My Life in CIA: A Chronicle of 1973

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In the early 1970s, Harry Mathews, then living in France, was commonly reputed to be a CIA agent — and so he decided to act the part. Part spellbinding thriller, part gag, this memoir documents Mathews's experiences as a would-be spy during the coup in Chile, Watergate, and the close of the Vietnam War, when various foreign agencies decided he would have to be liquidated....

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In the early 1970s, Harry Mathews, then living in France, was commonly reputed to be a CIA agent — and so he decided to act the part. Part spellbinding thriller, part gag, this memoir documents Mathews's experiences as a would-be spy during the coup in Chile, Watergate, and the close of the Vietnam War, when various foreign agencies decided he would have to be liquidated....

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Colonel Raymond Russell (ret.) Counterintelligence Corps
“This is an honest account by someone (he seems at the time to have been a bit of a ne'er-do-well) who tried to play spy without knowing what the word meant and landed himself in boiling-hot water. The book, which is as exciting as any novel, proves a useful moral: leave this business to the pros.”
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"So what you have at the end of the day is a book that's easy to like, an unusual pleasure: an American expatriate spy fantasy, and a very entertaining novel. Of course it is a novel. Right?" — New York Times

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"A taut manhunt." — Guardian

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Alan Furst
So what you have at the end of the day is a book that's easy to like, an unusual pleasure: an American expatriate spy fantasy, and a very entertaining novel. Of course it is a novel. Right?
— The New York Times
Publishers Weekly
Leading a life of letters and leisure in Paris in the late 1960s and early '70s, Mathews (Cigarettes; The Human Country; etc.) wanted to "play a part in the grand conspiracy of poetic subversion," but people mistook him for "an ordinary, paid conspirator." Idle rumors grew a life of their own for this American ex-pat writer: people thought he was CIA, and when his denials fell on deaf ears, he decided to embrace the role, a story he embellishes in this staccato autobiographical novel peppered with literary, artistic and political references. Playing spy "seemed more promising than moping at home in front of my mirror wondering how fast I was losing my hair," the 41-year-old Mathews muses as he faces middle age in 1973. So he invents a fake travel agency for cover and bones up on the language of the spy trade with the help of his friend Patrick, who does corporate intelligence work. Mathews's shaggy dog tale turns risky when agents begin approaching him for real intelligence, "Patrick" turns out to be a false identity and Mathews goes on the run. Real people-his former and current wife, his agent-share page space with possibly fictitious events-a lecture Mathews gives to dyslexic travelers with departure anxiety-in this lively bit of novelistic truth telling and biographical embellishment. Agent, Maxine Groffsky. (May) Copyright 2005 Reed Business Information.
Library Journal
The author-and main character-of this work is the only American member of the experimental French writers' group Oulipo, and, as such, has sometimes been suspected by his Parisian friends of being a CIA agent. The story concerns what happened during 1973 when Mathews decided to stop denying the rumors and play spy for real. Setting up a travel agency as a front, he soon became involved with fringe groups on both sides of the political spectrum, with his game ultimately having real and potentially deadly consequences. Mathews, the author of several experimental novels, has concocted a traditional narrative on the one hand yet experimental on the other. Occupying a place between novel and memoir, it blends the real and imagined, continually challenging the reader to decide what's true and what's fiction. One thing is clear, though: this is far more entertaining than the average piece of metafiction. While this is a small-press book, its unusual premise is already creating a buzz. Recommended for most public libraries.-Lawrence Rungren, Merrimack Valley Lib. Consortium, Andover, MA Copyright 2005 Reed Business Information.
Kirkus Reviews
Hang out with spies in distant Asian capitals, offend French communists, smoke ever so slightly expensive cigars, have no visible means of support-and the locals are likely to ask questions about a person. So Mathews (The Human Country, 2002, etc.), expatriate novelist, learns. Well before 1973, his annus mirabilis, sundry residents of Paris suspected him of being a CIA agent, assuring him that it didn't really matter but pleading that he confide the truth in them. "It hurt to be thought of as a spook," Mathews writes. "Not because by that time it had become shameful but because it was simply wrong." Farther afield, Mathews relates in a wonderful anecdote, a Filipino doctor reaches the same hurtful conclusion; when Mathews protests that he's a writer and quotes verbatim from the works of Gerard Manley Hopkins by way of proof, the doctor responds, "How glad I am to see that the CIA is training its men so well." An unlikelier agent there probably has never been: Mathews, after all, is the only American to have been invited into Oulipo, the French literature-meets-science movement whose best-known exemplar is Georges Perec's "full-length novel in which the letter e never appeared," and in 1973 Mathews was occupying himself with progressive causes and, from time to time, explicating the bad-capitalism twists and turns of what the French were calling le ouateurguete, Watergate. ("There was a lot of arguing among members of the audience. This helped me look sober and well-informed, which I certainly wasn't.") One of Mathews's literary champions, though, turns out to be a chap who just happens to work for Zapata Oil, owned by George H.W. Bush, a man with, yes, close connections to the CIA.Unlikely, too, are the twists and turns his fictional memoir takes, punctuated by little cloak-and-dagger episodes and even a spectacular moment of wetwork among the wine-and-cheese picnics al fresco. Did these things happen? Is Mathews really Jonathan Hemlock? This isn't much help in answering such questions, but it's a lot of fun.
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Product Details

  • ISBN-13: 9781564783929
  • Publisher: Dalkey Archive Press
  • Publication date: 1/28/2015
  • Series: American Literature Series
  • Pages: 248
  • Sales rank: 1,412,611
  • Product dimensions: 5.50 (w) x 8.50 (h) x 0.70 (d)

Meet the Author

Harry Mathews was born and raised on New York's Upper East Side but left America for France in 1952 shortly after graduating from Harvard.
He has written over a dozen books including the novels Cigarettes, The Journalist, and Tlooth, along with collected stories, The Human Country, and essays, The Case of the Persevering Maltese.
Mathews is also the only American member of the Oulipo—the Workshop for Potential Literature—France's longest, and most active, literary movement. He divides his time between Paris, Key West, and New York.

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My Life in CIA

A CHRONICLE OF 1973
By Harry Mathews

Dalkey Archive Press

Copyright © 2005 Harry Mathews
All right reserved.

ISBN: 1-56478-392-8


Chapter One

That she was the natural child of an Orsini could not be proved or disproved; but those dark flashing eyes, that dusky complexion betrayed the Italian blood in her veins.

Paris, 1971; a bright, faintly overcast spring morning, like a swath of gauze dipped in cool buttermilk; and there she was, sheathed in provincial chic, on Rue du Bac. We spent much of our time in neighboring Alpine villages south of Grenoble. Andree's husband practiced law in Chambery, a two-hour drive away: he often stayed there safely through the working week.

What was she doing in Paris? No, what was I up to? Not my last book, what else?

A crow in silhouette stood on a roof across the street, against white sky. What else? She smiled knowingly. Seeing me turning pale: "Harry, it doesn't matter," she said, "not to me certainly." I shook my head: "Just say it."

She took my arm. Quite by chance, she'd learned I was CIA. A colleague of her husband's who worked with French counterintelligence had seen my name on a list of U.S. agents.

I'd known what she would say, and I hated hearing her say it. At 41 I still longed to be thought of as open and good, to seem wonderfully transparent (and transparently wonderful, no doubt). It hurt to be thought of as a spook. Not because by that time it had become shameful but because it was simply wrong.

I'd gone through something like this already. Many people in Paris "knew" I was gay, because for years I used to dine several times a week with my best friend, and he was gay. QED. I didn't disapprove of homosexuality, on the contrary; but how could people see me for whoever I was if they made such a basic mistake?

Still another source of misunderstanding was my having "independent means." This had earned me the reputation of being very rich, which I was happy not to be. (Some people even cited my unexplained wealth as proof of a CIA connection, which was nonsense: if the Agency was giving me money, it would have given me a job, too.) When my grandmother died in 1952, she left me seventy-five thousand dollars outright. For several years this generated enough income to support my family comfortably. Later, when I started invading capital, luck in what I sold kept me going. In the late '60s I made good money working on two movies in Italy, and that helped. (I'd also inherited twenty thousand dollars from my grandfather in 1959, but I'd used this to publish a literary magazine and to settle loans I'd taken out to buy my house in the Alps and an apartment in Paris.) I'd lived well, and I never spent more than ten thousand a year on current expenses. This didn't stop most people from assuming I was a millionaire.

A CIA label was more of the same, and in terms of public opinion, worse. I'd quickly learned that arguing I wasn't CIA (or gay, or very rich) was a waste of time. It just kept the likelihood alive. I was crazy to care so much; but I did.

That morning on Rue du Bac, Andree had made official what I'd thought was only hearsay.

The first time I'd been tagged as an agent in Paris was in 1967, at a left-bank gallery opening. A writer named Michel Loriod was arguing with me. He lost his temper and suddenly shouted, "Everyone knows you're CIA. By definition your opinions are worthless." I'd been blindsided. I couldn't think of anything to say.

Loriod spoke with absolute conviction, as though he too "knew." Had this meant another counterintelligence connection? Later he worked for the French government; but then? Maybe as a paid informer? He was poor; but whenever things got really bad, he had a reliable stratagem up his sleeve. He'd approach one of his friends, a beautiful Egyptian writer connected like him to the Surrealist group; she'd pass the word to a well-known Surrealist artist; the artist would give Loriod a painting for him to sell. This must have been preferable to peddling information about the art world. He was inclined to fits of violent moral indignation, which also disqualified him as a snoop, since he wasn't clever enough to fake them.

Loriod briefly figured later in my CIA career, during what were called "the events" of May, 1968. Early that month, Niki, my ex, called me in New York: she said Paris was heading towards civil war. She'd gotten our 13-year-old son out of the country, but Laura, our daughter of 17, couldn't be budged. I had to come and look after her, right now.

Like everything in France, airports were shut. I flew to Brussels, rented a Beetle, loaded it with four 10-liter jerrycans of gas, and reached Paris the next afternoon. From my apartment on Rue de Varenne I heard explosions - only police grenades, I later learned, but they did sound like war. I called friends. I luckily caught Sarah Plimpton at home, and she said she would pick me up and give me a tour. It wasn't war, only some kind of wild civic psychodrama - a true cultural revolution while it lasted, undeniably rough but exhilarating.

The previous week a self-appointed bevy of writers had invaded Hotel de Massa on Rue du Faubourg Saint-Jacques, an elegant property that housed the respectable Societe des Gens de Lettres (the French Authors Guild). The new occupants founded a Writers Union on the ground floor. I was soon enrolled by friends and so became (pace Stephen Spender) its first English-speaking member. We didn't do much except talk, but even that helped - it kept several dozen bright-eyed intellectuals busy while students and workers made things happen.

We talked and argued about subjects like: How does the writer function as worker in a workers' society? Can commercial publishing ever be fair? Sometimes we discussed the positions we should take in the current situation, and it was then that the arguments turned venomous. The great majority of us supported the student-worker movement, but there was a small, noisy minority that followed the French Communist Party line and was dead set against it. The minority consisted of the editorial board of the review Tel Quel plus Paule Thevenin (she'd once been Antonin Artaud's companion); it was animated by Tel Quel's director, Philippe Sollers.

Sollers had already developed his peculiar literary persona: a versatile editor; a brilliant critic; except for his fervent erotic curiosity, provocatively inconstant in his beliefs; also jealous, paranoid, and obsessed with control.

On the night of May 24, Sollers's minority walked out of the Union after a vote had left it isolated. Later, Sollers often came back alone and talked to us good-naturedly enough. One evening Maurice Roche and I joined a group at a nearby cafe. It included Maurice's companion, Violante do Canto, Sollers, and Jean Pierre and Marie-Odile Faye. At some point I remarked how much I regretted not having better French, since I would have liked to take up Clarisse Francillon's generous suggestion that I "look after the Union archives." Sollers looked at Maurice as if to say, "And you say he's not a spy?" (There had been a spy. Marie-Odile caught him phoning from a back room using terms like "R2M to 316.") Two days later Jean Pierre told me Sollers had been taking Union members on strolls round the garden and telling them that I was CIA. So I took him for a stroll and asked him how he could talk such rubbish. Marcelin Pleynet, the secretary of Tel Quel and my friend, could have set him straight. Sollers backed down. He was only repeating what he'd heard from Loriod. He promised not to mention the subject again; he kept his word.

But for three weeks I'd been caught up in the general elation, and it was painful now to think that anyone who'd shared that elation doubted my motives. Fortunately, people involved in May, 1968 didn't care much what a little-known American writer was up to. Not even Michel Loriod: he acted with such consistent good sense that I gave up resenting him.

Then May was over; and I was still disappointed and bewildered. It was a kind of bewilderment I'd first experienced three years before, many thousands of miles from Hotel de Massa.

I met Fred Warner in Cairo in the autumn of 1963. He came to a party at Lili Bellenis's apartment on El-Gezira where I was staying as a paying guest. Warner was six feet six inches tall. He had a long, lively face and an intense manner. He seemed to laugh all the time, and he had an answer to everything. He spoke in what sounded to me like a caricature of Oxford English. I couldn't stand him. I felt no differently when I saw him at lunch next day at the home of the architect Hassan Fathy near the Citadel. That was where I found out that Warner and I were going down to Luxor by the same train.

On our first day there, soon after we'd arrived, he told me he'd hired a taxi to visit the temple of Dendera and would I like to share it? I could hardly refuse, any more than I could refuse his suggestion that we dine together that evening. "We'll find a place in the old town," he said. "You must never even contemplate eating at our hotel. It is guaranteed to provide international cuisine at its very worst." I suppose that's when I started listening to him.

At dusk we walked into town. Fred led the way through a maze of streets he'd never seen before to a locals' restaurant, where I had the best grilled lamb I'd ever eaten. On our way back he stopped at a corner - he'd intercepted some signal beyond my ken. He took us down a back alley to a house where a wedding feast was in progress. We were welcomed and led inside. Fred congratulated the bride and groom in his most urbane English. The crowd around us didn't understand a word but responded gleefully. We didn't stay long. (On the way out, a black-garbed mother sitting on the steps pointedly unveiled her daughter for my inspection. The girl was fifteen years old at most, pale as ice and heartbreakingly beautiful.) As we walked to the hotel, I listened to Fred's comments on the scene we'd just left and realized that as a traveler I was a novice.

We went to Dendera next day. As Fred was entering the door of an underground temple chamber, a medium-size bat struck him square in the chest; he only grunted in surprise. We hired feluccas to go across the Nile and visit tombs, other temples, and Hassan Fathy's village of New Gurna. Finally Fred persuaded me to sail with him to Abu Simbel on the Hapi, a little steamer of dark wood and old-fashioned comforts. These included an experienced Greek chef and a beautiful, passionate Cairene stewardess named Mimi. (Passionate all right, but not to the point of compromising her chastity, no matter how long the kisses lasted.)

By the time we disembarked at Assuan, Fred and I were friends. I came to rely on him for information about the world - he had hands-on knowledge of how it worked. He reminded me of Christopher Tietjens in Parade's End: the best kind of Tory, honest, scrupulous, fascinated by everything in life - art, business, war, farming, philosophy, politics, money, natural science. Also impatient, irascible, unfair (especially to those close to him), and fond of even boring grandees. He could sink for weeks at a time into a melancholy where no one could reach him.

He worked as a diplomat most of his life. In 1960 he successfully organized the international conference that led to a temporary truce in Laos; so it was logical that his first ambassadorial posting would be to Vientiane.

That was in 1964. A year later he invited me to stay with him. I'd just finished my second novel, I had no plans, I accepted - who wouldn't have? In November, 1965 I flew to Bangkok and on to Vientiane a few hours later.

Through the plane window I saw Fred, at ramrod attention, standing in steamy sunshine on the blacktop. The temperature in the sun must have been over a hundred. Fred wore a double-breasted dark suit and tie. Behind him a limo was waiting. It took us to the Residence, where I would live off and on for eight weeks.

I'd arrived in time for the main annual Buddhist holiday, which lasted a week and centered on a fair at That Luang, a kind of pagoda built around a legendary gold-leaved Buddha. For me, it meant a round of embassy evening parties.

Laos is poor and isolated, but the American war in Vietnam had made it a diplomatic hot spot: it was semi-neutral territory for the Ho Chi Minh Trail and U.S. Air Force bombers. Vientiane embassies were staffed now by first-rank diplomats. I was evidently the only tourist in the country (druggies came much later). I had no idea of what I'd walked into.

On my first night I slept twelve hours; after that I was ready for fun. The Australian Embassy was doing the entertaining the next evening. I was introduced to the ambassador, then wandered about, glass in hand, until I found a friendly-looking group. They were all smiles at the sight of my new face. What was I doing here? Nothing, I explained, I was simply a writer who happened to be a friend of the British ambassador. "You are American?" I nodded, they nodded and then pointedly ignored me.

The same thing happened again that evening and the evening after that. On the third night, at the British Embassy itself, I thought I knew what might be wrong. I approached three unfamiliar guests. Smiles again, and: what was I doing here? I was an engineer, plumbing was my specialty, and I was being sent to the camps up north - apparently there were problems. "You don't say? Let's have another drink."

I'd been remiss not because I'd lied, but because I'd lied badly. First and last, unofficial agents have to supply plausible cover.

Now that I had joined the club, I became popular in diplomatic society; and that was when the French marked me down as an American agent. Aside from Fred, I had one friend in Vientiane when I arrived: a handsome young Frenchman named Gerard Lacotte. I'd met him in Paris; now he was doing his military service in a minor position at the French embassy. A good, decent man - and that was no reason not to tell his superiors that the word in Vientiane was that I was CIA. So social prattle was enough to get me on that fateful list. Intelligence services make use of whatever they can get. At least that was Fred's explanation, after I told him about meeting Andree on Rue du Bac.

For two years I made myself sick on account of this "injustice." I told my tale over and over to anyone who would listen. Of course each time I told it, another listener started thinking that maybe I was CIA. The worst effect was on me. I wanted to play a part in the grand conspiracy of poetic subversion; in fact that was how I justified my life. But how could I get a hearing if people thought I was an ordinary, paid conspirator? Every time I protested my innocence I felt a bitterness as futile as jealousy itself.

I had one more CIA experience in Laos.

Outside Vientiane I usually traveled with Fred.

Continues...


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