Saving Sammy: A Mother's Fight to Cure Her Son's OCD

Saving Sammy: A Mother's Fight to Cure Her Son's OCD

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by Beth Alison Maloney

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The story of one mother’s fight against the medical establishment to prove the link between infection-triggered PANDAS and her son’s sudden-onset OCD and Tourette syndrome.

The summer before entering sixth grade, Sammy, a bright and charming boy who lived on the coast of Maine, suddenly began to exhibit disturbing behavior. He walked and ate


The story of one mother’s fight against the medical establishment to prove the link between infection-triggered PANDAS and her son’s sudden-onset OCD and Tourette syndrome.

The summer before entering sixth grade, Sammy, a bright and charming boy who lived on the coast of Maine, suddenly began to exhibit disturbing behavior. He walked and ate with his eyes shut, refused to bathe, burst into fits of rage, slithered against walls, and used his limbs instead of his hands to touch light switches, doorknobs, and faucets. 

Sammy’s mother, Beth, already coping with the overwhelming responsibility of raising three sons alone, watched helplessly as her middle child descended into madness. Sammy was soon diagnosed with obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) and later with Tourette syndrome. Unwilling to accept the doctors’ prognoses for lifelong mental illness and repeated hospitalizations, Beth fought to uncover what was causing this decline. Beth’s quest took her to the center of the medical community’s raging debate about whether OCD and Tourette syndrome can be caused by PANDAS (Pediatric Autoimmune Neuropsychiatric Disorders Associated with Streptococcal Infections). With the battle lines firmly drawn, Beth searched until she found two cutting-edge doctors who answered that question with a definitive yes. Together, they cured Sammy. Five years later, he remains symptom free.

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From Publishers Weekly (Starred) 
Maloney's debut chronicles her son, Sammy, and the illness that, almost overnight, transformed him from a sunny, bright boy (described by one teacher as "the purest math mind the school had ever seen") into an antisocial stranger "so dominated by obsessions, compulsions, and rules that daily life becomes impossible." Sammy's descent into mental illness was diagnosed as severe Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder, Tourette's and a number of other ailments, all promising a lifetime of disability; it wasn't until a family acquaintance, whose son exhibited the same symptoms for 10 years, urged Maloney to have Sammy tested for Strep that they learned his condition was treatable. Describing herself as "part courtroom lawyer and part detective," attorney Maloney perseveres with ferocity and sharp storytelling instincts, making this medical mystery—meant to inform families dealing with mental illness—a tear-wrenching crowd-pleaser. 
From Booklist
At 12, Maloney's son Sammy won math awards but exhibited bizarre symptoms. The newly divorced mother's concerns grew as Sammy started hopping and spinning instead of walking and repeatedly resorted to uncontrollable headbanging. His disintegration, diagnosed without any thought about causation as sudden onset obsessive-compulsive disorder, included verbal tics, hours-long crying jags, and sporadic refusals to eat. Linking infection to "mental" illness, as strep antibodies are linked to the neurological Tourette's syndrome, has been rejected by many doctors since the rise of psychoanalysis, but Maloney insisted Sammy be tested for strep titers when he became unable to attend school and to walk. He was diagnosed with pediatric neuropsychiatric disorders associated with streptococcal infections, caused by strep antibodes attacking the basal ganglia controlling behavior. Antibiotics ended two torturous years for the family, and Sammy's regains came as rapidly as the symptoms had overtaken him. This stirring account of a mother's determination and a boy's astonishing bravery makes you want to stand up and cheer. –Whitney Scott
"SAVING SAMMY is a remarkable journey of a mother's perseverance to save her son. Her discoveries may well hold the key to curing the lives of millions of others."
Daniel A. Geller, M.D. - Director Pediatric Obsessive Compulsive Disorder Program, Massachusetts General Hospital; Associate Professor of Psychiatry, Harvard Medical School
"Of all the children I've treated, Sammy is the one at both ends of the spectrum. I'd never seen one so sick or one who came so far. I think the difference was his mother. Her willingness to be aggressive and fight for her son may help in healing others."
Catherine D. Nicolaides, M.D. - Developmental Pediatrics - Marlton, New Jersey
“As a physician, SAVING SAMMY reminds me that we, as a profession, are prone to hubris.  My heart aches for Beth and her family every time I think of the dozens of doctors who scoffed and dismissed the incredibly valuable information she provided them.  Consideration should be given for making this book mandatory reading at all U.S. medical schools.  As a parent, I am inspired because we all will have our battles and issues.  Few will be of this magnitude, but whether my child has problems at school, the Y, summer camp or whatever, this story reminds me that there is no effort too great to expend on the beautiful creatures that are our children.”
Kevin Price, M.D.
General Surgeon, Southern Maine Medical Center
Biddeford, Maine
“With SAVING SAMMY, Beth Maloney is the first to document the harrowing journey as a mother of a son with strep-triggered OCD— known as PANDAS.  This compelling story is written in such a clear and engaging manner that the reader is hard pressed to put it down.  Ms. Maloney’s poignant description of both the ravages of the illness itself and the hurdles to find treatment not only sheds light on the dark corners of this disorder, but captures the universal anguish of any parent watching their child slip away and at the same time being determined to hold on with all their might. In this gripping memoir, we see living proof of the much contested connection between strep and OCD.  We also experience the agony of a parent who knows that solutions are out there, but can only be accessed by overcoming the obstacles and biases within the medical community. By sharing her family's ordeal and ultimate triumph, Ms. Maloney urges us all to make a pivotal shift in how we look at mental illness and its cure. The quality of life for thousands, if not millions, of families depends on our doing so. 
Tamar Chansky, Ph.D. - Author: Freeing Your Child from Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, Freeing Your Child from Anxiety and Freeing Your Child from Negative Thinking
Director, Children's Center for OCD and Anxiety, Plymouth Meeting PA
“There isn't a parent who would not want to have this information.  The implications of this riveting story reach far beyond children who are afflicted with obsessive-compulsive disorder."
Christopher P. Leddy - Assistant Attorney General, State of Maine
“I might not have believed Sammy’s stunning transformation if I had not seen it for myself.  I watched a gifted young mathematician robbed of his life, lose all control and hope, and then regain his former self.  Beth Maloney’s relentless battle and ultimate success in reclaiming her son captures the heart of anyone who has ever loved a child.  Her victory sheds new light on ways of treating mental illness and inspires us all to greater good.”
Fern Brown, M.S.Ed, CAS
Gifted and Talented Coordinator - Co-Director, Maine Odyssey of the Mind

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Daniel A. Geller, M.D.
Director, Pediatric OCD Program
Massachusetts General Hospital
Child and Adolescent Psychiatry, Yawkey 6A
55 Fruit Street
Boston, MA 02114

Dear Dr. Geller:
Enclosed please find the completed registration forms for my son Sammy. As you know, we are coming to see you next week on the advice of Dr. Catherine Nicolaides of Marlton,
New Jersey.

I thought it would be helpful to provide you with this overview of Sammy's history and current behaviors. The problems suddenly started sixteen months ago, shortly after he turned twelve. Among other things, he stopped eating and lost twenty pounds.

Sammy does not seem to have obsessions, but he certainly has compulsions. His compulsions fall into two categories: rituals and avoidance.

He likes to start the morning with something he calls "the usual." When he asks for the usual, that means he wants five drinks: milk, orange juice, apple juice, pink lemonade, and grape juice. He pinches his nose when he sips and drinks them in a certain order. The drinks do not all have to be at the same level in the cups. They do not have to be in any particular cups. He just needs all five juices, every morning.

He has to go through a series of complicated motions before he'll go into the bathroom, before he comes back into the house from being outside, when he first gets into the house, or when he walks through a parking lot—in short, everywhere he goes.
This might involve swirling his legs, ducking, crawling, rolling his head on his neck, stepping sideways, or high-stepping over a nonexistent barrier. At our home, he has to do these in the exact same spot each time. The ritual itself might be different, but the spot does not vary. It is a major effort for him to walk upstairs in the house. He has to hold his breath while he runs up the stairs,
stopping midway on the landing to duck his head into a cabinet and gasp for air. When he needs to do a whole series of compulsive behaviors, we have to leave the room. I don't know if this is so that we don't see him or so he can give the routine his full attention—and thus do it exactly right.

There are many things he avoids, including all mats, doors,
and faucets. He does not shower or brush his teeth except at the hotel where we stay in New Jersey (when we go to see Dr.
Nicolaides). Even then, he does not use soap. He told me that he is going to try to take showers at home, at noon, on Saturdays,
beginning this weekend.

He is very careful about what he touches and what touches him. Hugs are out of the question. He does not flush the toilet. He does not wash his hands. He does not touch light switches. He does not touch his food. He uses either utensils (only those with a silver handle) or a paper towel or napkin to hold, for example, a slice of toast. He will not open a door (house or car). He will not step on a rug. He avoids or jumps over the white stripes in a parking lot.

He has started answering the telephone, using a tissue to grasp the receiver, but he holds it away from his ear and shouts.
At the computer, he previously covered the mouse with a napkin,
but lately he touches it directly. He prefers to run outside to urinate, rather than enter the bathroom (about which he thinks I don't know). But because he cannot touch a door handle, he must find someone to open the outside door. If he can't find someone, he will use the bathroom because I make certain the door is always left ajar.

He will not wear a coat or jacket. If it's raining, he gets wet. If it's freezing, he gets cold.

Last year he would not wear socks or shoes. Now he wears socks all the time, wears shoes whenever he goes outside, and cringes if anyone is in bare feet. Consequently, we must all wear socks at all times. Even sandals are a problem. The issue is primarily bare toes, but heels are also troublesome.

He only likes to wear certain colors—preferably khaki and green. For a while he wore the same clothes for months, but thankfully he now changes them at least once a week.

He would never hurt himself or anyone else.

If he thinks he is being too demanding, he gets teary-eyed.

He used to ask me to do certain rituals (such as carry his food a certain way), but I wasn't especially cooperative. He no longer asks.

I'm tired just from typing all this loopy stuff, so it must be a full day's work for him to keep it straight.

He is not able to attend school. A tutor comes to the house.

He stands and moves in the shape of an upside-down L.

Prior to the onset sixteen months ago, Sammy did not exhibit any of the behaviors outlined above, with one exception.
Four years ago, in the winter of third grade, he started having a tough time. He would curl the fingers of his left hand up and into his sleeve. We eventually figured out that he had a learning disability in reading. With a special reading program in place to address this challenge, the hand gradually dropped down and out of the sleeve.

I have enclosed a chart tracking Sammy's medication history.
Thank you very much, and we look forward to meeting you.

Odds are he'll be the one wearing the khaki pants and green shirt.

Beth Maloney
Kennebunkport, Maine

cc: Dr. Catherine Nicolaides
Dr. Conner Moore

Meet the Author

BETH ALISON MALONEY is a successful Maine attorney and guardian ad litem. Before moving to Maine, she was an executive and attorney in the motion picture and television business in Los Angeles. Saving Sammy is her first book.

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Anonymous More than 1 year ago
I personally have PANDAS and it sucks! Im on prozac (not working)! I have severe OCD where i have to write in cursive w/ my body whatever i think, hear, or say. So i rrally rrlated to this book. I also have seperation anxiety.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
I was referred book 18 months ago by his school Principal. My son has autism and now a diagnosis of PANDAS I do not know what made me not to read your book. But the posting regarding Sammy graduating on face book motivated me to buy it. I have learnt a lot. Thank you.
lilpiggie More than 1 year ago
Anyone who has suffered, or seen someone suffer, with mental illness should pick up this book immediately. The descriptiveness of Sammy's symptoms and the family's frustrations are so clear and accurate that you find yourself immersed in their life as if you were there praying for a cure along with them. I read this book in one long sitting because I simply had to know how they came out from under the weight of OCD and regained a normal life. SAVING SAMMY is a heart-wrenching account that will take you from the agony a son and his mother suffers to the bright light of day as his mystery is solved. What Sammy (and so many other children) has been through is torturous and his mother's strength and tenacity pulls them both through. This is potentially going to be a lifesaver for those with the same problems as Sammy's who have gone unware of the link of OCD to infection. It is also an eye opener to all mental illnesses and their potential link to a physical cause, something that has not had enough attention brought to it as yet. Is this the case for everyone? Not likely, but possible. It's that possibility of helping just one person that makes this a worthwhile read. SAVING SAMMY is also a very important reminder to continue advocating for your child, or yourself, in matters of health until you have found a solution. Questioning experts is no easy task, but following instincts and being persistent as Beth Alison Maloney was for her son may have life-changing results. Follow in her footsteps and get the solution you need, whatever it might take.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
My son is currently going through the same thing Sammy did. We also had a difficult time finding doctors and even family members that supported our family. Hopefully, this will cause doctors and researchers to take a more in-depth look at PANDAS.
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I have PANDAS, seperation anxiety, and epilepsy so it sucks I hate it every body would make fun of me but when my mom told me about sammy I found hope that i am not the only person with it and I feel so relieved I'm 11 and I've had it since I was 8 its an amazing story
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I wish I had the money to buy cases of these books to give to every school principal, guidance counselor, pediatrician, child psychiatrist and psychologist. Beth Maloney has provided a phenomenal picture of reality that comes with this heartbreaking story AND gave us a happy ending on which to focus. As another mother who has been part of this "club" of parents watching helplessly as a fully functioning, perfectly normal child "disappears" virtually overnight with PANDAS I could hardly believe that this story could so accurately mirror what our family has been living since 2007. Maloney has given parents like me a beacon of hope and a place to meet so we can walk on together. PANDAS is real. It is a nightmare when no medical professional will help because pediatricians are only interested in sending the poor child on to the psych folks, in spite of years of perfectly normal medical checkups and no previous history of psychiatric issues. Meanwhile, the psychiatric community comes back with "sorry, OCD just doesn't happen overnight, clearly this is a medical problem." It is horrible when no medical professional will help because it is "someone else's problem." And then you are alone. And your child is a mess. And you wonder just how you will go on, who will help, or how the future will turn out. Read this book. Then tell everyone you know that fully functioning children don't suddenly just lose the ability to use their hands, develop OCD, and a host of other problems for no reason. Look for strep. Seek aggressive antibiotic treatment. Saving Sammy is a quick and compelling read. Again, PANDAS is REAL. Thank you, Beth.
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TiBookChatter More than 1 year ago
I picked this book up, read about ten pages and then could not put it down. I finished it in just a few sittings. Anyone with a child can relate to the difficulties of dealing with a sick kid. There is nothing worse than seeing your son or daughter struggle through an illness, be it flu or something more serious. In this case though, Sammy is struck with obsessive-compulsive disorder and it hits him out of blue. One day he is well, and the next day he isn't. It's starts with little quirks. Sammy's need to touch a wall as he passes, or his need to enter a room a certain way. His mother, Beth, chalks it up to being a kid. Sometimes kids do weird things. As time passes though, his need to do things a certain way become compulsions which take several hours to complete. Simple activities such as going to school because extremely complicated when it takes over two hours just to get him dressed and out the door. After taking Sammy to psychiatrist with no success, Beth discovers through research and a conversation with a friend, that Strep is sometimes related to OCD. This prompts additional testing and an elevated strep titer is discovered which leads to a diagnosis of PANDAS (Pediatric Autoimmune Neuropsychiatric Disorders Associated with Streptococcal). However, since the condition is fairly new, many of the doctors that Beth encounter, do not want to treat it as such even though Sammy seems to improve dramatically when the strep is treated. This book was a bit of an eye opener for me. I was diagnosed with an auto-immune disorder a few years ago and the doctors at the time believed it to be caused by strep as I had an undiagnosed strep infection and the symptoms of the auto-immune disorder came on suddenly, nearly overnight. However, I didn't believe that to be the cause and although I was treated for a common strep infection and went through one round of antibiotics, my symptoms did not improve and they began to treat me for Lupus. Over the course of a year I have been treated off and on for strep as I have had three strep infections and no symptoms of strep, silent strep is what they call it. I've also been treated for Lupus though and now I seem to have a handle on it, but was strep really the cause? After reading Beth's book, I tend to think it may have played a role in it. What impressed me with this book is that no matter how dire the situation, Beth remained positive. Sure, she had doubts but she displayed incredible patience with not only Sammy but her other children as well. Her entire household was turned upside down by this and her willingness to put it all on the line for the sake of getting Sammy well really struck a chord with me. What stuck out a bit for me was the lack of a father figure in most of Beth's story. Sammy's father does come into the picture towards the end of the book but with all that was going on, and with all that Beth had to endure, I kept waiting for the Sammy's dad to make an appearance. They are divorced at the beginning of the story but with Sammy's condition being so severe, I expected a bit more involvement from the dad. Overall, I feel that this is a valuable story for anyone that is dealing with a sick child, even if their child's illness is not OCD. The perseverance that Beth displayed and the textbook comments from most of these doctors really make you question Western medicine as a whole.
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SLong More than 1 year ago
Beth Maloney is truly a warrior mom. I am so ecstatic that Ms. Maloney made her son's illness a quest and found the answers that helped her cure her son . Beth's battle was tough but in the end she won a prize noone could ever match, she got her son back. As a mom and educator, it is absolutely inspiring to see such determination to take on the medical establishment and WIN! Pandas is an illness that happens to many kids and I believe that parents who had no clue about it will now have a prayer answered!