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Grasping For Freedom (Bantorus MC)

Grasping For Freedom (Bantorus MC)

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by Debra Kayn

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In Debra Kayn's newest biker romance novel, Torque Kendler, Sergeant at Arms of Bantorus MC fights to keep his past hidden, while protecting the one woman who's capable of bringing chaos down on Pitnam out of desperation and love.

Torque Kendler, Sergeant at Arms of the Bantorus Motorcycle club, tenaciously safeguards his marked past


In Debra Kayn's newest biker romance novel, Torque Kendler, Sergeant at Arms of Bantorus MC fights to keep his past hidden, while protecting the one woman who's capable of bringing chaos down on Pitnam out of desperation and love.

Torque Kendler, Sergeant at Arms of the Bantorus Motorcycle club, tenaciously safeguards his marked past. Shot twice by Los Li and nearly killed last year, he wants to hold on to the familiar and retain his freedom. However, there are too many changes happening in Pitnam for him to trust anyone…especially the new chick managing the bar that's giving him attitude and consuming his thoughts.

Sent by Los Li to work at a biker bar called Cactus Cove, Brandy Haas expects to get the information she came for and save her dad from the Mexican mafia. Worried about her dad, struggling at her job, and scared of failing again, she adds to her problems by lusting after the most dangerous biker in the MC. One biker, one hothead, one wonderful gift Torque unknowingly gives her could destroy everything she's trying to protect.

Can't get enough of Bantorus MC? Each book in the series features a new couple with their own happily ever after.

#1 - Breathing His Air

#2 - Aching To Exhale

#3 - Soothing His Madness

#4 - Grasping For Freedom

Bonus: Laying Down His Colors in the Anthology titled, Melt My Heart

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Debra Kayn
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Grasping For Freedom (Bantorus MC) 4.3 out of 5 based on 0 ratings. 8 reviews.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
152pgs... good read. Fast-paced story.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
If you have an issue with age difference thus book isnt for you. I was turned off when I found out the there was a 19 year age difference. After that I skimmed then read the end. I was disappointed because I really liked Torque. I wish he could have been paired with a mature woman. I felt the same for Rains story too. I know these books are fantasy but there is a little bit of realism and thinking back to when I was 24..um no.. no desire to be with someone 19 years older.
CatmomJD More than 1 year ago
Debra Kayn never ceases to amaze me with her story telling and this book is no different. It's an exciting ride. Her biker always keep me entertained What's a girl to do with a daddy who can't stay out of trouble? This time, Brandy's dad has gone and gotten himself involved with Los Li and she will do anything she can get him away from them. While working as a spy for Los Li at Cactus Cove, the club owned by the Bantorus Motorcycle club, she meets Torque. Though he tells her to stay away from him, she can't resist him. He can't resist her either. Soon, they hook up and her secrets come out. How does the club react to this news? How do they react to Torque breaking one of the rules about not hooking up with an employee? Can they save Brandy's dad or will there be another battle in Pitman?
Momsquiettime0819 More than 1 year ago
Really awesome book. I love to read a series where you get to read about all of the characters of the previous book. This book was total awesomeness. Torque is such a strong character and his book met more that my expectations.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
I really enjoyed reading torques book. He was a strong character in the other book in this series and this book gave him his own story. Lots of action and great mc action. I like this authors style er characters all have flaws and scars they carry with them. They are no ways happy but each story draws you in. I can't wait for the next book in the series
RipeForReader More than 1 year ago
My rating: 5 of 5 ¿¿ Doing anything needed to protect her father, Brandy Haas finds herself working at Cactus Cove, a Bantorus Motorcycle club bar, as a manager. She is supposed to be gathering information to pass back to Los Li, the Mexican Mafia who are holding her dad, but she has no experience around the biker culture. And the dark and brooding looking gorgeous looking hunk of muscle glaring at her is not really making her feel at home, even if he makes her insides twist up. After a lifetime of hardship, topped by nearly being killed last year by Los Li in an MC confrontation, Bantorus MC's Torque Kendler is a private and cautious man who doesn't give his trust easily, and he doesn't trust the new chick in the bar. There is something about her that just doesn't fit Cactus Cove, even if it looks like she knows what she is doing. For one thing, she is too damn beautiful and distracting, and for another she has no idea of her place in the club. Despite their initial antagonism toward each other, the sexual draw wins and they find they give each other something unique. But it isn't long before reality comes knocking and Brandy has no way of hiding the true reasons of her presence at the Cactus Cove.  ***** Oh Torque!!!  He's MINE I tell you, mine. Nicely aged, perfectly dented and warped, darkly stained with a rich petina..... Mmmmmmm I'm telling you, Debra Kayn knows how to portray the most delicious Alpha males.....not a smooth and glib talker in the bunch!! All raw, real, coloured by life and multi-layered.....and so, so scrumptious!! If I could have one complaint, it would be that the leading ladies should be a little less perfect....maybe a little older? A little plumper?? Maybe a little more like...........say, MOI??? :) The story line is an interesting one although not necessarily unfamiliar, but Debra manages to give it new life by creating unexpected responses from the cast of characters, giving the entire story a different feel. No knee-jerk rather asinine behaviour, but more mature and common-sense responses that really appealed to me.......as an adult. The characters in this book, and in particular Torque, are given a solid context and they each have some heavy baggage to contend with. But what I absolutely adore about them, and what is ultimately unique about this book versus a ton of others out there, is that they DON'T use their issues as an excuse for bad behaviour.......they own it and cope with it. Just like real life. I guess that is what appeals to me most about Debra Kayn's books, the genuine feeling I get from them. Sure, I know it is fiction, but it is fiction kept simple.....close to what could be real. And that makes it easy to transpose yourself, at least for the duration of the book, in the middle of the action.   Because Torque is an 'I am what I am' kind of man who just wants his slice of sunshine, and Brandy will do anything to give him his daily dose, because he gives her what she never thought she needed. And ultimately, because Debra Kayn was able to convey all of that to me...... I give all of them 5 big shiny stars!!!  ¿Steamy, charged, stormy path to sunshine.¿ **ARC provided in return for an honest review.**
kimberlyindy More than 1 year ago
If I could give this book 6 stars, I totally would. I have been in love with Debra Kayn's Biker books since I stumbled on to Breathing His Air (my favorite book of 2013.) Grasping For Freedom, well left me grasping for more! I just can't get enough of these badass bikers and the woman who love them. I only wish I could climb inside the book and become part of the story. With every book, I get a little bit of crush, But with Torque.....it is love I tell you! Love! I even found myself doodling his name, really! Torque has been in the other books and I was happy to see him get his story, and what a story it is. I knew there had to be layers to him, that we just didn't know about. Brandy was the perfect girl to help us find those layers. Both are running from demons and past actions, and we get see them learn to trust each other as they face their past and their future. Kayn is excellent at keeping things real and not in a in your face kind of way! One of the reasons and there are many why I love these books, is that Kayn lets us revisit past characters without making them seem forced into the story and they don't over power the new characters or rehash what has all ready been done to death! Kayn is also great at giving us insight into possible new books and makes us crave more of these very Alfa males! I am already anxious for the next book and I will still be dreaming about Torque for sometime.
ShaunaC1795 More than 1 year ago
T O R Q U E ~ I should just say 5 stars & walk away, but since that won't tell you enough, here is goes! ¿ He is my new favorite book boyfriend! Who doesn't love a jerk with a heart of gold? I loved how he didn't apologize for who he is, but he still took care of Brandy because that is what she needed after taking care of everyone else. I absolutely adored this book & I thought no one could surpass Rain in this series, but Torque absolutely stole my heart and ran! Who doesn't want a man that will take the decisions out of your hands and give you what you need sexually and emotionally when you have been taking care of everyone, but yourself. This is the guy I dream about! If you haven't met the Bantorus MC you don't know what you are missing. Debra Kayn is a one of a kind author and her books just keep topping themselves. Anything I have read by her has been awesome! Pick up this book now. 5 Stars