I'll Never Get Out of This World Alive

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Doc Ebersole lives with the ghost of Hank Williams—not just in the figurative sense, not just because he was one of the last people to see him alive, and not just because he is rumored to have given Hank the final morphine dose that killed him.

In 1963, ten years after Hank's death, Doc himself is wracked by addiction. Having lost his license to practice medicine, his morphine habit isn't as easy to support as it used to be. So he lives in a rented room in the red-light district...

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Doc Ebersole lives with the ghost of Hank Williams—not just in the figurative sense, not just because he was one of the last people to see him alive, and not just because he is rumored to have given Hank the final morphine dose that killed him.

In 1963, ten years after Hank's death, Doc himself is wracked by addiction. Having lost his license to practice medicine, his morphine habit isn't as easy to support as it used to be. So he lives in a rented room in the red-light district on the south side of San Antonio, performing abortions and patching up the odd knife or gunshot wound. But when Graciela, a young Mexican immigrant, appears in the neighborhood in search of Doc's services, miraculous things begin to happen. Graciela sustains a wound on her wrist that never heals, yet she heals others with the touch of her hand. Everyone she meets is transformed for the better, except, maybe, for Hank's angry ghost—who isn't at all pleased to see Doc doing well. 

A brilliant excavation of an obscure piece of music history, Steve Earle's I'll Never Get Out of This World Alive is also a marvelous novel in its own right, a ballad of regret and redemption, and of the ways in which we remake ourselves and our world through the smallest of miracles.

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Editorial Reviews

Publishers Weekly
In this spruce debut novel (nine years after his short story collection, Doghouse Roses), hard-core troubadour Earle ponders miracles, morphine, and mortality in 1963 San Antonio, Tex., where aging junkie Doc Ebersole performs backroom abortions to support his habit. Ten years before, the doctor was riding shotgun while his patient, fishing buddy, and fellow addict Hank Williams coughed his last in the Cadillac's backseat. Ever since, Hank has haunted Doc, who now "saw no need to squander more than a single syllable on a miserable life such as his own." Hank's ghost berates Doc for taking in one of Doc's "in trouble" Mexican girls, Graciela, who has breathed life not only into the lonesome codger, but into scores of San Antonio desperados who slink through their boarding-house clinic. Word is spreading that Graciela heals and redeems, and that even Doc might kick his habit if he doesn't kick the bucket first. With its Charles Portis vibe and the author's immense cred as a musician and actor, this should have no problem finding the wide audience it deserves. It won't hurt that Earle's next album comes out around the same time and shares the title. (May)
From the Publisher

"Earle (a hell of a songwriter himself) has written a deft, big-spirited novel about sin, faith, redemption, and the family of man." --Entertainment Weekly

"Earle draws on the rough-and-tumble tenderness in his music to create a witty, heartfelt story of hope, forgiveness, and redemption."


"In this spruce debut novel...hard-core troubadour Earle ponders miracles, morphine and mortality in 1963 San Antonio... With its Charles Portis vibe and the author's immense cred as a musician and actor, this should have no problem finding the wide audience it deserves."

--Publishers Weekly

"A thematically ambitious debut novel that draws from the writer's experience, yet isn't simply a memoir in the guise of fiction...richly imagined..."

--Kirkus Reviews, starred

"Steve Earle brings to his prose the same authenticity, poetic spirit and cinematic energy he projects in his music. I’ll Never Get Out of This World Alive is like a dream you can't shake, offering beauty and remorse, redemption in spades." 

—Patti Smith

". . . a doctor, a Mexican girl, an Irish priest, the ghost of Hank Williams, and JFK the day before he dies. This subtle and dramatic book is the work of a brilliant songwriter who has moved from song to orchestral ballad with astonishing ease."

—Michael Ondaatje

"A rich, raw mix of American myth and hard social reality, of faith and doubt, always firmly rooted in a strong sense of character."

—Charles Frazier

"Steve Earle writes like a shimmering neon angel." —Kinky Friedman

"Earle has created a potent blend of realism and mysticism in this compelling, morally complex story of troubled souls striving for a last chance at redemption. Musician, actor, and now novelist—is there another artist in America with such wide-ranging talent?"

—Ron Rash

"The characters are unforgettable, and the plot moves like a fast train. A fantastic mixture of hard reality and dark imagination."

—Thomas Cobb

"Raw, honest and unafraid, this novel veers in and out of the lives of its many memorable characters with flawless pitch. Earle has given us dozens of remarkable songs, he has given us a dazzling collection of short stories, and now here's his first novel, a doozy from a great American storyteller."

—Tom Franklin

"A haunting and haunted bookend to Irving’s Cider House Rules. Gritty and transcendent, Earle has successfully created his own potion of Texas, twang, and dope-tinged magic-realism."
—Alice Randall

"If Jesus were to return tomorrow to twenty-first-century America, and do some street preaching on the gritty South Presa Strip of San Antonio, he’d love Earle’s magnificently human, big-hearted drifters."

—Howard Frank Mosher

"Colorful, cool, and downright gripping."

—Robert Earl Keen

"Reads like the best of Steve Earle’s story songs, which means real good. The tale of a more charmingly haunted, trying-to-do-the-right-thing dope fiend you won’t easily find."

—Mark Jacobson

"The best book I've read since The Road. As much or more than any other artist of his generation Steve Earle rises to the call, culturally and politically, traditionally in folk and country and rock music and what he’s added there, and with acting and writing for theater, and now with all the literary forms crescendoing in this beautiful novel. He just keeps stepping up."

—R. B. Morris

"Steve Earle astonishes us yet again. Country Rock's outlaw legend brings the ghost of Hank Williams to life in a gloriously gritty first novel that soars like a song. And echoes in the heart."

—Terry Bisson

"A mighty fine piece of storytelling."

—Madison Smartt Bell  

Library Journal
Fans of Texas singer/songwriter Earle know that he can tell a story in a three-minute song, but with his debut novel (after the story collection Doghouse Roses), he proves that he can successfully sustain plot and character through a full-length work. Doc has lost his license to practice medicine but still tends to the whores, victims and/or perpetrators of street crime, and occasional unwanted pregnancy in San Antonio's South Presa corridor. Doc is haunted by the ghost of Hank Williams (he might have had a hand in Hank's journey to the grave), and most of the proceeds from his illicit medical practice go to support his own heroin habit. Then a Mexican girl seeking to terminate a pregnancy is brought to his room. Because Graciela bleeds profusely after the procedure, Doc moves her into his room. Soon she insinuates herself into his life and his medical practice, and Doc is feeling the call of the needle much less frequently. While Graciela herself is slow to heal, the patients she touches seem to mend as if by miracle, eventually bringing Doc and the other residents at the boardinghouse unwanted attention from both the church and the law. VERDICT At once gritty and tender, this is an arresting story of pulling oneself back from the precipice and finding the beauty in the darkest of corners. Fans will seek it out, but readers don't have to be familiar with Earle's musical career to fall under its spell. [See Prepub Alert, 1/15/11.]—Debbie Bogenschutz, Cincinnati State Technical & Community Coll. Lib.
Library Journal
One of the last people to see Hank Williams alive and said to have given him that last, fatal dose of morphine, Doc Ebersole is living in a cheap room in San Antonio's red-light district and doing the odd medical patch-up (he's lost his license). Oh, and he's haunted by Williams's ghost, which is none too happy when Doc starts doing better after he treats Mexican immigrant Graciela, who has a miraculous healing touch. Grammy singer/songwriter Earle should do well with this work; he's already proved himself with the story collection Doghouse Roses.
Kirkus Reviews

A thematically ambitious debut novel that draws from the writer's experience yet isn't simply a memoir in the guise of fiction.

Since "write what you know" is the axiom of most fledgling authors, it's no surprise that the first novel by the acclaimed singer-songwriter who previously published a collection of short stories (Doghouse Roses, 2001) should be steeped in the cultures of San Antonio (his hometown), country music (his early musical focus) and drug addiction (which almost killed him). Yet this richly imagined novel not only takes its title from a Hank Williams classic, it audaciously employs Hank's ghost as a combination of morphine demon and guardian angel, whose presence initially can only be witnessed by Doc, the novelist's protagonist. Ten years earlier, Doc was Hank's companion and fishing buddy, one of the last to see the country singer alive, and perhaps the cause of his death. By the time of this novel, set in 1963, Doc has lost his license, his home and any reason to live beyond his daily fix. He supports himself by performing cheap abortions, which is how he meets the teenage Mexican immigrant who will prove a miracle worker not only in Doc's life but throughout the story. Graciela (who refuses to be called "Grace," though that's what she embodies) stays with Doc after he performs her abortion, helping assist him in a procedure that her religion considers a mortal sin, and somehow develops a miraculous healing power that not only helps Doc kick his addiction but provides salvation to so many of the San Antonio neighborhood's other hookers and junkies. "There was something that was at once humbling and empowering about her very presence in his life," Earle writes. With a plot that encompasses the Kennedy assassination along with the life and death of Hank Williams, and which draws a thematic line between spirituality and the religion which purports to embody it, the novel occasionally stumbles in its ambition but builds to a transcendent climax.

Already well-respected for both his music and his acting, Earle can now add novelist to an impressive résumé.

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Product Details

  • ISBN-13: 9780618820962
  • Publisher: Houghton Mifflin Harcourt
  • Publication date: 5/12/2011
  • Pages: 256
  • Product dimensions: 5.50 (w) x 8.30 (h) x 0.90 (d)

Meet the Author

Steve Earle

STEVE EARLE is a singer-songwriter, actor, activist, and the author of a Los Angeles Times Book of the Year, the story collection Doghouse Roses. He has released more than a dozen critically acclaimed albums, including the Grammy winners The Revolution Starts Now, Washington Square Serenade, and Townes. He has appeared on film and television, with celebrated roles in The Wire and Treme. His album entitled I’ll Never Get Out of This World Alive was produced by T Bone Burnett. He often tours with his wife, singer-songwriter Allison Moorer.

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Doc woke up sick, every cell in his body screaming for morphine
— head pounding — eyes, nose, and throat burning. His
back and legs ached deep down inside and when he tried to sit up
he immediately doubled over, racked with abdominal cramps. He
barely managed to make it to the toilet down the hall before his
guts turned inside out.
 Just like every day. Day in, day out. No pardon, no parole. Until
he got a shot of dope in him, it wasn’t going to get any better.
Doc knew well that the physical withdrawal symptoms were
nothing compared with the deeper demons, the mind-numbing
fear and heart-crushing despair that awaited him if he didn’t get
his ass moving and out on the street. The worst part was that
three quarters of a mile of semi-molten asphalt and humiliation
lay between him and his first fix, and every inch would be an insistent
reminder of just how far he had fallen in the last ten years.
 In the old days, back in Bossier City, all Doc had to do was sit
up and swing his needle-ravaged legs over the edge of the bed
and his wake-up shot was always right there on the nightstand,
loaded up and ready to go.
 Well, almost always. Sometimes he would wake in the middle
of the night swearing that someone was calling his name.
When morning came he was never sure that it wasn’t a dream
until he reached for his rig and found it was empty. Even then, he
had only to make his way to the medication cabinet in his office
downstairs to get what he needed — pure, sterile morphine sulfate
measured out in precise doses in row after tidy row of little glass
bottles. And he was a physician, after all, and there was always
more where that came from.
 “But that was then,” sighed Doc. The sad truth was that, these
days, he had to hustle like any other hophead on the street, trading
his services for milk-sugar– and quinine-contaminated heroin
that may very well have made its way across the border up
somebody’s ass.
 San Antonio, Texas, was less than a day’s drive from New Orleans
but Doc had come there via the long, hard route, slipping
and sliding downhill every inch of the way. Consequences of his
own lack of discretion and intemperance had driven him from his
rightful place in Crescent City society before his thirtieth birthday.
In one desperate attempt after another to escape his not-sodistant
past he had completed a circuit of the Gulf Coast in a little
over a decade, taking in the seamier sides of Mobile, Gulfport,
and Baton Rouge. But when he landed in Bossier City, Shreveport’s
black-sheep sister across the Red River, he reckoned that
he had finally hit bottom.
 But he was wrong.
 The South Presa Strip on the south side of San Antonio was
a shadow world, even in broad daylight. Squares drove up and
down it every day, never noticing this transaction taking place in
that doorway or even wondering what the girls down on the corner
were up to. The pimps and the pushers were just as invisible
to the solid citizens of San Antonio as the undercover cops who
parked in the side streets and alleyways and watched it all come
down more or less the same way, day after day, were.
 Doc stepped out into the street. The block and a half between
the Yellow Rose Guest Home and the nearest shot of dope was
an obstacle course, and every step was excruciating; nothing but
paper-thin shoe leather separating broken pavement and raw
nerve. The sun seemed to focus on the point on the back of his
neck that was unprotected by the narrow brim of his Panama hat
and burn through his brain to the roof of his mouth. He spat every
few feet but could not expel the taste of decay as he ran the
gauntlet of junkies and working girls out early or up all night and
every bit as sick as he was.
 There was a rumor on the street that Doc had a quantity of
good pharmaceutical dope secreted away somewhere in the dilapidated
boarding house. The other residents had torn the place
apart several times, even prying up the floorboards, and found
nothing. Of course, that didn’t stop some of the more gullible
among the girls from trying to charm the location out of him
from time to time.
 Doc never emphatically denied the stories, especially when he
was lonely.
 He turned leftat the liquor store, slipping around to the parking
lot in back where Big Manny the Dope Man lounged against
the fender of his car every morning serving the wake-up trade.
 “Manny, my friend, can you carry me until about lunchtime?
Just a taste so I can get straight.”
 Big Manny was his handle, but in fact, big was simply too
small a word to do the six-foot-five, two-hundred-and-eighty-
odd-pound Mexican justice. Gargantuan would have been more
accurate if anybody on South Presa besides Doc could have pronounced
it, but everyone just called Manny Castro Big Manny.
Doc shivered in the pusher’s immense shadow but Manny was
shaking his head before Doc got the first word out.
 “I don’ know, Doc. You still ain’t paid me for yesterday. ¡Me
lleva la chingada! Fuckin’ Hugo!” He snatched a small paper sack
from beneath the bumper of his car and lateraled it to a rangy
youth loitering nearby. “¡Vamanos!” Manny coughed, and the kid
took off like a shot across the parking lot and vanished over the
 The portly plainclothes cop never broke his stride, barely acknowledging
the runner and producing no ID or warrant as he
crossed the lot in a more or less direct line to where Manny, Doc,
and a handful of loiterers were already turning around and placing
their hands on the hood of Manny’s car.
 Detective Hugo Ackerman rarely hurried even when attempting
to catch a fleeing offender. He had worked narcotics for over a
decade, and in his experience neither the junkies nor the pushers
were going far. He caught up with everybody eventually.
“That’s right, gentlemen, you know how the dance goes. Hands
flat, legs spread. Anybody got any needles or knives, best you tell
me now!”
 He started with Manny, haphazardly frisking him from just
below his knees up, about as far as Hugo could comfortably bend
over. His three-hundred-pound mass was all the authority he
needed to hold even a big man like Manny in place, leaving his
chubby hands free to roam at will.
 “How’s business, Manny. You know, I just come from Junior
Trevino’s spot. He looked like he was doing pretty good to me.”
 “Junior!” Manny snorted. “¡Pendejo! That shit he sells wouldn’t
get a fly high, he steps on it so hard! Anybody that gets their dope
from Junior’s either a baboso or they owe me money. Hey! You
see Bobby Menchaca down there? I want to talk to that maricón.”
When Hugo shoved his hand down the back of Manny’s slacks,
the big man winced.
 “Chingada madre, Hugo! Careful down there. My pistol’s in
the glove box if that’s what you’re lookin’ for. Your envelope’s
where it always is.”
 “That’s Detective Ackerman to you, asshole!” Hugo continued
to grope around, emptying Manny’s pockets onto the hood of the
Ford and intentionally saving the inside of his sport coat for last
and then pocketing the envelope he found there.
 “Ain’t you heard? Bobby’s in the county. Been there since last
Saturday. Fell through the roof of an auto-parts store he was
breakin’ into over on the east side. I guess the doors were in better
shape than the roof was ’cause he was still inside jackin’ with
the latch when the radio car rolled up.” He patted the envelope
he’d put into the breast pocket of his own sport coat.
 “It all here?”
 “Every fuckin’ dime.”
 Doc was next.
 “How about you, Doc? Got anything for me?”
Doc half grinned. “As a matter of fact, Detective Ackerman,
I regret that you catch me temporarily financially embarrassed.
You usually don’t come around to see me until Sunday so I reckoned
I had a day or two. Fact is I’m flat broke. Hell, I haven’t even
had my wake-up yet.”
 “He ain’t lyin’, Detective.” Manny intervened. “I was just getting
ready to send his broke ass down to Bobby.”
 “Relax, relax, Doc. Just thought I’d ask while I had you, so to
speak. I’ll see you Sunday, but damn, Manny! That’s cold! I reckoned
Doc’s credit was better than that around here!” He patted
Doc on the buttand turned and ambled back toward the street.
“All right, then.” Halfway there, he turned around.
 “Was that the Reyes kid? The one that took off with the pack?”
 Manny shrugged. “Maybe.”
 “Well, I’d count it twice when it comes back. He was showin’
tracks the last time I rousted him.”
 “Yeah, right,” Manny muttered, but he made a mental note to
check the kid’s arms when he got back. He and the others replaced
their effects in their pockets, and as soon as Hugo was out
of sight Manny stuck two fingers in his mouth and whistled loud
enough that there could be no doubt that the runner would hear
 “Pinche Hugo! ¡Cabrón!” Manny grumbled. “He leaves me
alone ’cause I pay him but then he sits across the street in an
unmarked car and picks off half my customers when they leave
the spot. That shit’s bad for business!” He spat on the ground and
threw in an extra ¡cabrón! for good measure.
 “Yeah,” Doc agreed. “The fat son of a bitch takes a fair bite out
of my ass every week as well, not to mention the odd course of
penicillin on the cuff. Then again, I guess he needs to make it
look good . . . Hey, speakin’ of on the cuff, Manny, I know I owe
you but . . .”
 At that moment the kid rounded the corner, huffing and puff-
ing, and handed off the pack. Manny didn’t even look inside
before grabbing the kid by the wrist and peeling his shirtsleeve
back, up above his elbow, to reveal that Hugo hadn’t been lying.
“¡Maricón!” he snarled as he backhanded the kid across the face
with such ferocity that blood spurted instantly from both his nose
and his mouth and he tumbled backward in an awkward somersault.
He skidded on the seat of his pants but he hadn’t even come
to a full stop before he was up and gone.
 “Don’t come back, Ramón!” Manny shouted after him. “And
I’m gonna tell your mama!” He turned back to Doc, shaking his
head. “I told you, Doc. I can’t carry every junkie on the south side
that comes up short . . .”
 “Oh, ferchrissake, Manny. Tell me, have I ever let you down?
When did I ever fail to pay a debt, to you or anybody you know!
I can’t work in this condition. Besides, amigo, I wasn’t worryin’
about money when I was diggin’ that twenty-two slug out of your
ass last year, now was I?”
 “Oh, so that’s how it is, huh, Doc? All right, then. See how you
do . . .”
 The bickering continued until the ritual was completed with
an unintelligible grunt and a secret handshake, Manny pressing
the little red balloon into the palm of Doc’s hand. Manny had
known he was good for it all along. All the hemming and hawing
was just for show, an oft-repeated performance for the benefit of
any deadbeats standing within earshot. A businessman had his
reputation to consider, after all.
 The hardest part of the whole ordeal was the long haul back up
the block, retracing the same steps on even heavier, shakier legs.
He never carried his wake-up shot back to the boarding house in
his pocket or his hatband anymore. Instead, he cupped the dope
in the hollow of a clenched fist as if it were some magical winged
creature that would vanish into thin air if allowed to escape. He
could feel the balloon against his sweaty palm and sometimes he
swore that he could taste the dope inside. By the time he got back
to his room and cooked it up he had to fight back a wave of nausea,
a Pavlovian response to the smell of sulfur and heated morphine.
Tie the tourniquet, find the vein, pull the trigger . . .

Burnt sugar on the back of the tongue, tingling scalp, aches and
pains evaporate, leaving only a whisper behind:
 “Say, hey there, Doc, my old back’s actin’ up somethin’ awful . . .”

“Not now, Hank,” Doc said out loud and the sound of his own
voice was all that was needed to weigh him back down to earth
and the business at hand.
 Oh, well. It was only a taste to get him straight enough to work.
The beer joint was dark, if not cool, inside, and this time of day
it was quiet because only the most hard-core alcoholics came in
this early and they never wasted their money on the jukebox or
the pool table in the back. Doc ordered a draft, and Teresa, the
barmaid, dutifully drew it and took his money, though they both
knew good and well he couldn’t choke it down on a bet, at least
not until he got a little more dope in his system. The two bits was
more like a rental fee on the little table in the back of the joint
where everybody on South Presa knew Doc could be found every
day between eleven and five.
 Business had been slow lately and there were days that Doc resorted
to petty theft and short-change scams to support his habit,
vocations that he considered beneath him and that he was never
very good at. By noon that day he was beginning to get more than
a little discouraged. No one had so much as looked in his direction
all morning long and it was only Tuesday; the week ahead loomed
like a long, dark tunnel. Then the screen door creaked open, announcing
a new arrival, a stranger, and things started looking up.
 The tough-looking pachuco clicked and clacked noisily across
the room, the metal taps on his brilliantly polished tangerine
shoes announcing that he was a big man in his barrio and not
afraid of anyone in this one. A sad-eyed young girl followed a few
tentative steps behind. He ordered a bottle of Falstaff, and when
Teresa reached for the dollar bill he laid on the bar, he covered it
with a cross-tattooed hand and leaned over to whisper in her ear.
She nodded in Doc’s direction, and the youth clattered across the
room to stand threateningly over Doc, a dark little cloud ringed
in fluorescent light. The girl waited by the bar.
 “This girl” — the boy motioned behind him with a cock of his
head — “is in trouble.”
Up close the chico didn’t look so tough. All the hair grease and
attitude couldn’t hide the fact that he was just a kid, at most nineteen
or twenty. Doc gripped the edge of the table to steady himself
and leaned sideways to peer around him at the girl, who was
even younger.
 “You the daddy?”
 The boy only stared coldly back.
 “Well, Slick, where I come from a gentleman never leaves a
lady who’s in the family way standing around on a hard concrete
floor.” Doc waved at the girl. “Honey, why don’t you come on over
here and take a load off your feet?”
 The kid’s fierce features instantly darkened but he still said
nothing, and the girl didn’t move.
 “Okay, Slick, it’s up to you. But if you want me to help you,
then I need to ask your gal some questions, or maybe you can tell
me what I need to know. When did she have her last menstrual
 That did it. The boy motioned the girl over to the table. Doc
pulled out a chair for her and began talking directly to the girl in
low, reassuring tones, though he knew she couldn’t understand
a word. He eyeballed the boy, who grudgingly interpreted the
girl’s obvious terror into impatient, condescending English. A big
tear that suddenly escaped her eye, trailing down one cheek, confirmed
Doc’s suspicions that his bedside manner was being lost in
the translation.
 Doc stood up, and the boy suddenly shrank beside him as Doc
threw a surprisingly strong arm around him and escorted him
toward the door…

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  • Anonymous

    Posted April 23, 2012


    Out of world result 25

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  • Posted April 19, 2012

    Gritty compeling read

    A must read for any fan of Steve Earle and his song writing. A powerful look at herion abuse from a man who walked in those shoes, with a pinch of the supernatural.

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  • Anonymous

    Posted April 19, 2012


    I share a house with arriana

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  • Anonymous

    Posted April 18, 2012

    Scarlet Angel - homes

    For those of you who want tp keep all your post here, there is a set of blank results for houses and such. If you wish to have a home in a different result, state it here so we can keep track of the all.

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  • Posted September 7, 2011

    You have to listen to this one!!

    I'll Never Get Out of this World Alive tells the story of Doc, a wrecked doctor who has had his license revoked, doing whatever work he can get to fund his morphine addiction, mostly illegal abortions with a few bullet removals thrown in. Haunted, literally, by the ghost of Hank Williams, Doc spends his days in San Antonio arguing with the cantankerous ghost and biding his time before morphine hits. When a pregnant, young Mexican Graciela is dropped on his doorstep she brings with her a strong faith and the ability to heal in mysterious ways. Hank isn't pleased, but Doc is smitten with Graciela and ignores the displeased ghost at his own peril.

    This book is the best of modern westerns! Doc is gruff and rough-edged but has a heart of gold. He and the his equally sketchy companions all fall hard for the beautiful and mysterious Graciela. As her magic takes hold and they begin to heal and better their lives the reader can't help but wonder what Hank Williams will do next. The classic characters are all there from the boarding house madam and the downtrodden whores to the domino playing drug dealer and his nemesis the corrupt cop. I found them all growing on me as the story progressed and by the end I was hooked.

    I listened to I'll Never Get Out of this World Alive on audio, narrated by Steve Earle himself. Oh! What a voice! It is worth listening to the book just for the 7 hours of deep, choc lately, gravely baritone. He absolutely brings Doc to life as a soft man living a hard life.

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  • Posted August 2, 2011

    Excellent Read.

    A very quick moving and brilliantly written tale of sex, drugs and rock-n-roll in San Antonio circa 1963.

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