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Posted January 5, 2013
If i don't Delphi won't except me here and i'm sick and tired of her. I'm not supposed to be here. Delphi made that clear i obviously was a mistake. She may not have saud this but she would if she could. She was trying to say that i wasn't supposed to be born. Maybe i wasn't because no i see that where ever i go i'm not excepted. I'm rejected shunned. I'm used to it but Delphi has gone to far. Go ahead defend her because no matter what the hell i say i'm always wrong. I don't know why when i was little i didn't see it before. What's the point if coming back if no ones likes me. Everyone in Scarlet letter. My dad for once might of axtually been right. Maybe it is good to have no privacy because if you tell your parents everything nobody gets hurt. You can be safe and have nice good people surround you. But i chose the wrong way and i can never go back. I would go back to change it but i can't. It's impossible to be accepted when you've been rejected before you arrived. Everywhere nobody got me. Until you came. I love Jessica despite who your friends might be. I'm just not made to last any longer after being hurt this many times i think i should put it out of misery. There is nothing left to my life maybe one day i'll come back and no one will rememver me....wouldn't that be nice i could start clean but now everyone sees me as a pain in the azz no sees me as takented or brave because when i grow up you have to trust me because i'm joining the army. I don't see what everybody's deal is. Whether the wgole world is against me or one person turned all my friends and the people i trusted and loved into nothing. If you ever see Delphi again and i know you will be her friend forever tell her that life isn't about getting exactly what you want. You must go through flaws before having your life perfect. No one is perfect but god himself. The creator of the world i will be back but probably only here. I'm sorry if i've hurt you and i didn't mean to. You mean the world to me Jessica and I could never ever forget you. You are my light you shine through the vdark. You are smart beautiful and a vstrong young women keep it that way. Everyone needs to act a little like you and follow the commandments. Lets start simpler the laws. Half of us don't know what laws are. Most of us have to see to belueve. But believing is seeing. That's what i believe. I don't know what my sister is going to do. She is really upset and she will be that way for quite sometime. Please got to our book where we can talk privately after you have read this long article. I love you with all my mind strength soul and heart. Never give up in what you believe in. Don't just dream your dreams live them. And make the world a better safer place. Where all of us could live in peace and harmony. Where we can go to heaven with no burdens to carry. Love love love love love love love love love love love love love you boyfriend/bestfriend/person: a sonebody/ nobody in many peoples eyes. You Jessica can make a difference in the world. Little things start slow and progress to get bigger. One day you will see the opening to your oppertunity but until that has come i give you my last and very last post ever here in this book called trama. I wish that our country was really a free country because then we wouldn't restricted for so many things. I wish you could see ne in person so we could meet face to face and i can't tell you how much i love you. How pround i am of you. Serious this time love ~R.J.Was this review helpful? Yes NoThank you for your feedback. Report this reviewThank you, this review has been flagged.
Posted January 5, 2013
I love you with all my heart. And nothing would ever change that. Ive never read such a beautiful article that would ever make me cry but that was one. I wish we could join the army together. Once im 18 i will come live with you. Id never forget you. Im going to our book now.Was this review helpful? Yes NoThank you for your feedback. Report this reviewThank you, this review has been flagged.