Octopus Moon
A deeply moving middle grade novel in verse about a girl struggling with depression as she starts fifth grade amid a sea of changes. Now in paperback.

Ten-year-old Pearl loves watching the majestic loggerhead turtles and octopuses glide through the water at the aquarium. Pearl finds it especially easy to identify with the octopuses, who have millions of touch receptors all over their bodies. They feel everything. Sometimes Pearl wishes she was more like a turtle, with a hard outer shell—it hurts too much to feel everything.

And the changes at the start of fifth grade don’t feel good to Pearl at all. New teachers, lockers, and being in different classes than her friends is unsettling. Pearl tries her best to pretend she’s fine, but she starts to struggle with things that used to come easy, like doing schoolwork; laughing and skateboarding with her best friend, Rosie; running; and even sleeping.

After a disastrous parent-teacher conference, her parents bring Pearl to Dr. Jill, who diagnoses her with depression. At first Pearl is resistant, ashamed of needing Dr. Jill’s help; she doesn’t like feeling different, but she also doesn’t want to continue feeling so bad all the time. When Dr. Jill asks Pearl to try one Impossible Thing each day, Pearl agrees. For each impossible thing she attempts, Pearl puts a bead on a string. Bead by bead, and with the support of family and friends, Pearl finds her way back to herself.

In this tender novel in verse, critically acclaimed author Bobbie Pyron draws on her own childhood experience to tell the story of a brave girl learning to love herself, leaving readers with the powerful, hopeful message that the moon is always full, even if we can’t always see that.
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Octopus Moon
A deeply moving middle grade novel in verse about a girl struggling with depression as she starts fifth grade amid a sea of changes. Now in paperback.

Ten-year-old Pearl loves watching the majestic loggerhead turtles and octopuses glide through the water at the aquarium. Pearl finds it especially easy to identify with the octopuses, who have millions of touch receptors all over their bodies. They feel everything. Sometimes Pearl wishes she was more like a turtle, with a hard outer shell—it hurts too much to feel everything.

And the changes at the start of fifth grade don’t feel good to Pearl at all. New teachers, lockers, and being in different classes than her friends is unsettling. Pearl tries her best to pretend she’s fine, but she starts to struggle with things that used to come easy, like doing schoolwork; laughing and skateboarding with her best friend, Rosie; running; and even sleeping.

After a disastrous parent-teacher conference, her parents bring Pearl to Dr. Jill, who diagnoses her with depression. At first Pearl is resistant, ashamed of needing Dr. Jill’s help; she doesn’t like feeling different, but she also doesn’t want to continue feeling so bad all the time. When Dr. Jill asks Pearl to try one Impossible Thing each day, Pearl agrees. For each impossible thing she attempts, Pearl puts a bead on a string. Bead by bead, and with the support of family and friends, Pearl finds her way back to herself.

In this tender novel in verse, critically acclaimed author Bobbie Pyron draws on her own childhood experience to tell the story of a brave girl learning to love herself, leaving readers with the powerful, hopeful message that the moon is always full, even if we can’t always see that.
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Octopus Moon

Octopus Moon

by Bobbie Pyron
Octopus Moon

Octopus Moon

by Bobbie Pyron

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A deeply moving middle grade novel in verse about a girl struggling with depression as she starts fifth grade amid a sea of changes. Now in paperback.

Ten-year-old Pearl loves watching the majestic loggerhead turtles and octopuses glide through the water at the aquarium. Pearl finds it especially easy to identify with the octopuses, who have millions of touch receptors all over their bodies. They feel everything. Sometimes Pearl wishes she was more like a turtle, with a hard outer shell—it hurts too much to feel everything.

And the changes at the start of fifth grade don’t feel good to Pearl at all. New teachers, lockers, and being in different classes than her friends is unsettling. Pearl tries her best to pretend she’s fine, but she starts to struggle with things that used to come easy, like doing schoolwork; laughing and skateboarding with her best friend, Rosie; running; and even sleeping.

After a disastrous parent-teacher conference, her parents bring Pearl to Dr. Jill, who diagnoses her with depression. At first Pearl is resistant, ashamed of needing Dr. Jill’s help; she doesn’t like feeling different, but she also doesn’t want to continue feeling so bad all the time. When Dr. Jill asks Pearl to try one Impossible Thing each day, Pearl agrees. For each impossible thing she attempts, Pearl puts a bead on a string. Bead by bead, and with the support of family and friends, Pearl finds her way back to herself.

In this tender novel in verse, critically acclaimed author Bobbie Pyron draws on her own childhood experience to tell the story of a brave girl learning to love herself, leaving readers with the powerful, hopeful message that the moon is always full, even if we can’t always see that.

Product Details

ISBN-13: 9780593616314
Publisher: Penguin Young Readers Group
Publication date: 03/24/2026
Pages: 336
Product dimensions: 5.06(w) x 7.75(h) x 0.69(d)
Age Range: 10 Years

About the Author

Bobbie Pyron is the award-winning author of the middle grade novels A Dog’s Way Home, The Dogs of Winter, Lucky Strike, A Pup Called Trouble, and Stay. She lives and plays in Mars Hill, North Carolina, with her husband and their dogs, Barney and Piper. Visit her at BobbiePyron.com.

Read an Excerpt

Mama says
I can stay home from school.
Daddy doesn’t argue,
just looks at me with a million questions in his eyes.

I just want to stay in my room with Tuck all day.

But no deal.
Mama says if I miss school
I have to eat breakfast make up my bed

brush my teeth put on actual clothes and go to work with her.

I can’t spend the day with Gram because Granddaddy has a checkup with the doctor and Gram has to go with him because
Granddaddy’s not much of a talker.
Especially to doctors.

I guess it could be worse.
I love the aquarium.
All the different worlds.
Alien worlds but familiar as family too.
I feel safe there.

Thursdays at the Gulfarium are quiet,
which suits me just fine.
Mama hands me a bottle of cleaner and a roll of paper towels.
“Do me a favor and clean the exhibits in the Caribbean section.”

I clean nose- and fingerprints off the glass fronts.
Today there’s a new information sign above the octopuses’ tank:
Octopuses have millions of touch receptors
all over their bodies. Just one tiny sucker on an octopus arm
has tens of thousands of touch sensors!
There is no barrier between what an octopus feels
and its world.

“I am an octopus,” I whisper.
“There is nothing between me and the world.”
Where did my hard turtle shell go?
The one I could hide in and not feel
Everything.

I take the back stairs down to the Denizens of the Deep.
Maybe if I see Noah the loggerhead turtle,
look into his black marble eyes,
I’ll see the old Pearl reflected back.

I sit on a bench and watch the sharks and rays and fish in their peaceful world.
Then,
out of the corner of my eye,
I see Noah swim lazily up from behind the sunken treasure chest.

I tap on the glass three times.
With a flap of his arms he comes over.
We are almost nose to nose.
He turns his broad head sideways for a better look.
“What do you see?” I whisper.

A stream of bubbles rises from his nose in answer like a sentence I can’t read.

Noah soars to the top of the tank to drink in the air.
I can see bright light above the water.
I can even see people moving around like silver, wavy shadows.
But I am down here in the dark separated from all that light and life above.

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