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Posted April 14, 2014
If you're reading this right now, this is intended as a good-bye post if I know I'm on the road to get caught.<br><br>Where do I begin? I've adored you ever since I met you...I'm in love with you, really. You're perfect; everything about you I can't stop obsessing over. I remember the first time you talked to me, those many months ago (I have no exact date), and I remember liking you from the start.<br><br>I love you. I know I said it to you at Sleepy Hollow half-a-dozen times, but I mean it now more than ever. You mean everything to me, despite the fact that I mean sh<3>it to you. You probably don't really care what I think or what happens to me; I'm just a thirteen-year-old with a crush on a girl four years older than me. Just a phase, it'll pass, right? Wrong. Every girl I meet on roleplay I compare to you, and all of them fall short. That's probably the reason I haven't had a girlfriend for more than three days for the past five months. I think about you almost every hour I'm awake; I stay up late at night waiting to see if you would get on. I'm repeating myself, aren't I? And everything here is scattered, isn't it?<br><br>You hate love, even in real life. I know you think I'd break your heart if you started showing affection to me. But I wouldn't... How could I? You're the most wonderful person I have ever met. My stomach gets butterflies when I see your posts. I talk to you every time you're on just to be in your area of attention. Whenever you look at me, I feel like my world is turned upside down. I reorganize my schedule when you're on just to be with you more, even if you're ignoring me and talking with your friends. Compared to you, I am the epitome of trash. I don't remember what epitome means, but you get the idea. I'd sacrifice my life for you in a heartbeat.<br><br>You are perfect; meeting you was the best thing that ever happened to me.<br><br>I know you'd never feel the same towards me, but I love you more than life.<br><br><br><br>You remember when I asked that question about psychology? I avoided answering your question, because that was exactly what I had done. My emotional life is like this: Get emotionally hurt. Laugh it off and hide it inside myself. Never tell anyone about how hurt I am and continue with my life. I've repeated this for about a year, now, and I'm a mess inside. But when I'm around you, everything feels in order, like I was in pieces but you put me together perfectly. I want to be with you. I've already asked, as you remember, but the feeling I have for you has intensified and intensified the more I've known you. I know you're busy with SHIELD, and I'm not trying to use you to get into SHIELD or into your pants (honestly, I am horrible at sex). I simply think you are most perfect, wonderful, greatest girl that has ever existed.<br>I love you. ~NateWas this review helpful? Yes NoThank you for your feedback. Report this reviewThank you, this review has been flagged.