Rainbow Highby Alex Sanchez
Jason Carrillo, the best-looking athlete in school, has had his eyes on the prize from day one: a scholarship for college.
But then his eyes turn to love and Kyle.
Kyle Meeks, swim team star and all-around good guy, is finally in the relationship he wanted. Being in love feels so good, in fact, that he can't imagine giving/b>/b>/b>
Jason Carrillo, the best-looking athlete in school, has had his eyes on the prize from day one: a scholarship for college.
But then his eyes turn to love and Kyle.
Kyle Meeks, swim team star and all-around good guy, is finally in the relationship he wanted. Being in love feels so good, in fact, that he can't imagine giving it up to go to Princeton.
Something he's worked for his entire life.
Nelson Glassman, outgoing and defiant, might be HIV positive. Jeremy, the boy he loves, is HIV positive. Although Nelson fears testing positive, if he is infected Jeremy might stop protecting him and pushing him away.
They can be together.
High shool's almost over. Graduation is ahead. Life's a bowl of cherries, right? Right...
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Monday after school Kyle offered to go with Nelson to his HIV test, hoping it would help calm his own worries. But as they pulled into the parking lot, a new unease came over Kyle. "You think I should get tested too?"
He had, after all, made love with Jason. And Jason had made love with Debra.
"It depends," Nelson said. "What did you and Jason do together?"
Kyle shifted in his seat. Such detail made him uncomfortable, even if he and Nelson were best friends. "Well...we didn't exactly...you know...s or f."
Nelson's eyebrows arched. "'S or f'? Come on, Kyle, be a big boy. You're allowed to use grown-up words. "Why don't you ask the doctor what he thinks?"
In the reception room Kyle thought back to his night with Jason. They hadn't done anything truly unsafe like Nelson had but he'd read so many conflicting things about what really was safe. The more he thought back on it, the more he squirmed in his chair. When Nelson's name finally got called, Kyle whispered, "I want to go in with you."
Nelson's pediatrician, Dr. Choudhury, was a wrinkly South Asian guy with glasses perched on the tip of his nose. "That's very interesting hair," he told Nelson in a high, cheery voice.
After studying Nelson's folder the doctor explained the test procedure. He placed a specially treated pad with a handle between Nelson's cheek and gum. "Now we leave it for two minutes."
While Nelson held the swab in his mouth, the doctor monitored the time on his watch.
Kyle wiped the sweat from his palms, debating whether to speak up. The procedure looked painless. It wouldn't hurt to at least ask about it. He cleared his throat. "Um, Doctor? I was wondering...if I should get tested too?"
The doctor tilted his head back, squinting through his bifocals. "You too? Don't you boys know to use precautions?"
Kyle squirmed in his seat, wishing he'd kept his mouth shut.
"Tell me," Dr. Choudhury asked impatiently, "did you engage in unprotected penetration?"
Kyle cringed, sinking into his chair. "Um, no."
"Any exchange of body fluids? Blood? Semen? Preejaculatory secretions? Breast milk?"
Kyle slid further down his seat. "Um, no, not really."
The doctor threw his hands up in exasperation. "If you want, I can test you. But my suggestion to both of you " he pulled the handle from Nelson's cheek and sealed the swab into a plastic tube " is to wait till you're older before you start fooling around with this sex business."
Kyle decided there wasn't much point in being tested now, though he should definitely ask Jason: Had he and Debra used condoms?
But how could he ask Jason that?
Kyle's parents' cars were already in the driveway when he arrived home. He hadn't told his mom or dad he was taking Nelson to get tested. No sir. No way. When Kyle came out to them, one of their biggest concerns had been his health. Now that they'd calmed down some, he didn't want them getting hyper again.
Kyle kicked his shoes off in the foyer and followed his parents' voices to the kitchen. "Did Jason call?"
His dad glanced up from the tomatoes he was slicing. A goofy smile lit up his face. "The future college student is home!" he sang out.
Kyle ignored his dad's goofiness, turning to his mom. "Did Jason call?"
"No, honey." She smiled, lifting a head of lettuce from the sink. "But you got a letter from Tech." She dried her hands on a washcloth and handed him an envelope.
At the sight of the letter Kyle's heart jumped. The return address was from the admissions office. This was it his acceptance to Tech; the start of his college life with Jason unless...
"Come on," his dad encouraged him. "Open it."
"Honey," his mom chimed in. "With your grades I'm sure you got accepted. Go ahead."
Kyle turned the envelope over, his hand trembling as he ran his finger beneath the flap. Slowly he unfolded the letter and quickly scanned the page. Halfway down, he looked up again.
His mom and dad were staring at him, their faces crinkled with worry and hope.
"I got accepted!" Kyle gasped.
"Honey, that's wonderful!" His mom wrapped her arms around him.
"That's great news, son." His dad patted him on the back. "You should be hearing from Princeton next."
Kyle bristled. "Can't I just enjoy the fact I was accepted to Tech?"
"Of course," his dad agreed. "Didn't I say it was great news?"
Yeah, but Kyle knew where his dad really wanted him to go his alma mater.
Kyle gave a sigh, turning to his mom. "Can Jason come over?" Kyle wanted to share the news with him in person.
"All right," she said, "but "
Before she could finish, Kyle was racing up the stairs. Grabbing the cordless phone, he speed-dialed Jason. "I've got a surprise," he said as soon as Jason answered. "Can you come over?"
"Um, I don't think so. My mom's going to a meeting, and I've got to watch Missy. What is it? Can you bring it here, or is it, like, an elephant or something? Is it a car? Did you get us a car?"
Kyle smiled to himself, stretching out across the bed. Had Jason really said "us"? "It's better than a car," Kyle told him.
"Hmn," Jason said. "Better than a car? Can you give me a hint?"
"No hints," Kyle said as the phone's call waiting beeped. "I gotta go. I'll be over soon as I eat, okay? Laters!" He pushed the flash key. "Hello?"
"Woo-hoo!" Nelson shouted, announcing news of his own acceptance to Tech.
"Awesome!" Kyle leaped off the bed. Not only would he be going to college with Jason, but also with Nelson.
"You got yours, too?" Nelson asked. "Of course you got accepted, but can you believe they accepted moi? This is going to be so cool!"
Nelson's dog started barking. "Uh-oh, Mom's home. She'll probably have a heart attack when I tell her I actually got " his fingers snapped in the background " ac-cep-ted. Woo-hoo!" He hung up.
Eager to get to Jason's, Kyle wolfed down dinner, but slowed down for dessert. His mom had bought an awesome chocolate-raspberry cake. "Can I take a piece to Jason?"
"All right," his mom said, cutting a slice. "But remember it's a school night. Don't stay too "
"And one for his sister?" Kyle asked before his mom could put the knife down. She cut another wedge.
"And one for his mom?" Kyle added. "And another piece for me later?"
"Why don't you just take the whole cake?" His dad laughed.
"Okay," Kyle said, pretending his dad was serious.
Melissa, Jason's six-year-old sister, answered the Carrillos' door. Behind her the TV blared. Dolls and toys lay scattered before it. She grabbed Kyle's hand, pulling him in, her eyes opening wide at the box he carried. "What's that?"
"Mm..." Kyle rubbed a circle on his stomach. "Cake!"
Jason strode in wearing jeans and a flannel shirt that hung wide over his broad shoulders. A toothbrush handle protruded from his mouth as he vigorously brushed up and down, causing his left cheek to bulge and jiggle.
At the sight of him, Kyle fell in love all over again.
"Wha's up?" Jason said, popping the brush out. A perfect circle of foam ringed his mouth.
"I like your green lipstick," Kyle said, kidding.
Jason looked in the wall mirror. "Whoa!" He jogged back toward the bathroom.
With Melissa's help Kyle dished out cake and set the plates on the kitchen table.
"Oh, wow." Jason sauntered in. "You were right. This is better than a car."
"That's not the surprise," Kyle said, handing Jason the Tech letter. "This is."
Jason scanned the page, his lips moving to the words: "...pleased to inform you you've been accepted for admission "
He glanced up at Kyle, high-fiving him. "Awesome! Congratulations, man."
"Can I take my cake to watch TV?" Melissa asked.
"Sure. Wait. You want some milk?" Jason poured them each a cold glass. "Careful you don't spill."
While Kyle sat down, Jason held the door for Melissa, then he returned to Kyle. "Of course, did you ever really think you wouldn't be accepted? You've got a four-point-o!"
"I don't have a four-point-o," Kyle said in mock protest. "It's a three-point-nine."
"Oh, right. Ex-cuuuze me." Pulling out a chair, Jason sat down, his knee grazing Kyle's.
The touch sent a spark through Kyle's body. Two excruciatingly long weeks had passed since they'd been alone together. It wouldn't take much for Kyle to jump Jason's bones right then and there.
"Nelson got his letter too," Kyle said in an effort to calm himself down. "So we'll all three go to Tech. It's going to be such a blast."
Jason studied Kyle, then glanced down at his cake.
"What's the matter?" Kyle asked.
"I've been thinking..." Jason paused, gulping a swig of milk as if fortifying himself. "...about coming out to Coach Cameron."
Kyle's throat clenched as he swallowed his cake. Had he heard right? He knew Jason's going to the Gay-Straight Alliance had been an enormous step toward coming out. Practically the whole school knew who went to the meeting, and even straight people who attended got crap for it. Jason telling his coach would be an even huger step for him.
And for Kyle it would also be a tremendous relief. He hated pretending they were just friends. While Jason garnered praise on the court or got interviewed by press, Kyle had to stand by anonymous. When Jason jaunted off to some postgame party, Kyle trudged home alone. Unlike Jason's ex-girlfriend, Kyle couldn't receive public recognition.
But if Jason came out...Kyle reveled in visions of the prom, whirling around the dance floor with Jason, arm in tuxedoed arm.
"Are you sure?" Kyle asked, not wanting to get his hopes up.
Jason gave a weary sigh. "I don't know. It's just..." His voice became agitated. "Sometimes I feel like I'm going to explode or implode if I keep hiding. It gets to where I just want to tell everyone and get it over with not just Coach, the team, too. Does that sound crazy? What's happened with you and the swim team since the locker thing?"
The "locker thing" had happened after December break. Someone scratched queer on Kyle's hall locker. Kyle repeatedly asked the school administration to repaint it, and they did nothing. Finally he got fed up. One morning he marched to school, and beneath the word QUEER he spray-painted AND PROUD!
The news raced around school. The following day his locker was repainted, but not before some teammates took notice.
"A few of the guys won't talk to me anymore, but they were never really friends to begin with. Besides, swimming is different from basketball. Except for relays, you're really on your own. In team sports, you're a lot more reliant on each other."
Jason nodded, slowly chewing a bite of cake. "So you don't think I should do it?"
Kyle immediately thought, Of course you should do it! He had always encouraged Jason to be honest and accepting of himself.
But before he could say anything, Jason confided, "I'm afraid I'll lose my scholarship."
Kyle set his fork down. "For coming out? They wouldn't dare. Look at how we fought for a GSA and won. If they tried to take your scholarship, we'd fight that, too. You're not going to lose your scholarship. You'll come out; we'll go to Tech together and graduate side by side."
He almost added how gay marriage would hopefully be legal by then, and about the kids they'd adopt and how they'd live happily ever after. But he decided he'd leave that discussion for later.
"Just suppose," said Jason, tapping his fork, "I did lose my scholarship "
"Jason," Kyle interrupted. "I told you, you're not "
"But just suppose," Jason insisted. "Would you still go to Tech?"
"Well," Kyle said, "could you still go without a scholarship?"
Jason shrugged. "I don't know how I'd pay for it. My mom can't afford it, especially with my dad gone. I could get loans, but not enough to go away. I'd probably stay home and go to community college, then transfer later."
Kyle felt his heart sink. More than anything, he wanted to be with Jason. But did he want it enough to put aside his dream of going away to a university?
"I hate this!" Kyle blurted out. "Our society is crazy. Why should we even have to deal with this? Our whole future together shouldn't hinge on whether you're honest and come out. It's homophobic BS."
Jason leaned back, looking a little blown away by Kyle's outburst.
"I'm sorry." Kyle took a deep breath. "I didn't mean to go off like that."
"It's okay. I'm sorry I brought all this up. It isn't your problem."
"It is my problem," Kyle told him. "If you don't go to Tech, where would that leave me? What you decide affects both of us."
Jason looked back at him, a solemn expression on his face. "Maybe I should forget all this," he said softly.
"How?" Kyle said. "It's not going to go away. Do you want to go through college like this? What happens if they find out after you're already there and take away your scholarship then?"
Jason bit into a fingernail. "I hadn't thought of that."
"At least," Kyle said soothingly, "if you come out now, you'd be, I don't know, like, a role model someone people would look up to."
"Yeah, right," Jason said. "No one's going to look up to me."
"I do," Kyle said, staring deeply into Jason's brown eyes.
Jason pursed his lips into a little pout. "Yeah, well, you're biased. You're the role model, not me."
"Oh, yeah?" Kyle asked. "And you're not biased?"
Jason's mouth opened in a wide show of teeth. "Maybe."
Kyle thought how much he loved those teeth, that mouth, this boy. He considered what he was about to say and, fighting all common sense, he said it: "If you feel you need to come out to your coach, then I think you should do it."
Jason gazed back at him, sighing, and slumped down in his chair. In the process, his knee bumped against Kyle's.
Kyle let it rest there and reached across the table for Jason's hand.
Jason flashed a glance toward the door. An instant later they were on their feet, pressed against each other. Jason's lips devoured Kyle's, tasting of chocolate-raspberry cake, sweeter than the original.
As Kyle's tongue rolled across Jason's, he no longer cared about college next year. He only wanted to live this moment, forever. Except...
From the doorway came a giggle. Startled, the boys jumped apart.
Melissa stared at them, carrying her empty plate and milk glass. "Were you two kissing?"
Jason, bright red, darted a questioning glance at Kyle, but Kyle looked away, embarrassed. It was up to Jason what he told his sister, though Kyle hoped he'd be truthful.
Jason cleared his throat. "Um, yeah." He hurriedly took her plate and glass. "Don't tell Ma, okay?"
Melissa glanced at Kyle. "I won't." Giggling, she skipped out of the room.
"Oh, man!" Jason brought his fingers to his forehead. "I can't believe she saw us."
"At least you were honest with her," Kyle said, patting him on the shoulder. "That's great."
Jason rubbed his temples. "I'm glad you think so."
The front door sounded as Mrs. Carrillo came home. Melissa kept her word, not saying anything about the boys' kiss while Jason's mom chatted with them, thanking Kyle for the cake.
Before Kyle left, Jason handed him a pair of tickets for the game against Chesapeake High Friday. "For you and your dad. Can you come?"
"Of course!" Kyle beamed.
As he walked home through the cold, dark night, past brick houses with blue-hazed windows and dogs barking in yards, he thought how clear his life had seemed only two hours earlier. Now everything seemed so uncertain. What if Jason did lose his scholarship? Would Kyle stick by him no matter what? Wasn't that part of loving someone?
Kyle felt the game tickets in his pocket, desperately hoping he wouldn't regret encouraging Jason to come out to his coach.
Meet the Author
Alex Sanchez spent almost fifteen years working with youth. He is the author of the teen novels Boyfriends with Girlfriends, Bait, The God Box, Getting It, Rainbow Boys, Rainbow High, and Rainbow Road, as well as the Lambda Award–winning middle-grade novel So Hard to Say. Lambda Literary Foundation honored Alex with an Outstanding Mid-Career Novelists’ Prize. He lives in Thailand and Hollywood, Florida. Visit him at AlexSanchez.com.
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When i first read rainbow boys it really helped me to accept my sexuality, being gay had taken its toll on my emotions but after reading this book it helped me not to care what other people thought of me. Kyle, Jason, and Nelson should be considered roll models for gay teens everywhere. If i werent for these books i doubt that i would be enjoying my life as a gay teen as much as i am.
Sequel to "Rainbow Boys," this book continued the journey of these three very different individuals as they finally make it to the end of their high school careers. Not only do they encounter hardships and heartbreak, but this book illustrates to the reader how people at this age think and process their emotions whether rational or not. Also prioritization played quite a role in this piece of literature as mature decisions had to be made for safety related to health and emotional status as well as society related status quo and reputations that may affect future aspirations. Great easy read, from an amazing author, highly recommend this series. On to book three...
I find this book so entertaining. It's funny, romantic, sad, and much more. It really keeps you reading!
I first started reading this series when I was about 12 years old, and even then I was compelled by the pure emotion and unforgettable characters in these books. Which is evident by the fact that when I saw the title today, I immediately remembered the story (I am now 19). This is a great read for anyone: gay, lesbian, or straight, which I can atest to because I'm a hetero girl. This is a story about finding yourself, your identity, and love in all of it's forms.
I just recently read this book in continuation in the series of Jason, Kyle, and Nelson. These are the best books ive ever read and it really helped me with all of the struggles ive been facing in my life. I definately think that anyone should read this book no matter if your straight,gay,bi,lesbian in may help you and show you what some people have to go through and what struggles they have to face.
i think this book is really great. It must give homosexual readers some boost of confidence and courage. I was inspired, and i am not gay. I do feel bad for those who are picked on for their sexual prefrences, and i feel that they should handle things like these boys do. I hope that one day there are more people that are okay with homosexuality.
This is an exceedingly amazing novel. It was like a clue-in to some of the issues that gay teens in america or anywhere have to deal with on a day-to-day basis. It's an addicting series and I came to forget that it was about boys and I fell in love with all of the characters. It was shocking and breathtaking. I loved it and I cant wait to get the next one! Love, Megan
An excellent and legendary novel. It's heart breaking and leaves you on the edge of you're seat wanting more. Sanchez does an amazing job in telling this story in which both gay and straight teens can enjoy. Read it, you just might learn something.
i loved this book, and the first one, too. i automatically fell in love with the characters when i read the first one, and i fell in love with them again in the second one. nelson especially lol. but, yeah, read this book, it's awesome.
The sequel to what happens to all three boys in there last semester of high school.The first book was wonderful this was even better.
Alex Sanchez was able to maintain the true characteristics he held in the first book. The gay community(ok some of my friends and I) believe that he is brilliant! We love his work! We can not wait until Rainbow Road comes out!
This book touches upon the hardships of living an alternative lifestyle beautifully. I fell in love with Jason, Kyle, and Nelson (my personal favorite because he is so much like my own best friend). The issues each boy faces in this book are real, and very important for today's youth. This book wonderfully demonstrates how love is love, regardless of age, race, or gender.
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I love this book i read this book back when i was in high school and i still feel the same way. This book is really good, i thiank anyone can read it. <3.
I might not be gay or bi-sexual but this book tells me that being me is the best thing that i can do and no matter what people say it wont matter. I found a moral in this series "You may say bad things about me, but I will not say bad things about myself."
I enjoyed Rainbow Boys enough to want to buy both the sequels and read them. I'm very glad that I did. Sanchez has a wonderful gift for story-telling, especially from the points-of-view of his late-teen, gay characters. The characters are well-developed, and the reader can easi "fall in love" with each of them. Sometimes the story can seem a little too perfect, but why shouldn't three out teens have fabulous lives? LOL I highly recommend the book to Rainbow Boys fans. It's appropriate for mid- to late-teens and young adults. Enjoy!