The best man I've ever known told me he loved me—and I rejected him.
It's been months since that night, when he showed me what it was to kneel at the feet of a man capable of incredible tenderness and delicious agony in the same breath.
Months since he opened his heart to me. And months since I crushed it without a second thought.
I thought I was doing the right thing. Sacrificing what I so desperately wanted for the sake of our band. For the sake of his friendship with my cheating jerkwad of an ex-boyfriend, who just so happens to be our lead singer.
Now, he's disappeared. And I'm desperate to find him, to tell him how wrong I was. If he wants me on my knees again, begging for forgiveness the only way a good girl knows how, then that's what I'll do. Whatever it takes to bring him back to me.
Let our love ruin our friendship. Ruin everything.
Ruin me, Daddy.
