Table of Contents
Acknowledgments 13
Introduction 15
Day 1 Sober 24 Hours 31
Day 2 The Power of a Penny 34
Day 3 Cash the Check 36
Day 4 A Vital Decision 39
Day 5 The Power of Presence 42
Day 6 Kill the Mosquitos 45
Day 7 An Open Garage Door 47
Day 8 Music from a Land Mine 49
Day 9 Patience for a Peanut Butter Sandwich 52
Day 10 A Gift from a Thief 55
Day 11 This Home Ain't Home 57
Day 12 Get Naked in Public 60
Day 13 Self-Portrait of Your Own Death 62
Day 14 This Slave Says He Is Royalty 64
Day 15 The Tale of the Watergiver 67
Day 16 Everyone Is a Slave to Someone 70
Day 17 An Elephant on a String 74
Day 18 Chateau Dlo 76
Day 19 A Friend in the Fight 79
Day 20 Don't Fight the Undertow 81
Day 21 Get Off Your Ass 83
Day 22 Witness Relocation 86
Day 23 The Pain of Poisonous Pleasures 88
Day 24 Lighting a Twelve-Year Fuse 90
Day 25 Your Pain Is Never in Vain 93
Day 26 Raining Prayer 95
Day 27 My Kids Own Everything 98
Day 28 First Be Reconciled 101
Day 29 Burn the Ships 104
Day 30 A Confessional Psalm 106
Day 31 Getting Hammered 109
Day 32 Identity Theft 111
Day 33 Your Part + Their Part = God's Part 114
Day 34 General Order #3 116
Day 35 Yellow Teeth 118
Day 36 Your Choice: A Breeze or a Beating 121
Day 37 No Pain, All Gain 123
Day 38 Satan's Sinister Strategy 126
Day 38 I of the Hurricane 128
Day 40 Saved to Be Sent 131
Day 41 Sold Out or Sell Out 134
Day 42 Evicting Birds 136
Day 43 Sinner Who Saints or Saint Who Sins 138
Day 44 Head Stuck in a Bed 141
Day 45 Premium Carpet Pads 143
Day 46 Cold Spaghetti Noodles 146
Day 47 Stay by Dad 148
Day 48 One Word for Life 150
Day 49 The Ten Cs of Seeking God's Will 153
Day 50 Only the Full Resist the Pull 157
Day 51 The Only Way Up Is Down 160
Day 52 Lingering Lovers 162
Day 53 Cry to Be Clean 165
Day 54 A Dead Dog and a Living God 167
Day 55 Highest + Least - Greatest 170
Day 56 The Giving Tree Is Not a Living Tree 173
Day 57 A Friendly Foe 176
Day 58 My Machete 178
Day 59 Through, Not Around 181
Day 80 Band-Aid, Not Band Shame 184
Day 61 Laura's Cavities 187
Day 82 God's Not Fair 189
Day 63 Dad in the Darkness 191
Day 64 The Secret Killer 193
Day 65 Poor Dressing or a Rich Blessing 196
Day 68 Church Every Day 198
Day 67 Asleep at the Keel 201
Day 68 How to Win Every Argument 203
Day 69 Enlist the Arborist 206
Day 70 Useful to the Master 208
Day 71 Surrounding Matter Matters 210
Day 72 Little Refinement in Confinement 213
Day 73 The Richest I've Ever Been 215
Day 74 Give God Your Worst 218
Day 75 False Evidence Appearing Real 220
Day 76 Bryan and Ethel 222
Day 77 Pleasures, Measures, and Treasures 225
Day 78 Weakness Works 227
Day 79 Driving in the Dark 230
Day 80 Deistic and Theistic Fear 232
Day 81 No Pain from Shame 235
Day 82 Foreign Frequencies 238
Day 83 Escape Room 240
Day 84 The Surprising Gift within a Forest Fire 243
Day 85 Keep the Buzz Going 246
Day 86 Pressures for Peace 248
Day 87 Pick a List, Pick a Life 250
Day 88 The Fast Way to Kill Sin 253
Day 89 Deep Sharing = Deep Fellowship 256
Day 90 Given For 258
Conclusion 261
Notes 267
About the Author 269