Once Again a Bride

Once Again a Bride

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by Jane Ashford

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The first new Regency romance in over 10 years from bestselling author Jane Ashford

It is only with the untimely death of her husband that Eve Kendal is privy to his unsound investments. Devastated, and forced to relinquish her noble birth in the face of financial ruin, she assumes a position as lady's maid at Thornbrook Park, home of the Earl

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The first new Regency romance in over 10 years from bestselling author Jane Ashford

It is only with the untimely death of her husband that Eve Kendal is privy to his unsound investments. Devastated, and forced to relinquish her noble birth in the face of financial ruin, she assumes a position as lady's maid at Thornbrook Park, home of the Earl of Aberford. When the Earl's estranged brother, Captain Connor Thorne, returns to the estate to fulfil a promise to a dying friend, Eve saves him from a potentially embarrassing homecoming, and they each feel a forbidden spark that they can't ignore. But is giving in to their yearnings worth putting their positions, and their futures, in jeopardy?

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Publishers Weekly
Ashford (Bride to Be) delights with a smoothly told Regency-era double romance in which gentry and faithful servants alike find family, love, and belonging. Young Charlotte Wylde was abused and neglected by her husband, Henry. When he’s murdered by footpads, Charlotte is surprised to be taken in as family by the busy household of Henry’s kind nephew, Sir Alexander Wylde. Though Alec’s young sisters only have friendship on their agenda, Alec’s aunt and nephew are less forthright in their expectations about the relationship. Alec slowly realizes what a gem Charlotte is as she discovers her freedom. Meanwhile, Charlotte’s maid, Lucy, catches the attention of sweet, sassy footman Ethan. This simple novel offers a near-perfect example of everything that makes this genre an escapist joy to read: unsought love triumphs despite difficult circumstances, unpleasantness is resolved and mysteries cleared, and good people get the happy lives they deserve. Agent: Jennifer Weltz, Jean V. Naggar Literary Agency. (Feb.)
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"If you like a bit of thrill with your romance then you'll definitely want to try this one." - Night Owl Reviews

"A bit of gothic suspense, a double love story and the right touches of humor and sensuality add up to this delightfully fast-paced read about second chances and love's redeeming power. 4 Stars" - RT Book Reviews

"Ashford spices up the plot of her latest Regency historical with an intriguing thread of mystery while at the same time realistically tempering the story with details about the social and political unrest of the time. " - Booklist

"Reminded me of an episode of Downton Abbey slightly turned on it's head... " - By the Broomstick

"It's so nice to have one of the premier Regency writers return to the published world. Ms. Ashford has written a superbly crafted story with elements of political unrest, some gothic suspense and an interesting romance." - Fresh Fiction

"Mystery entwines with the romance, as Ms. Ashford leads us astray... Once Again a Bride is great fun." - Historical Hilarity

"A clever and entertaining historical romance sure to please many a reader. " - Long and Short Reviews

"Jane Ashford's characters are true to their times, yet they radiate the freshness of today. " - Historical Novel Review

"Filled with a strong sense of family and wonderful characters with some humor, charm, love and a dash of action, this is sure to be a winner. " - Rogues Under the Covers

"Reminiscent of the best years of historical romance. Sweet and incredibly refined, this is a historical romance that proves second chances at love are always possible." - The Romance Reviews

Library Journal
Married off at 18 to a much older friend of her dying father's and at her wit's end to please him, Charlotte Wylde is shocked when her tyrannical husband ends up dead on the London streets. Now widowed and alone, Charlotte learns she is practically destitute and must deal with relatives she never knew existed, including the attractive but most suspicious Sir Alexander Wylde. Danger, mystery, and a Gothic slant add a touch of intrigue. VERDICT Well-rendered, relatable characters, superb writing, an excellent sense of time and place, and gentle wit make this a romance that shouldn't be missed. After an absence of ten years from the romance market, Ashford returns with a Regency winner that will please her longtime fans and garner new ones, as well. Ashford (Bride To Be) lives in Boston.

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Charlotte Rutherford Wylde closed her eyes and enjoyed the sensation of the brush moving rhythmically through her long hair. Lucy had been her maid since she was eleven years old and was well aware that her mistress's lacerated feelings needed soothing. The whole household was aware, no doubt, but only Lucy cared. The rest of the servants had a hundred subtle, unprovable ways of intensifying the laceration. It had become a kind of sport for them, Charlotte believed, growing more daring as the months passed without reprimand, denied with a practiced blankness that made her doubly a fool.

Lucy stopped brushing and began to braid Charlotte's hair for the night. Charlotte opened her eyes and faced up to the dressing table mirror. Candlelight gleamed on the creamy lace of her nightdress, just visible under the heavy dressing gown that protected her from drafts. Her bedchamber was cold despite the fire on this bitter March night. Every room in this tall, narrow London house was cold. Cold in so many different ways.

She ought to be changed utterly by these months, Charlotte thought. But the mirror showed her hair of the same coppery gold, eyes the same hazel-though without any hint of the sparkle that had once been called alluring. Her familiar oval face, straight nose, and full lips had been judged pretty a scant year, and a lifetime, ago. She was perhaps too thin, now that each meal was an ordeal. There were dark smudges under her eyes, and they looked hopelessly back at her like those of a trapped animal. She remembered suddenly a squirrel she had found one long-ago winter-frozen during a terrible cold snap that had turned the countryside hard and bitter. It had lain on its side in the snow, its legs poised as if running from icy death.

"There you are, Miss Charlotte." Lucy put a comforting hand on her shoulder. When they were alone, she always used the old familiar form of address. It was a futile but comforting pretense. "Can I get you anything...?"

"No, thank you, Lucy." Charlotte tried to put a world of gratitude into her tone as she repeated, "Thank you."

"You should get into bed. I warmed the sheets."

"I will. In a moment. You go on to bed yourself."

"Are you sure I can't...?"

"I'm all right."

Neither of them believed it. Lucy pressed her lips together on some reply, then sketched a curtsy and turned to go. Slender, yet solid as a rock, her familiar figure was such a comfort that Charlotte almost called her back. But Lucy deserved her sleep. She shouldn't be deprived just because Charlotte expected none.

The door opened and closed. The candles guttered and steadied. Charlotte sat on, rehearsing thoughts and plans she had already gone over a hundred times. There must be something she could do, some approach she could discover to make things-if not right, at least better. Not hopeless, not unendurable.

Her father-her dear, scattered, and now departed father-had done his best. She had to believe that. Tears came as she thought of him; when he died six months ago, he'd no longer remembered who she was. The brutal erosion of his mind, his most prized possession, had been complete.

It had happened so quickly. Yes, he'd always been distracted, so deep in his scholarly work that practicalities escaped him. But in his library, reading and writing, corresponding with other historians, he'd never lost or mistaken the smallest detail. Until two years ago, when the insidious slide began-unnoticed, dismissed, denied until undeniable. Then he had set all his fading faculties on getting her "safely" married. That one idea had obsessed and sustained him as all else slipped away. Perforce, he'd looked among his own few friends and acquaintances for a groom. Why, why had he chosen Henry Wylde?

In her grief and fear, Charlotte had put up no protest. She'd even been excited by the thought of moving from her isolated country home to the city, with all its diversions and amusements. And so, at age eighteen, she'd been married to a man almost thirty years older. Had she imagined it would be some sort of eccentric fairy tale? How silly and ignorant had she been? She couldn't remember now.

It wasn't all stupidity; unequal matches need not be disastrous. She had observed a few older husbands who treated their young wives with every appearance of delight and appreciation. Not quite so much older, perhaps. But... from the day after the wedding, Henry had treated her like a troublesome pupil foisted upon his household for the express purpose of irritating him. He criticized everything she did. Just this morning, at breakfast, he had accused her of forgetting his precise instructions on how to brew his tea. She had not forgotten, not one single fussy step; she had carefully counted out the minutes in her head-easily done because Henry allowed no conversation at breakfast. He always brought a book. She was sure she had timed it exactly right, and still he railed at her for ten minutes, in front of the housemaid. She had ended up with the knot in her stomach and lump in her throat that were her constant companions now. The food lost all appeal.

If her husband did talk to her, it was most often about Tiberius or Hadrian or some other ancient. He spent his money-quite a lot of money, she suspected, and most of it hers-and all his affection on his collections. The lower floor of the house was like a museum, filled with cases of Roman coins and artifacts, shelves of books about Rome. For Henry, these things were important, and she, emphatically, was not.

After nearly a year of marriage, Charlotte still felt like a schoolgirl. It might have been different if there were a chance of children, but her husband seemed wholly uninterested in the process of getting them. And by this time, the thought of any physical contact with him repelled Charlotte so completely that she didn't know what she would do if he suddenly changed his mind.

She stared into the mirror, watching the golden candle flames dance, feeling the drafts caress the back of her neck, seeing her life stretch out for decades in this intolerable way. It had become quite clear that it would drive her mad. And so, she had made her plan. Henry avoided her during the day, and she could not speak to him at meals, with the prying eyes of servants all around them. After dinner, he went to his club and stayed until she had gone to bed. So she would not go to bed. She would stay up and confront him, no matter how late. She would insist on changes.

She had tried waiting warm under the bedclothes but had failed to stay awake for two nights. Last night, she'd fallen asleep in the armchair and missed her opportunity. Tonight, she would sit up straight on the dressing table stool with no possibility of slumber. She rose and set the door ajar, ignoring the increased draft this created. She could see the head of the stairs from here; he could not get by her. She would thrash it out tonight, no matter what insults he flung at her. The memory of that cold, dispassionate voice reciting her seemingly endless list of faults made her shiver, but she would not give up.

The candles fluttered and burned down faster. Charlotte waited, jerking upright whenever she started to nod off. Once, she nearly fell off the backless stool. But she endured, hour after hour, into the deeps of the night. She replaced the stubs of the candles. She added coals to the fire, piled on another heavy shawl against the chill. She rubbed her hands together to warm them, gritted her teeth, and held on until light showed in the crevices of the draperies and birds began to twitter outside. Another day had dawned, and Henry Wylde had not come home. Her husband had spent the night elsewhere.

Pulling her shawls closer, Charlotte contemplated this stupefying fact. The man she saw as made of ice had a secret life? He kept a mistress? He drank himself into insensibility and collapsed at his club? He haunted the gaming hells with feverish wagers? Impossible to picture any of these things. But she had never waited up so long before. She had no idea what he did with his nights.

Chilled to the bone, she rose, shut the bedroom door, and crawled into her cold bed. She needed to get warm; she needed to decide if she could use this new information to change the bitter circumstances of her life. Perhaps Henry was not completely without feelings, as she had thought. Her eyelids drooped. Perhaps there was hope.


Lucy Bowman tested the temperature of a flatiron she'd set heating on the hearth. It hissed obligingly. Satisfied, she carried it to a small cloth-draped table in the corner of the kitchen and applied it to the frill of a cambric gown. She was good at fine ironing, and she liked being good at things. She also liked-these days-doing her work in the hours when most of the staff was elsewhere. This early, the cook and scullery maid had just begun to prepare breakfast. Barely out of bed, and sullen with it, they didn't speak. Not that there ever was much conversation in this house-and none of it the easy back-and-forth of the servants' hall in Hampshire.

The Rutherford manor had been a very heaven compared to this place. Everyone below stairs got along; they'd gone together to church fetes and dances and formed up a kind of family. For certain, the old housekeeper had been a second mother to her. When Lucy'd arrived, sent into service at twelve to save her parents a mouth to feed, Mrs. Beckham had welcomed her and looked after her. She'd been the first person ever to tell Lucy that she was smart and capable and had a chance to make something of herself. Thinking of her, and of that household, comforted and hurt at the same time.

Lucy eased the iron around an embroidered placket, enjoying the crisp scent of starched cloth rising in the steam. She'd made a place for herself in Hampshire, starting in the laundry and working her way up, learning all she could as fast as she could, with kindly training. She'd been so proud to be chosen as Miss Charlotte's lady's maid eight years ago. Mrs. Beckham had told her straight out, in front of the others, how well she'd done, called her an example for the younger staff. It had warmed her right down to her toes to see them smiling at her, glad for her advancement.

And now it was all gone. The house sold, the people she'd known retired or scattered to other positions, and none of them much for letters. Well, she wasn't either, as far as that went. But she couldn't even pretend she'd be back in that house, in the country, one day.

Not that she'd ever leave Miss Charlotte alone in this terrible place. Lucy put her head down and maneuvered the iron around a double frill.

Mr. Hines tromped in, heavy-eyed and growling for tea. A head on him, no doubt, from swilling his way through another evening. Cook's husband, who called himself the butler, was really just a man of all work. Lucy had seen a proper butler, and that he was not. What he was was a raw-boned, tight-mouthed package of sheer meanness. Lucy stayed well out of his way. It was no wonder Cook was short-tempered, shackled to a bear like him. As for the young women on the staff who might have been her friends, both the scullery maid and the housemaid were slow-witted and spiritless. If you tried to talk to them-which she didn't, not anymore-they mostly stared like they didn't understand plain English. And if that wasn't enough, the valet Holcombe took every chance to put a sneaky hand where it didn't belong. Him, she outright despised. Every word he said to her was obviously supposed to mean something different. The ones she understood were disgusting. She'd spent some of her own wages on a bolt for her bedroom door because of him. Couldn't ask Miss Charlotte for the money because she didn't need another worry, did she?

The iron had cooled. She exchanged it for another that had been heating near the coals and deftly pressed the scalloped sleeve of a morning dress. The rising warmth on her face was welcome, though the kitchen was the most tolerable room in this cold house. She had to pile on blankets until she felt like a clothes press to sleep warm.

The scullery maid brushed past her on the way to the pantry. "Mort o' trouble for a gown no one'll see," she said.

Lucy ignored her. Any remark the staff made to her was carping, about her work or her mistress, though they'd eased up on that when they saw they weren't going to cause any trouble. But they baited and humiliated Miss Charlotte something terrible. It still shocked Lucy after all this time. She couldn't quite give up expecting him-she refused to name the master of this house-to step in and stop them. But he was a pure devil; he seemed to enjoy it. Lucy liked to understand a problem and find a solution for it if she any way could, but there was nothing to be done about this pure disaster of a marriage.

Holcombe surged into the kitchen. He'd be after early morning tea for him, and nothing in the world more important, in his book. Lucy turned her back and concentrated on her ironing. "Have you seen Mr. Henry?" he asked. "Hines?"

"Why would I?" was the sullen reply from the man sitting at the kitchen table.

Holcombe stood frowning for a moment, then hurried out-without any tea. Which was strange, and interesting. Lucy eyed the others. They showed no signs of curiosity. As far as she'd been able to tell over the months, they didn't have any.

The scent of porridge wafted from the hearth, and Lucy's stomach growled. Mrs. Hines could make a decent porridge, at least. She wasn't good at much else. On the other hand, he ordered such bland dishes that it was hardly worth any bother.

Holcombe popped back in. "Hines, come with me," he said. The cook's husband grumbled but pushed up from his chair and obeyed. This was one of the things that showed Hines wasn't a real butler. He snapped to when the valet spoke in that particular tone and did as he was told. The two men left the kitchen, and they didn't come back.

Something was up, Lucy thought. He next to worshipped his routines, threw a fit if any little detail was altered. Despite months of grinding frustration, she felt a shred of hope. Any difference had to be for the better, didn't it? She took her finished ironing and headed upstairs to see what she could see before waking her mistress.


When Lucy pulled back the curtains, Charlotte swam slowly up from her belated sleep. Her memory sputtered and cleared. She sat up. "You should have told me, Lucy."

"Told you what, Miss Charlotte?"

"That Henry spends nights away from home. The knowledge could hardly hurt my feelings at this point."


"Come, Lucy, the household knows these things."

"They don't talk to me." Was this it then? He hadn't come home last night?

"I know they haven't befriended you, but there must be gossip..."

"Never, miss. I don't know what you're talking about." Lucy opened the wardrobe and surveyed the row of gowns. "Except... Mr. Holcombe's in a right taking this morning."

Charlotte threw back the covers. "I'll dress at once and see him."

"You know he don't like to be..."

"I don't care." And she didn't. Not a whit. Holcombe might be the most insolent of all the servants, but Charlotte was finished with being cowed.

She hurried Lucy through their morning routine. She would demand that Holcombe appear, and if he refused, she would hunt him down wherever he lurked and force him to tell her the truth. Chin up, eyes steely, Charlotte marched out of her bedchamber and down the hall. In what passed for a drawing room in this house, she jerked the bellpull. Minutes ticked by; no one answered the summons. Charlotte rang again, then gave it up and started for the stairs.

A heavy knock fell on the front door; it sounded as if someone were striking it with a stick. Charlotte looked over the banister. The knock came again, echoing through the house. Who could be calling at this hour?

The housemaid hurried out and began to undo the bolts. Charlotte heard the swinging door at the back of the hall and knew that other servants were behind her. The front door swung open.

"Miss," said a deep voice from the stoop. "Is there a gen'lmun at home pr'haps?"

Charlotte hurried down the stairs.

"Who wants to know?" demanded Holcombe, surging out of the back hall.

"It's the watch," replied the deep voice. "Are you...?"

Charlotte moved faster. "I am the mistress of this house," she said, more for Holcombe's benefit than the visitor's. "My husband is apparently not at home." A glance at Holcombe showed him pale and anxious, completely unlike the snake who delighted in taunting her. Charlotte turned her attention to the burly individual on her doorstep. Bearded, in a long stuff coat and fingerless gloves, he looked like any of the men who patrolled the streets of London. His staff was tall beside him.

"Ma'am," he said, shifting uneasily from foot to foot. "Er..."

"Is there a problem?"

The man held out a visiting card, which seemed so incongruous that Charlotte just stared at it. "I wonder if you might recognize that, ma'am?"

She took the small pasteboard square and read it. "This is my husband's card."

"Ah." The watchman didn't seem surprised. "Might you want to sit down, ma'am?"

"Just tell us what has happened!" exclaimed Holcombe, typically ignoring her authority, her very existence.

"Yes, please tell us," Charlotte agreed.

The man on the step stood straighter. "Regret to inform you, ma'am, that there has been an... incident. A gent'lmun was found earlier this morning. His purse was missing, but he had a card case in his waistcoat pocket. That there card was inside it."

"But... what happened? Is he hurt? Where have you taken...?"

"Sorry, ma'am." The visitor grimaced, looking as if he wished very much to be elsewhere. "Regret to tell you, the gent'lmun is dead. Footpads, looks like. Caught him as he was..."

"Dead?" Somehow, Lucy was at Charlotte's elbow, supporting her. "But how... are you sure? I cannot believe..."

The man shuffled his feet. "Somebody must come and identify him for sartain, ma'am. Mebbe a...?"

"I shall go!" interrupted Holcombe. He glared at Charlotte, at the watchman, at the other servants. No one argued with him. The watchman looked relieved.

They all stood in stunned silence as Holcombe ran for his coat and departed with the watch. Charlotte never remembered afterward how she got back up to the drawing room, only that she was sitting there when Lucy entered some indeterminate time later and said, "It's him. He's dead."

Charlotte half rose. "Holcombe is...?"

"He's back with the news. Right cut up, he is." Lucy's lip curled.

"Henry is dead?" She couldn't help repeating it.

"Seems he is, Miss Charlotte. Happens more often than we had any notion, Holcombe says. Streets aren't half safe, after dark. London!" Lucy knew that many people saw the city as thrilling, with every sort of goods and amusement on offer. She hated the filth and the noise-wheels clattering, people shouting at you to buy this or that from the moment you stepped into the street. Strangers shoving past if you walked too slow. She had discounted Holcombe's horror stories, however. He enjoyed scaring the scullery maid out of the few wits she possessed with tales of hapless servants who wandered into the wrong part of town and never came out. Lucy had refused to show any fear just to irk him. Now it seemed he was right, after all.

Charlotte sank back onto the sofa. She hadn't wanted this, not anything like this. She'd longed for change, but she'd never wished...

"Can I get you something? Tea? You haven't eaten a crumb."

"I couldn't."

"You have to eat."

"Not now."

Lucy bowed her head at the tension in her voice. "Shall I sit with you?"

"No. No, I'd like to be alone for a while."

Lucy hesitated, then bobbed a curtsy and went out. Charlotte folded her hands tightly together, pressed her elbows to her sides. This wasn't change; this was life violently turned upside down. This was the fabric of daily existence ripped right in two.

She hadn't ever loved Henry. She had tried to like him, almost thought she did, before he made that impossible. In these last months, she hadn't hated him, had she? No, she hadn't gone that far. She had wished, over and over, that he had never entered her life. But she hadn't wished him dead. Yesterday, at about this time, he had been haranguing her about his tea, and now he was removed from the face of the earth. How could this be?

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"If you like a bit of thrill with your romance then you'll definitely want to try this one." - Night Owl Reviews

"A bit of gothic suspense, a double love story and the right touches of humor and sensuality add up to this delightfully fast-paced read about second chances and love's redeeming power. 4 Stars" - RT Book Reviews

"Ashford spices up the plot of her latest Regency historical with an intriguing thread of mystery while at the same time realistically tempering the story with details about the social and political unrest of the time. " - Booklist

"Reminded me of an episode of Downton Abbey slightly turned on it's head... " - By the Broomstick

"It's so nice to have one of the premier Regency writers return to the published world. Ms. Ashford has written a superbly crafted story with elements of political unrest, some gothic suspense and an interesting romance." - Fresh Fiction

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