Overview

Integrated, Mistress & Master of Restraint Series #11
Ezra Holden Zeitler's Novel.

I embark on a journey of self-realization, redemption, and forgiving oneself?
I?ve struggled since I was thirteen years old to keep myself even. I lost my innocence when I fractured. The childlike part of me was ...
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Overview

Integrated, Mistress & Master of Restraint Series #11
Ezra Holden Zeitler's Novel.

I embark on a journey of self-realization, redemption, and forgiving oneself…
I’ve struggled since I was thirteen years old to keep myself even. I lost my innocence when I fractured. The childlike part of me was tainted while the dominant part of me overpowered my mind. I’ve lived in a constant state of tug-of-war.
Some call me Master Ez, Dr. Lunatic, Son, Elder Holden, Dad, or Husband. Until I integrated I couldn’t simply be called Ezra.
Everyone struggles throughout life. I would know since I counsel a large majority. Imagine a life filled with financial, familial, and romantic problems, but compound that by fighting one’s own mind. Imagine having two halves dueling for control of your mind as you try to merge them into one, to give yourself peace. Mental illness makes the mundane seem trivial, doesn’t it?
With great wealth comes an ease of freedom of choice but an even larger responsibility. I am responsible for all those around me: their happiness, their safety… their torment and punishment and ruination.
Integrated, I finally recognize all the evil deeds I’ve committed in the name of my alters. I must come to terms with my actions, and for the first time ever, I need to accept the responsibility and the consequences.
I’ve set my path of redemption. I’ve asked for forgiveness, and I cannot demand that my victims pardon me. Out of my control, their thoughts on my character are their own… now, a much more difficult task lies ahead… forgiving oneself.
As if a newborn, raw and exposed, wounded and fragile, I must learn who this integrated person is that I don’t truly recognize. The last time I was whole was twenty years ago. I was a child, and now I am a man.
You must learn to walk before you run… I must ask for forgiveness before I can forgive myself… and hopefully, I can learn who I was meant to be along the way.
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Product Details

  • BN ID: 2940149056453
  • Publisher: Erica Chilson
  • Publication date: 11/1/2013
  • Series: Mistress & Master of Restraint , #11
  • Sold by: Barnes & Noble
  • Format: eBook
  • Sales rank: 905,207
  • File size: 2 MB

Meet the Author

-Would you like more information about Erica Chilson’s stories-
Contact Erica Chilson:
Erotic romance fans, would you like to read something less dark and twisted? Try the Playroom series. The Erotic Romance series begins with Good Girl. Coming soon-Widow.
-About the Author-
Erica Chilson spends most of her time inside her own imagination, whether awake or asleep. Her love of reading and writing for her book review blog, Wicked Reads, inspired her to begin writing again. Not one that enjoys the norm, her favorite things to read, write, and dream about are on the edge, claws and fangs, and wickedly entertaining things…
www.ericachilson.wordpress.com
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