Satisfy My Soul

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Carey McCullough is haunted by a recurring dream and a damaged past. But the more he tries to forget, the more uprooted he feels. Then, while in Jamaica, he crosses paths with a radiant woman who attracts him like a flame. Their undeniable attraction is much more than chemistry. As Carey soon discovers from a “reader” of the spirit world, he and Frances share a history that has linked their souls for more than four hundred years. Though Carey views past lives with skepticism, he cannot explain knowing the ...
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Overview

Carey McCullough is haunted by a recurring dream and a damaged past. But the more he tries to forget, the more uprooted he feels. Then, while in Jamaica, he crosses paths with a radiant woman who attracts him like a flame. Their undeniable attraction is much more than chemistry. As Carey soon discovers from a “reader” of the spirit world, he and Frances share a history that has linked their souls for more than four hundred years. Though Carey views past lives with skepticism, he cannot explain knowing the language of an ancient African people—in particular the phrase: “Mulewe anekoso kuduwe bana” (“I will search until I find you”).

Yet Frances conceals secrets of her own, with devastating consequences. And while Carey visits his best friend, a bond that was once thought to be unbreakable will be put to the ultimate test as startling truths at last emerge. . . .

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Editorial Reviews

From the Publisher
PRAISE FOR WAITING IN VAIN

A #1 Blackboard bestseller and a Washington Post Critic’s Choice

“[Waiting In Vain] is in danger of remaining a work perceived primarily as yet another black romantic tale. . . . The love story is interesting,
but not the most compelling element of the novel: What is intriguing is the assurance of the voice, the strength of characterization,
and the clear redefinition of the Caribbean novel.”
The Washington Post Book World

“A STUNNING DEBUT...IF YOU’VE EVER DARED TO FOLLOW YOUR PASSION,
THEN YOU MUST READ WAITING IN VAIN. . . .
CHANNER HAS THE EAR OF A POET AND THE HEART OF A LOVER.”
E. LYNN HARRIS

“A LAVISH AND LUSH READ FILLED WITH SPICE, SASS, AND PASSION.”
DIANE MCKINNEY-WHETSTONE

“EROTIC AND SENSUAL . . . THE PROSE IS PASSIONATE, SEXUAL, AND HONEST.”
Today’s Black Woman

WAITING IN VAIN “IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN A GIFTED WRITER
DECIDES TO GET ROMANTIC.”
Time Out New York

From the Hardcover edition.

Publishers Weekly
From the author of the Blackboard bestseller Waiting in Vain comes this long-awaited second novel, detailing a star-crossed, obsessively erotic odyssey of self-discovery embarked on by the grandson of a Guyanese physician. The guest on a TV travel show being taped in Jamaica, Carey McCullough, a 38-year-old Cambridge-educated New York playwright, meets Frances Carey, owner of a small construction company in Kingston. He recognizes her as the singer he glimpsed on TV five years ago, on the same day he tried to commit suicide at the home of his longtime friend and mentor Kwabena, a charismatic Pentecostal academic. Frances tells McCullough that he is the reincarnation of Karamoko, a mythical hero sold into slavery 500 years ago for eloping with a girl named Feranje and Frances, of course, is the reincarnation of Feranje. McCullough phones Kwabena, who tells him he knows Frances and warns him that she will ruin his life. Overwhelmed by his sexual attraction to her, McCullough misses his plane and arrives two weeks too late to conduct an interview he had scheduled with Kwabena for the New York Times. This delivers a blow to Kwabena's struggling career and their relationship is severely damaged. As he tries to sort out his feelings for Frances, the playwright finds himself the unwitting pawn in Kwabena's deteriorating marriage. Though at times highly lyrical, this uneven, disjointed tale too often retreats into gratuitous and repetitive exposition, and is further marred by tedious erotic passages. However, by evoking a mystique similar to that of Channer's successful debut, this could be another Blackboard hit. 6-city author tour. (Feb.) Copyright 2001 Cahners Business Information.
Library Journal
This latest novel by Channer, whose Waiting in Vain was a Blackboard best seller, is a tug-of-war between lust and friendship, love and faith, and ancient African religion and Christianity. New York playwright Carey is a lost soul who is nearing middle age and does not know what he believes in. Thus, he fritters away his youth and talent on a series of self-indulgent affairs and one-night stands. In Jamaica, he meets Frances, a sexually charged free spirit who believes that the two of them are reincarnations of separated African lovers, finally reunited. But Carey's obsession with Frances causes him to betray his best friend, Kwabena, with tragic and violent consequences. Channer's attempt at spiritual romance misses the mark, as one man's soul-searching journey is lost amid empty sexual fantasy. The women characters and their dialog are especially unbelievable, and the novel's ending is confusing and disappointing. For large public libraries only. Ellen Flexman, Indianapolis-Marion Cty. P.L., IN Copyright 2002 Cahners Business Information.
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Product Details

  • ISBN-13: 9780345437907
  • Publisher: Random House Publishing Group
  • Publication date: 2/4/2003
  • Edition description: First Trade Paperback Edition
  • Edition number: 1
  • Pages: 256
  • Product dimensions: 5.45 (w) x 8.23 (h) x 0.55 (d)

Meet the Author

Colin Channer is the author of two novels, a novella, and many short stories. His first novel, Waiting in Vain, was selected as a 1998 Critic’s Choice by the Washington Post. It was also excerpted in Hot Spots: The Best Erotic Writing in Modern Fiction. His novella, I’m Still Waiting, was published in the bestselling volume Got to Be Real. Mr. Channer is founder and artistic director of the Calabash International Literary Festival, the only annual literary festival in the English-speaking Caribbean (www.calabashfestival.org). A naturalized American, he was born in Kingston, Jamaica, and lives with his family in New York. He has taught fiction writing in London and New York and is the bass player for the reggae band Pipecock Jaxxon.

Write to him at colinchanner@hotmail.com or visit his Web site at www.colinchanner.com

From the Hardcover edition.

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CHAPTER ONE

Up ahead a herd of cattle toddle down a path. They moo and jostle as they splash into the ocher river, triggering the flowers on a tree festooned with Spanish moss to burst into a spray of screeching birds.

In theory this is stunning. But in Jamaica, an island that produces elemental drama daily, no one stops to look. Not the women spreading clothes on white boulders. Not the naked children swinging out on leafy vines. Not the men in trunks and soccer shorts who wade upstream, waist deep, empty bamboo rafts in tow, hunched against the current, delivering the vessels to the starting point for tips.

Fifteen feet away from us the captain of our raft is punting with a slender pole. The braided muscles in his back are coiling. His navy polo shirt is snug. Water tongues the grooves between the knuckled stems that form the hull. In essence we are sailing on a fence.

People are watching me. Waiting. A bead of perspiration stretches from my beard and bursts against my shirt.

Then as the captain steers around a bar of silt I find a question.

“Okay, Chadwick, on the night before you’re set to go to the gallows you get a set of choices. A last book. A last song. A last meal with any writer living or dead. And the chance to sleep with anyone in the whole wide world—a living anyone, of course.”

The producer on the raft beside us smiles and makes a fist. This is how she told me that she wants the show to be—arch and energetic.

I am a guest on Trapped in Transit, a travel show on A&E.

Each week on TIT, as all the members of the crew appear to call it, an odd couple chosen from the worlds of politics and entertainment take a journey: Howard Stern and Yasir Arafat canoeing in Mongolia. Martha Stewart and Biz Markie on a llama in Peru.

Chadwick is a congressman. If his reparations bill is passed, every black American will receive a million dollars in exchange for relocation to Liberia.

I’m a playwright and director whose grandfather moved to Harlem from West Africa in the twenties. Chadwick is fifty. I am thirty-eight. Chadwick is married. I will never be. He is a Republican. I like to call myself a negro. He is bald. My locks are wrapped around my head to form a turban.

His freckled cheeks are settling into jowls. His nose is sharp and owlish. He does not have an upper lip. His forehead lasts forever.

“I think I’d have a rack of lamb,” he answers. “And it is always hard for me to sleep without my wife. My favorite book has always been Heart of Darkness. Conrad is amazing. You should read him. I would dine with Rudy Kipling. As a boy in Oklahoma I felt connected to his stories . . . all the Indians. I know that our natives aren’t the same as Kipling’s Hindus, but I could still relate. As far as music is concerned I think I’d listen to Aretha Franklin. And you—you asked the question. What would you do?”

I glance at the producer, a desert-colored woman with a se- cret trail of bites along her neck and stomach. Her name is Amaranta.

Smiling as she looks away, she scoops her copper hair into a ponytail. When she looks again I recognize the contour of her body in her nose. Like her back, it arches inward on a bony spine then flares into a bulb of spongy flesh.

The diamonds on her wedding ring are glinting. Her cheeks are hard and chiseled like the stones. But as a woman she is soft. Her skin. Her voice. Her touch.

Last night, as she read to me in bed, I told her that her skin reminded me of sand. She drew her nipple on my chest and said I was her Tuareg . . . the way I wrap my dreadlocks like a turban, the oily blackness of my skin, the height of what she calls my Libyan nose. She held me by my cheekbones when she kissed me. She christened them my little horns.

“Ride all over me,” she whispered. “Find water.”

Chadwick leans toward me.

“On my final night on earth I would experiment with pork.”

“You would cook it in a whole new way?”

“More than that. I’ve never had it. My father was a member of the Nation of Islam. My mother is a Jew.”

“So you’re mixed,” he says appraisingly. His voice is engaged but impersonal, as if I were a piece of art. “I would not have known.”

“And now you do. What does that mean?”

“Well . . . nothing.”

“So why did you ask? What does it mean in terms of reparations? Do I get less for being a diluted brother or do I get a little extra for the Holocaust?”

“And what would be your book?” he asks me after we have sailed a mile in silence.

“I would read the Book of Psalms. I’d listen to “Redemption Song” and some fish and bread with my closest friend Kwabena Small, the best playwright I know.”

“And what would be the other choice? The woman?”

I burrow through the crates that line the basement of my mind and mount a retrospective of my lovers. It’s an exhibit of ambitious scope. The catalog is thicker than a phone book. I can’t decide. But I know that I have loved them all . . . at some time . . . in some way . . . with some degree of faithfulness and truth.

We argue politics until we disembark at Rafter’s Rest, a restaurant and bar that occupies what used to be a rambling house: white walls, soft arches, slim columns.

Just beyond the restaurant the river broadens as it sweeps into the sea.

A buffet lunch is laid out on the covered esplanade: jerk chicken, curried conch, pasta salad and escoveitched fish . . . fried snappers marinated in a habanero vinaigrette.

On the opposing bank, old trees with silver trunks and thick uplifted roots like rocket fins are soaring to the sky.

I sit alone. I cannot eat. My mind is exhausted. I keep returning to the question. Who would the woman be?

I go outside to think inside the minivan. If I had driven on my own I would leave.

The Isuzu is parked in a ring of vans beneath a poinciana tree aflame with red blossoms. The drivers are clotted in ragged groups, playing cards, chewing cane and smoking—from the odor, more than cigarettes.

Resurfacing the driveway is a gang of men who’ve clearly learnt the art of pouring asphalt by telepathy.

Everything is slow, and then a whistle rifles from the road. Suddenly everything is frantic. Men begin to dig and mix and roll and cart, while splashing their bodies with beer, brewing perspiration.

A mud-encrusted pickup trundles through the gate. It stops abruptly and a female voice demands a work report. From the driver’s side a bangled hand slides through the open window. The hand unrolls a fist and fans the foreman forward. He dips his head inside the cab. There is a sharp exchange and then he straightens up, a little softer in his posture, and watches as the Ford begins to roll toward me, the driver searching for a radius of shade.

As she walks toward the restaurant, the woman with the bangles stops and reaches in a tote bag for a telephone. She is tall, with dreadlocks braided in a fat chignon. She is calling someone whom she knows quite well, for she dials without looking.

“Don’t fret, I’ll soon be there,” she says with a mischievously guilty laugh.

“But there is no story,” she emphasizes. “Same story. Didn’t I tell you that I don’t want no lover till the right one comes? Anyway. I have to go and brutalize these lazy men that work for me.” She begins to walk, then stops again. “Mind your business. There is no story to tell, I said. A lover would only distract me now.”

That night I meet my lover at a lodge up in the mountains. I am staying at a hotel on the beach.

“Sleeping in your bed last night was absolutely careless,” Amaranta mutters as she cracks the door. “And all these marks you left on me. What am I going to tell my husband?”

The room is long and narrow. At the other end, beyond the double bed, the drapes are flung apart. Through the sliding door come mist and chill and insect sounds, the smell of grass and pine.

A kerosene lamp is seeping amber light into the grooves between the planks that form the wooden walls. We are stand- ing by the dresser. I hold her from behind, resting my chin on her head.

Her short nightgown is blue. She smells of ginger oil and citrus . . . maybe tangerine.

Watching our reflection in the mirror, I reach beneath her nightgown and my fingers find the ripples in her stomach. As the hem begins to flounce I see the creamy smoothness of her thighs, the hint of twitching muscle, the mole below the crescent of her panty wax; there, the skin is dusky rose and prickly.

As I stroke her there she arcs her back and smiles, then sucks her teeth and shuts her eyes and presses all her softness into me.

I reach below her stomach for the scar she earned while bearing children. There is a lip of fat on either side. I pinch it and she moans. As I kiss her ear she reaches up and slings her arms around my neck.

I wet my thumb and trace her hollows, her underarms, her nostrils, her navel, then the birthing scar again. As she sighs I raise her gown. She releases me so I can slip it off. I leave it bunched above her breasts, framing her within her own reflection; and she sees her many colors—her copper hair, her custard skin, the trail of purple bruises on her neck and rippled stomach, between her legs the coils of deepest nigger black.

She turns around and kisses me, tipping up with girlish glee. She hugs me tightly and I watch her in the mirror, her spine drawn tight inside her body, pulling down her shoulder blades. She tongues my nipple through the fabric of my yellow cot- ton shirt, then drops herself against her heels, thudding on the wooden floor, now rubbing hard against me, her bottom sucking in then flaring out. Something spurts inside me every time I see her underlying fatness pool then drain below her skin.

Naked now, we kiss. Our bodies damp with sweat, we shine each other slowly with our palms. All of this in silence. She turns around and plants her palms against the dresser, reaches down between her legs and finds me.

“We may never fuck like this again,” she whispers. “We may never fuck again at all. But this is what it is—a fuck. And this is what I want.”

From the Hardcover edition.

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  • Anonymous

    Posted August 6, 2005

    I Surrender

    Satisfy My Soul did just that for me. Poetic, sexy, evocative and thought provoking, Colin Channer stands among Alice Walker and Toni Morrison. The characters were bright and alive and not your run of the mill stock african american characters. Channer's exploration of relationships was fresh and Cary's struggle with the religion of his ancestors and modern day dogma was amazing. Wrap all that up in the sexy Jamaican setting and you have one hot read. I will read and reread this book forever.

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  • Anonymous

    Posted April 16, 2003

    What Are You Trying To Say!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    I just have to be very frank and honest. I don't have a clue as to what this author is trying to say in this book. I was very disappointed in this book. I was drawn to it by the title alone, but when I started reading the book I couldn't make heads or tails of it. I found myself rereading pages and chapters because I counldn't understand what was going on. And to tell the truth it was fustrating. I did not like this book at all.

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  • Anonymous

    Posted September 4, 2002

    A TRUE DISAPPOINTMENT

    I don't have a clue what Colin Channer was writing in this book. It sounded like he had experienced a lost love personally & is still sulking about her. MOVE ON..life is too short. OH, BY THE WAY...I LOVED WAITING IN VAIN.....

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  • Anonymous

    Posted May 31, 2002

    What Happened?

    I'll just admit this book didn't live up to my expectations. After waiting so long for the second novel to be released, I would have thought it to be as good, if not better than Waiting in Vain. It wasn't. I was pretty lost throughout the entire book (even read another one before finishing it). This book has no definition. I read 5-7 books a month so I know a good one when I read it.

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  • Anonymous

    Posted May 15, 2002

    Did I miss something?

    The first thing that comes to mind is WHAT? As in WHAT is he talking about. I found the characters shallow and poorly developed. The story line was jumbled and the characters did not merge in the book smoothly at all. I found myself having to go back two or three pages to reread passages because I felt like I kept missing something. The romance scenes were boring and did not make me feel any emotion for his characters. While the small discussions on religion did hold my interest, it was not fully developed and would have been more impactful in a book dedicated to its subject. The ending was very unsettling. I will admit I have not read any of the author's other works, but this book does not prompt me to do so.

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  • Anonymous

    Posted May 16, 2002

    Totally Satisfied

    I recommend this book to everyone. I was totally swept away by the writer's style, use of characters. I certaily learned a lot of interesting facts front this book and by the end I felt satisfied & blown away. A felt like I was viewing a 3D picture and which I was a part of & felt such awe at the finished product. Whew!

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  • Anonymous

    Posted April 25, 2002

    I KNOW YOU JUST CAN'T WAIT TO READ THIS NOVEL -

    Once again, I have enjoyed reading another exciting novel written by Colin Channer from beginning to end. Can you imagine, two people who are soul mates transcending through time meeting again, here and now? Well, Mr. Channer has woven his magic again to grab all of our imaginations and attention through this fantastic journey. The journey was worth traveling for me with Carey and Frances the two main characters. ¿Satisfy My Soul¿ covers so much ground. Acknowledging their spiritually selves, how in grain that can be in our souls. I recommend that you buy this novel and enjoy reading it as I did.

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  • Anonymous

    Posted April 1, 2002

    He Amazes

    Let's just stop being shy and admit it right up front. Colin Channer is a literary genius. Yes, he satisfies those of us who want a moving love story. Yes, he satisfies those of us who like relationship books. Yes, he satisfies those of us who thrill and trill to sensuous writing. But guess what? Beyond the attractive, appealing facade of all of his books there is . . . a good book. This book had my head spinning for days after I read it. It challenged me to consider love, lust, religion, slavery, betrayal, friendship . . . . Colin Channer is too good. Preston L. Allen (author of Hoochie Mama

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  • Anonymous

    Posted April 2, 2002

    Satisfy Your Soul

    This book is very very good; it kept my attention every step of the way.

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  • Anonymous

    Posted February 16, 2002

    A Sensational Book Filled With a Little Bit of Everything

    This is a one of a kind book that is filled with a little bit of everything. It's easy for me to relate to this book and it filled my body with passion with the little that i read. This is by far one of the best books i have come across!

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  • Anonymous

    Posted March 1, 2002

    Natty Dread Rides Again!!1

    This book will make you think and ask of yourself what would you do if??? And challenge your core beliefs. The author has come a long way since WAITING IN VAIN and I, loyal fan, am happy to go along on the journey to read and learn. Natty Dread Rides Again!!!!

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