Was this a real diary, or fiction?
About halfway through this book I began to suspect this book was just fiction, intended to scare young people away from drugs. My suspicions arose because this wasn't written like a real diary and didn't sound like a real chronicle of events. Some examples: '1' Music is extremely important to most teens, so I would expect a lot of song titles, group names, and talk about going to concerts, but there was only one song reference--The Beatles' bland 'She's Leaving Home'--as if music never had much meaning for her. '2' The author was beaten up and raped while on drugs one night, but never mentions her recovery or lingering pains or bruises, as if it were just an 'Oh well' event to be forgotten. '3' There is a surprising lack of philosophy, as if she were just a spectator of events happening to her, as if she couldn't correlate or generalize her hard-earned lessons. '4' It is unrealistically focused. Real diaries have loads of irrelevant thoughts and incidents--trips to the dentist, TV shows, movies, new hobbies, cute guys who come and go quickly--but this story seems a little too simple and streamlined to be a sampling of real life. '5' Erroneous information about homosexuality. Twice the author gives examples of friends who 'went homo' after getting involved in drugs, which I don't believe happens. A person's sexual preferences are remarkably stable throughout life, so it looks to me that the writer got caught making a technical mistake regarding this old homosexuality myth of the '70s while trying to scare people away from drugs. '6' Her delight with marijuana seems backwards. After starting with LSD, which is one of the most extreme drug experiences, she enthusiastically talks about how marijuana was all that it was said to be. It seems to me that the effects of marijuana, which are often so slight that many people can't even tell they're high, would be a major disappointment for someone who liked LSD so much. And if she liked her LSD trip so much, wouldn't she be writing about it frequently afterwards, instead of moving on and immediately forgetting about it? There are similar descriptions that seem inconsistent and unrealistic to me. The end with the psych ward is more realistic, though, as was the on-again off-again battle against addiction. The end was very unexpected, but even that is suspicious: did nobody follow up to see what happened? Overall I think the book was realistic enough and important enough to be a good read, and I feel better believing this was a real diary, but I have suspicions to the contrary.
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Overview
January 24th
After you've had it, there isn't even life without drugs....
It started when she was served a soft drink laced with LSD in a dangerous party game. Within months, she was hooked, trapped in a downward spiral that took her from her comfortable home and loving family to the mean streets of an unforgiving city. It was a journey that would rob her of her innocence, her youth — and ultimately her life.
Read her diary.
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