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Son of a Preacher Man: My Search for Grace in the Shadows

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In Son of a Preacher Man Jay Bakker, son of famous televangelists Jim and Tammy Faye Bakker, tells the compelling story of growing up in the glaring lights of a television studio. It's all here: the Bakker family's public disgrace, the fall of the PTL (Praise The Lord) media empire, and Bakker's subsequent plunge into a morass of anxiety and selfdestruction. But Son of a Preacher Man is more than a tell-all — it is a story that dramatizes the human toll of this tragedy on the Bakker family, with insight into the ...

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Overview

In Son of a Preacher Man Jay Bakker, son of famous televangelists Jim and Tammy Faye Bakker, tells the compelling story of growing up in the glaring lights of a television studio. It's all here: the Bakker family's public disgrace, the fall of the PTL (Praise The Lord) media empire, and Bakker's subsequent plunge into a morass of anxiety and selfdestruction. But Son of a Preacher Man is more than a tell-all — it is a story that dramatizes the human toll of this tragedy on the Bakker family, with insight into the seismic shifts that nearly destroyed his father and wrecked his parents' longtime marriage. It is the story of a prodigal son's return to the true meaning of God's love and acceptance. It is the story of a boy who was lost, but on the journey back from ruin finds a better way to understand and live life. It is the story of discovering God's grace and of becoming a man.

Despite years of disillusionment, alcoholism, and heartbreak, Bakker managed to continue on his spiritual quest. First he worked to redeem his father...then his faith. Bakker began his service with Revolution, a ministry for skateboarders, punk rockers, and hippiesthe street kids he knew best. He shared the message that saved his life — the message of Jesus that God's love is infinitely generous. Now Bakker has a large and growing ministry among the tattooed and pierced of downtown Atlanta who feel rejected by the traditional Church yet flock to hear his message of grace and love.

Ultimately, Son of a Preacher Man is a story about resurrection — of one lost young man, of his disgraced and imprisoned father, and of the hope that can't be destroyed by the machinations of power-hungry preachers, The long, lonely road that Bakker traveled taught him that you can't earn or make yourself worthy of the love of God, but if you are willing to let go and open up, that infinite love is waiting to welcome you home with open arms.

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Editorial Reviews

Arizona Daily Star
...personal histories...are best read by the people who lived them.Jay Bakker...conveys an intensity that would be difficult to fake.
Publishers Weekly - Publisher's Weekly
From the opening epigram (a passage from Romans about learning from trials and adversities) to the rousing concluding chapter, this memoir by the son of the scandal-ridden televangelists Jim and Tammy Faye Bakker inspires, captivates and entertains. Even before his dad was arrested, Jay confesses, family life began to fall apart: Mom was addicted to drugs, and Jay's 16-year-old sister ran off to marry her beau. And then, in a haze of scandal, his father, whom Jay lionizes, was sentenced in 1989 to 45 years in prison. Jay's portrait of Papa Bakker is extremely sympathetic--at times, a tad too worshipful. He also includes a touching vignette about Jimmy Swaggart, who agreed to help Jay get his father's prison sentence reduced when no other big-name pastors dared to intervene. In the years since his father was released from prison, young Jay Bakker has discovered he's an alcoholic, and gotten sober; fallen in love, and gotten married; and realized he's a sinner, and gotten right with God. He's now a pastor--a tattooed, hip pastor--in Atlanta, ministering to street youth on skateboards. Readers are sure to love Bakker's delightfully down-to-earth, slightly self-mocking tone ("For a while I thought I was Jim Morrison," he says about his acid-tripping, cowboy-boot-sporting days in high school), and will hope he'll somehow carve out time to write more books. (Feb.) Copyright 2001 Cahners Business Information.
VOYA
Haunted by a traumatic childhood during which his parents rose to become the darlings of Christian television, then crashed, defrocked and hounded by the media, his father jailed, Jay Bakker, son of Jim and Tammy Faye, spent his adolescence searching both for answers to why this had happened to his family and for a reason to keep believing in God. In this autobiographical account of those turbulent years, Jay lays bare the fears and addictions that led to his loss of self. He turned to alcohol as a means of escape from the reality of his family's experience and his father's situation. Jay believed that his father had never done anything criminal, and he could not believe the treatment that Bakker was receiving from the Christian right, most of whom had been his staunchest supporters. Alcohol provided Jay with a temporary reprieve. When partying with his friends, he was able to push away all the anger and fear for a time, and he lost years drowning his uncertainty. What distressed Jay most was his belief that God had abandoned him and that he was unworthy of God's love. Through caring friends and mentors both in and out of the church, Jay's struggles with his faith finally subsided, and he came to understand the healing power of grace. This book will be suited best to public libraries and parochial schools. It will not find a wide readership in the public schools due to its religious themes. Index. Photos. VOYA CODES: 3Q 4P J S A/YA (Readable without serious defects; Broad general YA appeal; Junior High, defined as grades 7 to 9; Senior High, defined as grades 10 to 12; Adult and Young Adult). 2001, HarperSanFrancisco, 218p, $23. Ages 12 to Adult. Reviewer: Leslie Carter
Library Journal
Twenty-five-old Jay Bakker, who currently ministers to punk rockers, hippies, and street kids in Atlanta, is the son of Jim and Tammy Faye Bakker, the former TV evangelists. Jay, who has been featured in Rolling Stone magazine and has appeared on Larry King Live, grew up amid material abundance in the Bakkers' multimillion-dollar Christian retreat and playground, Heritage, USA. When he was just 12, his mother "overmedicated" and ended up in the Betty Ford Clinic, his parents' rocky marriage lapsed into infidelity, and news of his father's affair quickly led to the loss of the Heritage, USA, "empire." Tried and convicted of de,frauding followers of $158 million, his father was imprisoned, and Jay's life collapsed before he was 13. Rebellion followed, difficulties at school increased, and alcoholism and drugs took over. Moves to new locations brought cycles of hope amid bouts of drunken and drugged despair. Nonetheless, Jay began to minister to the street kids with whom he identified. With this book, he proclaims a very personal message to outcasts, emphasizing Jesus' unconditional love. Recommended for young adult collections.--George Westerlund, Palmyra, VA Copyright 2001 Cahners Business Information.
Kirkus Reviews
After a dissolute adolescence, the son of fallen televangelists Jim and Tammy Faye Bakker finds redemption by preaching to the pierced, the punk, and the tattooed. In this hackneyed account of adolescent sturm und drang, Bakker shows that he has learned well the lessons of self-absorption and public confession practiced in such spectacular fashion by his parents."My parents didn't invent the gospel of prosperity," he offers in their defense. Well, no, but they certainly perfected it, living more like Croesus than Christ. Jay Bakker tells us that it was tough being in the national spotlight ("I guess we were supposed to be the perfect Christian family," he says without irony), tougher yet when the Bakker kingdom crumbled and King Jim went off to jail for preying on his congregation more than he prayed for them. Young Bakker identifies Jerry Falwell as the principal villain in the fall of the elder Bakkers' PTL empire, although Pat Robertson and Jimmy Swaggart also feel the fury of Jay Bakker's tiny literary fists. He refuses to admit his father's guilt: it was just Jim Bakker's lifestyle, you see, not his crimes that prompted a jury to send him away for 45 years (he was out in five). His family in ruins, young Bakker assuaged his sorrows with alcohol and drugs. But when he began having continual acid flashbacks, he found salvation ... in Thorazine. But one day he sees Jesus standing behind him in church. Surely, all will soon be well. Not soon enough. Bakker, who has apparently never met a cliché he didn't forgive, poisons his prose with straws that break camels' backs and people who fight tooth and nail. Eventually, he realizeshis"calling"—notan ignoble one: preachingthe message of grace to disenfranchised youth, whom he emulates in body decoration, language, and behavior. Rebelliously, he observes that churches should have smoking sections and that the Christian Right is too intolerant. Sloppy, self-indulgent—and ultimately pathetic.
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Product Details

  • ISBN-13: 9780062516992
  • Publisher: HarperCollins Publishers
  • Publication date: 12/24/2001
  • Edition description: Reprint
  • Pages: 256
  • Sales rank: 443,956
  • Product dimensions: 5.50 (w) x 8.25 (h) x 0.67 (d)

Meet the Author

Jay Bakker lives in Atlanta with his wife, Amanda. They both work for Safehouse Outreach, where Jay is the pastor of Revolution, a ministry to a disillusioned subculture.

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Chapter One

The Keys to the Kingdom

If anyone had an excuse to lose faith in God, it would've been me. Id been beaten up so often by traditional religion that turning away from God, as so many others my age did, would have been the most natural reaction.

I started life on Christian television. You would think that, based on my family, some of the most influential Christians in the world, I would have led an exemplary life. As it turns out, I wasn't so different from other pastors' kids, who are notoriously rebellious. After all, we have pretty high expectations to rebel against.

The gospel my father preached and my mother stood for is often flattened out by others to one of material riches. I hate that. My parents' real message was always about prosperity of the soul: charity, love, forgiveness, and respect for, others. Unlike so many other ministers, they believed that only God had the right to judge. But I lived life in the shadows of that ideal.

Yes, my family did things wrong. And so did I. It would be a long time before we would get back to the light. In the shadows where we walked, I would see many dark things and meet many dark people. Along, with my family, I experienced the dark side of a Christian message that no one should ever have to endure. I lived through the dark side of my parents' marriage, which ultimately did not stand the test of time or hardship. And I dove headlong into the dark side of myself.

Considering how my life began twenty-five years ago, on December 18, 1975, that's a far cry from how things were supposedto play out. The doctors had told my parents that my mother would be in labor with me for at least eighteen hours. So my dad, per my mom's wishes, went ahead as usual with his TV ministry show. But when the doctor was forced to perform a cesarean and cut me right out of my mom's belly, Dad was still on camera. As soon as the program directors got word that I'd been born, they flashed "It's a boy! It's a boy! It's a boy!" across the screen. I think the TV audience knew I'd arrived before my dad did.

Having millions of television viewers share my life would be the norm for me for the next eleven years, for I was basically born into the premier family of a megamedia church. I was required to appear on TV with my parents every Sunday for church services, every holiday, and anywhere from twice a month to five times a week on top of that.

It was an amazing time in Christian America. My father was at the forefront of a group of men and women who forever changed how Christ's message was received. He, like Oral Roberts, Robert Schuller, and Billy Graham, among others, found a way to broadcast sermons to millions from coast to coast. And in the process, people began to look to him for guidance. In short, our lives revolved around my parents' television ministry, called PTL, which stood for "Praise the Lord."

I guess we were supposed to be the perfect Christian family. But even though my parents openly discussed some of our problems on camera, things weren't really what you'd think.

PTL was my father's dream, one he worked hard for. My mother and father's ministry had come a long way from handmade puppet performances on Pat Robertson's fledgling Christian Broadcasting Network, their life a long way from hanging their own wallpaper in a one-bedroom third-floor walk-up rental apartment.

My parents weren't born into the abundance I was. My mom grew up poor in rural International Falls, Minnesota, with a mother who was ostracized because she had divorced, a loving stepfather who worked at the local paper mill, and seven younger brothers and sisters she had to help care for.

They kept their clothes clean with a wringer washing machine, depended on an icebox instead of a refrigerator, and, despite twenty- or thirty-below-zero winter temperatures, had to use an outhouse instead of an indoor bathroom.

My dad's family had a little more money, but not much.

My parents met in North Central Bible College in Minnesota, where they were both studying for the ministry. They married soon after, on April 1, 1961, left school, and became itinerant evangelists. Mom played the accordion and sang, and Dad preached. During Sunday school, they would perform a puppet show for children: Mom provided the voices and action for Suzy Moppett and Allie the Alligator, while Dad stood out front and talked to the puppets.

In 1966, that show landed them on Pat Robertson's new TV network. The audience loved them, and what was supposed to be a one-time appearance became a regular feature. The puppet show's success also led to Dad's hosting a Christian TV show called the 700 Club, which he had modeled after Johnny Carson's Tonight Show. The talk show proved an instant hit, and the station's viewership and donations soared. Since the new television ministry didn't sell advertising, its existence was completely dependent on donations. And with this new format, TV religion began to sweep across the nation and eventually around the world.

After eight years, Mom and Dad moved away from Pat Robertson. After helping found TBN (Trinity Broadcasting Network), they launched PTL. Their show was so popular in Charlotte, North Carolina, where they'd moved, that Dad decided to buy time on some fifty stations -- one station at a time -- across the country to see how it would do nationally. The overwhelming success that washed over them seemed heaven-sent.

||Son of a Preacher Man. Copyright © by Jay Bakker. Reprinted by permission of HarperCollins Publishers, Inc. All rights reserved. Available now wherever books are sold.|
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Table of Contents

Acknowledgments xi
Introduction xvii
Part 1 Eden
1. The Keys to the Kingdom 3
2. Shadows 13
3. Betrayed 31
4. Trial and Tribulation 49
Part 2 The Fall
5. Low-Level Searching 65
6. Alone in the Dark 81
7. From Heritage to Hell 95
8. The Prodigal Son 103
Part 3 Redemption
9. The Seeds of Salvation 115
10. Praying on the Outside 129
11. Lost and Found 145
12. Restoration 157
13. The Sober Truth 167
Part 4 Carrying the Message
14. Sharing the Truth 177
15. Grace for the Tortured 193
Index 213
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  • Anonymous

    Posted August 15, 2009

    Insightful

    I must admit that I was among the many who snickered at the mention of the names Jim and Tammy Faye Bakker. After reading this book, I had to reflect on my own values. It's easy to make fun of or ignore the pain and troubles when you don't know the inside story. I will definitely think twice before laughing at others misfortunes.

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  • Anonymous

    Posted January 23, 2008

    Emotional and heartfelt

    I thought that this was an excellent book. Jay goes into depth about PTL and the trials that he faced as the world as he knew it came tumbling down. I would recommend this to anyone who needs some inspiration. Jay truly is a wonderful soul.

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  • Anonymous

    Posted January 25, 2005

    Alright

    THere is only so much one person can take befor they snap. It sounds like Jay Bakkar discovered how to be mended after repeated snappage. The truth is though, that life is tough for everyone, his problems while unique and relatively public are not the most insurmountable I've ever heard, and he seems to think that they are. Some healing still needed. BUT his problems and his finding of grace through trial are relevant and nakedly honest, so if you want a cross between Will Wheaton and Brennan Manning ... this is your read.

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  • Anonymous

    Posted February 28, 2003

    exciting

    its a great story, easy to read, and you neverknow whats gonna happen...not a great book fan but really like this book!!

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  • Anonymous

    Posted May 14, 2002

    Grandaughter of a Preacher

    I'm not much of a reader, but I consider myself a very spiritual teen. After getting recommendations on reading this book, I decided that I had nothing to lose. Once I got into the book, I just couldn't put it down. It's amazing how a book like this can change your thoughts and views on life. I think it's great that Jay was able to start his own street missionary for punk rock kids. There's not many people out there today that would actually be daring enough to try something similar!

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  • Anonymous

    Posted April 26, 2002

    hmmm ... interesting

    Good book bit a little bitter.

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  • Anonymous

    Posted April 8, 2001

    EXCELLENT AND INSPIRATION

    This book is wonderful. This is the best book I have read this year-I read lots! It was easy to read like Jay was in your living room talking with you. This is one of the few books I remember something I read daily in it that makes me try and have forgivenss, unconditional love & grace in my heart. It made a direct impact on my life and I am so happy I read it! It has also gotten me to give up reading any type of gossip magazines& realize how many lies are there and how hurtful they can be. Thanks Jay for writing it!

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  • Anonymous

    Posted February 11, 2001

    what and incredible testimony

    I have to say that i have not read this book yet but am in anticipation too. I saw the Bakker family and Jay on Larry King Live and was so blessed by their words and by their testimonies. They have all truly inspired me to love everyone for who they are. As a christian I am encouraged by them to keep growing.

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  • Anonymous

    Posted January 21, 2001

    Thank God For Grace!

    Jays book speaks of Grace! I am thankful that God gives us Grace! This book talks about God loving us PERIOD, no IFS ANDS or BUTS! If you are struggling with the whole GOD and Christianity thing, get this book! If you think God doesn'tlove you anymore, get this book! GET THIS BOOK!

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  • Anonymous

    Posted January 29, 2001

    God is Good!

    Although I have not yet read this book, I have had the privilliage of meeting this absolutely God-filled man. I am one of those 'punk rockers' that one of the people above talked about. I have been to his place, the Revolution. it's a radd place. God is totally there. God bless all of y'all.

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