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More Than Sorrow

More Than Sorrow

by Vicki Delany

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Once, Hannah Manning was an internationally-renowned journalist and war correspondent. Today, she’s a woman suffering from a traumatic brain injury. Haunted by her memories, Hannah goes to her sister’s small-scale vegetable farm in Prince Edward County, Ontario to recover and spend time with her ten-year-old niece, Lily.

Hannah retreats into the attic


Once, Hannah Manning was an internationally-renowned journalist and war correspondent. Today, she’s a woman suffering from a traumatic brain injury. Haunted by her memories, Hannah goes to her sister’s small-scale vegetable farm in Prince Edward County, Ontario to recover and spend time with her ten-year-old niece, Lily.

Hannah retreats into the attic full of boxes and mouldy letters that have accumulated for more than two centuries. As she reads about the original settlers of this land, she is increasingly drawn to the space beneath the old house.

More than carrots, potatoes, soups and jams are down in the dark, damp root cellar. Hannah experiences visions of a woman emerging from the icy cold mist. Is the woman real?

In this modern Gothic novel of heart-wrenching suspense, past and present merge into a terrifying threat to the only thing Hannah still holds dear—Lily.

Editorial Reviews

Kirkus Reviews
The author of the British Columbian cozies starring Constable Molly Smith (Among the Departed, 2011, etc.) moves east to Lake Ontario, where a considerably more beset heroine must confront demons without and within. Toronto journalist Hannah Manning was at the top of her game when she fell victim to an IED in Afghanistan. Now she's unable to work or drive or even live on her own. Living for the moment with her sister, Joanne and her husband, Jake Stewart, she finds life on J & J Organic Farms, on the island of Prince Edward County, predictable and slow, but still challenging for her and Omar, the name she's given her disabling headaches. There's not much diversion within walking distance of the farm, so Hannah is especially eager to befriend Hila Popalzai, a shy Afghan refugee who's been offered shelter by the farm's neighbors, Maude and Grant Harrison. And she takes considerable interest in some old papers Joanne has found in the house. Hannah sees in the story of Maggie Macgregor, the widow of a Loyalist sympathizer during the American Revolution, a mirror of her own. Taken in by her late husband's cousin, Nathanial, Maggie becomes little more than a servant in a household not her own. Hannah's nagging questions about her new life--is she only imagining the woman's voice she hears in the root cellar? Will Omar ever quiet down for good?--are abruptly upstaged when Hila disappears and is found dead. Hannah doesn't know just how instrumental Maggie, dead over 200 years, will be in resolving the mystery. An absorbing whodunit-cum-flashbacks whose so-so mystery is redeemed by a deft use of historical parallels.
Publishers Weekly
Twin tales sit awkwardly beside one another in this story of a Canadian farmhouse with secrets to tell from Delaney (Among the Departed). Hannah Manning, who’s recovering at her sister’s farm in Prince Edward County, Ont., from a brain injury incurred as a reporter in Afghanistan, starts having blackouts whenever she goes into the root cellar. During the blackouts, Hannah has visions of a previous resident, Maggie Macgregor, whose life degenerated into poverty and servitude after her Loyalist husband was killed during the American Revolution. Meanwhile, Hannah begins to take walks with Hila Popalzai, an Afghan woman who bears scars of war but never speaks of her past. When Hila is murdered, the police insist that Hannah knows more about the crime than she does. The modern-day suspense plot resolves with a satisfyingly tense scene that brings the two strands subtly together, but otherwise the historical section, despite its related themes, might as well be a separate book. (Sept.)
Library Journal
War correspondent Hannah Manning is fighting to recover from a severe brain injury while staying with her sister's family on their Ontario farm. Hannah feels useless; she sleeps, she has terrifying visions, and most problematic, she suffers from long blackouts. Her niece, however, adores her and introduces Hannah to their neighbor, Hila, an Afghani refugee who is being sponsored by a local couple. When Hila disappears and her corpse is found in the woods days later, Hannah becomes a person of interest. Military intelligence is brought in for interrogations, and Hannah knows in her gut that something sinister is at work. Concurrently, Hannah channels visions of a ghostly woman whenever she goes into her family's root cellar; this story goes back into the late 1700s, when American colonists loyal to the British crown fled the newly established United States. VERDICT In a change of pace from her Con. Molly Smith mysteries (Among the Departed), Delany has written a splendid Gothic thriller with a theme of strong women throughout history. Readers will be captivated by the haunted root cellar and how Delany contrasted one woman's struggles in the past with the plight of contemporary refugees. Match with Deborah Lawrenson's The Lantern or Katherine Howe's The Physick Book of Deliverance Dane.

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More Than Sorrow

A Mystery
By Vicki Delany

Poisoned Pen Press

Copyright © 2012 Vicki Delany
All right reserved.

ISBN: 978-1-59058-987-8

Chapter One

They tell me it was an IED hidden in a truck full of goats going to market, pulled off to the side of the road with an apparent flat tire.

But of that I have no memory.

I rubbed small pebbles between my fingers. The sun burned hot on the scarf on my head and dust was thick in my mouth. A goat cried out—no, not a goat. A chicken. Not crying in fear or pain but clucking with hungry impatience.

I opened my eyes and studied the objects in my hand. Not stones, but chickenfeed. On my head was a Toronto Blue Jays baseball cap, not a scarf, and the land around me was lush and green and fertile, not brown and destroyed.

The bird stared at me. Tiny black eyes in front of a tiny brain. Only a chicken. A white rock hen pecking for worms and bugs in a patch of weeds and overgrown grasses in a farmyard in Prince Edward County, Ontario.

Memory flooded back, and I knew where I was, and I threw a handful of grain onto the ground. Chickens rushed to feed.

My sister was watching me, frozen in the act of crossing the yard, her face pinched with worry. "Okay, Hannah?"


"Good," she said. "After you've finished that, collect the eggs, will you? I want to make a cake this afternoon for Lily's birthday."

"Will do." I put on what I hoped was a convincing smile. Joanne gave me a long look before she continued down the path toward the greenhouse.

I let out a sigh and tossed the rest of the grain onto the ground. Eager chickens came running from all directions. Pressure was building behind my right eye and I hurried to get out of the glare of the rising sun into the dark, cool henhouse.

I don't care for chickens. Noisy, vicious, stupid beasts. I tried to get them out of the coop before venturing in to raid the nests. A pair of heavy yellow work gloves was kept on a nail by the door, and I slipped them on to offer my hands some protection in case one of the birds had remained behind to defend her eggs. They didn't want me stealing their offspring out from underneath them and used their sharp beaks to fight me off.

Isn't that what mothers do? Protect their children?

The coop was dark and quiet, all the residents outside enjoying the spring sunshine. I collected ten large brown eggs and laid them gently into a wicker basket. The heavy smell of ammonia and straw both fresh and molding that permeated the hen house did nothing for my oncoming headache.

We were raised in the city, Joanne and I. In a proper modern bungalow in a neat well laid-out suburb on a street lined with Norway maples and houses exactly the same as ours. Why my sister took so eagerly and happily to the life of a small-scale farmer is a mystery to me.

Perhaps not a total mystery. I came out of the chicken coop, egg basket over my arm, in time to see my brother-in-law Jake Stewart climbing into his truck, ready to deliver the first of the spring produce to local restaurants. He lifted a well-muscled arm in a lazy greeting but didn't give me a smile. I waved in return.

I put the eggs on the kitchen counter and dropped into a chair. Pain lurked behind my right eye, a black spot, evil and threatening and ever-present. Sunlight streamed through the French doors leading to the deck, and the old farmhouse was beginning to heat up. I closed my eyes, knowing I had to get upstairs and lie down while I could.

"Would you like me to fetch your pills, Aunt Hannah?" said a soft voice behind me.

"Thank you, dear, but no. I've had enough for now."

"They don't help much, do they?"

"I'm sorry to say they don't. But this will pass, and I'll be fine soon."

"I'm glad," she said. I felt a cool hand on my arm and smelled toothpaste and hay. Lily was ten years old, and today was her birthday. She was a bright, cheerful, happy girl who absolutely adored her aunt Hannah. The feeling was mutual. With great effort, I lifted my hand and touched hers.

What if, I thought ...

A stab of pain interrupted the thought, and my hand dropped to the table. "Can you pull the blinds, sweetie?" I said. "The light's too strong."

The chain rattled, and the blinds clattered as they slid along their track. Even though my eyes were closed, I knew when the sun was gone.

The light of the sun had become my enemy.

Sunlight had been strong in my eyes when it happened. We'd been driving west, the setting sun a brilliant, round yellow ball hovering above naked tan hills. I was adjusting my sunglasses, trying to cut the glare when a light so bright it seared my eyes followed instantly by a wave of sound overwhelmed me. I remember wondering if the sun had exploded, but that might have only been later, when I woke to the glare of pure white hospital lights.

Afghanistan. Where the sun always shone in a sky of brilliant blue and the hills were bare and the streets dusty tracks and behind every scrubby bush or mud hut death might lurk.

I called my headaches Omar because they were so like the scowling, black-bearded, filthy-gowned, malicious mullah who'd treated me with unmitigated contempt that last day in Afghanistan. I stood in front of the bathroom mirror sometimes, peering into my own face, looking for him, trying to see him hiding behind my eyes, willing him to come out and fight me, face to face. Don't get me wrong: I know he's not there, not in spirit nor in body. I doubt he's spared me a thought since our convoy rattled down the track heading out of his village. It's just that it makes me feel better, sometimes, to think I have an enemy I might actually be able to fight. To defeat.

"Can I help you upstairs, Aunt Hannah?" Lily normally had a loud voice, full of fun and enthusiasm and always madly excited about something. Around me, she whispered. They all did. They kept the radio and TV low and my sister hushed her children if they got too noisy. As children should.

Everyone walked as if crossing a road covered in egg shells.

"That would be nice." I leaned on the girl as I struggled to my feet. I opened my left eye, just a crack, and looked into her face. Pretty and concerned. Immediately after breakfast she'd gone out to tend to her beloved horses, and hay was caught in the back of her blond braid, and a streak of mud crossed her left cheek. She was all knees and elbows, bony chest, long thin legs, arms like sticks, luscious black lashes, and a perpetually laughing mouth. I thought she was incredibly beautiful.

"Be sure your mom wakes me up in time for the birthday dinner," I said. "I wouldn't want to miss that. What are we having anyway?" In my sister's family, as in ours, the birthday child chose the celebratory meal.

"Hamburgers. Dad's going to do them on the barbeque. Then cake. I've asked for chocolate."

"Ummm. My favorite."

"Grandma and Grandpa are coming."

"That's nice."

We made our way up the stairs, one careful tread at a time. Lily pushed open the door to my room and led me in. I lay on the soft bed and sighed. Lily glided slippers off my feet and pulled up the duvet. "Comfy?" she asked.

"Comfy," I replied.

I heard her tiptoe away and then the sound of her running down the stairs, taking the last three in one leap. All fell quiet. The windows were closed, the curtains drawn. They hadn't been opened in all the time I'd been in residence.

The back door, the one off the farm office, slammed and I almost smiled to myself. No matter how she might try, it was impossible for a ten-year-old to stay quiet for long.

And that's the way it should be. I thought of girls I'd seen in Afghanistan. No older than Lily, but already squelched by life, living in constant terror of attracting attention, anyone's attention.

There's something about an old house, a way you can tell when it's empty. The walls seem almost to relax, and settle deeper into the foundations as they do so, taking a brief break until doors fly open and people flood back inside.

This house was old. Parts of it dated from the early 1800s. It had been expanded over the years, modernized many times. But the old bones remained, strong and resilient.

I lay back into the pillows and let my mind drift. The pain retreated. It was not defeated. It would never be defeated, but was merely regrouping its forces prior to a renewed attack.

Chapter Two

The birthday dinner was a huge success. It was early May and warm enough to sit outside on the big wooden deck running off the kitchen. Jake flipped hamburgers on the barbeque, and Joanne made a salad with the first of the delicate baby greens from the gardens. It was a lovely evening, and my head felt almost normal. I fancied that Omar couldn't bear to be in the presence of a happy laughing family. Particularly not when the birthday child was a beautiful young girl with tangled hair, a big laugh, and long tanned bare legs.

Jake's parents, Marlene and Ralph, had joined us for dinner. They lived not far away, close to the town of Wellington, where they ran an industrial chicken operation. Ralph rarely said much but smiled at his son and grandchildren with warm affection. Marlene, as scrawny as a barn cat and about as tough, didn't approve of organic farming. She lectured Jake at length about the better yields he'd get using chemical fertilizer and decried the extra effort that went into heirloom vegetables. Jake focused on his meal and said, "We like to do it our way, Mom," and Joanne bit her tongue. I glanced at my sister. It was costing her, I thought, to keep quiet and not defend her farm, her husband, their choices. Her shoulders and her lips were set in tight lines and a small vein throbbed in her neck. Marlene changed course abruptly and asked Jake if he'd had time to look through any more of the boxes.

"It's spring, Mom," he said. "Spring on a farm. You know what that means. No time to do anything but turn soil, plant seeds, and try to get ahead of the weeds."

"Yes," she agreed. "Life on a farm's hard work. For most of us, anyway."

Suspecting she'd aimed that comment at me, I got up to help Joanne clear the dishes and prepare dessert.

Inside the kitchen, Joanne rubbed at the side of her neck and gave me a rueful grin. "Sorry about that."

"Not a problem. What boxes is she talking about?"

"In the attic. When we bought the house it came with just about every bit of stuff accumulated since it had been built. Marlene's trying to encourage Jake to take an interest in his family legacy. He is interested; he just doesn't have the time."

"What family legacy? You guys bought the house, you didn't inherit it."

"This house was built by Jake's great-great-many-times-grandparents on his father's side. Generations of Stewarts lived here until around 1945, when they sold it and moved into town. Something about one son being killed in the war and the surviving one not interested so no one was left to run the farm. Marlene's family were farmers, and when she and Ralph married, he helped work their farm. When her parents retired, Ralph and Marlene took it over. You can take the farm family off the land, but you can't always take the farm land ... whatever. I guess you can take the farm land away. Anyhow, that's a long way of telling you why Jake grew up on a farm, but not this one. Marlene might be dismissive of our farm-she thinks Jake should be working out at their place, but she sure was excited when we bought it. Marlene's own ancestors came over from the Ukraine in the twentieth century, so she's somehow gotten it into her head that the Stewarts were an important family, rather than just common-or-garden settlers like all the rest. Now, she needs to prove it to everyone else. "

I smiled. "Isn't everyone looking for an exiled aristocrat or the bastard son of the King of England in their family tree?"

"People around here are proud of being Loyalist descendants. The property's a fraction of the couple of hundred acres it was originally, but we have the old house. The original grant covered the land right down to the lake front. When the road went in, that strip of land was expropriated. Which is a good thing. We never would have been able to afford this place if it had lake frontage." While she talked, her voice low, Joanne arranged colorful candles on the homemade cake and piled a tray with plates and forks. "Get the door, will you?" We went back outside.

Lily blew out the ten candles on her cake with one breath, while Jake held his hand over his son's mouth because Charlie had made threatening puffing gestures while the candles were being lit. Lily stuck her tongue out at her brother, and then she opened her presents while her mother sliced and served cake, and her grandmother babbled to no one about some precious silver tea pot someone had found in their attic.

I'd bought Lily a pashmina, a genuine Afghan one, pale gray and so fine the entire thing would slip through a wedding ring. It was somewhere in my parents' house, still in the boxes of possessions which had been packed up and sent after me. Instead of the pashmina, I'd given her a twenty-dollar bill. She was saving to buy an iPhone.

For a brief moment silence stretched across the deck and across the farm while everyone ate birthday cake. Even Marlene stopped talking for a while. Only the top of the orange sun was visible above the poplar trees that marked the boundary of the fields. The line between inertia and contentment is very fine, but I settled back into my chair and thought that perhaps, just this once, I was content.

"Have some cake, Aunt Hannah," Lily said. "It's really good."

I've never been overweight, but like most women I've always worried that I was. I'd lost thirty pounds in the last three months, and not a thing I owned fit me. I'd also lost a great deal of muscle in my arms and legs and knew I needed to put some weight back on and get some exercise. Joanne had suggested that Jake drive me to the swimming pool at the rec center in Picton in the mornings, but it seemed like far too much bother. I used to run half-marathons. These days a walk to the mailbox at the top of the driveway was an effort. I had an appointment with the neurologist in Toronto later in the week and he'd bug me about the importance of exercise and a good diet. I'd nod and agree and come home deciding to go to the pool the next day.

And never quite get around to it.

There were times when I wanted to get better, when there was nothing I wanted more. But those times were quickly superseded by periods of pure inertia. And, if I were to be honest with myself—self-pity.

I'd barely managed to eat a quarter of my burger and a few leaves of lettuce and had passed on the potato salad. The chocolate cake, covered in a shiny layer of thick ganache, a ball of vanilla ice cream melting alongside, looked highly unappealing. Lily was watching me, "Go on," she said, "Try some."

And so I did. I lifted my fork and broke off a tiny piece of cake, scooped up some of the icing and then ice cream. I put it all into my mouth. It was good.

But I only had one bite.

They were always watching me, my family. My sister and her daughter most of all, but occasionally I could see Jake poised to run for me if I stumbled, and even Charlie, as self-absorbed as only a seven-year-old boy can be, was quick to apologize if he made a loud noise or did anything that startled me.

It was nice to know they cared. It could have been annoying. In that as in many other things these days, I couldn't summon up enough energy to mind.

As soon as she'd finished eating, Marlene pushed her chair back and announced that hard-working farm families need to get to bed early. She gave Lily a hug and a loud smack on the cheek, tousled Charlie's hair, thanked Joanne for the meal, kissed her son, and marched down the steps. Ralph followed after saying his own goodbyes.

I helped Joanne carry in the dishes, while Jake took the kids to the paddock to gather the horses and settle them into the barn for the night.

"Lily's going to be a fabulous young woman," I said to my sister.

"I can only hope so. As soon as Mary Beth's daughter turned thirteen she became a screeching harridan. Poor Mary Beth figured the girl had been replaced by an alien look-alike."

"I seem to remember something like a screeching harridan in my own house," I said with a laugh.

"Oh, god. Don't remind me. Do you think my past sins will come back to haunt me? Do you remember when I went to Dad's office on take-your-child-to-work day in full goth regalia?"

"Yup. Good old Dad. Didn't blink an eye when you marched into the kitchen and announced that you were ready to go."

"And you, goodie two-shoes, looking all prim and proper to go to the hospital with Mom."

I stuck my tongue out in the same way Lily had to Charlie, and Joanne grinned. "Brat."

"Hamster-brain," I replied.

We laughed together.

Then I said, "I don't think your mother-in-law likes me very much."

"Don't take it personally. I don't know why, but that's just the way she is. I sometimes think she spends her life accumulating points. One for her, minus one for everyone else. Except for Jake. He can do no wrong. Well, other than marrying me and getting into organic farming, that is."

We finished cleaning up in companionable silence. Outside, the sun had disappeared and slashes of pink and gray decorated the sky.


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Meet the Author

Vicki Delany left a job as a systems analyst to settle in bucolic Prince Edward County, Ontario, the setting of More than Sorrow. She is also the author of the Constable Molly Smith books, a traditional village/police procedural series set in British Columbia. She blogs about the writing life at One Woman Crime Wave. 

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