Red: My Uncensored Life in Rockby Sammy Hagar
Sammy Hagar—legendary lead singer of Van Halen, founder of the Cabo Wabo Tequila brand, and one of rock music’s most notoriously successful performers—tells his unforgettable story in this one-of-a-kind autobiography of a life at the top of the charts. From his decade-long journey alongside Eddie Van Halen to his raucous solo career with
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Sammy Hagar—legendary lead singer of Van Halen, founder of the Cabo Wabo Tequila brand, and one of rock music’s most notoriously successful performers—tells his unforgettable story in this one-of-a-kind autobiography of a life at the top of the charts. From his decade-long journey alongside Eddie Van Halen to his raucous solo career with Chickenfoot and everything in between—the drugs, groupies, and excesses of fame, the outrageous stadium tours, and the thrill of musical innovation—Hagar reveals all in this treasure trove of rock-and-roll war stories. Red is a life-changing look at one of music’s biggest talents—an essential read for music fans and anyone dreaming of becoming rock’s next number one star.
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RedMy Uncensored Life in Rock
By Sammy Hagar
HarperCollinsCopyright © 2011 Sammy Hagar
All right reserved.
When I was growing up, Fontana, California, was all
orange groves, grape vineyards, and chicken ranches. I
could eat oranges, grapefruits, and tangerines all fucking day if I
wanted. I had to walk through an orange grove just to go to my
next-door neighbor's house. There really was no neighborhood.
It was long before tract homes. At the corner of each of the long
country blocks, there were these big, ten-foot-tall cement tanks
with open roofs on them, called water weirs, which fed water
to the houses from clean, clear Lytle Creek in the foothills. The
water weirs had a float on them, and when the water got too low,
the float would kick on and they'd fill back up like a toilet. Each
one had a ladder going up so guys could ser vice them, and kids
would drown in them all the time. We always heard a rumor that
some kid got polio from one of them. But it was our drinking
water and it was ice-cold. In the summer, we used to jump in and
swim. Not swim, but dunk down, get cooled off, and climb out.
I don't want to say we'd piss in them, but we did.
My dad moved to Fontana because he heard the steel mill was
hiring. When I was born in Monterey County Hospital in Salinas,
California, Dad and Mom had been picking lettuce in the
fields and living in a camp where everyone else was Mexican. The
Kaiser Steel Millthe first steel mill west of the Mississippi
pretty much made Fontana. Growing up, every kid in Fontana
was just trying to get through high school to get a job at Kaiser
Steel. We thought it paid great. Originally, you didn't even need
a high school diploma, but, as Kaiser Steel built up, and other
plants opened up, making pipes or big beams, you needed a high
school diploma. Unless, of course, they got a big order and needed
the people. Then they'd hire anybody, and lay you off when they
got the job done. But everybody was happy to go there and make
whatever they were paying.
It was a brutal job though, working at a steel mill in a 160-
degree heat, pieces of hot metal flying out at you. My dad worked
in the open hearth, the hottest, hardest work in the plant, where
they pour the ingots into big troughs and make steel. Molten
fucking steel. He came home with his clothes drenched from sweat,
and he used to take salt tablets every day before he went to work.
He had probably the lowest job on the totem pole, and they moved
his schedule almost every week. He would go from swing shift to
graveyard shift to day shift. Sometimes he'd come home at mid-
night and go to work again at six in the morning. He got burned
real bad one timethe side of his face was completely taken off.
Just from the heat. It wasn't steel hitting him. It was that he got
too close or there was a flare-up or something and it just fucking
ripped the skin off his face.
My dad's parents had been migrant farm workers who came
out from Kentucky on a covered wagon. They'd picked cotton all
the way through Texas, and my dad was born in Texas. Two kids
werethat's how long they were in Texas. They had thirteen kids.
He had a younger sister, but he was the youngest boy. My dad was
handsome and athletic, but he was a bad little fucker. He would beat
the shit out of his big brothers. My uncle told me my dad chased his
big brother, my uncle Charlie, up a tree. My dad sat there, smoking
a cigarette, waiting for him to come down to beat his butt. Charlie
slept in the tree rather than take an ass-kicking from my dad.
My mom, Gladys, was born in Los Angeles. Her dad came over
from Italy when he was eleven years old and never learned to speak,
read, or write English. He and my grandmashe was Italian, too
never owned a house. They lived in a trailer and were always on the
move. He was a chef and he went where the work was. He cooked in
Yosemite and went up to Klamath when the salmon were running.
He would hunt and fish and work only when he had to. During the
winter season, he would cook in Palm Springs, make these huge
buffets at the lodge where President Eisenhower stayed. But when
the season was over, he'd pack up, take all his money, steal every-
thing he could out of the restaurant, and take off in the middle of
the night. The guy was a complete thiefa real crook, my grandpa,
and a prick, too. Once in a while he was nice. I'm named after the
fucker, Sam Roy. They raised my mom and her sister that way. She
grew up in a tent and didn't finish seventh grade.
Mom and Dad got married when she was fifteen. Mom always
said all the girls liked him in high school. My dad had dreams. He
wanted to be a big-shot kind of guy. He liked hanging around big
shots. Bob Hope used to let him caddy on weekends, when he was
growing up in Palm Springs. She was sixteen years old when she had
my oldest sister, Bobbi. Practically the day she had the baby, as soon
as she came home from the hospital, she got pregnant again with
my other sister. My sisters Velma and Bobbi are nine months apart.
My father could beat up anybody. I was so proud of that, growing
He was such a bad-ass. When he was younger, Bobby Hagar
fought bantamweight. He won his first eight fights by knockouts.
He was a little guy, five foot eight, same size as me, but that son
of a bitch could hithe could have been something. But he got
drafted during World War II, shortly after he'd gotten my mother
pregnant again with my brother, Robert. My father shipped out as
a paratrooper. He'd never even been in an airplane and suddenly
he's jumping out of them. On his first jump, over a battlefield in
France, his parachute went way off course. He tangled in trees and
smashed his face into a tree trunk. He had a Tommy gun and, as he
was coming down, he was scared, so he sprayed the ground with
bullets. He banged into the tree and broke his jaw. He cut himself
down. He dug a hole, and stayed in a foxhole for a few days. His
jaw was killing him. He was disoriented, obviously all banged up
from hitting this tree, but he had his gun. Nearby was a German
soldier, also separated from his unit, and they played a fox-and-
mouse game until my dad killed him in a shootout. I think it really
screwed up his head. Killing someone one-on-one isn't like shooting
people you don't know. My dad lived with this guy for a couple of
days, sneaking around, not sleeping at night, really not wanting to
mess with each other, but every now and then, taking a potshot.
When he returned to his company, he was crazy. He was freaked
out that he shot the guy. Plus he was a bad-ass anyway. He emptied
his magazine in the ground in front of his commanding officer.
to say the least, and by the time he came back to California, he
was a complete alcoholic and madman. The war had really fucked
him up. My mom said when he got home from the war, he used to
jump up from bed in the middle of the night and shout, "Where's
my Tommy gun? Where's my Tommy gun?"
I was born a few years later, on October 13, 1947, and by that
point we were bone fucking poor. But even as I got older, I never
knew just how bad off we were. My mom was a great cook and
she could make do with things, so we always ate good. I went
around hungry a lot because I never had any money. If I wanted to
eat, I had to go home and either wait for Mom or cook something
myself. I was cooking for myself when I was eight years old. I saw
what my mom did. I could boil spaghetti and take canned tomatoes-
or fresh tomatoes out of our garden. I could make tomato
sauce. It didn't seem poor to me. My mom was clean as a pin.
Our house was spotless. Our clothes were always laundered. She
ironed them, stayed up until four in the morning doing ironing for
other people and then ironed our clothes.
My mom always had a chicken coop and we always kept chickens.
Whenever we moved (which was a lot), we took the chickens.
We never owned a house, and we were always leaving my dad be-
cause he was a terrible alcoholic who beat up my mom. When my
dad would come home drunk, we'd sneak out of the house in the
middle of the night and go sleep in the orange groves. Mom hid
blankets wrapped in plastic bags, a flashlight, and little stashes of
water and food out in back, ready for the times we had to jump
out of the window in the middle of the night.
It was always on payday. He got paid on Thursdays, and when
he wouldn't come home directly after work, Mom would begin
making plans. He'd come home drunk, start yelling and screaming.
He never beat us kids, but he'd thump my mom around.
Everybody in the family hated my dad, but they were all scared of
him. My sister Velma hit him over the head with a baseball bat
one time, because he had my mom on the ground. She came up
behind himshe was about twelve years oldand bashed him in
the head and bloodied up the place bad. My mom got up and we
ran. We got out of there.
So we'd leave my dad, and once he was left alone, he would
lose the house. He'd stay there, wouldn't go to work, and wouldn't
pay the rent, until he'd get kicked out of the house by the cops.
He usually got thrown in jail. That was the standard end result of
his binge. Sometimes he'd get in the car and get thrown in jail for
drunk driving. We'd have to go find a new house every time and
move, or my mom would borrow a trailer that her father owned.
But somehow we'd always end up with my dad again.
Right before I was born, my mom had a miscarriage. She didn't
want to get pregnant. She hated my dad by then. She knew he was
crazy and didn't want another kid. She just wanted to raise the
kids she already had and get the hell out of the marriage. She had
known that for a long time. She had a miscarriage and immediately
got pregnant again. She was bumming. She didn't like to tell
me that, but later on in life she pretty much told me. "You're lucky
to be alive, boy," she said. "If I'd have had that other baby, if it
wouldn't have been a miscarriage, I never would have had you." I
loved my dad, but he was crazy.
For some reason, my dad was tough on my older brother,
Robert. Dad would call him "flea-brain" and my brother would
start crying, which only caused Dad to make more fun of him.
"Wahhhhh," he would say. "You sound like a damn siren, you
He hated my sisters, too. When they turned into teenagers and
started seeing boys, that was when the whole thing blew out. He
got so drunk he beat up one of my sister's boyfriends. That was the
end of the deal for him and my mom.
I was his favorite. I was the king. I was "muscle-brain." He called
me Champ, like I was the next champion of the world. He would
introduce me to his buddies. "Hey, here's Champ," he would say.
"He's got a left hand on him." He was going to make a boxer out
of me. Every day, I'd come home from school, and if my dad was
there, he'd make me train. He'd make himself a BLThe was a big
BLT manand sit there in his work clothes, ready to go to work.
"Put on the gloves," he'd say. It wouldn't matter if I'd brought
a friend home; my dad would say, "Put on the boxing gloves with
your buddy here." He'd make my brother get on his knees to box
me. He made me box every day. He'd put on the gloves with me,
and teach me. He would take me to gyms and make me hit the
heavy bags. "Step into it and twist your body," he would tell me.
My dad was left-handed, so he could pop you totally unexpected,
like southpaws can. Even if you know how to fight a little
bit, lefties come backward at you. Plus, he was a hard puncher.
Some boxers have that gift. There are just guys who can punch.
There is something to the magic of timing, how you put your
weight, and all these things. Being a southpaw and knowing how
to punch, he just knocked people out. He was a one-punch wonder.
Because my dad hit so hard, I learned how not to get hit. By the
time I was eight years old, I was getting really fast. I would stand
on the outside and move in. He'd try to hit me once in a while and
I'd weave. He loved that. He used to really brag it up about me.
My brother was bigger than me. He could hit harder. I didn't want
to get hit by him, either, so I just kept becoming faster. In and out,
in and out. I had a great left jab for a little kid. I used to beat up
my neighbors, my buddies. I'd give them bloody noses and my dad
would give me a quarter.
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Sammy Hagar is the multiplatinum Red Rocker, the outgoing, bombastic front man of hard rock champions Van Halen, currently embarked on his fourth platinum career with his supergroup, Chickenfoot. In addition to his legendary status among rock stars, he is the masterful entrepreneur behind Cabo Wabo tequila. When he's not on the road, he splits his time among California, Hawaii, and Mexico.
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I've had a thing for Sammy Hagar and Eddie Van Halen since I was 15. If you love the Red Rocker as much as I do, this is a must read. It's well written and has great pictures. It gives the reader the sense that the life we envy of the Rock Star isn't always glamorous. They are alot like all of us- human. You get a great visual picture of the music business. It brought back memories of the Van Halen concerts and the heartbreak when I saw the Samuri hair and the bizarre way Eddie was on stage the last concert I went to. Thanks Sammy for sharing with us!
If you like the RedRocker (Sammy Hagar), Van Halen or Chickenfoot.... This book is great, I could not put it down. Love his bio, so honest and a all around Great Guy ..
I started this think it was just another jumble of some rock star, but I was wrong. This was actually a pretty good read. It explains his life as well as his stardom.
Excellent book that i had a tough time putting down! It made me want to go back and listen to his music. Definitely worth the money!!
RED is a great behind-the-rocker story and will be appreciated by Hagar fans. I have to say that the writing could've been a lot better. A good editor should've caught the misspellings (David Gilmore? Really?) and punctuation problems and added some needed clarity to areas to the book. (For example: it was sometimes hard to follow which "he" was being referred to in some instances and there were transitions in time that weren't set up.) Sammy is a remarkable man and his story is fascinating; it's a pity that the writing bogged down his story a bit. That said, this is a fascinating tale from an engaging guy. From a very humble upbringing (to say the least) to his tireless pursuit of living his dream, RED is a good story with a happy ending.
Great insight into underated performer
I always liked Sammy...ever since Montrose. I love the insight into his life, and his impact on those around him; his inspiration for songs, and the struggles to make it where he is. Thank you for this book, Sammy!
If you are a Sammy fan...I would say this is your read.
Loved this book. A real page turner!
There's little dispute that Sammy Hagar is among rock's best vocalists. He is also a better-than-average songwriter. Who knew he was such an engaging, entertaining storyteller? I didn't until reading "Red." He has entertained me for decades as Van Halen's frontman and through some excellent solo work. Like listening to "5150" or Chickenfoot, learning Hagar's backstory was an enjoyable ride. Be prepared for straight shooting and some colorful language. I have never met Sammy, but I'd wager he writes like he talks. He shares his hardscrabble upbringing without self-pity or martyrdom. The description of his first marraige plays out the same way. And while recollections of the Van Halen years are his side of the story, I suspect there's a lot of truth there. Eddie's meltdown is particularly sad. The anecdote about his and Alex's dad being their drinking buddy was telling in a dark way too. Rock excesses (and riffs on numerology) aside, Hagar comes off as a fun-loving regular kind of guy, not to mention an astute entrepreneur. Had he washed out in the rock and roll business, I get the sense he would have found success in another field anyway. The book's a quick read. The syntax isn't perfect but this is Sammy Hagar, not John Irving. When you finish reading, you'll almost wish you could buy the man another shot or two of Cabo just to keep the stories coming. I know I did.
I'm not a big Sammy Hagar or Van Halen fan but this is a great book. Sammy Hagar is a surprising character and a great business man and entrepreneur. What a surprise!!!!!
I enjoyed this book. Sammy's writing style was a little offputting to me at first - I don't like to read profanity unless it is in dialogue. It just seems a little too much like the writer is trying to impress me with how rebellious he is or something. Still, getting over my initial dislike of his style, I stuck with it and it really is enjoyable reading about his solo years as well as his years with Van Halen. I think Duff McKagan's book (gave that one 5 stars) is better but this book is also quite good. Would recommend it.
Great read. Couldnt put it down.
Sammy is a very personable guy and it comes through in this book. He is one of those guys that has his hands in a dozen things at a time and brings energy and charisma to everything he touches. I get the impression that many of his former bandmates and collabirators are imtimidated by that, hence his many struggles with Montrose and VH. I feel bad for Eddie already, but some of Sam's insight makes me feel worse for him. Eddie seems like a real Howard Hughes now. Anyway the book is a good read and a look into the life of an actually nice guy rock and roller and an underated vet of the industry.
Easy read. Nice depiction of his high values life in the music business.