. He endured beatings, waterboarding, electric shock, isolation and the disruption of all sense of time and space. He was asked the same meaningless questions again and again…It is tempting to think of Kurnaz's story as exaggerated, but almost everything he describes jibes with the reports of other detainees and of human rights groups. This is a book politicians should read, and it should inspire anguished soul-searching among the rest of us.
—The Washington Post
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"The most compassionate, truthful and dignified account of the disgrace of Guantanamo that you are ever likely to read." —John le Carré


"I thank God that  Murat kept his sanity in the hell of injustice and torture of nearly 5 years in Guantanamo so he could tell his story. May it be studied in every school and college in Europe and the USA. May it help to close down all the illegal and secret prisons and camps, as well as Guantanamo, and restore the prisoners to their families. I am sure Murat's book will educate a whole generation about justice and the defense of human rights." — Vanessa Redgrave


"Like many of the men imprisoned in Guantánamo, Murat Kurnaz was held for years without proper charge or trial. After intensive campaigning by his friends, family and Amnesty International members all over the world, he was finally released. This book is a profound and detailed account of his experiences. After suffering torture and detention without trial, it is testament to great strength of character that he is able to tell his story with such power and clarity." — Kate Allen, Director, Amnesty International UK

"Murat makes the horrors and inanities of Guantánamo so real; his voice is by turns young and headstrong, wry and wise. Murat's mother came to the Unites States to hear our first Guantánamo case argued before the Supreme Court back in 2004 - when I met her, I didn't know whether she would ever see her son again.  Now he is home safe and has produced this riveting and moving account of his torture and abuse at the hands of the U.S. government to shine a light in a dark place and try to help all those still languishing without hope.  This is a must read." — Michael Ratner, President of the Center for Constitutional Rights and attorney representing the Guantánamo detainees.

"Kurnaz recounts his woes, and those of his fellow prisoners, with modesty and compassion. . . . He has written a measured and readable account, which is often even humorous in a Swiftian sort of way." — The Economist

"A vital document that should - rightly - shock and appall." — Kirkus Reviews

"A plainspoken account, Five Years of My Life focuses on the daily humiliations and surreal texture of life at Guantanamo" - Mother Jones

"May well represent our best hope yet of preserving the truth about this depraved chapter in American history...Kurnaz describes the varied tortures to which he was subjected for the next five years with such a level-headed lack of self-pity that they come across as neither bitter rallying cry nor unbearable litany of torment. In his gentle, understated way, Kurnaz describes the reality behind the euphemisms used to describe the 'enhanced interrogation practices' the Bush administration has openly authorized in the 'war on terror'." —  The Santa Barbara Independant

"This is a book politicians should read, and should inspire anguished soul-searching among the rest of us." — The Washington Post

“Kurnaz…avoids sensationalism for a harrowing record of barbarities carried out in the name of democracy…[written] in stark, unadorned prose, with no scores to settle, knowing that his account is beyond most people’s imagination.” — The Guardian (UK)


"Kurnaz reveals Guantanamo shorn of media spin." — The Guardian (UK)


"[An] indispensable document" — The Washington Post


"Kurnaz' book is an invaluable document, a testament that juxtaposes the impossible courtage of one individual against the paranoia, irrationality and cruelty that can take hold when a regime loses its moral courage."  —Cary Gee, Tribune



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Product Details

  • ISBN-13: 9780230614413
  • Publisher: St. Martin's Press
  • Publication date: 8/4/2009
  • Edition description: Reprint
  • Pages: 256
  • Sales rank: 893,988
  • Product dimensions: 5.74 (w) x 9.00 (h) x 0.69 (d)

Meet the Author

Murat Kurnaz is a Turkish citizen and legal resident of Germany, where he was born in 1982. He was in the process of becoming a German citizen when he was arrested in Pakistan and held prisoner for five years. He now lives in Germany. Five Years of My Life is his first book.

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Table of Contents

Foreword   Patti Smith     9
Translator's Note     13
Chronology of Events     15
Map     20
Frankfurt Airport     23
Peshawar, Pakistan     25
Kandahar, Afghanistan     47
Kusca, Turkey     83
Guantanamo Bay, Camp X-Ray     91
Photographs     119
Bremen, Hemelingen     127
Guantanamo Bay, Camp X-Ray     141
Guantanamo Bay, Camp Delta     155
Guantanamo Bay, Camp Echo     199
Guantanamo Bay, Camp 4     209
Ramstein Air Base, Germany     221
Bremen, Hemelingen     229
Epilogue   Baher Azmy     239

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  • Posted July 31, 2009

    Amazing Story

    The story of Murat's internment is amazingly detailed and enlightening. A must read!

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  • Posted February 8, 2009

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    View of Murad story in the light of Fourth Dimension

    Murad! You are a fortunate that you suffered from same kind of circumstances as prophet Yusuf son of Prophet Yaqoob suffered, he was also sold in Egypt and latter on barred without any accusition proved on him.Your long beard and long hair suit you and i feel perhaps prophet yusuf would have same appearance.I would like to have your mail address.<BR/><BR/>Murad! I was thinking that some person having knowledge of fourth dimension is involved behind all your story. some people having knowledge of black spell and telepathy create such problems for others.I believe all prisoners are under black spell and should recite Kalma Tamjeed(Third Kalma) many many times daily.<BR/><BR/>I think you too ar in eye of some person who knows black spell and telepathy. That's why you were arresested again by german police when a store was set on fire near your house.<BR/><BR/>Some hidden enemy is behind all this .The policy makers of world ,who make cruel policies of war are also under the control of those telepathy knowing people.<BR/><BR/>You can keep yourself safe by reciting Kalma Tayyaba and Kalma Tamjeed, not by any material way.<BR/>Kep in contact with me.

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