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"Throughout all my histories, I found no one I loved more than you...no one."
Those were some of Rhode's last words to me. The last time he would pronounce his love. The last time I would see his face.
It was the first time in 592 years I could take a breath. Lay in the sun. Taste.
Rhode sacrificed himself so I, Lenah Beaudonte, could be ...
"Throughout all my histories, I found no one I loved more than you...no one."
Those were some of Rhode's last words to me. The last time he would pronounce his love. The last time I would see his face.
It was the first time in 592 years I could take a breath. Lay in the sun. Taste.
Rhode sacrificed himself so I, Lenah Beaudonte, could be human again. So I could stop the blood lust.
I never expected to fall in love with someone else that wasn't Rhode.
But Justin was...daring. Exciting. More beautiful than I could dream.
I never expected to be sixteen again...then again, I never expected my past to come back and haunt me...
“Once the most feared vampire in the world, Lenah Beaudonte wants what all vampires eventually want: to be human and feel, love and even cry again. After an elaborate ritual that involves the death of her soul mate for the last 592 years and a 100-year secret hibernation at her English countryside estate, Lenah awakens at an elite New England boarding school, returned to her former 16-year-old human self. As she adjusts to the new century (almost too quickly, “chatting up” friends in mere days), tries to fit in with her peers and experiences her first human love with gorgeous and intelligent Justin and guilt for her past ruthless killings, flashbacks across the centuries reveal Lenah’s former life as a vampire, how she formed the coven she rules and why she must prepare to battle its members once they discover her disappearance. In this new series starter, strong, brave, powerful Lenah sheds the wannabe image, capturing readers instead with her complex yet fascinating history and visceral, at times sensual, narration.” - Kirkus
“Maizel has written a gripping debut novel that wraps a historical story into a modern, paranormal tale. Lenah is a multilayered woman who understands the test of time, yet experiences life as if just born. A new series sure to appeal to many — young and old. Breathtaking!” – Romantic Times Book Reviews (Top Pick)
“Maizel’s dark and dreamy debut reverses the vampire trend with a heroine whose heart’s desire is to regain her humanity and abandon her evil past. After more than 500 years as the queen of her English coven, perpetual 15-year-old Lenah finally has her chance to become human again when her vampire sire sacrifices himself for the necessary ritual. Determined to live her new days to the fullest before her coven finds and kills her for her betrayal, Lenah explores American teenage life at a boarding school in Massachusetts with best friend Tony and boyfriend Justin. Eventually discovered, abducted, and remade as a vampire, Lenah retains her soul and becomes something entirely new—a compassionate vampire with unexpected powers who can bridge the worlds. She returns to school and her friends, but the coven isn’t far behind, and they aren’t interested in mercy. Maizel’s lustrous style is occasionally uneven, but the captivating characters and intriguing story easily overcome the slight flaws. Vampire fans or not, readers will find a lot to enjoy in this exploration of the power of intent, desire, love, and sacrifice.” – Publishers Weekly
"Infinite Days is a deliciously engaging mix of vampires and romance, peppered with humor and layered with a lush, grippingly dark backstory. Rebecca Maizel's first novel is a real treat!" —A.M. Jenkins, author of Damage
Hathersage, England -- The Peaks
October 31, 1910 – Evening
My house was a stone castle. There were halls with marble floors and painted ceilings. I lived in Hathersage, a rural town known for its rolling hills and gorges. My castle was offset from the road and watched over endless fields. That night was Nuit Rouge or in English, Red Night. Once a year, vampires would come from around the globe and occupy my home for one month. For the 31 days in October, Nuit Rouge brought vampires of all races to my home. 31 days of opulence. 31 days of pure terror. This was the last night before everyone returned to their respective hauntings.
It was just after dusk. Above me the stars sparkled in the twilight - they glinted gold light off of glass goblets. I pushed past guests sipping on blood and dancing to a string quartet. Rhode followed me out from the back of the castle and onto the stone terrace. Men and women, dressed in top hats, corsets, and the finest silks from China, laughed and crowded Rhode’s way. At the back of the house, a set of stone steps led down into the gardens. Two white candles stood tall on either end of the steps, their wax dripped tiny archipelagos onto the stone. The yard spread out wide and then down, out into the sweeping countryside. I was wearing an evergreen, silk gown adorned with a gold piping, and a matching corset beneath.
“Lenah!” Rhode called but I was darting through the crowd. I was walking so fast that for a moment I thought I would spill out over my corset.
“Lenah! Stop!” Rhode called again.
It was just after dusk. I ran the length of the gardens down the sloping hill into the start of fields.
I led Rhode down the hill, out of sight of the vampires in the castle. I stood at the foot of fields that spread out for countless miles into the distance. Back then, I looked different. My skin was pale white, no shadows under my eyes or wrinkles on my skin. Just white, clear skin as if my pores had been buffed away.
At the crest of the hill, Rhode looked down at me. He was dressed in an evening suit, with a top hat and black silk lapels. He held a cane in his right hand. When he stepped down the side of the steep hill, the wispy grass that stretched for hundreds of miles, bowed under his feet. I turned to look out at the fields.
“You have not said a word to me all evening. You’ve been completely silent. And now you run out here? Care to share with me what the hell is going on?”
“You don’t understand? If I uttered a word I would not be able to conceal my intentions. Vicken is unnaturally gifted. He could read my lips from five miles away.”
Vicken was my last creation, that is, the last man I made into a vampire. At fifty, he was also the youngest vampire of my coven, though he didn’t look a day older than nineteen.
“Dare I think that this might be a moment of clarity?” Rhode asked. “That perhaps you realize Vicken and your band of ingrates are more dangerous than you anticipated?”
I said nothing. Instead, I watched the wind trace patterns over the grass.
“Do you know why I left you? My fear,” Rhode spat, “was that you had truly lost your mind. That the prospect of infinite time had started to eat away at you. You were reckless.”
I spun around, our eyes met immediately.
“I will not let you fault me for creating a coven of the strongest, most gifted vampires in existence. You told me to protect myself, and I did what I had to do.”
“You cannot see what you have done,” Rhode said. His strong jaw clenched.
“What I have done?” I stepped closer to him. “I feel the weight of this existence in my bones. As though a thousand parasites are eating away at my sanity. You told me once, that I was what kept you sane. That the curse of emotional pain released you when you were with me. What do you think happened to me for the 170 years you were gone?”
Rhode’s shoulders fell. His eyes were the most blue I had ever seen - even in 500 years. The beauty of his slim nose and dark hair always shocked me. The vampire essence heightened a person’s beauty but for Rhode it radiated from within and lit up his soul -- it made my heart burn.
“The magic that binds your coven is more dangerous than I would have ever thought possible. How did you expect me to feel?”
“You don’t feel. Remember? We’re vampires,” I replied.
He gripped my arm so hard, I was sure he would break a bone. I would have been frightened had I not loved him more than I could articulate. Rhode and I were soul mates. Linked in a love bound by passion, the lust for blood, death and the unfaltering understanding of eternity. Were we lovers? Sometimes. Certain centuries more than others. Were we best friends? Always. We were bound.
“You left me for 170 years,” I said through gritted teeth. Rhode had only returned from his “break” from me the week prior. We had been inseparable since his return. “Do you not know why I brought you down here?” I asked. “I can tell no one else the real truth.”
Rhode dropped his arm and I turned to face him directly.
“I have nothing left. No more sympathies,” I whispered though there was an edge of hysteria in my voice. I could see my reflection in Rhode’s eyes. His dilated pupils overwhelmed the blue but I stared into the blackness. My voice quivered, “Now that I know you have the ritual…Rhode, I cannot think of anything else. That my humanity - that it might be a possibility.”
“You have no idea how dangerous this ritual is.”
“I don’t care! I want to feel the sand beneath my toes. I want to wake up to the sunlight pouring through my window. I want to smell the air. Anything. Anything I can feel. God, Rhode. I need to smile¾and mean it.”
“We all want those things,” he replied in a calm manner.
“Do you? Because I don’t think you do,” I said.
“Of course. I want to wake up to blue waters and feel sunlight on my face.”
“The pain is too much,” I said.
“You could try again. Concentrate on me – loving me,” Rhode said gently.
“You, who leave.”
“That’s not fair,” Rhode said now reaching for my hands.
“Even loving you is a curse. I can’t really feel or touch you. I look at the humans we take and even they can feel. Even in their last minutes of life they have breath in their lungs and taste in their mouth.”
Rhode held my palm in his and the warmth, the feeling of his passion for me swept up though my hand and into my body. I closed my eyes, relishing the momentary relief from the countless tragedies resting within me. I opened my eyes and took a step away from him.
“I am losing my mind and I don’t know how much longer I can bear it.” I took a moment, careful in my wording. “Ever since you discovered the ritual,” I continued. “It’s all I can think about. My way out.” My eyes were wild, I was sure of it. “I need this. I need this. God help me, Rhode because if you don’t I will walk out into sunlight until it scorches me to flames.”
Rhode nearly lost his top hat with a gust of the wind. He ripped his hand out of mine. He still had long hair then and it fell past his shoulders and onto his topcoat.
“You dare to threaten me with your suicide? Don’t be petty, Lenah. No one has survived the ritual. Thousands of vampires have tried. All - every single one has died in the process. Do you think I can bear to lose you? That I could part with you?”
“You already did,” I whispered savagely.
Rhode pulled me close, so fast that I wasn’t prepared for the force of his mouth against mine. One deep growl from him and my bottom lip split open-Rhode bit into me. I could feel a rhythmic pull as he sucked the blood from my mouth. After a moment, he stepped away and wiped his bloody lip on his jacket sleeve.
“Yes, I left you. But I had to find the magic and science I needed. If we ever try this ritual -- I needed to make sure…I didn’t expect you to fall in love when I left.”
There was a silence. Rhode knew as well as I that I never believed he was coming back.
“I do not love Vicken as I love you.” I said every word so it was clear and calculated. After a moment, I added, “I want out.”
“You do not know what will come to you if you chose human life.”
“The air? Real breath? Happiness?”
“Death, sickness, human nature?”
“I don’t understand,” I said stepping back again. “You have said yourself that humanity is what all vampires crave. The freedom to feel more than constant pain and suffering. Do you not feel this way?”
“It consumes me,” Rhode said and took off his top hat. He looked out at the fields. “There are deer, there,” he pointed. He was right. About ten miles away a herd of deer grazed silently. We could have fed off them, though I did love my dress and blood would not match the green silk. Besides, I hated the taste of animal blood and would only feed on them if I were in a dire situation. With the creation of the coven, I had ensured that would never happen.
Rhode slipped his hands around my lower back and brought me even closer.
“Your beauty will be a powerful force in the human world. Your human face may betray even your best intentions.”
"I don’t care,” I said not quite understanding and not really caring either way.
Rhode reached out and ran his index finger down the thin slope of my nose. He then gently rubbed his thumb over my lips. His furrowed brow and piercing stare. I couldn’t have looked away even if I had tried.
“When I took you from your father’s orchards in the 15th century I saw your future laid out before me,” Rhode confessed. “Swashbuckling vampire linked to my side for all eternity.” There was a pause. Somewhere behind us music from the party echoed down into the fields. “I saw my own dreams.”
“Then give me what I want.”
Rhode’s mouth was a thin line. He furrowed his eyebrows and looked out at the deer. They galloped deeper into the grassy hills. I could tell from his still mouth and dark expression that he was formulating a plan.
“One hundred years,” he whispered but still looked out at the deer.
My eyes widened.
“Starting tonight you will hibernate for one hundred years.” Rhode turned back to look at me and pointed up the hill. I knew he was gesturing toward a cemetery. It was to the right of the terrace and protected by a wrought iron gate topped by spiked points.
Hibernation only occurred when a vampire rested in the ground. The vampire sleeps and deprives herself of blood – there are a series of spells so the vampire remains in a meditative state, almost to the point of death. On a prearranged day a fellow vampire revives her. But only with magic is this possible. Only very brave (and some would argue very stupid) vampires have done this.
“The night before you are supposed to wake,” Rhode continued. “I will unearth you and take you somewhere safe, somewhere you cannot be found. Somewhere you can be a human and live out your days.”
“And the coven?” I asked.
“You leave them behind.”
My heart throbbed, a familiar pain that I couldn’t help but recognize. The magical binding between the coven and myself would force them to search for me. Just as I knew I would love Rhode until the end of the earth, I knew that the coven would search for me. I nodded once but said nothing. I watched the deer nibbling at the grass and licking their fur.
“You are not afraid to die?” he asked.
I shook my head. Rhode turned to face the house. I stopped him from walking up the hill by gently grasping his fingers. He turned to me.
“Will you be there?” I asked. “If I die and we fail, will you be there?”
Rhode’s fingers lightly grazed the top of my hand. He turned it over, touched my palm and whispered,
“How did you do it?” I was spellbound. Back in the dark apartment, my back pressed into the pillows. My fingers wandered over the fine velvet. My fingertips skimmed along the softness of the couch, which produced a wave of goose bumps over my legs. Before, I would have known the couch was soft but it would only have meant the fabric. It wouldn’t have meant comfort or safety. Just soft.
“That night. The last night of Nuit Rouge. You went to bed…” Rhode started.
“After killing one of the maids,” I admitted remembering the young, blonde girl I caught off guard in the attic.
Rhode continued with a slight smile. “I told Vicken that you had decided on your hibernation. That you would sleep for 100 years and that I was to wake you on the last night of the following Nuit Rouge. I also explained that you wanted to be buried - to make it official. He thought it was a wonderful idea. He wanted a chance to rule your coven.”
“I wouldn’t have protested against that,” I said.
“Precisely why he believed me so willingly. It was a lie, Lenah. The moment you looked into my eyes on the fields and begged me for human life, I knew that my quest, my vampire life, your vampire life, what I had done to you was coming to an end.”
“I shouldn’t have begged you. Manipulated you like I did.”
Rhode laughed but the breath was short,
“That is your way.”
I looked at the bandage around his wrist and the dark rings circling Rhode’s eyes. At that moment, I felt a surge of guilt. In my human state, I couldn’t imagine bribing Rhode or threatening him with suicide. It had been so easy for me before. Easy because the emotional pain that clouded the vampire life prevented rational thought.
“Please tell me about the ritual,” I asked again.
Rhode unwrapped the white bandage, roll-by-roll until his wrist was bare. There, on the inside of his wrist were teeth marks, my teeth marks - two small indents on the inside of Rhode’s wrist. The one on the left was just higher than the one on the right, I always hated that my bite was uneven. I could have recognized my teeth marks anywhere.
“The most important thing is the intent. The success of the sacrifice and it is a sacrifice, depends solely on the vampire performing the ritual. It takes two days.”
Rhode stood up. He paced whenever he was telling me something difficult. Sometime in the 16th century I asked him why. He said it was so he wouldn’t have to look me in the eye.
“The intent is where most vampires fail,” Rhode continued. “You have to want the other vampire to live. You, in turn, have to want to die. It is the most unselfish act you’ve ever committed. As you know such selflessness is nearly impossible for the natural state of a vampire.”
“Who told you this?” I asked.
“When I left you for those years, I went to France. I searched for --”
“Suleen,” I said though I was suddenly finding it very hard to breathe. Rhode had met Suleen…in person.
“Yes. He was coming out of a fifty-year hibernation. When I described you and then told him of my plan, he comforted me with a compliment. He said that I might be the only vampire with soul enough to succeed.”
I raised my eyebrows in surprise. It must have been quite a special moment in Rhode’s life. I wished I had been there to see Rhode’s reaction when Suleen said something so significant.
I imagined Suleen. He was an East Indian man, or at least he had been some time ago - when, I have no idea. He is the oldest vampire alive. Nothing in the grand scheme of life would or could ever rattle his soul. Suleen is not hindered by death nor does he want to return to human life. All he wants is to live long enough so he may see the end of the world.
“There are a few more rules,” Rhode explained. “The vampire performing the ritual must be over 500 years old. Suleen mentioned something about the chemistry of a vampire of that age. It is a crucial ingredient. But most of all he kept saying, ‘The intent, Rhode. It’s the intent.’ The will and the desire to give up your life in order that another may live. Vampires are selfish, Lenah. Inherently so. I had to find that will within myself.”
“You sacrificed yourself?” I whispered. I was unable to look up from the floor. Rhode remained silent. He was waiting for me to look at him. I hated him for it. Finally, our eyes met.
“The ritual required that I gave you all of my blood. After two days, you woke up, more or less, and bit into me. I had to allow you to finish it—well, almost all of it. But the important thing was the intent, the chemistry of my blood and my love for you.”
“I never would have agreed to those conditions.”
Much to my surprise, Rhode’s stoic facial expression turned into a smile. A toothy, happy smile. “Precisely why I did it when you were weakened and hibernating.”
I stood up, now it was my turn to pace.
“So where is Vicken?” I asked trying to think like a vampire. Trying to place all the pieces together. I had been asleep for one hundred years.
“He remains at your house in Hathersage with the rest of the coven. I believe he is awaiting your return.”
“Have you seen him since my hibernation?”
“He is too young for me to converse with as often as he would like. His energy tires me. Yet, when I stayed with them he was respectful. He’s a fighter. Excellent swordsman. I can see why you loved him.”
My cheeks warmed, which surprised me. Then I realized, I was feeling shame. I snuck a peek at Rhode’s fingers holding the arm of the lounger. They were pruned, and wrinkled as though all the liquid inside him had been sucked away.
“I do not blame you for loving another,” Rhode said.
“You believe Vicken loves me? As I love you?”
Rhode shook his head. “Vicken loves your outward appearance and desire for thick, congealed blood. I love your soul. As a mate to my long search on this earth. You are - were - the most vicious vampire I have ever known. I love you for that.”
I couldn’t respond. I thought of Hathersage, of the fields, of Rhode in his top hat and the deer grazing in the distance.
“Vicken will search for me,” I said. “As you know, he is bound to me. And when he finds me, the coven will destroy me. I created the coven to do just that. To seek, capture, and obliterate.”
“That is the exact reason why I chose this place.”
“Yes. Where are we?” I looked about the apartment.
“This is your new school.”
“You intend for me to go to school?” My head reared in his direction.
“It is crucial you understand.” Even in his weakened state Rhode stood up and towered over me. He glared at me with such a passionate fierceness that I should have been frightened. “Vicken will dig you up from the cemetery. I promised you would return on the final night of Nuit Rouge. The party ends October 31st.”
“So on the 31st he will find an empty casket. End of story.”
“It’s not that simple. You were a vampire, Lenah. One of the oldest of your kind.”
“I know what I was.”
“Then do not pretend that you need a tutorial in the seriousness of this situation!” Rhode snapped and continued pacing very slowly. I was silent. Rhode regained some of his composure and again spoke at a low decibel. “When Vicken digs up the grave and discovers an empty casket he will search the earth for you. As you’ve said yourself, the magic that binds the coven has made it so. You made it so. He will exhaust himself, so will all of the coven until they find you and bring you home.”
“I did not foresee myself in this situation.”
“Yes, well, luckily, for now, the magic that protects you allows a few luxuries. Your vampire sight and your extra sensory perception.”
“So I did keep it, then,” I said and stood up. I looked around the room again. Yes, as Rhode said I could see all of the adornments in the room down to the knots in the wood floor and the perfection in the paint on the walls.
“The more you assimilate into this human existence these accompaniments will fade.”
How was I to process not being a vampire anymore but still retain some vampire qualities? Could I be in the sun? Did I eat food again? These thoughts rattled within my head and I stamped my foot in frustration. Rhode put his hand on my cheeks and I was startled by how cold they were. It stopped my tantrum.
“You must disappear into human life, Lenah. You must go to school and become a sixteen year old girl again.”
In that moment, I couldn’t cry no matter how badly I wanted to – I was too shocked. Vampires cannot cry. There is nothing natural in a vampire. No tears, no water¾just blood and black magic. Instead, the tears, which would spill over the cheeks of a normal person, in the vampire are utter and acidic pain that scorches the tear ducts.
I wanted to run or turn inside out, anything to curb the feeling that made my stomach burn. I balled my hands into fists and tried to fill the anxiety with a breath but it caught in my throat. My gaze fell onto a photo resting on top of a bureau. It looked tattered and old though the last time I had seen the photo, I was posing for it. 1910, the last night of Nuit Rouge. In the photo, Rhode and I stood hip-to-hip, arms around each other’s waists, on the back terrace of my home. Rhode was dressed in his black suit and top hat, me in a gown, my long brown hair tied and styled in a long braid that fell over my left breast. We were more than human. We were frighteningly beautiful.
“How can I do that?” I turned away from the photo to look at Rhode. “Hide?"
“Oh, I think you will find it easier than you expect. You have never been sixteen before. I snatched that away before you could.”
He stepped close to me again and kissed my forehead.
“Why did you do this for me?” I asked. He pulled away and the air shifted as the space opened up between us.
“Of course, you must know,” Rhode said and cocked his head to the side.
I shook my head to say that I did not nor could I ever understand what he had done for me.
“Because,” he continued, “throughout all of my histories I found no one I loved more than you. No one.”
“But I’m losing you,” I said, my voice breaking.
Rhode grasped me so my cheek pressed against his chest. I stayed there a moment and let my heartbeat echo between our bodies.
“And you think Vicken won’t be able to find me?” I asked
“I do not think in his wildest dreams he will understand what I have done. It will take the entire coven’s effort just to follow us this far and I believe I have done my best to conceal our whereabouts. Also, why would he ever suspect you could be human?”
I stepped away and looked back at the photo portrait of Rhode and me.
“When will you die?” I asked turning away from the photo and sat back down on the couch. I brought my knees to my chest and linked my arms around my shins.
We sat together and I stared into Rhode’s eyes for as long as possible. He told me of the changes in society. Cars, television, sciences, wars that neither of us, even in our vampire minds, could understand. He said that practical things were of the utmost importance to humans. I would now be capable of getting sick. He had placed me in the finest boarding school in New England. A doctor, he informed me, was only a few buildings away. He begged that I complete school and grow up, as he had prevented me from doing.
We talked and talked and without knowing it, I fell asleep. The last thing I remember were his eyes looking into mine. I think he may have kissed my lips but that also felt like a dream.
When I awoke, the shades were drawn and the whole living area was shrouded in darkness. Across from me, red-lighted numbers illuminated the blackness. A digital clock said that the time was eight in the morning. I was on the couch and Rhode wasn’t in the red lounger across from me. I shot up. My muscles were stiff so I stumbled and held onto arm of the chair.
“Rhode?” I called out.
But I already knew.
“No…” I whispered. I spun in a circle. There were only four rooms: a bedroom, a bathroom, a living room and a kitchen. Off the living area was a porch. The curtains were closed yet the way the wind drifted inward made the curtains billow. The door was open behind them. I pushed them aside and stepped out onto the wooden patio. I put my hand over my eyes as a visor. My eyes adjusted immediately as I scanned the porch, hopeful for only a moment.
Rhode was gone. From my life. From my existence.
I saw the onyx ring lying in the center of the tile. When I approached it, I realized it was in the middle of a tiny pile of glittering dust. It looked as though sand was mixed with mica or tiny diamonds. My Rhode, my companion for close to 600 years, weakened from the transformation and self-sacrifice had evaporated in the sun. I dipped my thumb and index finger into Rhode’s remains. They were cool and gritty. I pulled out the ring and slid the smooth metal over my new, sensitive skin.
I was alone.
Posted August 21, 2010
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I was putting this book up on a display at the BN store I work at when I took a minute to read part of it. The story seemed interesting enough, but from the past books I have put on the shelves everyone is trying to cash in on the vampire craze. I finally decided to read this book and absolutely loved it. It wasn't a story you see everyday, very unique in style. I loved the story line and the characters, it is well written. I suggest this book to anyone who likes a vampire novel here and there but hates all the mushy vampire crud that is filling the shelves. Truth be told I assumed there wouldn't be a second from the way the book ends, so I am very happy she put the chapter to the 2nd novel in the back of Infinite Days or I would have never thought it could continue. It's a great book I recommend reading, but I hope you can wait or at least not forget about the book until late 2011 to read the second novel.
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Posted April 4, 2012
Infinite Days was like a breath of fresh air amongst all the vampire novels. I almost didn't read it because I was a bit burnt out on the overpopulated genre. I've very glad I did, as Rebecca Maizel has created her own vampire mythology using the balance of light and darkness as well as magic.
Lenah is a complex and interesting character, not only because she used to be a vampire and has 500 years worth of story to tell, but because she maintains much of her vampire instincts and skills. Having once been horribly cruel and menacing, we see Lenah struggle with her past crimes throughout the story. Being that old makes her intelligent, strong and brave, but also awkward, as obviously she doesn't quite fit in with the modern world. I loved the way that every time Lenah discovered a new piece of technology, I felt as though I was discovering it for the first time with her. I also loved how Lenah never really changes who she is, she certainly grows as a person and her human soul lets her react to things differently then she would have before, but mostly she unknowingly changes the people around her.
Throughout the novel you meet all the different men in Lenah's life. Rhode her maker, is charming and loyal, while Vicken, her former lover, is brilliant but deadly. Sweet and funny Tony is Lenah's best friend at Wickham, and handsome, athletic Justin is her new crush. I'm not sure if I loved Tony or Rhode more, but I love how each one brought out the best in Lenah. I didn't always care for Justin, but I could understand why Lenah was drawn to him. He possesses many traits that Lenah would have looked for in a coven member. Speaking of the coven, my only complaint with the story was that I never felt as if I learned much about them. Gavin, Heath and Song are all featured periodically, but unlike Rhode and Vicken, their pasts are never really explored. You only learned small facts about them, like who's good at languages and what fighting style they each prefer.
The novel moves at a nice steady pace, its never bogged down or moving to quickly. Flashback are used throughout the story, as different events trigger Lenah's memories of the past. There are lots of twists and turns in the later half of the book and the ending is not only jam-packed but emotional as well. I am desperate to find out what happens next. I hope Stolen Nights can live up to the high standards set by Infinite Days, since I absolutely loved it! Rebecca Maizel is a brilliant writer who has her own unique voice in the paranormal genre and I can't wait to see what she comes out with next.
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Posted January 21, 2011
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To tell the truth, I've been a little vampired-out so it took me a while to get around to reading this. I shouldn't have waited; I adore this book! Rebecca Maizel brings a fresh and fascinating take on vampires.
The story begins after Lenah's human transformation with well chosen flashbacks to her vampire life. It's a difficult style of storytelling (it can get so mired and bogged down), but Ms. Maizel pulls it off beautifully. This way we experience Lenah from two perspectives, as the terrifying Vampire Queen, and as a teenager dumped in the wrong century. The reader is taken along as Lenah grows and adapts to life in the twenty first century. Lenah is endearing as she becomes human and her Vampire instincts begin to fade.
But the coven is looking for her, and what chance does a mere mortal stand against a vicious set of Vampires? How do you protect your friends let alone yourself?
Ms. Maizel has created some fascinating vampires too. I am enthralled with Rhode, both his unusual vampiric nature and his ultimate sacrifice. Suleen is another vampire drifting in and out of the story, that I can't wait to learn more about. I have read some criticism for her characters being underdeveloped, and I think it's unfounded. One of the caveats of writing in the first person, is that you only get to see the story from one person's point of view, the narrator. Ms. Maizel has brilliantly given us two points of view through the narrator, and I think asking for more is a bit much. Yes, some things are left to the imagination, but the readers perspective of each character changes as Lenah's does. It is subtly, but cleverly accomplished.
This book is an enchanting twist on an, albeit, overrun subject. Rebecca Maizel made me fall in love with Vampires again. I didn't think that was possible. I anxiously await the second installment of the Vampire Queen series, Stolen Nights, due out June 22, 2011.
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Posted March 7, 2013
This book wasn't exactly what I thought it would be. I received it for a fair and honest review from the publisher and was really looking forward to reading it. I really liked the story overall but I thought it would go in a different direction and was about something completely different. The story is about a 500 year old vampire queen and what happens to her after she is turned back into a human. Since it involved vampires I was on board and was hoping it would be an action packed book. That isn't really what I wanted or got from the book at all.
In my honest opinion, it was somewhat boring in certain parts. I wanted things to happen and nothing really happened. I think it is because this book focuses more on a romantic contemporary feel and I am not a big fan of romance or contemporary. I think anyone that loves romance and contemporary styles of writing will love this book.
I thought it would focus more on her being a vampire queen and not so much on the love that she felt for Justin. There could have been a more happy medium between Lenah's emotions and her Vampire past, when there really wasn't. I wanted there to be more conflict and more characters involved. You only really got depth from a few of the main characters. All of the background characters were really flat and just there to fill space.
The story takes place in Lenah's voice and even though she was a vampire queen she wasn't that interesting of a character. I mean she is a vampire queen, I thought she would be way more badass. This story focuses more on the human aspect of life and I read my books to escape everyday life. I don't really want to read about a vampire (which I think would be very cool to be, even though in this story they consider themselves to be very evil) who is turned back into a human and all she talks about are her feelings, emotions and worry about her life.
The author is a good writer but not much happens in this book. Lenah, as a human, goes back to high school at a boarding school and for the first half of the book nothing but normal everyday human things happen. Like I said early, I was expecting something different and a bit more paranormal. There were some flashbacks back to Lenah's life as a vampire, which was really the only exciting parts in the beginning, and it still wasn't very paranormal, like I wanted it to be.
There are some elements of this book that I did really like. It does have a really good storyline where you feel for Lenah and what she has to go through and all her changing emotions. I really loved learning about her past as a vampire. There could be a whole prequel about it that I would really love to learn more about. I really can't wait to see what happens in the next book with Lenah and the people she loves.
I know that some people would really love this book, I just liked it, I didn't love it. I really think that it could have been way more better. It could have had so much depth and many more elements involved. The ending was very good with a small twist that I wasn't expecting at all. I will continue the story with the second book. I really hope it has more of the elements that I really love in my stories. If you have read the synopsis and are a fan of romance and contemporary I really suggest you give this book a try because I think you would really like it. =]
Posted February 4, 2013
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Posted April 2, 2012
Lenah awakes after sleeping for 100 years to find herself mortal and newly enrolled within a high school to slowly adapt to her new surroundings. Her sire, Rhode, sacrificed himself so that she may have a chance at mortality again and can experience a life that she gave up so many years ago. Yet, being queen of a powerful coven and stepping down from her responsibilities isn't something to be taken lightly, thus, her old "family" is on the hunt to bring her back . . . alive or (re)dead!
This book was praised rather highly and because of that, I eagerly anticipated reading it. But, sadly . . . I wasn't impressed. The main problem I had at the end was I felt none of the characters had any real depth to them. Sure, you learn their past stories and/or meet side characters that relay more facts about them but, when all is finished, I felt that I didn't really know these people any more personally than I did at page 1. Thus, Infinite Days was one of those tales were the blurb on the back of the book was better than the actual story overall.
I wish I could put my finger on the actual reason behind me not enjoying this (AUDIO!)book; perhaps the character development was lacking or the plot lagged too much - but the main part is - the story wasn't doing anything for me! I never got around to liking Lenah herself and I was not happy at all with her relationship with Justin (it just seemed so fake from the beginning) and of all the ways to end . . . blah!
I had also expected more from an old vampire soul like Lenah, maybe more knowledge of the world, more insight into love/relationships, but she just came off as a normal inexperienced teenager. Plus, she kept talking about how really horrible she was during her vampire reign that I so desired to hear more about that as well, but it was unsatisfactorily left out. The one praise I have for this book is that the concept was original, but I felt it could have been written into a much richer tale and for me, it was just so-so.
Likes: Great characters names like Rhode or Vicken.
Dislikes: *Spoiler* How Lenah had to kill her coven to stay alive and because of that . . . she came off as very selfish to me. She made her coven into what they are, she also made the decision to become human again and now she's making those of her past suffer for it. I could go on and on about this fact, but I'll stop at that.
Posted February 25, 2012
When you think of Lenah Beaudonte, you think of a broken spirit with so much to learn. Though, after you read this mind eating novel, you begin to have a change of opinion and heart. One of the best novels yet!Was this review helpful? Yes NoThank you for your feedback. Report this reviewThank you, this review has been flagged.
Posted December 4, 2011
"Throughout all my histories, I found no one I loved more than you...no one." What a beautiful, beautiful sentence! Doesn't it make you melt inside? Don't you just wanna read more about Rhode and see what beautiful relationship him and Lenah have? No! Instead Lenah seems to forget her forever soulmate and "falls" for teen dreamy, stereotypical, high school guy.....typical! This story was written in two stories: one about Lenah's exciting adventures as a beautiful Queen of vampires and other is about your typical average high school day: going to classes, crushing on the "cute guy", meeting new people, going there and here, blah, blah, blah........ don't we have to do that five times a day anyways? Why read about something I already do EVERYDAY! On the other half Lenah's vampire past was entrancing; Rhode was a beautiful character. Rhode made the story interesting with his destiny to help Lenah's human transformation. Unfortunately, the poor lass dies within the first few chapters and the author just left me with Justin.... If only Lenah was little bit more loyal........
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Posted September 22, 2011
Posted September 15, 2011
Okay, I have to admit that when I bought this book, I bought it because of its beautiful cover. I didn't even know what it was about and had never heard about it before. But I'm happy to report that in this case, judging a book by its cover did work because this book has a beautiful cover but inside it, it has an even more beautiful story. This book is a vampire story but it's not your typical vampire story in the sense that the protagonist Lenah, just doesn't reminisce about her human days - she actually gets to be a human again (Which I loved reading about) after reigning as a vampire queen. Things I loved about this book:
1. Lenah. She is such a strong female character. She looks 16 but she is really almost 600 years old and she is a very intelligent and observative person and she does not make excuses for any wrongs she's done in the past. She admits her faults and tries to move on.
2. Prose. Oh Rebecca, I loved your writing. It was, I don't know how to say it, sophisticated? is maybe the word I'm looking for but I just thought the writing was amazing, very fluid and beautiful even.
3. Rebecca doesn't just tell, she shows. Everything Lenah feels about being human again and about being awoken and human in the 21st century - you will feel too.
4. Rhode. I don't want to give anything away but he is the most amazing male character I've read about in a while. So swoon worthy and my #1 literary crush at the moment. This is a man who truly sacrifices everything for the woman he loves. He is selfless, has a conscience, and is caring. He may not be in the book as much as some other characters but man oh man, does he leave a massive impression on you. I can't wait to read more of him (LOVE RHODE).
5. The flashbacks. I don't want to give anything away, but I loved reading these.
6. The vampires in this story are bad-ass. Forget about vampires who glitter in the sun and are sensitive (not that I have a problem with that but I know some people do). These vamps do not disappoint for those of you who stick to original vampire lore.
7. Amazing characters. Lenah, Rhode and a few others. I just loved how some characters especially Lenah were so reflective and wise when it comes to what humanity entails. The observations made about life were so amazing and might I add, philosophical (which I loved).
8. The ending. OMG, the ending of this book is just wow. Just when you think you had everything figured out, Rebecca Maizel just throws a massive curve ball at you. Her cliffhanger was like no other I have read. It was epic and left me wanting to read the sequel desperately.
I consider Infinite Days to be my favorite book. The sequel for this book, Stolen Nights, was supposed to come out this summer but Rebecca hasn't finished writing it yet, so I imagine it will be out by summer of 2012. It's been a tough and long wait but for this series, it's worth it.
Posted August 22, 2011
Posted July 29, 2011
Infinite Days is a young adult paranormal romance with a twist on the vampire legend: vampires wish they were human because they have no souls; they do not have coherent thoughts and are in constant psychological pain; they have no nerve endings and cannot feel tactile surfaces as well as humans can; and they wish they could taste things. After nearly six hundred years of killing thousands of people and drinking their blood, Lenah goes through a ceremony that transforms her back into a human, a teenager in New England.
This novel is full of rich, sensual detail throughout, not only when Lenah is first adjusting to being able to truly feel textures such as the surface of a paneled wall. It is also very suspenseful and full of realistic, engaging characters. I would have liked Lenah to have made a close female friend and to have had at least one other female in her vampire coven; she seemed surrounded by boys, whether she was in high school or with her otherwise all-male coven. I was also less impressed with the love interest Justin, a jock, than was Lenah. Otherwise, it is a highly enjoyable read-and one that will keep you up half the night.
Posted June 17, 2011
Posted April 10, 2011
Oh, I really enjoyed this book! A great twist from the typical vampire books. I can't wait for the next in the series! I'll be counting the days! Well done Rebecca Maizel !!! A+++++++Was this review helpful? Yes NoThank you for your feedback. Report this reviewThank you, this review has been flagged.
Posted March 15, 2011
What a beautiful cover! That is what called to me when I was browsing around the bookstore looking for something to pick up. By looking at the cover, I would have never thought this was a book about vampires. The premise of this book was totally different. It almost seemed to be the total opposite of any of the other vampire books I've read in the past. Lenah, the main character was what I called a true vampire. She was vicious and enjoyed to kill. She didn't have any compassion and took pride in the effortless ease to kill a human. She was very strong and powerful and created her own Coven out of the smarted and most skillful humans she could find. Together the coven would protect her and follower her till the end of time.
The only problem is, Lenah doesn't want to be a vampire anymore and she'd rather walk into the sun and burn to ash then to live her life full of pain and hate that comes with the price of being a vampire. An ancient ritual is discovered and Lenah no longer has to live as a vampire, she can be a normal 16 year old teenage.
I enjoyed so many of the characters in this book. The relationship between Lenah and Justin I could see coming a mile away however as I got further into the story, Justin's character involved into much more then being just popular, good looking, and on a sports team.
There were good characters and bad character and I loved all the things that made them that way. The story started slow for me and I started to wonder how this storyline could be stretched long enough for a series of books. It didn't become the "page-turner" I hoped it would until I was over halfway through. It really picked up after that and after the ending; I know that I definitely have to pick up Stolen Nights (Vampire Queen, #2) when it comes out in 2011. I can't wait to see what becomes of Lenah and the other characters in the story.
I would recommend picking this story up and giving it a read! The premise is great and the cliffhanger ending will make you crazy more!
Posted February 14, 2011
Ahh, back to my wonderful vampire stories! . Sort of. This time around with Infinite Days, it's a vampire-turned-human story in which we follow the main character, Lenah, as she breathes her first breath as a sixteen-year-old human in the 21st century. After her awakening, Lenah learns that Rhode (her vampire lover/soul mate) had to sacrifice himself in order for her to have her one wish granted - to be human again after 500+ years of reigning terror as a vicious vampire queen. Left on her own, Lenah must learn how to blend into her new school in America, Wickham. Not only does she have to teach herself how to be human again, but she also has to worry about her old coven coming to find her.
I really loved this story. I thought it was a new take on the cliché teen vampire story. I did have to do a double take on how Lenah learned things so quickly - but, it's not as if her mind has been completely erased, it's more like learning to adapt from old ways to new ones. The romance between Lenah and Justin was fun to watch from the beginning encounter to the time that they actually ended up getting together. I kind of felt a little stab in my heart for Rhode, though. It just seemed like Lenah never really loved him the way that he loved her. He sacrificed a lot for her, and I don't feel like he was treated fairly. But, that's just one girl's opinion.
My heart also ached for Tony. I thought he was a wonderful best friend, but I don't think he would have made a good love interest for Lenah - even though he did confess he was in love with her. I'm glad there was a resolution between them soon after the awkwardness, though they didn't get much time after to explore their friendship more. Even the other characters, particularly the Three-Piece, I didn't find annoying at all - which was surprising, considering I thought I would at the beginning.
The writing was great - even the parts where it skipped from present to past and back again, it was easy to switch with the story and keep up. I loved all of the character interactions. I think my favorite parts were the flashbacks . and I'm pretty sure I'd be happy with just a book about Lenah as a vampire and her many adventures. I read the book in one sitting and was pretty satisfied with the ending. I did have a OMG-I-knew-something-like-that-was-going-to-happen moment and that moment made me happy.
The preview of the second book at the end of this novel was also the perfect little teaser to keep you longing for more. I can't wait for the next book!
Posted January 30, 2011
Lenah Beaudonte was a vampire for 592 years. And then she became human again. Through an ancient ritual of magic, Rhode, her lover, the one who made her a vampire, gave her soul back, gave her. life. Although she's almost 600 years old, she looks like 16 and, as any 16 years old girl, she goes to school. Lenah has to adapt herself to her new life-a life without the unstoppable desire for blood, a life where she can feel what her fingers touch, tastes what she eats, and she has feelings. But at what cost? Rhode is dead. He was always there for her, he was the one who made it possible, but now he's gone. He sacrificed himself to granted her wish.
Lenah quickly starts to blend in-as much as she can, but how come a former vampire blend in? Especially one who has been asleep for almost 100 years. Lenah was hibernating when Rhode brought her all way from England to the US and started the ritual. She was weak and he set everything so she can have a little peace. But not for long.
While a vampire, Lenah created a coven, a powerful group of vampires who kill everyone who steps on their way. They're ruthless and soon they'll find out her Queen is missing. She must enjoy her new life for as long as she can, but she knows it won't last forever. What would she do to protect the people she's just started to love? And how could she protect them, now that she's a mortal, a human?
When you think you've already read everything about vampires, Rebecca Maizel brings a whole new perspective. Infinite Days goes exactly on the opposite of the vampires current mainstream. Lenah was desperate to feel things again, to have a normal life. Usually, vampires believe they're the best, the most powerful, they ones who should conquer the world. Maizel's vampires do think like that, but Lenah is different. She was one of the most powerful vampires-but after so long, she's lost her desire to keep living.
I loved this book. Through the chapters we get to see Lenah's new and former life. We see how she was turned into a vampire, how she formed her coven, why Rhode left her-and why he came back, how he set everything to try to make her human again. I couldn't put it down once I started, and, sorry, Lenah, but I'm team Rhode since the beginning LOL And I shouldn't have read Stolen Nights' Prologue and First Chapter after finished reading Infinite Days. If you don't want to die waiting until June 2011, don't read it!
This book was great read even though I was a little scared to purchase it thinking it was going to be another vampire book but it wasn't.It was about a vampire becoming human and how she manages to fit into your average high school life.It was a very well written book which I really enjoyed which I even got my best friend hooked on.The ending had so many twist in turns that I did not expect that I am just counting the days for the next book. This book was very different from other vampire books because it wasn't about vampire sucking blood all the time it was about a vampire turning back to a human and how she deals with the changes of a world she knew 500 years eariler and thats what I liked the most about this book.Was this review helpful? Yes NoThank you for your feedback. Report this reviewThank you, this review has been flagged.
Posted December 30, 2010
Rebecca Maizel introduces us to Lenah Beaudonte, a 500-something year old vampire who has a penchant for control, death, and luxuries of the high life. The girl, well vampire, seems to have everything a girl who is a vampire could ever want including a coven of vampires she created herself for her protection and companionship. Did I mention she had an extremely good looking and loyal love, one in which seemed unbreakable and never ending no matter the circumstances?
Too bad the one thing Lenah Beaudonte wanted could not be killed for or purchased. Leanah wanted to be human and the love of her life, Rhode, was willing to do anything to make that happen, to make her happy and as whole as she could ever be.
I won't lie, as much as I loved this book, I felt immediately betrayed by Leanah's decision to let Rhode do what it took to give her her life back so she could touch and feel. I couldn't imagine pushing the person I loved under a bus like that, but that is exaclty what Leanah did letting the possibility of having a soul and everything that came with it blind her vision. That one decision and moment alone painted a whole picture about the characters and what hid beneath their still hearts.
All of the other characters introduced to us came with a purpose and a few of them really stuck with me. The new love interest, the mean-girl, the best friend, those created by Leanah so easy to turn against her. Along with all of the new feelings that wash through Leanah paired with her exposure to things she never knew existed, these people play up key moments that marked my heart. (The sound room anyone? The Greenhouse? The Art room?)
Rebecca didn't give us pretty vampires with an alternative way of life. These vampires took human blood and killed those who simply stepped a little to close... or for simply existing at all...or even for the fun of it. What she did give us was another take on a vampire story, one in which was not only born off of pure love and intentions but is fueled by an enthralling and touching need for the ability to feel.
While I did have my qualms with this book, and it was slow starting for me, I truly did love this book despite not giving it a five star overall review. Unfortunately for me having Leneah turn her back on Rhode the way she did really made this character untouchable for me in many ways- even if that one life changing moment went beyond her and was Rhode's decision.
Regardless, Infinite Days wasn't what I expected, it far exceeded my expectations and it has a beautiful cover to boot. This book came with real and raw emotions and there was no guarantee of a happily ever after that seem to come with many books.
Book #2 is definitely something I am anticipating and can't wait to get my hands on.