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"Do you practice what you preach?"
"I try to. It doesn't always work out, but at least I try."
Blaine tensed as Adrian moved in behind him again. Then he shivered with barely controlled excitement as Adrian's teeth and lips began to nip and nuzzle his neck. "I want you, and I know you want me. So why don't we forget everything but the here and the now? It doesn't have to be for more than this one time. Unless, of course, you want more."
Once again, Blaine knew everything Adrian said was right. The past was over, done. He needed to forgive and forget, then move on and start enjoying life again. However, he couldn't just snap his fingers and have things go back to the way they were before Colin. He needed time. He drank a little of his beer on the off chance it would give him the strength to resist Adrian's advances.
Except his sexual frustration was reaching an all time high, and his powers of resistance were about ten points below inadequate. He shifted position on the chair to ease the ache in his groin. His cock was so hard, so loaded, he could barely think straight.
But then Adrian's hands moved slowly down over his chest and his belly until they reached the hard bump at the juncture of his thighs and paused. He could feel the heat of Adrian's hands through the thin denim of his jeans. If he moved as much as a millimeter, he'd come. He knew that for sure.
Yes, he wanted Adrian, and yes, he was scared shitless. He'd never been good at casual sex. Probably because he'd never been able to take what he wanted and just blow it off the way some guys could. He always had to get too damn involved. He closed his eyes and sucked in a breath, trying to summon theenergy to push the other man away.
"Just breathe," Adrian murmured. "Just take a breath and let it go and forget everything else." His movements slow and unhurried, he unsnapped Blaine's jeans, slid down the zipper, and slipped a hand inside.