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Saturday, April 14
8:01 A.M.
I can't believe it. Tonight's the night I've beenwaiting for forever. At least it seems like foreversince February 10, when El's Aunt Pauline picked upthe tickets. Imagine me going to a concert. A GarthBrooks concert! A few months ago El and Red andDorie and I whined and nagged and groaned andmoaned because we weren't allowed to go to the U2concert. Now we're going to see Garth! Garth? Iheard on television that he's and he jumps off a high platform, grabs a rope and swings high out over the audience, with strobe lights flashing in all different colors and everything looking sort of smoky. Plus all sorts of other wild, woolly and wacky stuff. It's going to be almost like going to a real rock concert, which, boo-hoo, none of our mothers will allow us to attend.
6:45 P.M.
Oh chips, isn't it strange how slowly time goes by when you want it to go fast and bow fast it goes when YOU want it to go slow? Anyway ... for now ... life is great! ... it's good! ... it's wonderful! ... it's fun! ... it's fab! ... it's sunshiny inside!—and why don't they come? Why, why, WHY? WHY don't they huffy up and pick me up? I've tried on everything in my closet, plus every combination of everything in my closet, and I've redone my hair 97 1/2 times.
Oops, there's the doorbell. My chariot and my friends have arrived. I, Cinderella, am off to the ball.
2 A.M.
It's 2 A.M., and I can't sleep. I don't think I'll ever sleep again. I can't believe what happened tonight. It was like a movie, only better and louder and more exciting than any movie could ever be! Red and El and Dorie and I walkinginto the concert auditorium trying to look like we weren't excited! So excited that we could hardly keep from jumping up and down and squealing!! We were also pretending Aunt Pauline wasn't with us. And grown-uply endeavoring not to giggle-but that was impossible! There was so much excitement in the air that you couldn't help feel it. I mean REALLY feel it, like it was crunchy fall leaves or soft cloth or something ... maybe solid but squishy or gauzy and wispy and changing, ever changing, like a planet or galaxy weaving through space.
When the strobe lights turned on, they flashed absolutely through my body. We were sitting next to a big speaker, and the music pierced every molecule in me. It was mag! Really magnif! I was part of it, and it was part of me, a new dimension!
Then, uggggg, about halfway through the concert a couple of rednecks came in and tried to sit in front of us. They said those were their seats. The. people sitting there said they weren't. A scuffle started. Almost immediately cops appeared from nowhere and literally surrounded the area. Aunt Pauline tried to herd El and Red and Dorie and me away from the confusion, but, wouldn't you know it, I fell down. For a moment I was panic-stricken because people were almost walking on me, and someone grabbed my purse. Then I didn't even care about that. I just wanted to crawl out of there alive. When I finally got out of the line of fire, I tried to get the attention of a policeman to tell him about my purse, but they were either trying to get people to sit down as they dragged the two nutsos away, or they were trying to get back to their own posts.
Amazingly, most of the auditorium wasn't even aware that there was a problem-they kept it so isolated. I leaned against a post, trying to become invisible, because I had started to have an asthma attack. I was so terrorized I couldn't breathe, and I was alone! More alone in those thousands of people than I had ever been in my life. I was hyperventilating and about to pass out, and no one seemed to care. They didn't want me, or anything else, for that matter, to interfere with their wild and woolly enjoyment.
Just as I was beginning to feel the blackness dragging me completely under, I sensed a soft hand on my shoulder and a gentle voice whispering in my ear, "Relax, relax. I'll get you out into the center hall, where you can sit down and get some air ... shh ... relax ... relax. You'll be all right.... I'll take care of you.
He put his arm around my waist, and we walked down, down, down, down the endless rows of stairs. It hadn't seemed like there were nearly as many when we came up.
By the time we got out into the foyer, I felt better. My hysterical terror was being replaced by a calm peace. The guy said he was Collin Eagle. He sat me on a bench and brought me a Coke, then began softly rubbing my back and quietly telling me to "relax ... relax" ... and I did! How could I not with his soft voice and his positive presence?
We moved over by the fountain, and it was nice. The music from the concert drifted out to us, and the dripping and the splashing of the water seemed to take over the melody line.
Collin and I talked like we had known each other forever, and I, who have always felt uneasy with boys, felt completely comfortable and comforted.
How could I have felt any other way? He had saved me.
We talked for a long time, waiting for Aunt Pauline to come down. Collin said she eventually had to come into the main hall looking for me.
Anonymous
Posted May 19, 2012
Its a good book it takes some time to get into it a little boring and draggy in the beginning its written very imature due to the fact its a child writing but the point of the story is very sad what makes the book better and sad is the fact that its true
Anonymous
Posted April 9, 2012
Obviously not written by a teen. Reads like a book written by an adult who wants to teach todays youth a lesson but is out of touch with them. I cannot imagine any person over the age of 12 reading this as a serious story. Should have stopped after Go Ask Alice which was probably written when the author was alot clser to the age group she was writing about so she had a better understanding of teens at that time.
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Posted March 14, 2012
excellent could not put it down ! page by page i could not wait to see what happened. all adults and teens should read the journey this beatiful young woman endured, sad to have it happen to her but unlike nancy most boys or girls would not tell what happened to them, i feel its imperative that messages like these get heard and seen.
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Posted February 24, 2012
This book opened my eyes to the reality of how horrible men can be
It givea me hope and courage to live my life because anything can change
Anonymous
Posted February 18, 2012
The book was incredibly sad but a captivating read
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Posted February 12, 2012
It's so real, and so sad. I'm so sorry for all the Nancys out there.
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Posted February 8, 2012
Full of propaganda and clearly not written in the main character's voice. What kid talks like that after the 1980's? She should've stopped after Go Ask Alice.
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Posted January 9, 2012
Is thos book extremely detailed?
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Posted December 25, 2011
I really love this book. I also recommend to others. What really touched me is that she fought for her life eventhough that dumb a hole gave her aids she still tryed to fight and have a great life
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Posted October 7, 2010
I like this book because Nancy is fighting real hard and never gives up. The only thing I don't like about this book is when Collin rapes her and gives her AIDS. The book affected me because you never know whos going through this kind of stuff. Plus you may get it and never know it until several years later, and can't do any thing about it. I really would recommend this book and the author because I think schools should have middle and high school students read this so that they are educated on what could happen and what you can do to try not to give it to anyone else.
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Posted August 3, 2005
This book is the best I have ever read. It is truly a great book. It is emotional, truthful, and so sad. Definately one of my favorites! It just grabs all of your attention and doesn't let go until the very end. Perfect for teenagers around the globe!
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Posted May 19, 2005
I just fineshed that book yesterday. It was very imformative about HIV and AIDS and it truely was a heartbreaking story. I recommend this to anyone who wants to know about AIDS. I loved this book because it was imformative, emotional and it's a diary of a real person.
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Posted October 13, 2004
When I first read the book I just ding it for a class project and I thought it was a fake, but then I began to feel her pain and it was unheard of. I began to become apart of the book. These are things that youth go through today. And if they read this book they will be able to make better decisions.
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Posted February 28, 2004
This is the 3rd Beatrice Sparks book i have read and i love them all. I am 15 years old and i love being able to relate to all these people. i learn a lot about things other teens go through
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Posted March 7, 2004
this story i had gotten from my sister when i was 12 years old and it is one of my favorites!
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Posted January 13, 2004
I read it the first time when I was about 13 years old and it taught me alot then. I have since lost that copy and I am now purchasing it again. I want it in my collection and also for my little sister to read it.
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Posted September 5, 2003
Wow this book is great and keeps you wondering...'OH MY GOSH WHATS GONING TO HAPPEN NEXT?!' It's such a good book and teaches a good lesson. If you like this book i bet you all would love the book 'GO ASK ALICE' its about drug addictions and stuff. i loved both and hope you'll buy them and enjoy them for yourselves.
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Posted May 20, 2003
I heard this book from a student in our class and I read it and it is a very very very good book. This book tought me about aids and HIV. So you have to read this book.
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Posted March 29, 2003
This book was one of the most amazing and touching books i've read. It starts out nice and then goes through disaster. Nancy taught me a lot about AIDS and not to be afraid.
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Posted October 21, 2002
This book is very educational and gives you a chance to see how somebody else feels and the struggles she goes through. With her problems.
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Overview
The editor of the classic GO ASK ALICE has compiled the poignant journals of a 14-year-old date-rape victim who contracted AIDS and died.