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To the world she has committed an unforgivable sin . . .  
Is it possible for people to be possessed? That’s the question happily married Zipporah Ransome asks herself when she journeys from Clavering Court to her family’s ancestral home in Eversleigh. At nearby Enderby House, a mysterious place connected to

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To the world she has committed an unforgivable sin . . .  
Is it possible for people to be possessed? That’s the question happily married Zipporah Ransome asks herself when she journeys from Clavering Court to her family’s ancestral home in Eversleigh. At nearby Enderby House, a mysterious place connected to her notorious grandmother Carlotta, Zipporah discovers the power of her untapped desires—and the price of their fulfillment.  Enigmatic Frenchman Gerard d’Aubigné changes Zipporah’s life forever. Unable to resist his sensual charms, Zipporah embarks on an illicit affair that leaves her with a haunting secret. Soon her life begins to mirror Carlotta’s, as scandal, violence, and deception threaten to destroy her home. No one, especially not Zipporah and her daughter, will be left unscathed.  

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ISBN-13:
9781480403758
Publisher:
Open Road Media Romance
Publication date:
02/19/2013
Series:
Daughters of England , #9
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The Adulteress


By Philippa Carr

OPEN ROAD INTEGRATED MEDIA

Copyright © 1982 Philippa Carr
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ISBN: 978-1-4804-0375-8



CHAPTER 1

A Cry for Help


It has always surprised me that people who have lived conventionally, observing all the rules laid down by society, will suddenly appear to change their entire personality and act in a manner alien to everything they have been before. That I should be one of them was as great a shock to me as it would have been to those who knew me well—if they ever discovered it; that was why it was absolutely necessary to keep it secret; there were, of course, other, more practical, reasons for doing so.

I have often tried to understand how it could have happened to me. I have tried to make excuses. Is it possible for people to be possessed? Some of the mystics of the past declared they were. Was it some inner force? Was it the spirit of one long departed which had entered my body and made me throw aside the principles of a lifetime and act as I did? What is the use of trying to placate my conscience? The rational explanation can only be that I did not know myself until I came face to face with temptation.

It really began on that spring day which was just like any other day in my ten-year marriage to Jean-Louis Ransome. Life had flowed smoothly and pleasantly for us. Jean-Louis and I agreed on most things; we had known each other since childhood and had been brought up in the same nursery, for my mother had taken charge of him just before I was born when he was about four years old. His own French mother had left him in my mother's charge when he had shown so determinedly that he did not want to go away with her and her new husband.

Ours had been one of those predicted marriages which pleased everybody. Perhaps it had been too easy, and because everything had fallen so neatly into place we had become the ordinary conventional people we were.

So there was I in the flower room, I remember, arranging the daffodils I had picked a short while before from our garden which merged into the woods and which we agreed we would keep a little wild because we both liked it that way. At this time of year the daffodils seemed to spring up everywhere. I loved their subtle scent, their bright yellowness the color of sunshine and the way they proudly held up their trumpets as though proclaiming the coming of summer. I always filled the house with them. I was the sort of person who quickly formed habits and went on with them mainly because I had for so many years.

There was a sink in the flower room and I had filled my containers with water and was enjoying the arrangements in an epergne of pale green glass which set off the yellow flowers perfectly when I heard the sound of horses' hooves on the gravel and then ... voices.

I looked up a little ruefully. I enjoyed visitors but I wished they had waited until I had finished with the flowers.

Sabrina and Dickon were coming toward the house so I reached for a cloth and dried my hands, and went out to meet them.

Sabrina was my mother's cousin—a rather strikingly beautiful woman to whom dramatic things had happened a long time ago. She was about ten years my senior, which meant she must be forty years old at this time. She didn't look it, though there was often a haunted expression in her eyes and sometimes one caught her staring into space as though she were looking back over the years. Then she would look really sad. She had always been a member of our household, and my mother had been a mother to her. Dickon was Sabrina's son, on whom she doted rather more than was good for him, I fancied. He had been born after the death of her husband.

"Zipporah!" cried Sabrina. I had often wondered why I had been given such a name. There were no other Zipporahs in the family. When I asked my mother why she had chosen it, she said: "I just wanted something unusual. I liked it, and your father, of course, made no objections." I discovered that it came from the Bible and was disappointed that the life of my biblical namesake had been no more exciting than my own. All she appeared to have done was married Moses and borne a lot of children. She had been as insignificant as I was, except of course that in the whole of my marriage—to my sorrow and that of Jean-Louis—we had not been blessed with offspring.

"Zipporah," continued Sabrina, "your mother wants you to come over to supper. Could you and Jean-Louis manage this evening? There's something she wants to talk about."

"I should think so," I said, embracing her. "Hello, Dickon."

He acknowledged my greeting coolly. My mother and Sabrina had made him the very center of their lives. I sometimes wondered what Dickon would grow up like. He was only ten years old now, so perhaps he would change when he went away to school.

"Do come in," I said, and we went past the open door of the flower room.

"Oh, you were doing the daffodils," said Sabrina with a smile. "I might have known."

Was I so predictable? I supposed so.

"I hope I didn't interrupt the ritual," she added.

"No ... no. Of course not. It's lovely to see you. Are you out for a ride?"

"Yes and called in ... only for a moment."

"You'll have a glass of wine and some of cook's biscuits."

Sabrina said: "I don't think we'll stop for that."

But Dickon interrupted her: "Yes, please," he said. "I should like some biscuits."

Sabrina smiled fondly. "Dickon is very partial to those wine biscuits of yours. We must get the recipe, Dickon."

"Cook is very jealous of her recipes," I said.

"You could order her to give it to our cook," retorted Dickon.

"Oh, I wouldn't dare," I said lightly.

"So, Dickon, you will have to wait until you visit Zipporah for your wine biscuits."

The refreshment came. Dickon hastily finished all the biscuits, which would please cook anyway. She was very susceptible about her food and lapped up compliments. A good one could put her in a very pleasant mood for a whole day; while the faintest hint of criticism could, as one of the maids said, make life in the kitchen a hell on earth.

"It sounds as though something important has happened," I said.

"Well, it could be. It's a letter from old Carl ... you know, Lord Eversleigh."

"Oh ... yes of course. What does he want?"

"He's worried about the Eversleigh estate. Because he has no son to inherit."

"I suppose it would have gone to the general, if he hadn't died."

"Strange really to think there is no one in the direct line ... no male, that is. Everybody seemed to have girls. A pity old Carl didn't have a boy."

"Didn't he have one who died at birth?"

"Oh yes ... long ago ... and the child's mother died with him. That was a terrible blow. He never got over it, they said. He never married again, although I believe he had ... friends. However, that's past history and the old man is now a bit anxious and his thoughts have settled on you."

"On me! But what about you? You're older than I."

"Your grandmother Carlotta was older than my mother, Damaris, so I supposed you'd come first. Moreover, I wouldn't be considered. I've heard that he talked about my marrying that 'damned Jacobite.'"

"I think Jacobites were brave," put in Dickon. "I'll be a Jacobite if I want to."

"Thank heaven all that nonsense seems to be over now," I said. "The 'Forty-five finished it."

Then I was sorry I had said that because Sabrina had lost her husband at Culloden.

"We hope so," she said quietly. "Well, the fact is old Carl wants to see you, doubtless with a view to making you his heiress. He wrote to your mother, who would come before you, of course, but she is the daughter of that arch Jacobite, Hessenfield."

"How they seem to clutter our family," murmured Dickon.

"That leaves you," went on Sabrina. "Your father was a man Uncle Carl highly approved of, so the Jacobite strain is far removed and possibly wiped out, particularly as your father once fought for King George. So you are redeemed. The point is your mother wants you to come over so that we can discuss it all and decide what should be done."

"Jean-Louis couldn't leave the estate just now."

"It would only be for a short visit. Anyway, think about it and come over today."

"I'd like to go to Eversleigh," said Dickon.

His mother smiled at him fondly. "Dickon wants everything that's available, don't you, Dickon? Eversleigh is not for you, my son."

"You never know," said Dickon slyly.

"Talk about it with Jean-Louis." said Sabrina to me, "and we'll go into it thoroughly. Your mother will show you the letter. That will put you in picture."

I saw them off and went back to the daffodils.


Jean-Louis and I walked to Clavering Hall from the agent's house which had been our home since we had married. I had told Jean-Louis of old Carl's desire to see me and he had been a little disturbed, I think. He was very happy managing the Clavering estate, which was not large and where he had everything working peacefully and in perfect order. Jean-Louis was a man who did not change.

We walked arm in arm. Jean-Louis was saying that it would be difficult for us to leave Clavering just at this time. He thought we might go later when there was less to do on the estate.

I agreed with him. We rarely disagreed on anything. Ours was a very happy marriage. That was what made my actions all the more incomprehensible.

The only real cloud on our happiness was what appeared to be an inability to have children. My mother had spoken to me about it for she knew it grieved me. "It is sad," she admitted. "You would have made such good parents. Perhaps in time, though ... perhaps a little patience ..."

But time went on and still we had no child. I had seen Jean-Louis look at Dickon sometimes, with that rather wistful look in his eyes. He, too, was inclined to spoil the boy. It might have been because he was the only child in the family.

I did not take to Dickon in the same way and I never tried to analyze my feelings until afterward, when I started to become introspective—looking for reasons and finding only excuses. Could I have been jealous of him? My mother, whom I had loved only slightly less than my glamorous father, cared greatly for Dickon ... more, I suspected, than she did for me, her own child. It was something to do with that long-ago romance with Dickon's father, but it was Sabrina who had had his child.

Our moods and emotions—Jean-Louis's and mine—were woven together in an intricate web and at this time I was not concerned with them. I was still the old Zipporah—quiet, unassuming, above all predictable.

When we reached the house my mother was waiting for us. She embraced me warmly; she was always tender toward me, but I think because she was so sure I would always do what was expected, and she would have no need to worry about me, she could dismiss me from her thoughts.

"It was lovely of you to come. Zipporah dear. And you too, Jean-Louis," she said.

Jean-Louis took her hand and kissed it. He was always very grateful to my mother and had never stopped showing it.

That was because she had kept him when he was a very young boy and had been terrified of being taken away to go off with his own mother, who could not have been a very pleasant person because she had been involved in some murder mystery. But that was years ago.

"I want to show you Lord Eversleigh's letter," she said. "I don't know what you'll think about it. It will be strange if he should leave Eversleigh to you, Zipporah."

"I can't think he will. There must be someone else."

"We seem to have lost touch since your great-grandparents died. Yet Eversleigh used to be the very heart of the family. It's strange how things change."

It was indeed strange. Things had certainly changed when my father had disappeared suddenly from my life. Although my life had been so uneventful, there had been a time when I had lived on the fringe of great events. I should never forget my father; after all, I had been ten years old when he had gone. That was twenty years ago, but a man like him could never be forgotten. I had loved him more than anyone. He never cosseted me as my mother had done. He had laughed a great deal, had smelt of sandalwood and had always been exquisitely dressed, being what was known as a dandy. I had thought he was the most handsome person in the world. It was unfair—I knew even then—but I would have bartered all the loving care and attention of my mother for five minutes with him. He had never asked how I was getting on with lessons; it had never occurred to him that I might catch cold. He used to talk to me of his gambling feats. He had constantly gambled and he had made me feel the excitement which gripped him. He had treated me as though I were one of his cronies instead of his little daughter. He used to take me riding. We would race together and we had made little bets. He would bet I could not throw a conker a certain distance; he would wager things carelessly—the pin in his cravat, one of his rings, even a coin ... anything that was to hand. My mother had hated it. I heard her say more than once: "You will teach the child to be a gambler like yourself."

I had hoped he would. There was nothing I wanted so much as to be exactly like him. He had gaiety and great charm which came from a certain carelessness toward life. Nothing had ever appeared to perturb him; he had shrugged his shoulders at life and later he had had the same attitude toward death. I did not know how he went to his death on that early morning—but I could guess.

That event devastated our household, though there had been rumblings of disaster before it happened. I couldn't help overhearing certain things. I knew that he had died—as the servants said—defending my mother's honor. This was because a man had died and in his bedroom had been found something belonging to my mother that indicated she had been with him at the time of his death.

It had been the end of a way of life—deeply upsetting to a girl of ten. We had gone to the country—not that that was new to me. We had always spent some part of the summer at Clavering Hall because it was part of my father's country estate.

Terrible days they had been, and made more so because I knew only half the story. Sabrina was involved in it. I heard her once say to my mother: "Oh, Clarissa, I am to blame for all this." And I knew that she had been the one in the dead man's bedroom, though everyone had thought it was my mother, and my father had died for that reason.

It had been bewildering, and when I asked questions I was told by Nanny Curlew—whom I had inherited from Sabrina—that little children should be seen and not heard. I was careful, for Nanny Curlew could relate gruesome stories of what happened to naughty children. If they listened to what was not intended for them, their ears grew long so that everyone knew what they had done; and those who grimaced or scowled or put out their tongues—unless told to by nurse or doctor—were often "struck all of a heap" and stayed like that for the rest of their lives. Being a logical little girl I did say that I had never seen anyone with enormous ears and a tongue hanging out. "You wait," she had said darkly, and looked at me so suspiciously that I hastily went to a looking glass to make sure that my ears had not grown and that my tongue was still mobile.

Somebody said that time is the great healer, and that is certainly true, for if it does not always heal, it dims the memory and softens the pain; and after a while I became accustomed to my father's absence; I settled into the country life at Clavering. After all, I had my mother, Sabrina and Jean-Louis as well as the redoubtable and omnipotent Nanny Curlew. I accepted life. I did what was expected of me; I rarely questioned why. I once heard Sabrina say to my mother: "At least Zipporah has never given you a moment's anxiety, and I'll be ready to swear never will." At first I was delighted to hear this but later it made me ponder.

Then I was of age and there were dances and at one of these Jean-Louis showed himself capable of jealousy because he thought I was too interested in one of the sons of a neighboring squire. Then we decided we would marry, but Jean-Louis didn't want to do it while he was still under my mother's roof. He was proud and independent. He was working on the estate and doing well. Tom Staples said he didn't know how he'd manage without him; then Tom Staples suddenly had a heart attack and died. The estate manager's job and house became vacant, so Jean-Louis stepped into his shoes. He managed the estate and took over the house which went with the post, and there was no reason then why we shouldn't be married right away.

That had happened more than ten years ago in the fatal year of '45. Drama touched us then in the return of the love of my mother's youth who had been transported to Virginia thirty years before for his part in the '15 rebellion. I was so immersed in my own marriage at the time that I only vaguely realized what was happening and that the returning Dickon was the young lover of whom my mother had dreamed all through her life—even when she was married to that most desirable of men, my father. Alas, for her, the lover of her youth fell in love with Sabrina, married her, and young Dickon was the result.

My poor mother! I realize her sufferings far more now than I did then. Sabrina came back to my mother after Culloden. Then Dickon was born—that was ten years ago—and Sabrina and my mother lived together in Clavering Hall, and I know now—understanding people's emotions so much more than I did before my own adventure—that they saw in him the Dickon they had both lost. Perhaps that brought them some consolation. But I was beginning to believe that it was having an adverse effect on Dickon's character.


(Continues...)

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Meet the Author

Philippa Carr (1906–1993) was one of the twentieth century’s premier authors of historical fiction. She was born Eleanor Alice Burford, in London, England. Over the course of her career, she used eight pseudonyms, including Jean Plaidy and Victoria Holt—pen names that signaled a riveting combination of superlative suspense and the royal history of the Tudors and Plantagenets. Philippa Carr was Burford’s last pseudonym, created in 1972. The Miracle at St. Bruno’s, the first novel in Carr’s acclaimed Daughters of England series, was followed by nineteen additional books. Burford died at sea on January 18, 1993. At the time of her death, there were over one hundred million copies of her books in print, and her popularity continues today. 

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GayleVA More than 1 year ago
Philippa Carr's continuing store of Eversleigh Estate. Zipporah Ransom is married to her childhood friend Jean-Louis Ransone. Zipporah's mother, Clarissa and Clarissa's cousin Sabrina Frenshaw are very much involved in Zipporah's life along with Sabrina's spoiled and determined young son Dickon which is short for Richard. Dickon is full of surprises even when grown. Zipporah receives a letter from Lord Carl Eversleigh. He is worried about Eversligh estate and has no son to inherit. The intrigue begins when she arrives a Eversleigh Estate and meets a surprised housekeeper named Jessie,who is also seems to be Lord Eversleigh's mistress. This is one of the best of Philippa Carr's novels.