Taking the Reins

Taking the Reins

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by Carolyn McSparren

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If he never had to be responsible for anything ever again…it would be too soon for him 

Jake Thompson never realized how many decisions he used to make in a day until he lost the nerve to make any and was forced to leave the army. But he's starting to believe this horse therapy program they've put him in might actually help to get past the nightmare


If he never had to be responsible for anything ever again…it would be too soon for him 

Jake Thompson never realized how many decisions he used to make in a day until he lost the nerve to make any and was forced to leave the army. But he's starting to believe this horse therapy program they've put him in might actually help to get past the nightmare of indecision he's faced since losing his troop. And it's all because of instructor Charlotte Nicholson. 

As if the recently widowed single mom in charge of the rehab farm doesn't have enough on her plate without Jake adding his problems to hers. But being with Charlie makes him think beyond his pain to the future. If seems as if he's being offered a second chance at happiness…and all he needs to do is make the decision to take it. Something far easier said than done.

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Charlotte Nicholson, known as Charlie, slewed the elderly pickup through the farm's front gate in a cloud of dust. She slammed on her brakes, slid to a stop five feet behind the Veterans Administration van, climbed out and ran to meet her class. She was late. Her father, the colonel, would kill her.

"Sorry, Daddy," she said as she raced up to him. "I had to wait while they loaded the oats into the truck, and then they could only find three of the big trace mineral blocks I need for the pasture."

Her father stood straight and tall, eyes on the van doors. "Charlotte Abigail, you are ten minutes late. You should learn to budget your time better, if you expect to teach this class."

"You hired me to run the farm. You blackmailed me into teaching. Anyway, I didn't miss anything. The van just got here."

"That's hardly the point. They were late. You should not have been." He didn't turn his head to look at her but continued to smile at the van doors as they soughed open. "I'm not blackmailing you. Call it other duties as assigned."

Right. Maybe not blackmail, but he'd implied that this class was her baptism by fire. If she could train this small group of wounded vets to drive the draft horses the farm bred, all the while managing the daily operation of the place, she'd prove she was competent to take over the draft horse operation on her own without her father's constant oversight.

He'd never cared about the farm, but it had always been her paradise. The place where her grandfather taught her to love horses.

Since the colonel owned the farm until his death, when it would pass to Charlie, she didn't have much choice but to follow his orders. She loved the colonel in spite of what he called their issues, but she'd have preferred to love him from afar after he moved to a luxury condominium in Outer Mongolia. Harder to micromanage her from there.

Teaching this group couldn't be tougher than teaching her seventh-grade English class at their last post. These veterans actually wanted to learn. Her seventh-graders definitely hadn't. Thank heaven, her daughter, Sarah, had been in the eighth grade. No teenager liked to be taught by her mother. Sarah would have died of embarrassment.

Except for the vacations Charlie had spent with Granddad, she'd never lived in a house that didn't belong to the United States Army. She swore she and Sarah would have a real home. Even if it killed her.

Her father hadn't expected his grant to teach wounded veterans to drive draft horses with an aim of future employment would be approved so soon. I had planned to hire someone to teach while DeMarcus and Maurice continued to handle the barn and the horses, he'd told her. Now that you and Sarah are living here, it's the perfect opportunity for you to show me what you can do.

Asking her father to provide a home for her and Sarah after Charlie's husband was killed had been the toughest thing she had ever done, but she had no money until Steve's death ben-efts kicked in. That might take a year. In the meantime, it was go home to daddy or live in her truck.

The colonel's invitation was gracious. Once she got his attention he was always gracious. He refused to admit, though, that so long as he controlled the purse strings, he controlled her.

Now that Steve was dead, any man who tried to control her was in for the fight of his life and that included dear old Dad. She intended to be her own boss from here on. No more men telling her what to do. Definitely no more warriors.

Being back with the horses was heaven. Living as a hired hand in the old home was not. She simply had to convince the colonel she could run it alone. This was her chance.

"Come on, Charlie girl, let's greet our guests," he said, taking her arm.

What little confidence she had fled, and if she didn't already have ulcers, she was about to develop them. But she had to continue to talk a good game. Otherwise, the vets would never trust her to train them.

What if she messed up? What if she made them worse? She shivered despite the ninety-five-degree temperature. "Remember, Charlie, Don't teach the disabilities. Teach the people." Her father waved to the van and whispered back, "Of course, if you don't think you can manage…"

Talk about fighting words. Shoot, yeah, she could do it. "There are times I hate you." She smiled as she said it, but he knew she was only half kidding.

"Most children hate their parents when they act like parents."

"Oh, is that what you're doing?"

"Absolutely." The colonel stepped forward with his hand outstretched. His worn jeans and red polo shirt couldn't conceal his military posture. His short hair might be gray, but his belly was still flat. He would always look like Colonel Sanders, the Kentucky Fried Chicken front man, as he had before he retired. Well, semire-tired. Technically, he was a civilian psychologist volunteering at the VA hospital in Memphis. This whole project was his baby. He'd written the grant that paid for it.

He had as much an investment in the success of this program as she did. And it had been a long time since she'd made a success of anything. She squared her shoulders and pasted a smile on her face. She'd pull this off if it killed her.

"Welcome to Great Horse Farm. Come on down," the colonel said as the first figure appeared in the doorway. The woman inside didn't take the hand he offered but scrambled down the few steps, carrying a duffel bag almost as big as she was.

"Colonel Vining, sir," she said. She was only about five foot two and weighed maybe a hundred and ten pounds. She wore huge wraparound sunglasses and kept her face turned to the right. Her voice was unexpectedly deep, and for a moment Charlie thought she might salute, but she caught herself. After all, none of them was officially in the military any longer.

"Welcome, Mary Anne," the colonel said. He didn't offer to shake her hand; nor did she offer it. Despite the August heat, she wore a long-sleeved plaid cotton shirt over tight jeans, and had tied a plain blue silk scarf over her ears and knotted it at the nape of her neck. A khaki leather glove covered her right hand.

"Mary Anne Howell, may I introduce my daughter, your instructor, Charlie Nicholson. Charlie, this is Mary Anne."

"Ma'am," Mary Anne said. No smile. No handshake. She picked up her duffel and stepped aside as a grizzled man with sun-roughened skin and close-cropped gray hair backed down the stairs.

"Come on, Major," he said, "time to get out. Bring your gear with you." He might have been coaxing a puppy out of a crate.

As he backed away, a tall, thin man stepped off the bus. Hatless, he blinked in the sunlight. His hair hadn't been cut in a while, and whoever had done it last hadn't so much barbered as butchered it. He might even have whacked at it himself. It must have been corn-gold when he was younger. Now the gray had muted it to pewter. His face bore the creases and wrinkles that came from living under a fierce sun.

"Afternoon, Colonel, ma'am," said the shorter man with a broad grin. "Retired Master Sergeant Sean O'Riley at your service. I won't shake hands if you don't mind." He lifted his right arm. "I don't have the hang of this danged mechanical gadget yet. I could crush your fingers."

At first glance the sergeant's prosthetic hand looked remarkably natural. The skin tone matched O'Riley's tan, but the skin itself was too perfect. Charlie thought a couple of freckles or liver spots would make it more lifelike.

O'Riley indicated the man beside him, who had neither moved nor spoken. "This is Major Jacob Thompson. Jake, come on over and meet these good folks."

The man took two steps forward, shook hands with the colonel and nodded to Charlie.

He then took two steps back and waited patiently.

As the daughter of an army psychologist, Charlie had grown up watching her father's patients come and go. She recognized at once that this man had hit the disconnect switch.

"Hey, get me down off this thing before I fall on my face!"

The tenor voice came from behind the van.

"Hang on," grumbled a baritone. "Or I'll shoot you off this lift and onto the road!"

Charlie heard a whir, and a moment later a young man—a very young man—barreled around the end of the bus in his wheelchair like an Indy racer. "Hey. I'm Mickey Peterson. Bet you didn't expect to have to teach me to drive a carriage, did you?"

The colonel smiled broadly. "Actually, Mickey, we have a carriage set up for your wheelchair."

"I'm not spending the rest of my life in this thing," Mickey said. "Soon as I get strong enough on my braces, I'll race you and your carriage." He pumped the air. "Hey, Hank," he called over his shoulder. "Bring me my gear, will ya?"

"You got it." The man in question walked up behind Mickey and dumped the duffel onto Mickey's lap.

"Hey, man, not so hard!"

"Why? You can't feel it."

"Wanna bet?" Mickey whispered, "Jerk."

"So you must be Hank," the colonel said.

"Second Lieutenant Hank Ames." He shook the colonel's hand and tossed a dazzling smile at Charlie. "Ma'am?"

"Charlotte Nicholson," she said. "Everyone calls me Charlie."

Hank's hand was rough and strong, like the rest of him, but his nails were manicured. He had the broad shoulders and slim hips of an athlete, and stood eye to eye with her own five-ten.

He was also one of the handsomest men Charlie had ever seen outside a Ralph Lauren ad. His too-long mop of black curly hair had been razor cut and he boasted incredible chocolate eyes, and teeth that looked as though every one had been professionally capped and bleached. His Levi's were starched and pressed, and his plaid rodeo shirt had snaps down the front instead of buttons.

She glanced at his feet. Yep. The boot-cut jeans were too long and bunched at the ankle over cowboy boots, the way real cowboys wore them. Expensive boots, from the look of them. Ostrich, maybe.

"You're the rodeo rider," the colonel said.

Instantly the man's handsome face clouded. "Used to be. Need two feet in the stirrups to ride saddle broncs."

Major Jake Thompson considered climbing back in the van and returning to Memphis, but while he hesitated, the doors closed and the engine started.

He turned to follow the others and met the woman's eyes. Charlie?

She smiled at him. He surprised himself by smiling back, then felt his face flush. She wasn't beautiful, but her gray eyes were warm and her mouth was generous. He dropped his gaze, surprised that he had responded to her.

She was tall and straight and strong, the way he remembered his sisters being.

Don't think about your sisters.

Sean grabbed his arm and propelled him forward to join the group. "Come on, Jake, my bucko. You're going to love it here. You'll be better in no time."

He doubted that, but he didn't argue. He smelled the dry summer Bermuda grass, closed his eyes and heard the breeze whispering through the big oak trees. What would it feel like to lie in the grass again and stare at the stars the way he had as a kid? When everything seemed possible. When his family was still permitted to speak to him. Before he had all those lives on his conscience.

When he'd dreamed of all the places he'd go after he left the farm behind, he hadn't included Iraq and Afghanistan on his wish list.

"Man, smell that manure," Hank said. "I do love the smell of horse."

"Are you kidding me?" Mickey turned in his chair. "Manure? Really?"

"Really," Jake said, butting into the conversation. Better than the garbage Dumpsters in downtown Memphis. Better than the crowds and noise that never seemed to stop, even at four in the morning when he walked to escape the nightmares. When he saw all those faces. Even after the colonel took charge and rented him a room in a halfway house, he'd stayed only long enough for meals before he began those lone walks again.

Most of the men who hung out on the street and under the overpasses in the downtown badlands had problems with alcohol or drugs. Once they discovered he hardly carried any money, they didn't hassle him. Everyone left him alone. He was sober and clean, and he didn't beg.

In any case, even if he'd had the money to dull the pain, he wouldn't have been able to choose between all the various substances. Since the very, very bad early days after leaving the military, he hadn't been able to make a decision about anything.

His rational mind knew that wearing mismatched socks would not cause a meteor to fall on Tennessee. But the voice in his head whispered, But if it did, it would be your fault.

You give yourself too much power, the colonel had said in one of their sessions.

Okay, so I choose the wrong pair of socks and get some poor old lady hit by a truck because she's staring at my ankles. Same difference.

He knew it wasn't. Why did he keep feeling it was?

He might get better if he could go back in time and change some of the disastrous decisions he'd made. As it was, his safest course was not to make any more. How did he atone for disasters everyone else told him weren't his fault?

Sean dropped back a stride. "Keep up, Jake."

"Hey, look at the size of those suckers," Hank said and pointed toward the pasture, where a half-dozen giant horses lifted their heads and watched the newcomers before continuing to graze. "When do we get to drive 'em?"

"Soon enough," the colonel said. "Orientation and house rules first. Come on, everybody." He opened a door into the stable and waited while the group walked inside. "This is the common room. It's where you'll meet and eat while you're here. Mickey, will your chair fit through the entrance?"

"Yeah, if I aim right. Boy, this is some kind of plush for a stable."

"The living quarters are for visiting clinicians and people interested in the horses," the colonel said. "The bedrooms are through there."

"The nearest motel is ten miles away," Charlie added. "You would not want to stay there. This way, you're with the horses twenty-four/ seven."

"We've got a room and bath set up on the first floor for you, Mickey," the colonel said, heading in that direction. The others took a quick look and drifted back to the common room, but Charlie stayed with her father and Mickey.

Meet the Author

Horses are important to the characters in most of Cariolyn McSparren's Harlequin romances.She rides a 17.2 hand half Clydesdale and drives a 16.2 hand half Shire mare to a carriage..

Carolyn has won three Maggie Awards and was twice a finalist for the Rita Award.
She has lived in Germany, France, Italy, and twoo many cikties in the U.S.A. to count. She holds a master's degree in English.
She lives in an old house outside Memphis, Tenessee, with three cats,three horses and one husban

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