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I saw people in uniform first—two cops, two paramedics. They were standing in the living room of my mom’s small house, their thumbs hooked into their belts, muttering to one another. Small talk and jokes. One of them, a cop about my age, laughed about something, then looked up and saw me in the doorway.
“Ma’am?” he said. A question. It meant: Do you have any business here?
The other cop nodded. He understood who I was and what I was doing there.
“Are you . . . ?” he said.
“I’m Elizabeth Hampton,” I said. “This is my mother’s house.”
“Of course,” the second cop said. He held up his index finger. “Just one moment.”
“My mom,” I said. “I got a call from a detective. He said—”
I didn’t feel well. My body felt liquid and loose, as if my joints were made of rubber and water. Everything shook. I was scared. I leaned against the doorjamb, trying not to collapse.
The cop left, went down the hallway toward the bedrooms. One of the paramedics, a thick, barrel-chested guy, his arms bulging against his short sleeves, came over and steadied me.
“Here,” he said. “Sit down.”
I didn’t move of my own volition. He moved me. Gently. And then I was sitting on the familiar couch, the one my mother had owned for close to fifteen years, more than half my life.
“Is that better?” the paramedic said.
“A detective called,” I said. “He said my mom . . . He said there was a problem, and I needed to get over here right away.”
“Just sit back,” the paramedic said.
“Is she okay?”
“The police will talk to you.”
But I knew. I knew. They didn’t call you to the scene. They didn’t stand around talking—laughing even. They didn’t do those things unless there was nothing else to do.
Unless someone was dead.
I said the words to myself: Mom is dead.
I looked around the small, familiar living room. I grew up in that house, lived there until I was eighteen and left Ohio for college. Everything was neat and orderly as always. Vacuumed and dusted. No clutter on the entertainment center. It never changed. Next to Mom’s chair sat one book of her crossword puzzles, a pen, reading glasses. Next to the chair a shelf with family pictures. My dad when he was alive. A wedding photo of the two of them, looking both nervous and happy. Also a photo of me and my brother.
“Shit,” I said. “My brother. Ronnie. Is he here? He must be here.”
“He’s fine,” the paramedic said. “He’s in his room with one of the officers.”
“Is he okay?”
“He’s doing fine.”
A man and a woman emerged from the hallway. The man was middle-aged, almost bald, fit, and quite tall. He wore a suit coat over a polo shirt, and his movements seemed nervous and imprecise. His head turned from side to side, checking out everything in the room, the people and the objects. He was birdlike, an intelligent but edgy bird. The woman looked young, not much older than me. She was black with a short afro. She wore pants and a button-down lavender shirt. She wasn’t very tall, and even though she walked with confidence, she stayed a pace behind the man and let him do the talking. Next to him, she looked centered and calm. Even.
“Are you Elizabeth Hampton?” the man asked. He didn’t meet my eye. When he spoke, his hands moved through the air, turning over and over as though trying to crank something to life.
“Yes. I want to know what happened to my mother.”
“I’m Detective Richland,” the man said. “This is Detective Post.” He made a gesture that pointed somewhere in the direction of his partner. “I’m the one who called you earlier.”
“Is my mother dead?” I asked.
“When’s the last time you spoke to her?” Richland asked. He seemed more focused when he asked me that question. His eyes landed and held on mine for a moment.
“Is she dead?” I asked. I heard the edge in my voice, the sharpness. I reached for that tone with my students when I needed to. I doubted it would work with cops, but I tried anyway. “I just want to know what happened and why I’ve been called here. Is my mother dead?”
Richland took a moment to answer. Then he nodded his head. “I’m sorry for your loss,” he said. His words sounded practiced and routine. Did he stand in front of a mirror and run through them?
But I’d known all along. Even still, hearing the words from a stranger brought it home. A gasp escaped from my mouth, an exhalation of disbelief. I felt as if I were sinking into the couch. I stared at the floor, then at those glasses next to her chair. The glasses, such a simple object, so representative of her, suddenly seemed unmoored and cut off from the rest of the world. They looked like an artifact from another time. She was gone. Mom is dead.
“Can I get you some water, Ms. Hampton?” Post asked.
I couldn’t answer. I didn’t say anything. I kept staring at the glasses, then the photo of my dad. He was gone. She was gone.
Like magic, Post was at my side, handing me a glass of water, one of Mom’s familiar, dated orange glasses. I took a long gulp. It helped. I gulped some more, then took two deep breaths.
Richland moved closer to me. He stood over me, his head almost reaching the ceiling. He must have been close to six feet eight inches tall. Could a cop be that size and still do his job? “I’m sorry, Ms. Hampton,” he said. “But we need to ask you some questions.”
He still sounded robotic. Programmed.
“Did she have a stroke?” I asked. “She had high blood pressure, but she always took her medicine.”
“When is the last time you talked to her?” Richland asked again.
I held my water glass tight. I sensed Richland’s anticipation. An easy enough question, but I couldn’t answer it.
I stumbled over my words.
“I don’t . . . I’m not sure . . . it’s been . . .”
“How long?” Richland asked, his voice flat. “Just a rough guess.”
“I guess . . .” I took another sip. “We had an argument.”
I looked up at the two detectives, hoping for sympathy, maybe even a reprieve from the questions. They both looked back at me, impassive, endlessly patient.
“It’s probably been about . . . six weeks,” I said.
Their faces remained the same, but Richland asked, “Six weeks since you’ve seen your mother?” His hands fluttered. “Or six weeks since you’ve talked to her?”
“Both,” I said.
“And you live here in Dover, right?” Post asked.
I liked her better. She seemed calming, encouraging. She seemed to understand that my mother had just died.
“Yes, I do. I grew up here. Then I came back last year to go to graduate school.”
“You go to Dalton U?” Post asked. “Here in town?”
“Yes. I’m studying history.”
“I went there too,” Post said. She looked at Richland. “We both did, didn’t we, Ted?”
There was a pause. He ignored her attempt to make a connection, or else he just didn’t pick up on her cue. Richland then asked, “Do you mind explaining the nature of this argument you had with your mother?”
“Why are you asking me these questions?” I asked. “You say my mother is dead. She’s sixty-nine years old. She lived like a monk. She didn’t go anywhere. She didn’t do anything except take care of my brother. Why are you saying these things? What happened to her?”
Richland and Post exchanged looks then. Something unspoken passed between them, and Richland nodded, as though giving his approval to a task they needed to do.
He looked at me again. His eyes settled on mine and didn’t waver. It made me think all of it—the fluttering hands, the nervous gestures—was some kind of act, something to keep the people he spoke to off balance. Because his voice sounded steady and sure as he delivered the next piece of news to me.
“We’re treating your mother’s death as a possible homicide,” he said. “That’s why we need to ask you these questions.”
The glass slipped out of my hand and hit the carpet with a dull thunk.
“The paramedics who responded to the 911 call noticed some irregular bruising on your mother’s body.” Richland continued to speak in a flat, even tone, as though he were telling me what the weather was like or relaying the score of an unimportant sporting event. His hands fluttered less. “They contacted us to perform a preliminary investigation.”
His words flew past me like flung rubber bands. Post came in from the kitchen with a paper towel and dabbed at the water by my feet.
“I can clean that up,” I said.
“It’s fine,” Post said. “You’ve had a shock.”
“What kind of bruises?” I asked. “Was she beat up? Did someone beat her to death?”
“I really can’t talk about that—”
“She’s an older woman. A mom. Who would hurt her like that?”
“We haven’t confirmed a cause of death yet,” Post said. “We’re not even sure it’s a homicide.”
“Homicide,” I said. The word sounded offensive to my ears, brutal and nasty. I wasn’t ready to associate it with my mother.
“It’s early still,” Richland said. “Give us time to sort things out.” He did something with his mouth. His lips moved, and some of his teeth showed. I think he was trying to smile at me. “Let’s all be patient.”
“I want to see my brother,” I said. “I need to see him, to make sure he’s okay.”
Post stood up, the limp towel in her hand.
Richland nodded, the smile-thing still on his face. “He’s in his room.”
“And I want to see Mom. I want to see her before they take her away.”
“I’ll take you to your brother,” Richland said.
He waited for me to stand up.
Detective Richland led me to the door of Ronnie’s bedroom and stepped aside. But before he did, he said, “We’re going to have to do some additional processing of the house. We started before you arrived, but we have some more to do.”
“Processing?” I asked.
“Photographs of the scene. Fingerprints.”
“Okay,” I said, although I wasn’t sure what I was even referring to.
Ronnie was twenty-seven, just one year older than me. He was a high-functioning adult with Down syndrome. Before I went in there, I looked to the end of the hall, to my mother’s bedroom. I saw the back of someone wearing a Harris County Medical Examiner Windbreaker. I couldn’t see anything else.
Ronnie kept his room immaculate with a militarylike efficiency. His bed was always made, his clothes and things always put away and out of sight. Part of this came from my mother and her lifelong quest for order and cleanliness in her house, but part of it came from Ronnie’s dedication to routine, his determination to master any task handed to him. He controlled his living space. It was his entirely.
Ronnie sat on the side of the made bed, his hands folded in his lap. Down syndrome kept him shorter than me—only about five foot three—and he possessed the characteristic short neck and flattened facial features common to those who have the condition. He also had the dark brown hair and dark brown eyes that could only have come from our father, who Ronnie resembled a great deal. He looked up when he saw me, his face expectant.
“Oh, Ronnie,” I said.
He didn’t move from his spot until I sat down next to him on the bed. Then he let me fold him into my arms. He pressed his face into my neck, and I pulled him tight.
“Mom’s gone,” he said.
We sat like that for a long time. Then he said, “They won’t tell me anything. They won’t tell me what went wrong.”
Ronnie could hold a conversation with just about anybody, despite having a slight impairment that forced him to wear hearing aids in both ears. He worked a part-time job at a local store, bagging groceries and stocking shelves. He managed to get himself there every day by riding the bus or walking when the weather was nice. But he still lived with Mom, which was more her choice than his. She protected him—hovered over him, really. I knew her death would hit him harder than I could imagine. He didn’t like disruptions to his routine. He didn’t respond well to emergencies or sudden changes. I had no idea what would come of him.
I waited as long as I could before I asked another question. “What happened, Ronnie?” I said. “Did she collapse? Did she say anything?”
He didn’t answer.
“It’s okay if you don’t want to talk about it yet.”
“I found her on the floor in her room,” he said.
“She was unconscious?”
“I wasn’t home,” he said. “I came home and she was on the floor.”
I looked at the large digital clock next to Ronnie’s bed. Ten forty-five p.m. The police had called me about twenty minutes earlier, which meant—
“You weren’t home? Where were you? Were you at work?”
He sat up and shook his head. He used his thick fingers to reach into his pants pocket and draw out a neatly folded handkerchief. He wiped his nose and eyes. “I was at Mrs. Morgan’s house.”
Mrs. Morgan was the elderly—very elderly—widow who lived two doors down. She sometimes “watched” Ronnie when Mom had things to do, although Ronnie was perfectly capable of being left on his own for long stretches of time.
“Why were you there?” I asked. “Did Mom go somewhere?”
Ronnie shrugged, still holding the handkerchief. “I don’t know. She told me to go to Mrs. Morgan’s house around six o’clock. She didn’t call for me, and Mrs. Morgan fell asleep. So I walked home . . .” His voice trailed off.
“And you came in and found Mom?”
He nodded. “I called 911 like I was supposed to. I did it right away.”
“Of course,” I said. “You did the right thing.”
Before I could dwell too long on the horror my brother must have felt when he found our mom unresponsive on the floor, Detective Post stepped into the doorway of Ronnie’s room.
“Ms. Hampton?” she said. “Could I speak with you?”
I looked at Ronnie. He seemed withdrawn. Sad.
“Sure,” I said.
I hugged Ronnie, pulling him close to me again. His body felt stiff under my embrace. I let him go and stood up. I followed Post into the hallway, and again my eyes tracked to Mom’s bedroom. Someone had closed the door.
“We’re ready to remove your mother’s body from the house,” Detective Post said. “I wondered if maybe you wanted to close the door to your brother’s room or take him out of the house while we do it.”
“I want to see her before you take her away.”
Post pursed her lips. “Are you sure about that?”
“Is she damaged in some way?” I asked. “I thought you said she wasn’t beaten.”
“There are bruises, but they’re not consistent with a beating,” Post said. “It’s just . . . it can be upsetting.” She looked me in the eye and I didn’t waver. “But if you want to, I think you should.”
The detective walked down the hallway to the door of Mom’s bedroom and knocked lightly. She looked back at me. “Would you like me to sit with your brother?”
“He’s fine,” I said. “He’s not a child.”
Someone opened the door of Mom’s room, and Post stuck her head in. She said something, then stepped back, leaving the door open.
“Okay,” she said. “They’re finished in there. You can go on in.”
As I approached the door to my mother’s bedroom, a handful of people filed out, including the person wearing the ME Windbreaker. None of them looked me in the eye or said anything as they passed. Perhaps they thought I was radioactive. When everyone was gone, I stepped into the room.
Both the overhead lights and the bedside lamps glowed, almost hurting my eyes. Like the rest of the house, Mom’s bedroom was the picture of order. Bed made, clutter absent. The décor looked out-of-date, as though nothing had been changed or revamped in more than a decade. Only one thing looked out of place.
In the narrow space between the bed and the dresser stood a stretcher with my mother’s body lying on top of it. Her eyes were closed, and a sheet covered everything except her head and shoulders.
“Are you sure you’re okay?” I jumped at the sound of the voice. It was Detective Post, and she reached out her hand and placed it on my shoulder. “Do you need anything from me?”
“I’m fine,” I said. I always told people I was fine. Okay. No problem. No worries. It wasn’t always true, but I said it. I’d never been less fine, looking at my mother’s dead body.
“You don’t have to see her like this if you don’t want to,” Detective Post said. “The funeral will be a different environment, if you want to wait.”
“Has somebody told my uncle?” I asked.
“My uncle Paul,” I said. “My mom’s brother. Her only relative besides us. I guess I can call him and tell him what’s happened.”
“What’s his full name?” Post asked. “We can make the notification.”
“Paul McGrath,” I said, happy to be relieved of the burden. I gave the detective his phone number. “He’s very close to Mom and Ronnie.”
“But not you?” she asked.
“Me too,” I said. “I’m just not around as much these days. Why don’t you let me make the call? He should hear from me, not from a police officer.”
“I think you have enough on your mind,” Post said. She nodded in the direction of Mom’s body, then stepped back, leaving me alone in the room.
I hesitated a moment, then moved forward until I was sitting on the bed next to the stretcher. Mom’s mouth was pulled back in a tight line, something just short of a grimace. She didn’t look, as the cliché has it, peaceful in death. She looked like someone who had died in pain. Mom wasn’t a fashionable woman. Everything I learned about clothes and hair and makeup I read about in magazines or heard about from my friends. But Mom always looked good for her age. She remained thin and fit as she aged, and only a few streaks of gray ran through her hair.
I leaned forward and placed my hand on her shoulder. I avoided contact with her skin. I didn’t want to feel it if it was cold. That would be too much—too real and harsh. I wasn’t ready for that yet. I didn’t know what else to do, so I said what I wanted to say.
“I’m sorry, Mom. I’m sorry I couldn’t just say what you wanted to hear me say.”
I squeezed her shoulder, then cried as I hadn’t cried since Dad died.
I don’t know how long I cried for, but twice I thought everything had come out of me only to find a new round of sobbing rising up from my chest and shaking my whole body. When it finally seemed to have stopped for good, I removed my hand from Mom’s body, pulled some tissues from a box on the nightstand, and wiped my face. I took two deep breaths before pushing myself off the bed and stepping back into the hallway where Detectives Richland and Post waited with a few of the others who had been in the bedroom. They could no doubt tell I’d been crying, had no doubt heard me, and they all shifted their feet uncomfortably and averted their eyes as I passed.
Detective Richland cleared his throat. “We’re just finishing up here, Ms. Hampton.”
I knew what he meant. They needed to remove the body from the house.
“There’s some paperwork you’ll have to go over with the medical examiner,” he said, his hands moving again as though he were turning a crank. “It’s pretty routine. Your mother’s body will be transported for an autopsy, and then it will be released to the funeral home of your choice. Did your mother specify any plans for her funeral?”
“I don’t know,” I said. “Probably. She was a careful planner.”
“We contacted your uncle and told him what happened,” Post said.
“Is he okay?” I asked.
“He was shaken,” she said. “But he seemed to be holding it together.”
“I’ll have to call him. He’ll be good with Ronnie.”
“Speaking of that—” Richland leaned over and looked into Ronnie’s bedroom. He tilted his head toward the living room, indicating I should follow him, which I did. When we were there, he asked, “Do you know why Ronnie was at this Mrs. Morgan’s house tonight?”
“No,” I said.
“Did your mother have plans?” he asked.
“I don’t know. She never went anywhere.”
“Mrs. Morgan isn’t answering her phone.”
“She’s ninety,” I said. “And deaf as a stone wall.”
“Had your mother been having any problems?” Richland asked. “Money trouble? Disagreements with anyone?”
“I don’t know.”
Richland appeared to sense my impatience with his questions. He scratched the top of his head, then said, “Make sure you and your brother are around. We may have more questions to ask you both.”
“We have a funeral to plan,” I said. “I don’t think I’ll be going on any cruises.”
When it was time for them to bring Mom out of her bedroom, I went and sat with Ronnie. I placed my arm around his shoulder again and held him tight. But I didn’t close the bedroom door. We sat next to each other, watching in silence, as the two paramedics wheeled the stretcher past Ronnie’s bedroom door, the sheet pulled up and covering Mom’s face.
Posted October 25, 2013
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My Favorite Bell Mystery So Far!
Leslie Hampton’s life revolves around the care of her special needs son. Her daughter, Elizabeth, is going to college for her Master’s Degree and that keeps her quite busy. When her mother asks her to make a commitment to take care of Ronnie if she passes away they get into a huge fight.
Weeks go by and Leslie passes away very unexpectedly. The police believe her son Ronnie killed her in a fit of temper. Elizabeth can’t believe her brother would hurt their mother. In fact she can’t think of anyone that would want to hurt Leslie Hampton. Her mother’s death catapults “Elizabeth into a world of danger and double lives that undoes everything she thought she knew….”
I am kicking myself for waiting so long to read this book! Once I started it I couldn’t put it down. David Bell owes me a good night sleep because even as I finished the book I couldn’t stop thinking about it.
Ronnie has Down’s Syndrome but you could tell his mother and his therapists really had done a good job with him. He was rocked by his mother’s death and all the aftermath. That would have been extremely hard on anyone let alone a young man with his disorder.
I really felt compassion for Elizabeth as well. We have all had disagreements with our parents and we never think that could be the last conversation we have with them. She also is a very closed off person, afraid to let anyone in to help her, much like her mother. I think she had a really hard time growing up with her mother devoting all her time to Ronnie and even saying to Elizabeth that the reason she was born was that there needed to be someone to take care of Ronnie when she was gone. Then after her mother passes away she has to deal with Ronnie plus all the secrets her mother kept from her. It was heartbreaking.
Bell has written a psychological mystery with more twists than a corkscrew and the last one really threw me. His writing always has layers, some are written out there right on the page and for others you need to read between the lines. He also writes in such a way that the reader is so drawn in that it is very hard to put the book down.
The one drawback that I have found with all 3 David Bell novels is that the book synopses on the back of the book and used for promotion gives too much away. That is why I don’t read more than the first line or two of a synopsis. If it draws me in I’ll read the book. I definitely don’t want to know any of the twists or crucial parts of the mysteries. A synopsis shouldn’t be a spoiler it should be a teaser to make you want to read the story.
This was my favorite Bell mystery so far. I am really looking forward to the next one.
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