Mother Teresa: Come Be My Light [NOOK Book]


This historic work reveals the inner spiritual life of one of the most beloved and important religious figures in history.

During her lifelong service to the poorest of the poor, Mother Teresa became an icon of compassion to people of all religions; her extraordinary contributions to the care of the sick, the dying, and thousands of others nobody else was prepared to look after has been recognized and acclaimed throughout the world. Little is ...
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This historic work reveals the inner spiritual life of one of the most beloved and important religious figures in history.

During her lifelong service to the poorest of the poor, Mother Teresa became an icon of compassion to people of all religions; her extraordinary contributions to the care of the sick, the dying, and thousands of others nobody else was prepared to look after has been recognized and acclaimed throughout the world. Little is known, however, about her own spiritual heights or her struggles. This collection of her writing and reflections, almost all of which have never been made public before, sheds light on Mother Teresa's interior life in a way that reveals the depth and intensity of her holiness for the first time.

Compiled and presented by Fr. Brian Kolodiejchuk, M.C., who knew Mother Teresa for twenty years and is the postulator for her cause for sainthood and director of the Mother Teresa Center, MOTHER TERESA brings together letters she wrote to her spiritual advisors over decades. A moving chronicle of her spiritual journey—including moments, indeed years, of utter desolation—these letters reveal the secrets she shared only with her closest confidants. She emerges as a classic mystic whose inner life burned with the fire of charity and whose heart was tested and purified by an intense trial of faith, a true dark night of the soul.

Published to coincide with the tenth anniversary of her death, MOTHER TERESA is an intimate portrait of a woman whose life and work continue to be admired by millions of people.
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Product Details

  • ISBN-13: 9780385524209
  • Publisher: The Crown Publishing Group
  • Publication date: 9/4/2007
  • Sold by: Random House
  • Format: eBook
  • Pages: 368
  • Sales rank: 91,572
  • File size: 770 KB

Meet the Author

Born in Skopje in 1910, MOTHER TERESA joined the Sisters of Loreto in Dublin in 1928 and was sent to India, where she began her novitiate. She taught at St. Mary's High School in Calcutta from 1931 to 1948, until leaving the Loreto order to begin the Missionaries of Charity. Through her sisters, brothers, and priests, her service of the poorest of the poor spread all around the world. She won many awards, including the 1979 Nobel Peace Prize. After her death in 1997, the process for her sainthood was quickly begun and she was beatified in 2003.

FR. BRIAN KOLODIEJCHUK, M.C., Ph.D., was born in Winnipeg, Canada. He met Mother Teresa in 1977 and was associated with her until her death in 1997. He joined the Missionaries of Charity Fathers at the time of their foundation in 1984. Fr. Brian is postulator of the Cause of Beatification and Canonization of Mother Teresa of Calcutta and director of the Mother Teresa Center.
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“Put Your Hand in His Hand, and Walk Alone with Him”


Jesus, for You and for souls! —Mother Teresa

“Put your hand in His [Jesus’] hand, and walk alone with Him. Walk ahead, because if you look back you will go back.” These parting words from her mother were engraved on the heart of eighteen-year-old Gonxha Agnes Bojaxhiu, the future Mother Teresa, as she left her home in Skopje to commence her life as a missionary. On September 26, 1928, she journeyed to Ireland to join the Institute of the Blessed Virgin Mary (the Loreto Sisters), a noncloistered congregation of women religious primarily dedicated to educa­tion. She had applied to go to the missions in Bengal. Such a venture demanded abundant faith and courage, for she and her family knew well that “at that time, when missionaries went to the missions, they never returned.”
Young though she was, Gonxha had taken six years to decide on her vocation. She had been raised in a family that fostered piety and devotion, and in a fervent parish community that also contributed to her religious upbringing. In this setting, Mother Teresa would later reveal, she first felt called to consecrate her life to God:
I was only twelve years old then. It was then that I first knew I had a vocation to the poor 1922. I wanted to be a missionary, I wanted to go out and give the life of Christ to the people in the missionary countries....At the beginning, between twelve and eighteen I didn’t want to become a nun. We were a very happy family. But when I was eighteen, I decided to leave my home and become a nun, and since then, this forty years, I’ve never doubted even for a second that I’ve done the right thing; it was the will of God. It was His choice.

Thus her decision was not a whim of her youthful years but rather a considered choice, the fruit of her profound relationship with Jesus. Many years later she would disclose, “From childhood the Heart of Jesus has been my first love.” She made her determina­tion clear in the application letter to the superior of the Loreto nuns:
Reverend Mother Superior, Be so kind to hear my sincere desire. I want to join your Society, so that one day I may become a missionary sister, and work for Jesus who died for us all.

I have completed the fifth class of high school; of languages I know Albanian, which is my mother tongue and Serbian*, I know a little French, English I do not know at all, but I hope in the good God that He will help me to learn the little I need and so I am beginning immediately these [days] to practice it. I don’t have any special conditions, I only want to be in the missions, and for everything else I surrender myself completely to the good God’s disposal.
An exceptional grace she had received on the day of her first Holy Communion had fueled her desire to take this daring step into the unknown: “From the age of 5½ years,—when first I received Him [Jesus]—the love for souls has been within.—It grew with the years—until I came to India—with the hope of saving many souls.”

Sailing across the Mediterranean Sea, the zealous young mis­sionary wrote to her loved ones at home: “Pray for your missionary, that Jesus may help her to save as many immortal souls as possible from the darkness of unbelief.” Her hope to bring light to those in darkness would be fulfilled, but in a way she could not have antici­pated as she traveled to her chosen mission land.

While at sea, in moments of solitude and silence, as joy and pain mingled in her heart, Sister Teresa (named after Thérèse of Lisieux when she joined the Loreto order)* collected her sentiments in a poem:

I’m leaving my dear house And my beloved land To steamy Bengal go I To a distant shore.
I’m leaving my old friends Forsaking family and home My heart draws me onward To serve my Christ.
Goodbye, O mother dear May God be with you all A Higher Power compels me Toward torrid India.
The ship moves slowly ahead Cleaving the ocean waves, As my eyes take one last look At Europe’s dear shores.
Bravely standing on the deck Joyful, peaceful of mien, Christ’s happy little one, His new bride­to­be.
In her hand a cross of iron On which the Savior hangs, While her eager soul offers there Its painful sacrifice.
“Oh God, accept this sacrifice As a sign of my love, Help, please, Thy creature To glorify Thy name!
In return, I only ask of Thee, O most kind Father of us all:
Let me save at least one soul— One you already know.”

Fine and pure as summer dew Her soft warm tears begin to flow, Sealing and sanctifying now Her painful sacrifice.
On January 6, 1929, after a five-week journey, Sister Teresa ar­rived in Calcutta. In a letter she sent back home, she shared with her readers her arrival to the city that would become inseparably linked with her name:

On January 6th, in the morning, we sailed from the sea to the river Ganges, also called the “Holy River.” Travelling by this route we could take a good look at our new homeland Bengal. The nature is marvellous. In some places there are beautiful small houses but for the rest, only huts lined up under the trees. Seeing all this we desired that we might, as soon as possible, enter among them. We came to know that here are very few Catholics. When our ship landed on the shore we sang in our souls the “Te Deum.” Our Indian sisters waited for us there, with whom, with indescribable happiness, we stepped for the first time on Bengal’s soil.
In the convent chapel, we first thanked our dear Saviour for this great grace that He had so safely brought us to the goal for which we had been longing. Here we will remain one week and then we are leaving for Darjeeling, where we will remain during our novitiate. Pray much for us that we may be good and courageous missionaries.
Shortly after her arrival in Calcutta, Sister Teresa was sent to Dar­jeeling to continue her formation. In May she began the novitiate, a two-year period of initiation into the religious life that precedes the first profession of vows. The first year concentrated on spiritual for­mation of the candidate, emphasizing prayer and the spirituality of the order, while the second year emphasized the mission of the insti­tute and offered some training in its apostolic works. Having com­pleted her formation, she made her first profession of vows on May 25, 1931, 11 promising to live a life of poverty, chastity, and obedience, and to devote herself with particular care to the instruction of youth. This was an occasion of immense joy, as her longing to consecrate herself to God became a reality. She confided to a friend:
If you could know how happy I am, as Jesus’ little spouse. No one, not even those who are enjoying some happiness which in the world seems perfect, could I envy, because I am enjoying my complete happiness, even when I suffer something for my beloved Spouse.

Following her profession of vows, Sister Teresa was assigned to the Loreto community in Calcutta and appointed to teach at St. Mary’s Bengali Medium School for girls. The young nun embarked eagerly on her new mission, one that she would retain (with only one six-month interruption) until 1948, the year she left Loreto to estab­lish the Missionaries of Charity. In a letter to her local Catholic mag­azine back home she showed how this mission of service, with all its hardships, was a source of genuine joy for her, as it provided the op­portunity to imitate Jesus and live in union with Him:

The heat of India is simply burning. When I walk around, it seems to me that fire is under my feet from which even my whole body is burning. When it is hardest, I console myself with the thought that souls are saved in this way and that dear Jesus has suffered much more for them. . . . The life of a missionary is not strewn with roses, in fact more with thorns; but with it all, it is a life full of happiness and joy when she thinks that she is doing the same work which Jesus was doing when He was on earth, and that she is fulfilling Jesus’ commandment: “Go and teach all nations!”
Many Things “for Jesus and for Souls”

After nine years in Loreto, Sister Teresa was approaching a very im­portant moment in her life—she was about to make her profession of perpetual vows. Her superiors and her companions had by now become acquainted with her prayerfulness, compassion, charity, and zeal; they also appreciated her great sense of humor and natural tal­ent for organization and leadership. In all her endeavors she consis­tently showed unusual presence of mind, common sense, and courage, such as when she chased away a bull on the road in order to protect her girls and when she scared off thieves who broke into the convent one night.

Yet neither her sisters nor her pupils fully realized the remark­able spiritual depths that this hardworking and cheerful nun had reached in the midst of her daily activities. Her profound union with Jesus, the source of her spiritual and apostolic fecundity, was only shared with her confessors. She likewise rarely alluded to her suffer­ings, while the joy she radiated around her effectively hid her trials. In a letter to Jesuit Father Franjo Jambrekovic´,15 her former confes­sor in Skopje, she revealed the secret of God’s powerful action in her soul:

Dear Father in Jesus, Hearty thank you for your letter—I really did not expect it—I am sorry for not writing to you before.
I just received the letter from Reverend Mother General where she gives me the permission to make my final vows. It will be on 24th May 1937. What a great grace! I really cannot thank God enough for all that He has done for me. His for all eternity! Now I rejoice with my whole heart that I have joyfully carried my cross with Jesus.
There were sufferings—there were moments when my eyes were filled with tears—but thanks be to God for everything. Jesus and I have been friends up to now, pray that He may give me the grace of perseverance. This month I am starting my three months tertianship. There will be enough and plenty there [to offer] for Jesus and for souls—but I am so happy. Before crosses used to frighten me—I used to get goose bumps at the thought of suffering—but now I embrace suffering even before it actually comes, and like this Jesus and I live in love.
Do not think that my spiritual life is strewn with roses—that is the flower which I hardly ever find on my way. Quite the contrary, I have more often as my companion “darkness.” And when the night becomes very thick—and it seems to me as if I will end up in hell—then I simply offer myself to Jesus. If He wants me to go there—I am ready—but only under the condition that it really makes Him happy. I need much grace, much of Christ’s strength to persevere in trust, in that blind love which leads only to Jesus Crucified. But I am happy—yes happier than ever. And I would not wish at any price to give up my sufferings. But do not, however, think that I am only suffering. Ah no— I am laughing more than I am suffering—so that some have concluded that I am Jesus’ spoiled bride, who lives with Jesus in Nazareth—far away from Calvary… Pray, pray much for me—I really need His love.
I am sorry for chattering so much—but I myself do not know how [this happened]—Jesus surely wanted this—to make you pray a little more for your missionary. . . . Mama is writing very regularly—truly she is giving me the strength to suffer joyfully. My departure was indeed the beginning of her supernatural life. When she goes to Jesus, surely He will receive her with great joy. My brother and sister are still together—they are having a beautiful life together.
You are surely very busy to think of letter writing. But one thing I beg of you: pray always for me. For that you do not need special time—because our work is our prayer. . . A few days ago I had a good laugh—when some incidents from Letnica came to my mind. Really, how proud I was then. I am not humble even now—but at least I desire to become—and humiliations are my sweetest sweets. . . . I must go—India is as scorching as is hell—but its souls are beautiful and precious because the Blood of Christ has bedewed them. 

I cordially greet you and beg for your blessing and prayers.

Yours in Jesus, Sister M. Teresa, IBVM [Institute of the Blessed Virgin Mary]

“Darkness”—Her Companion

This letter to her confessor back in Skopje is the first instance in her correspondence where Sister Teresa refers to “darkness.” It is diffi­cult to grasp precisely what “darkness” meant for her at this time, but in the future the term would come to signify profound interior suffering, lack of sensible consolation, spiritual dryness, an apparent absence of God from her life, and, at the same time, a painful long­ing for Him.

Her brief description makes clear that most of the time she was not enjoying the light and consolation of God’s sensible presence but rather striving to live by faith, surrendering with love and con­fidence to God’s good pleasure. She had so progressed in that love that she could rise above the fear of suffering: “now I embrace the suffering even before it comes, and like this Jesus and I live in love.”

Interior darkness is nothing new in the tradition of Catholic mysticism. In fact, it has been a common phenomenon among the numerous saints throughout Church history who have experienced what the Spanish Carmelite mystic St. John of the Cross termed the “dark night.” The spiritual master aptly employed this term to designate the painful purifications one undergoes before reaching union with God. They are accomplished in two phases: the “night of the senses” and the “night of the spirit.” In the first night one is freed from attachment to sensory satisfactions and drawn into the prayer of contemplation. While God communicates His light and love, the soul, imperfect as it is, is incapable of receiving them, and experiences them as darkness, pain, dryness, and emptiness. Al­though the emptiness and absence of God are only apparent, they are a great source of suffering. Yet, if this state is the “night of the senses” and not the result of mediocrity, laziness, or illness, one con­tinues performing one’s duties faithfully and generously, without despondency, self-concern, or emotional disturbance. Though con­solations are no longer felt, there is a notable longing for God, and an increase of love, humility, patience, and other virtues.
Having passed through the first night, one may then be led by God into the “night of the spirit,” to be purged from the deepest roots of one’s imperfections. A state of extreme aridity accompanies this purification, and one feels rejected and abandoned by God. The experience can become so intense that one feels as if heading toward  eternal perdition. It is even more excruciating because one wants only God and loves Him greatly but is unable to recognize one’s love for Him. The virtues of faith, hope, and charity are severely tried. Prayer is difficult, almost impossible; spiritual counsel practi­cally of no avail; and various exterior trials may add to this pain. By means of this painful purification, the disciple is led to total detach­ment from all created things and to a lofty degree of union with Christ, becoming a fit instrument in His hands and serving Him purely and disinterestedly.
It is not surprising that Sister Teresa, already such an excep­tional soul, would be purified in the “crucible” of these mystical suf­ferings. Choosing to face this deep pain with trust, surrender, and unwavering desire to please God, while demonstrating an outstand­ing fidelity to her religious duties, she was already setting the pat­tern for her response to the even more demanding interior trial that was to come.

His for All Eternity

After three months of fervent prayer and reflection in tertianship, the long awaited date she had mentioned to Father Jambrekovic´ ar­rived. On May 24, 1937, with a happy and grateful heart, Sister Teresa approached the altar of God to pronounce her final “Yes,” committing herself to Jesus in spousal love for the rest of her life. The ceremony took place in the convent chapel in Darjeeling, with Archbishop Ferdinand Périer, S.J. as celebrant. Following Loreto custom she was now called “Mother Teresa.” Other than her obvi­ous joy on the occasion of her final profession, there was nothing so out of the ordinary about her as to attract the attention of the arch­bishop or anyone else. Thankfully, some of her interior dispositions survived in another letter written to Father Jambrekovic´:
Dear Father in Jesus, The Christmas feasts are approaching—by the time this letter reaches you—we all will be enjoying the joy of Baby Jesus. That is why I am sending you my heartfelt wishes. May dear God grant that you accomplish much for Him and for souls. Pray for the same also for your missionary.
Surely you know that I have made my final vows. I was thinking also about you on that day; if you would know how happy I was that I could, of my own free will, ignite my own sacrifice. Now His and that for all eternity! You surely cannot imagine former Gond¯a, now as the spouse of Jesus. But He has been always so infinitely good towards me—as if He wanted to insure the possession of my heart for Himself. Once again, I sincerely thank you for all that you have done for me.

Sister Gabriela is here. She works beautifully for Jesus—the most important is that she knows how to suffer and at the same time how to laugh. That is the most important—to suffer and to laugh. She is helping me a lot—in many ways—otherwise alone I would surely fail somewhere. She is ever ready to help me and I am so bad that I make use of her goodness.

Sister Bernard is making her vows on 23rd January 1938. Thanks be to God now again everything is all right—Jesus has surely chosen her for something special, since He has given her so much suffering. And she is a real hero, bearing up everything courageously with a smile. . . .

If we want Bengal for Christ we have to pay with many sacrifices.—Now I really rejoice when something does not go as I wish—because I see that He wants our trust—that is why in the loss let us praise God as if we have got everything.
Maybe Mama has written to you. She is now with my brother. They are so happy. One thing only they are missing— and that is their Gond¯a. But thanks be to God that Mama again has the church nearby and that she can speak Albanian. How happy she is about it. My sister has become the prefect of the Sodality of Our Lady for the high school girls. I hope that she will do much for Jesus.
Surely you want some news also about me. One thing, pray much for me—I need prayer now more than ever. I want to be only all for Jesus—truly and not only by name and dress. Many times this goes upside-down—so my most reverend “I” gets the most important place. Always the same proud Gond¯a. Only one thing is different—my love for Jesus—I would give everything, even life itself, for Him. It sounds nice but in reality it is not so easy. And just that I want, that it not be easy. Do you remember once you told me in Skopje: “Gond¯a, you want to drink the chalice to the last drop.” I do not know if at that time, I thought as I do now, but now yes, and that joyfully even without a tear. . . . It does not go so easily when a person has to be on one’s feet from morning till evening. But still, everything is for Jesus; so like that everything is beautiful, even though it is difficult.
I am terribly sleepy this evening, so please forgive me for writing like this—but if I do not finish this evening, tomorrow will be too late. Please cordially greet Fr. Vizjak—today I have sent him some books.
Pray much for me always. Faithfully in Jesus
S. M. Teresa IBVM

Since Mother Teresa longed for complete union with Christ, who suffered on the Cross, she—His little bride—could not do oth­erwise than be united to Him in His suffering. If she could not re­move His pain, then she would be there, on the Cross as it were, with Him. Choosing to share the lot of her Beloved, she welcomed the crosses that accompanied her constant self-giving.
The daily challenge of striving to overcome her faults was also a part of Mother Teresa’s cross. She confided to her former confessor her struggle to conquer pride; yet, though unaware of it, she had al­ready emerged victorious from many battles. While she lamented “the same proud Gonxha,” others were impressed by her humility. Sister Gabriela, one of her childhood friends from Skopje, and now her companion in Loreto, wrote to Father Jambrekovic´ on the same day:
I think that Jesus loves Sister Teresa very much. We are in the same house. I notice that every day she tries to please Jesus in everything. She is very busy, but she does not spare herself. She is very humble. It cost her dearly to achieve that, but I think that God has chosen her for great things. Admittedly, her deeds are entirely simple, but the perfection with which she does them, is just what Jesus asks of us.
Mother Teresa was indeed striving to “drink the chalice to the last drop” in living her commitment “to be only all for Jesus.” As another sister from her community affirmed: “She was very, very much in love with Almighty God.”29

“I Go to Give Them Joy”

After her final vows, Mother Teresa returned to her duties at St. Mary’s with her characteristic enthusiasm. She went back to teach­ing and to the ordinary daily activities of a Loreto nun. One of her companions remarked of her: “She was a very hard worker. Very. Up to time on this, up to time on that. She never wanted to shirk anything, she was always ready.”
“Put Your Hand in His Hand, and Walk Alone with Him”
On Sundays, she used to visit the poor in the slums. This aposto­late,* which she herself chose, left a deep impression on her:

Every Sunday I visit the poor in Calcutta’s slums. I cannot help them, because I do not have anything, but I go to give them joy. Last time about twenty little ones were eagerly expecting their “Ma.”31 When they saw me, they ran to meet me, even skipping on one foot. I entered. In that “para”—that is how a group of houses is called here—twelve families were living. Every family has only one room, two meters long and a meter and a half wide. The door is so narrow that I hardly could enter, and the ceiling is so low that I could not stand upright. . . . Now I do not wonder that my poor little ones love their school so much, and that so many of them suffer from tuberculosis. The poor mother [of the family she visited] did not utter even a word of complaint about her poverty. It was very painful for me, but at the same time I was very happy when I saw that they are happy because I visit them. Finally, the mother said to me: “Oh, Ma, come again! Your smile brought sun into this house!”

To her friends back home in Skopje, she disclosed the prayer she whispered in her heart while returning to the convent: “O God, how easily I make them happy! Give me strength to be always the light of their lives and so lead them to You!”33 She could not imagine that less than a decade later her prayer would be answered: she would dedicate not just her free time, but her entire life to the poor, becom­ing a beacon for them through her love and compassion. 
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  • Anonymous

    Posted January 22, 2008

    Mother Teresa - Our Example of True Humility

    As someone who was once a Postulant in one of Mother Teresa's male branches - the Missionaries of Charity Fathers - the book struck a very deep chord with me. Mother's life, correspondence and her intimate relationship with Jesus, regardless of the cost, is so inspiring. Her life and selfless example 'hold up a mirror' that reminds us of our own imperfections and faults and how God tests us. It was an easy choice in those early days when the MC Fathers were starting out to simply say 'I'm not feeling it here' and run out the doors and then 20 years later read the example of Mother who hadn't 'felt it' for the bulk of her vocation. Incredible! How weak and spiritually immature we can be. I am blessed to have read this book and to be reminded that, even today, God calls us to be His own - no matter what our stage in life. These days, as an entertainment professional in both Hollywood and New York I understand the opportunity to keep my own light kindled so that in the midst of that darkness (and believe me it is dark), I can try my best to be a light to others. Producers, directors, actors and studio people all want to know about Mother. When her name comes up from my past, silence enters the room and everyone listens. The world is hungry for love and as much as they want to deny it, they are hungry for people like Mother. Congratulations to the author for one of the most well put together books I have ever read. I miss my MC family and rarely does a day go by that I do not think about my time as an MC. United in spirit, may we always remain committed to serving Jesus in the distressing disguise of the poor - whether it is the slums of Haiti or the studios of Hollywood. Mother Teresa was God's gift to us. One thing Mother says often in her writings when talking about what she gives God is 'I send this to God with love from India.' I think God is saying to the world, 'I send Mother to you with love from heaven.'

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  • Anonymous

    Posted June 14, 2009

    Inspiring Insight!

    This insight into the soul of Mother Teresa strengthens faith, offers hope to those suffering from spiritual dryness and aridity, and demonstrates how to persevere in love even through one's darkest hours.

    The Saint of Calcutta used an outward smile to mask her interior struggles with her own faith, and offers a path of love through inner darkness to Divine Light. She dispels the notion that Faith is only present if one is on a constant "high," while admitting the difficulty of maintaining outward serenity. Her strength of will can truly inspire all those who feel ignored or abandoned by God.

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  • Anonymous

    Posted November 8, 2009


    We all have doubts and struggles. It is encouraging to hear the story of someone who appears to have it all together, yet actually struggles with her relationship with God and feeling distant. Mother Teresa is an inspiration of a woman who lived her life 100% for Jesus!

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  • Posted April 6, 2012

    A great, inspiring book

    This book is a must-read for Christians and skeptics alike. It provides a detailed account of Mother Teresa's spiritual life based on her correspondences with her spiritual advisers. The author does a wonderful job in showing the intimacy of Mother's relationship with God, and in depicting its development throughout her life, especially its trials. This book also provides a great insight into Mother's character and her strength in remaining faithful, even when she no longer felt God's presence. It is an inspiring book to read, especially for those going through a "dark night of the soul".

    The only weakness is that after each letter, the author includes a summary of the letter and his analysis of it. Sometimes, part of the analysis seemed to be his personal opinion and was not validated by sources. It also felt repetitive to read them after every single letter. But overall, GREAT BOOK!

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  • Posted January 10, 2012

    great book

    great book and awesome story!! Mother Teresa's story will you bring you to tears of joy!!

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  • Posted February 13, 2010

    Don't Miss It

    This book would be worth it just for the notes from Mother Teresa's spiritual retreat, which are appended at the back of the book. The totality is an excellent example of "we walk by faith, and not by sight" or feelings (2 Corinthians 5:7).

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  • Anonymous

    Posted April 15, 2008

    Out of the darkness into the Light

    The aim of the book is to plumb the ¿depth of Mother Teresa¿s interior life,¿ it is not a ¿theological study¿ (p. 2). The first letter dates June 28, 1928, it is about her desire to join the Sisters of Our Lady of Loretto (pp. 14-15). The last letter dates May 15, 1995, it is to her Sisters (p. 332). Most of the letters date in the 1940¿s-1970¿s. In each chapter of the book there are many subchapters. The title for each subchapter is taken from a quote of Mother Teresa¿s in that subchapter. The editor then adds a helpful commentary to the text quoted in the title. Mother Teresa wanted the letters destroyed. But her spiritual advisers were reluctant to carry out her request. Then, Mother Teresa undermined her request with her new status as an international icon and a possible candidate for canonization. Her correspondence being the only prime source materials that future generations would have to judge if she is truly canonizable. Privacy is a right in American law, it is not a right in the Catholic monastery. Some reviews allege the release of the letters broke the seal of the confessional. Fr. Kolodiejchuk addresses that objection in the Introduction (p. 11). Such attention has been paid to the spiritual affliction recorded in Mother Teresa¿s letters (chapters 8-12) that it seems the first half of the book is being ignored. For example, in chapter one, she talks about when she felt called to the convent (p. 14). The letter to the Mother Superior of the Sisters of Our Lady of Loretto for admission is also in chapter one (pp. 14-15). There are many other gems in chapter one and two of her time with the Sisters of Our Lady of Loretto. Chapters three through five records her desire to leave the Sisters of Our Lady of Loretto. In chapter six, Mother Teresa receives permission from Rome to leave the Sisters of Our Lady of Loretto for a trial period of a year. In chapter seven, Mother Teresa prays to suffer to please the Lord (p. 124) and she receives the suffering of her mission. The book is not all doom and gloom after chapter seven. In chapter nine, there is some discussion of her work and the work of the community. In chapter ten, Mother Teresa, after eleven years, comes to love her suffering. She believed she was sharing in Jesus¿ passion. She reveals the foundation for her theology of her missionary work in chapter twelve. In the same chapter, she speaks of how abortion is ¿the greatest destroyer of peace today¿ (p. 292). And Fr. Van der Peet asks her how she copes with her ¿movie star¿ treatment (p. 293). Chapter thirteen records Mother Teresa¿s letter to President George H. W. Bush and Saddam Hussein. Those wanting to avoid the dark letters of Mother Teresa will need to read chapters eight through eleven selectively. But those looking to plumb the depths of Mother Teresa¿s person have a gold mine of information from which to draw. There is a repetition to the letters and even Mother Teresa¿s phraseology. For example, she will use the terms, ¿I have no faith¿ (p. 187, 238), ¿no faith¿ (p. 193, 227), ad nauseam. The letters are also in the style of he loves me, (p. 223-24), he loves me not (p. 232-33). The book has a couple of nice appendixes that are very helpful. The first is the rule of the community (p. 341). The second is retreat notes of Mother Teresa in 1959 (p. 349). The Index is condensed and incomplete. The book is endnoted rather than footnoted. This is most unfortunate for a book so copiously noted and the notes being so integral to the text. It is so easy to read a book superficially and to misunderstand the subject and the author. Hopefully, this reviewer will not make that mistake. St. Thomas Aquinas said, ¿the lover is not satisfied with a superficial apprehension of the beloved, but strives to gain an intimate knowledge of everything pertaining to the beloved, so as to penetrate into his very soul¿ (Summ. Theol., la. 2ae., q. 28, a. 2). Accordingly, anyone who loves Mother Teresa cannot desir

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  • Anonymous

    Posted October 14, 2014


    Mother Teresa is my rolemodel for my life because her story is so interesting and inspirational!!!!!

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  • Anonymous

    Posted March 17, 2013

    Highly recommend.

    Powerful deminstration of faith and love.

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  • Posted November 20, 2012

    Highly Recommended--Excellent read.

    WOW! Really gave an insight into the life of Mother T. What an extrodinary woman. Would read this book again. It was excellent !

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  • Posted February 14, 2011

    mother thersa

    i might want to be a nun or a sister

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  • Anonymous

    Posted December 30, 2009

    Unwated letters published

    For anyone who can get past the introduction I'm sure found the book inspiring and uplifting. I however could not get past the introduction. Multiple times it states Mother Teresa did not EVER want these writings published. Therefore I respected her wishes and didn't read a page. I'm certain Mother Teresa would have done the same.

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  • Anonymous

    Posted February 22, 2008

    A reviewer

    This book is a Blessing to my Soul and all humanity who reads it. I have never read anything like it before. It will be a treasure in my Library for years to come.........I think every Christain should read this book. But Only certain ones will be called who suffer within the darknight. There were pages I cried on and pages I rejoiced on. I thank God for giving us Mother Teresa........

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  • Anonymous

    Posted September 4, 2007

    courage and convictions of a saintly lady

    mother teresa is a true role model. she has always worn her faith on her shirt sleeves.this new book 'come be my light' shows how humbel she is and how strong her faith is.anyone looking for a little extra courage for their faith need only to look to the life of mother teresa and study this book and your faith will be be enriched as mine is from reading this. this great lady has truly walked the walk as well as talked the talk. this book would make a great gift for a friend family member or soldier serving over overseas.

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  • Anonymous

    Posted September 6, 2007

    Even saintly people suffer from spiritual doubts, anguish and darkness of the mind

    This book is so revelatory and startling that, at first, I was almost incredulous. And then I recalled having read some time ago that almost all saints have suffered either chronic physical pain or mental anguish, and also quite often diseases such as leprosy, tuberculosis and even cancer. Reading this book, especially some of the letters Sister Teresa wrote to Archbishop Perier and the Rev. Joseph Neuner and Bishop William Curlin, is a truly shocking experience. 'Perier was the Archbishop who secured for Sister Teresa permission to start her own Order, Missionaries of Charity.' The letters ring like the dissonant sounds of a leaden bell, now heard around the world. The reason we are now able to read about Sister Teresa¿s 'she was called Mother Teresa much later' innermost thoughts and feelings about Christ, and her attempts to communion with Christ, is that she was literally tongue-tied and unable to speak to her confessor about the spiritual darkness and mental anguish she felt at times. So she was advised to confess her thoughts in writing. She wrote down her thoughts in the form of letters. She wished and hoped that the letters would be eventually destroyed someday. But her request to the Rev. Picachy that her letters be destroyed was denied, and the Church ordered that the letters be preserved. 'Please pray specially for me that I may not spoil His work and that Our Lord may show Himself ¿ for there is such terrible darkness within me, as if everything was dead. It has been like this more or less from the time I started 'the work¿,¿ she wrote to the Rev. Perier in March 1953. She writes to him about the smile she often had on her face, ¿The smile is a mask or a cloak that covers everything.' How can a reader digest these painful lines? ¿When I try to raise my thoughts to Heaven ¿ there is such convicting emptiness that those very thoughts return like sharp knives & hurt my very soul. ¿ I am told God loves me ¿ and yet the reality of darkness & coldness & emptiness is so great that nothing touches my soul.¿ And also the famous quote, by now displayed in thousands of articles about the book round the globe: ¿As for me, the silence and the emptiness is so great, that I look and do not see, ¿ Listen and do not hear ¿ the tongue moves [in prayer] but does not speak ..¿ She does not feel God¿s presence either in her heart or in the Eucharist, but finds only profound darkness. Reading this book raises some interesting questions: Were there two Mother Teresas? One who always smiled in public and the other who was tormented by anguish and spiritual doubts? One Teresa doubting the existence of God and heaven, and the other speaking of God¿s abundant and unbounded love the very next day? And, finally, this interesting question: Now that the book is published, would it interfere in any way the process of canonization of Mother Teresa into Saint Teresa? This is an engrossing, highly readable, but truly baffling book. It also compels one to acknowledge that no human is exempt from suffering, not even a saintly person.

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