Holy Ghost Girl: A Memoir

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A compassionate, humorous memoir of faith, betrayal, and coming of age on the evangelical sawdust trail.

Long before the Blues Brothers coined the term, Donna M. Johnson’s family was on a mission from God. She was just three years old when her mother signed on as the organist for tent revivalist David Terrell. Before long, Donna and her family were part of the hugely popular evangelical preacher’s inner circle. At seventeen, she left the ministry for good, with a trove of ...

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A compassionate, humorous memoir of faith, betrayal, and coming of age on the evangelical sawdust trail.

Long before the Blues Brothers coined the term, Donna M. Johnson’s family was on a mission from God. She was just three years old when her mother signed on as the organist for tent revivalist David Terrell. Before long, Donna and her family were part of the hugely popular evangelical preacher’s inner circle. At seventeen, she left the ministry for good, with a trove of stranger-than-fiction memories. A homecoming like no other, Holy Ghost Girl brings to life miracles, exorcisms, and face-offs with the Ku Klux Klan. And that’s just what went on under the tent.

As Terrell became known worldwide during the 1960s and ’70s, he enthralled—and healed—thousands a night, andthe caravan of broken-down cars and trucks that made up his ministry evolved into fleets of Mercedes and private jets. The glories of the Word mixed with betrayals of the flesh, and Donna’s mother bore Terrell’s children in one of the secret households he maintained. Terrell’s followers, dubbed “Terrellites” by the press, descended on backwaters across the South to await the apocalypse in cult-like communities.

Johnson’s personal story takes us into the heart of a mystical and deeply flawed family where the norms are anything but normal and where love covers a multitude of sin. Recounted with the deadpan observations and surreal detail only a kid would notice, Holy Ghost Girl bypasses easy judgment to articulate a rich world in which the mystery of faith and human frailty share a surprising and humorous coexistence.

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A page-turning, thrilling tale set in the 1960/70s containing adultery, KKK face-offs, fasting to the point of collapse, child neglect/abuse, show business and family connection.
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Product Details

  • ISBN-13: 9781592407354
  • Publisher: Penguin Publishing Group
  • Publication date: 10/2/2012
  • Pages: 288
  • Sales rank: 339,493
  • Product dimensions: 5.35 (w) x 7.97 (h) x 0.76 (d)

Meet the Author

Donna M. Johnson has written about religion for The Dallas Morning News and other publications. Holy Ghost Girl won the Mayborn Creative Nonfiction prize as a work in progress. Donna lives in Austin, Texas, with her husband, the poet and author Kirk Wilson.

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INTRODUCTION
“Doubt is a lot like faith; a mustard seed’s worth changes everything” (p. 256).

At seventeen, Donna Johnson fled Brother David Terrell and his Holy Roller crew to seek “the world with its . terrible beauty” (p. 236). But after decades of running, Donna still felt the pull of her past. So when circumstances summon her back to Terrell’s revival tent, she finally confronts the conundrum of miracles and hypocrisy, faith and corruption that encompassed her young life.

Donna’s mother, Carolyn, was a disgraced divorcee when she first heard the charismatic evangelist preach. Terrell “was a twenty–seven–year–old six–foot looker with black hair, blue eyes, and a smile that flashed Holy Ghost charm” (p.25). He offered her redemption, and she became his organist.

His ministry lived on the road, crisscrossing rural America’s “sawdust trail.” Exemplary behavior was expected from everyone. Even three–year–old Donna sat quietly while Terrell healed the sick, the lame, and the blind under their huge tent. But between revivals, she and her younger brother, Gary, ran wild, and played games like “husbands and wives“ and “sinners” with Terrell’s own children.

The faithful gave Terrell what scant cash and valuables they possessed. Still, their operation was expensive to run and “the situation was always dire” (p. 66). If it wasn’t money troubles, it was the Ku Klux Klan threatening Terrell for preaching to un–segregated audiences, or the mainstream church condemning his heresies. He begged for money, exorcised the devil, and endured beatings and life–threatening fasts with the same righteous conviction.

Terrell’s ministry steadily grew famous worldwide, and his new tent “accommodated anywhere from five to ten thousand people” (p. 141). Yet, success meant that the children were often shunted off with erratic caregivers for indefinite periods without explanation. Donna “figured that’s how life was. Things happened, and then they were over. No hard feelings” (p. 155).

Then, Carolyn became pregnant with the first of her three illegitimate children with Terrell, and the true nature of their relationship became clear. She confided to Donna how “she believed [Terrell] would “do right” by her. All she had to do was pray and keep the faith” (p. 231).

As the 1960’s gave way to the 1970’s, Carolyn and thousands of others kept the faith. “Love offerings” (p. 241) bought Terrell vast estates and luxury cars, while also sustaining his multiple secret families. When he predicted the coming, apocalypse his followers poured into makeshift shantytowns and prepared for the end of the world—until the man of God went to prison for tax evasion.

After college, motherhood, and years of middle–class respectability, Donna had become a “doubt–ridden Episcopalian with Buddhist tendencies” (p. 4), but when she learns that Terrell’s son, Randall, had died—and that the preacher planned to resurrect him—a lifetime’s worth of buried memories came tumbling out.

Packing a wallop as powerful as Mary Karr’s The Liars’ Club and Jeanette Walls’ The Glass Castle, Donna Johnson’s Holy Ghost Girl is a haunting chronicle of childhood that illuminates the ultimate unknowability of the world and the harsh beauty of radical faith.

ABOUT DONNA M. JOHNSON

Donna Johnson has written about religion for The Dallas Morning News and other publications. Holy Ghost Girl won the Mayborn Creative Nonfiction Prize as a work in progress. She lives in Austin, Texas, with her husband, the poet and author Kirk Wilson.

A CONVERSATION WITH DONNA M. JOHNSON

Q. What did you hope to accomplish in writing Holy Ghost Girl?

The writing allowed me to go home again, to sift through my childhood and try to reconcile the world I experienced as a kid with the more rational world I lived in as an adult. As a writer, I also wanted to explore the mysterious nature of reality and human beings. Our views of life and people have become overly simplistic, like a Disney movie. Everything is black or white, good or evil. Religion has helped bring about this idiocy, but so have the media and the unexamined assumptions we accept at face value as individuals. When I looked back at my childhood, I realized my experience of the world was more nuanced. Terrell was both an angel and a monster. My mother loved me and yet failed me in so many ways. Reality was a dappled thing, neither black or white and thus hard to pin down or sum up.

Q. You spent many years trying to sever all connections to Brother Terrell and his ministry. Yet, you don’t seem to blame him or indulge in any self–pity about the way you were raised. How long did it take you to get to this point? Are you using humor as a way to deflect the pain?

At times I have blamed Terrell and my mother for the hardships of my childhood, but when I considered the harshness of their childhoods, and all that they did without, I realized there really is no one to blame. It’s hard to accept that, where we kids were concerned, they thought they were doing what God wanted them to do. Were they also making selfish choices? Of course. Don’t we all to some extent? The process of writing the book stirred up and also helped dissipate animosity toward my mother and Terrell. I tried to write out of compassion for the discrepancy between who they wanted to be and how far from their ideals they strayed. I could do that because I too have failed myself and others in big ways. I think the humor came naturally as I detached enough from my story to see it as exactly that, a story. As for using laughter to deflect pain, couldn’t that serve as a working definition of comedy?

Q. Is there anything you regret including in—or excluding from—your book?

Of course! I wish I had done a better job of reflecting the contradictions and oddities embodied by Terrell. He picked up hitchhikers, bought them meals and sent them on their way with enough money to ensure they could rent a motel room for a night. He tried to respond to everyone in need, and yet he took money, and in later years, a lot of money, from the poor and used it to fund a somewhat lavish lifestyle. He is also a very twitchy person, given to tics. I’m not sure I adequately conveyed that physical aspect of him.

Q. Have you ever confronted Brother Terrell about the way he treated your mother?

After spending much of my childhood trying to manage their relationship, I finally decided it wasn’t my business. Terrell has apologized to my mother on two occasions.

Q. How many of your siblings have remained Terrellites? Do your three half–sisters maintain relationships with him?

Only my brother has remained close to the Terrellite faith, though he would say his beliefs have changed drastically. As for my sisters’ relationship with their dad, that’s not for me to discuss.

Q. Brother Terrell seems to attract ardent protectors. Are you concerned about any potential repercussions from revealing what you’ve written?

The Terrellites are a passionate group, but they’ve never been violent. Still the book has already stirred animosities and harsh words within the extended family. At times I do worry that one of faithful might physically accost me as a result of the book.

Q. In remembering your time with Sister Waters, you write, “Having no idea I was a poverty–stricken kid, I pretended to be poor” (p. 150). It seems incredible that—despite your lack of clothes and food—you didn’t realize you were poor. At what point did this realization sink in?

I didn’t realize we were poor because everyone around us was poor, and I had no TV image with which to compare our life style. Plus when we (the kids) traveled with our parents, we never went hungry. Bologna is not the best food, but it was a staple for lots of families in the South. For some reason, life with Sisters Waters was desperate at every level. It’s possible the ministry was going through one of its many down times, and that my mother and the Terrells didn’t have enough money to send back to Sister Waters for groceries. Or maybe she used the money for other things. It may sound odd, but only when I reflected back during the writing of the book did I realize that we were poor!

Q. This year, the New York Times published a study indicating a strong correlation between religion, education level, and income—with Pentecostals representing the lowest end of the spectrum. And you write that your mother was “one of the few in the evangelistic team with a high–school diploma” (p. 69). Why do you think this branch of Christianity gives such short shrift to education?

From the perspective of an outsider at least part of the answer might be that people with an education are more given to questioning the rule–bound theology of Pentcostalism. The insider perspective is more complex. If you believe the world will end at any moment and that God has commissioned you to save as many souls as possible before the Apocalypse, education falls toward the bottom of your priority list. The hierarchy of needs also comes into play. When you’re struggling to survive and your kids have to work to help put food on the table, education can seem a luxury. But neither of these answers fully addresses the question. Many Pentecostals do not value material things. Possessions and status mean nothing to them, so to pursue an education to increase one’s standing in the world makes no sense. It is the unseen world, the world of the spirit, that matters. Terrell lost sight of this value system once the money started rolling in, but the principles I’m describing here are still alive in many of the small backwoods Pentecostal churches that exist today. It could well be argued that this radical anti–materialism (minus the anti–education stance) is at the true heart of Christianity.

Q. Not long ago, another preacher, Harold Camping, predicted that the end of the world would occur on May 21, 2011. Based on your own experience with Brother Terrell’s failed prophecy, how do believers react after the world continues as usual.

Camping has recalculated judgment day twice, saying he made a mathematical error. I’ve read that millennialists tend to rationalize why the world continues so that it makes sense within their belief system. For example the Branch Davidians who followed David Koresh (and survived the fire) still believe he was a true prophet and one who may very well return. Terrell’s fall from grace caused many long time followers to dessert him. The ones I know joined charismatic meg–type churches and still espouse a literal interpretation of scripture and divine one–on–one revelation—two tenants I believe enable the rise of prophets like Terrell.

Q. At what point did you tell your daughter about your early life? How did your experiences inform the way you chose to parent?

I never wanted to burden my daughter with the painful aspects of my early life—so we never had that kind of talk. On occasion my mother would take her to a revival without my permission. Once she came home insisting she needed to be saved, but she wasn’t sure what from. On another occasion she wondered what God had against earrings. I made many mistakes in parenting my daughter, but I did some things right too. I married a man who had experienced a loving, stable family and knew how to recreate that for my daughter. We stressed higher education and encouraged and supported her participation in a variety of school activities. I wanted my daughter to know she could accomplish things in the world and that the world was a beautiful place, worthy of any effort she might invest in it. The best values of Pentecostalism were incorporated into our lives—a lack of emphasis on material things and the understanding that we are our brothers’ and sisters’ keepers, and that if we see others suffering it is our responsibility to respond on a human level and not just write a check.

Q. Do you have plans to write another book?

Yes, I am considering two very different ideas, both nonfiction projects.

DISCUSSION QUESTIONS

  • How much did you know about tent preachers before reading Holy Ghost Girl? What was your opinion of them and how did it change—if at all—over the course of the book?
  • Have you ever attended a revival meeting? How would you categorize your own spiritual beliefs?
  • Have you ever witnessed something that you couldn’t explain? Did you let it sway your beliefs or did you dismiss it?
  • What does Johnson seem to be saying about the nature of belief when she discusses how her personal miracle came and went?
  • Why would Brother Terrell risk his personal safety defending blacks from the Ku Klux Klan while he “told racist jokes in private” (p. 55)?
  • A United Nations report indicates that the Pentecostal movement has “been the most successful at recruiting its members from the poorest of the poor.” How would you explain this? What does this movement offer the poor that others do not?
  • It’s always a little jarring when one begins to see a parent figure as a fallible human rather than a perfect being. Did Johnson’s recollections of Carolyn resonate with memories of your own mother or father?
  • In what ways did Brother Terrell anticipate the broader, more mainstream evangelical movement? Are any of his teachings reflected in today’s mega churches?
  • The idea that wearing Levis indicated that “Donna has been taken over by a lesbian spirit” (p. 234) seems preposterous today—and even to Terrell in the 1960’s. Can you think of anything considered taboo today that might be accepted unblinkingly twenty or thirty years from now?
  • Johnson opens her book with news that Terrell plans to try to raise his son Randall from the dead. How did this prepare you for the story that she was about to share?
  • Compare Holy Ghost Girl to other coming–of–age memoirs you’ve read and enjoyed. Is there a common thread that draws you to these stories?
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  • Posted December 30, 2011

    Very telling about a different kind of childhood

    The writing was easy to follow, and the reader gets a glimpse of what it was like for a 3-year old growing to a 12-year old on the road with a traveling evangelist. Her mother made choices for their lives that were not always the best choices and put the kids in a precarious spot. Donna knows this about her mother, accepts it when she is young, and then questions her mother about it when she feels like the circumstances warrant the right to speak out.

    The book should have had a more conclusive ending. I would have liked to know what happened to the brother and the mother. Maybe the writer will do a follow-up after her kids start asking about religion and her childhood.

    3 out of 3 people found this review helpful.

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  • Anonymous

    Posted January 11, 2012

    Outstanding read

    What an amazing memior.

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  • Anonymous

    Posted December 28, 2012

    An eye opener. I grew up attending tent meetings.

    Saw many things as a child attending tent meetings. Saw what appeared to be real healings. One was a cousin of mine. That particular meeting changed the life of her whole family. I'm sure Donna's life had to have been very confusing. God bless her for sharing the truths she shared. It makes one wonder what is really truth and what appears to be true during those meetings.

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  • Posted December 18, 2011

    Riveting memoir of an unusual life

    This book tells the story of a family that travels with a tent revival ministry. The author shares all of the parts of their journey-the good, the bad and the downright strange. I laughed and cried as I read. I recommend this one!

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  • Posted December 17, 2011

    Loved It!

    This true book brought back memories of attending tent shows with my grandma and finally getting a look backstage. I found it impossible to put down.

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  • Posted December 15, 2011

    Captures a Piece of Dying Culture

    Hucksterism, whether secular or religious, is an ancient profession; however, tent revival hucksters and sawdust paths to repentance are things of the past. Therefore, Donna Johnson's upbringing as the stepdaughter of a tent-revival evangelist, whose ministry and personal life were characterized by both egregious hypocrisy and baffling miracles, is an important memoir that extends to a time in the recent past that feels entirely disconnected from the twenty-first century. Johnson depicts her life on the road, as the daughter of an evangelist's musician and paramour, honestly, charitably, and without rancor--a miracle in itself, if you ask me. In doing so, she demonstrates that faith cannot be reduced to easy answers of right and wrong and suggests, perhaps inadvertently, that God is more forgiving than some of us would like to believe.

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  • Posted November 30, 2011

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    Excellent

    Enjoyed this true story of life in the revival circuit.

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  • Anonymous

    Posted November 15, 2011

    Very interesting

    I looked forward to this book, because David Terrell is my uncle. We never knew him, and I was looking for some insight into him, perhaps to be more understanding of his choices. Instead, this reinforced most of the negative beliefs I always had about him. I think Donna did a very good job describing that life, though she did get at least one major fact wrong. David was the 7th of nine children, not the youngest of 7. It was well written, and I am glad I read it. But it did not cause me to look upon him more favorably at all. It seems he was the shyster and womanizer that he always appeared to be. Sad for all the families and kids he left behind.

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  • Posted November 9, 2011

    Must read!

    Donna Johnson¿s book, titled ¿The Holy Ghost Girl¿ gives a window to those who always wonder what happens at big tent revivals and healing services. Most importantly, it sheds light into what happens when the people go home. Donna¿s experience is one not so different from those who grew up in the charasmatic churches of the South or went to the tent revials in small Southern towns¿at least from my own personal experience. However, it is still mind boggling how someone ( a leader) can call himself that and lead people into believing he is God, or at least God¿s right hand. As a Christian, I believe that the Holy Bible is the Truth and is infallible, however it can certainly get twisted when interpreted and taught for one¿s own purpose. Donna is very open in her journey, what she witnessed and how she experienced it as a child, and how it shaped her adult life and how it has impacted her spirituality today. This is a great read, one that should be read, and one that should be used as a tool to heed caution.

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  • Anonymous

    Posted October 26, 2011

    Great reading

    Couldn't put it down. Truth is stranger than fiction. Some parts seem to repeat but it's well worth the read. This is not an attack on anyones faith just a look into one girls life.

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  • Posted January 26, 2014

    disappointing

    At the start of the book I thought that it might be an interesting read - as an independent Catholic it seemed to be something worth thinking about. However, the way the book ended was a real dud. I know that the author had herself backed into a corner but surely she could have come up with a better finish. Sorry.

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    Posted July 27, 2013

    Sample does not contain any excerpts of book

    No point in diwnloading

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