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The Loving Husband: A Novel
     

The Loving Husband: A Novel

by Christobel Kent
 

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“Be careful, Fran,” the man said quietly. “About what you think you know.”

In a dilapidated farmhouse out in the vast waterlogged plains of the English Fenlands, Fran awakes groggily to her baby’s cries one February night and finds the bed empty beside her. Her husband, Nathan, is gone.

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THE INTERNATIONAL BESTSELLER

“Be careful, Fran,” the man said quietly. “About what you think you know.”

In a dilapidated farmhouse out in the vast waterlogged plains of the English Fenlands, Fran awakes groggily to her baby’s cries one February night and finds the bed empty beside her. Her husband, Nathan, is gone.

Moving uneasily through the drafty rooms, searching for her husband, Fran soon makes a devastating discovery that upends her marriage and any semblance of safety. As she tries desperately to make sense of what happened to Nathan, Fran is forced to delve dangerously into the undercurrents of his claustrophobic hometown and question how well she knew him in the first place. Fran, increasingly isolated, grows paranoid—but Nathan isn’t the only one hiding something. Though she can’t tell a soul, Fran is shielding a damning secret of her own: a hazy, dreamlike memory from the night of Nathan’s disappearance that might be the key to it all.

From the bestselling author of The Crooked House comes an utterly gripping psychological thriller spanning the traditions of Daphne du Maurier and S. J. Watson. Christobel Kent’s The Loving Husband is spooky and skillfully written, dragging readers deep into the unsettling world of the Fens and into a marriage of half-truths and past lives, where no one can be trusted—especially not your spouse.

Editorial Reviews

Publishers Weekly
12/12/2016
At the start of this engrossing psychological thriller set in rural England from Kent (The Crooked House), Fran Hall awakes early one winter morning to discover that her husband, Nathan, is missing from their bed. A search of their dilapidated farmhouse reveals nothing but the Halls’ two young children. The door is unlocked and the mat is muddy, so Fran heads outside, where she finds Nathan’s bloody corpse in a drainage ditch. As the murder investigation progresses, the police become increasingly suspicious of Fran. She starts to do some digging of her own, and it’s not long before Fran realizes that she was married to a stranger. Skillfully integrated flashbacks permit both Fran and the reader to conduct a marital postmortem, and the harsh weather and isolated locale help amplify the tale’s inherent tension. The plot features some clever twists, and though Kent doesn’t fully earn her ending, she’s crafted an emotionally charged mystery that will keep readers guessing until the final chapter. Agent: Victoria Hobbs, A.M. Heath (U.K.). (Mar.)
Kirkus Reviews
★ 2016-12-15
A woman finds her husband dead behind their house and then realizes he was not at all the man she thought she knew in Kent's (The Crooked House, 2016, etc.) gripping domestic thriller.Fran and Nathan Hall have recently moved with their two young children to a farm near the small, run-down village in eastern England where Nathan grew up. Fran is aware of a growing tension in the marriage, exacerbated by her isolation as a stay-at-home mother and her husband's lack of sexual interest, but when she finds Nathan murdered one night, she has no idea what mysteries will surface during the investigation. Providing some flashbacks to explain how the two met and married, the novel focuses on Fran and her conflict with the provincial, misogynist local police as they try to get to the bottom of the matter. The mystery is a slow-burn but is startlingly effective at this pace. The gradual unfolding of truth allows Kent to also explore Fran's stages of grief, her perspective of a world turned completely upside down, first by murder, then by the faintly sinister investigators, and then by the power of the secrets in Nathan's life and in her own. Fran seems utterly, heartbreakingly alone in her loss and in her world, but she maintains a driving sense of self that becomes stronger in the face of adversity. The novel's other great strength is its raw, wild setting. The rough blankness of the landscape serves to emphasize the characters' struggles; this is no bucolic vision but a stark, depressing look at an insular rural area. While the plot, and even the characters, may sound borderline cliché, there is something about Fran's complexity that sets this one apart and makes for a truly chilling, absorbing read.

Product Details

ISBN-13:
9780374194123
Publisher:
Farrar, Straus and Giroux
Publication date:
03/14/2017
Pages:
416
Sales rank:
161,958
Product dimensions:
6.20(w) x 9.10(h) x 1.40(d)

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The Loving Husband


By Christobel Kent

Farrar, Straus and Giroux

Copyright © 2016 Christobel Kent
All rights reserved.
ISBN: 978-0-374-71601-1


CHAPTER 1

The sunlit room existed in another world, where the air smelled of coffee and flowers, where the traffic hummed outside and each house down the street had a tree on the pavement, as far as the eye could see. Fran came out of the bathroom with the tiny plastic baton held out in both hands and for a second the sun was full in her eyes and dazzling her, until Nathan moved into the light, in front of her.

'Are you all right?'

Her heart was beating so hard she thought it might jump right up her throat and out of her mouth before she got a chance to say the words. Gently he took the little piece of plastic from her; she didn't know why she was so astonished, that it should have happened to her, but she was. Nathan didn't look at the little plastic window, it was her face he studied, as if he was memorising it just as it was then, in that miraculous moment wiped smooth and new.

She hardly dared look back because it was all too quick, he couldn't possibly be ready for this — but then she saw he was smiling. More than that: she saw everything she was feeling mirrored there in his face — the panic, the amazement, the thrill — as if he had absorbed it all.

'Yes?' he said, eager.

'I ...' she said. 'We ...' And then his arms were around her, holding her tight against him, so tight, so warm. So safe.


* * *

Sunday night, Monday morning

02:07

He might be beside Ben's cot, he might have woken before she did, her sleep might after all have been even deeper than usual, all things considered, and for a second a little happy world bloomed in the dark, the loving husband who'd looked down at her head on the pillow and thought, let her sleep.

Fran stood on stiff legs, the lazy warmth all gone to tension. It was so dark she felt unbalanced and she put out her hand to steady herself, moving hesitantly barefoot on the rug until she made the door and felt for the switch outside it. Light flooded the landing, lit the wide boards that tilted crazily the length of the old house, it exposed the rug worn thin, the dust in the corners. Silence.

Ben was asleep in the cot, an arm thrown back, chest rising and falling in the light from the door; she turned slowly in the dark room, checking its corners as if he might be standing there watching her, monitoring her panic. There was no one there.

Moving on down the corridor she set her face against the door jamb to Emme's room. She saw the pictures on the wall above the bed, silver in the landing light, saw her daughter sleeping. Turning away, Fran whispered, 'Nathan.'

But the labyrinth of rooms around her all sat quiet under the eaves, the twisting staircases, the odd angles, the low secret doors that had made him turn to her in front of the estate agent with his face all lit and say, Don't you love it, as she tried to hide her discomfort.

'Nathan?' Her voice was high and thin, but not a whisper any more. More firmly. 'Nathan.' The children didn't stir. She was on the stairs, quick, holding her breath, down.

The kitchen looked untidy under the bad lighting: they still hadn't done anything to it; a year in, they'd done nothing. Why not? Jo would say if she saw it. Isn't that Nathan's area of expertise? Someone else's grimy farmhouse kitchen: she hadn't expected to find Nathan here, boiling a kettle, unable to sleep, it wasn't that kind of a room, not the heart of the home. It hadn't been that for the farmer, anyway, a man with oddly dyed hair and greasy clothes stiff with dirt. He might have been fifty or seventy, Fran hadn't been able to tell. No wife, he'd said from under a lowered brow, as if to explain the kitchen, women don't like the farming life, although to Fran that had seemed the least of it.

There was a front door set at the centre of the house's handsome façade, with a wide hall behind it and an ancient cavernous fireplace but they still hadn't managed to get the door open in its Adam-pillared surround. Damp had swollen it: even the agent had muttered agreement. So they came in and out of the kitchen door instead, a mean little door that opened onto a yard, with bolts top and bottom and a big rusty key.

She was standing behind it. She put a hand to the door's high frosted pane, feeling how cold it was, the glass, and the kitchen itself. The room had no warm range to keep it cosy. Nathan had said, Maybe we can get one put in, to convince her, maybe, when we've got the cash. His clouded eyes making the calculation.

Nathan.

Under its ugly lighting the room seemed to crystallise around her. She tried to keep it neat, but things appeared. The mugs on their hooks, the tidy pile of newspapers and bills on the table and Emme's drawings pinned to the dresser, Roses are red, Violets are blue because she hadn't been able to wait till next Sunday, the day itself. Valentine's. The dirty doormat under her bare feet. She looked down and saw the mat was rucked and askew; she saw bootprints, she registered wet mud on her skin. Leaning on the door she contemplated the dirty sole of her foot.

The bolts had not been shot. She put a hand to the key but she knew before she turned it that the door was unlocked. She didn't want to open it, to step out into the wide dark that carried all the way to the horizon. Nathan's mud-crusted boots stood beside the mat and she slid her feet into them, took a coat from the hooks at random, that was Nathan's too, scratchy wool. She didn't want to do the next thing.

Why hadn't she looked at the clock's numerals when he came in, to know now how much time had passed? Had she even opened her eyes? She remembered the red light of the alarm, she remembered how deep the dark in the room had been otherwise. She remembered holding herself under as she came, burrowed still in sleep as she lay on her side with Nathan's weight still behind her and pushing. She remembered thinking, this is the trick, the trick is just to stay quiet, to stay inside, eyes closed, and then she came, with an exhalation. She'd let go, drifting into sleep. She remembered the exact weight of his hand on her.

Fran stood thinking a moment as the act's ripples spread, the consequences, Had they, had he, what about ... and then she opened the door.

Even in daylight stepping out here took a conscious effort to keep the spirits from dipping: the sheer emptiness of it made her head ache, the uninterrupted flatness. At night it was different, it seemed less empty, it harboured pockets of deeper dark, the outbuildings, a line of poplars, a distant grain silo. Landmarks that by day were dwarfed by the wide, bleached, lovely sky, invisible in the night they still seemed to cluster, they offered places of concealment.

Emme had come out to look for an abandoned doll one evening and had run back in whimpering about funny noises and Nathan had looked up from the sofa. Fran hadn't been able to see his eyes that time, the light reflecting off his reading glasses, she couldn't have said if he was being accusatory because he had said nothing. And then there'd been a noise from upstairs, Ben in his cot stirring, and she'd run out of the room.

The cold was clammy, coating her face in the dark, and she pulled the coat round her. It smelled of him, of Nathan. She stepped carefully, still uncertain, in the dark; her balance felt off. One hand holding the coat together, the other one reached out into the darkness, her hand flapping stupidly, to stabilise her. She should have brought a torch.

The yard was cluttered, she had to step carefully or she'd trip. She moved past the shed. There was a faint orange glow far off to the side that revealed the line of the horizon, but it wasn't sunrise. A February sunrise would be more than five hours off, it was the lights of the town, miles away but low-lying, and the light it shed went a long way on the endless flat windswept plain.

The barn loomed. The farmer had kept chickens in it, a battery shed. You could smell it from the back door then, and even Nathan's face had turned stony. The estate agent had stood with his back to it as if to bar their way. In the car on the way home Nathan had said, his eyes on the road, It's prefabricated, there are people who take them down for you, take them away and put them up somewhere else. Fran had sat stiffly in silence in the passenger seat, trying not to see it, even though she'd been the one that had insisted. A single bulb swinging and the chickens' eyes red, a thousand of them and more. The smell had been indescribable.

No one had come to take it away yet but Nathan had taken down the walls, to let air blow through it, trying to get rid of the smell. Now it loomed, a roof on girders — she walked inside. What was she afraid of? She didn't know. Something.

The air was still contaminated with decades of chicken shit and entrails and she held her arm across her face, the rough wool against her mouth. She looked up in the dark, her eyes must have made some small adjustment to it because she could make out the structure's concrete rafters. She'd stood here next to Nathan as he contemplated them, that time when she told him she was pregnant again although she'd felt he must know. Wondering what he was thinking, his face pale, upturned. A builder contemplating a structure, estimating concrete's stress levels. Now she realised she was holding her breath. She made herself scan the roof space, straining her eyes and seeing nothing. She walked on across the powdery dirt floor, out of the back of the barn.

This was what she was afraid of. The yawning space, the black distance: it stopped her. It upset Nathan to see her panic, she had to control it. His face tense, fourteen weeks into the first pregnancy, to see her eyes wide outside the room where they'd scan her, to see her arms stiff by her sides on the high hospital bed. And after Emme was born, when she ran breathless to her cot in the middle of the night to make sure she was alive, she'd heard Nathan make a sound under his breath. And now they were both on their own in the house behind her, a four-year-old and a three-month-old, in that house that should feel like home but still made her heart clench in her chest as the light faded around it every night. She'd left the door unlocked, anything could happen, anything. She turned round but the barn obscured her view of the house and quickly she turned back to the horizon.

There was something there.

Something like a snake, something darker than the dark, it was just in front of her. She couldn't see it, she couldn't hear it, didn't know if it was under her feet or it was about to flap in her face but something was there. She couldn't move.

Far off, a car's headlights swept the plain, a lone bush was illuminated, the black furrows of a ploughed field fanned out, grasses on the edge of a drainage ditch — a something else. She saw herself, or a mirror image of herself, across the fields, a figure silhouetted like a scarecrow in an old coat on their edge. Then the car's lights moved on, casting long low shadows away to the horizon and gone, only not before she'd seen what was at her feet.

There was something in the ditch. In one sweep of the light she took in a shoe. Then the length of him, head down, and she dropped to her knees.

He was in the ditch.

CHAPTER 2

With his knuckles bandaged and a bright graze to his forehead, that first time Nathan had walked into Jo's crowded kitchen and looked straight at Fran it was as if he already knew her.

Jo's kitchen had also been her front room, and the door that Nathan pushed through opened straight off the street, the flat being one floor of a London cottage barely big enough for Jo, let alone eight of them elbow to elbow round a fold-out dining table, but Jo was nothing if not ingenious, and London was London. Magazine publishing at the level Jo and Fran inhabited didn't support anything but cramped, unless you went out beyond the furthest reaches of the tube.

Straight away Jo was on her feet, explaining to them around the table (a cousin of Jo's; one of her exes and his wife; a girl from a different magazine; a foreign guy; none of them Fran'd seen before or since) how she knew Nathan. Or how she'd met him at least, as it turned out Jo barely knew him at all, he'd been hauled in to make up the numbers after a terrible speed-dating evening he'd been to for a bet and Jo for a joke (or so she said). Then she was exclaiming over his injuries, and as he explained them (he'd come off his moped, it was new and he wasn't used to it, 'I'm a menace,' he apologised, 'but no one else got hurt') all the time he kept looking at Fran, ducking his head in that shy way she somehow already recognised and without thinking she had shifted at the table to make space for him beside her.

It had been a month since Fran had broken up with Nick and it had still been raw, heading over to Jo's that night in the wet London dark, negotiating streets and buses alone. Lugubriously, someone (Carine on the problem page, with her poker-straight hair and obsessive-compulsive shoe collection) had said to her, you have to give it a year, even if you're the one who ended it, until he's not the first thing you think of when you wake up. And as Nathan held her gaze from Jo's front door Nick was abruptly shifted from the centre of her imagination, the place he'd occupied for nearly two years, out to the periphery. Tough.

So sidelined was Nick, so suddenly, that she'd forgotten about the roses, twenty a day since she had turned to him at the door of his newest place, a cavernous warehouse club space in east London and said, I've had enough of this, and walked away. Pale roses — nothing as obvious as red for Nick with all the hours he'd put in on the design of the clubs — but there they were when, coming back from Jo's that first night with Nathan behind her she pushed her front door open, in vases and buckets and jars, on the sink and the breakfast bar and even up on the sleeping ledge.

Nathan had taken her home on the moped, a spare helmet in his box, shrugging, sheepish. 'Someone always needs a lift,' he said, and she had marvelled at his organisation. And she'd asked him up, stone cold sober. She didn't want to say goodbye to him, it was as simple as that. He'd made her smile, he'd loved a book she'd loved, she'd seen him watching her mouth move as she spoke, making her breathless. 'Are you sure?' he said, smiling as she put her key in the lock and asked him. 'I mean, yes, please.'

At her shoulder in the doorway she'd heard Nathan make a sound, almost a laugh, and the first thing she'd done — before she got time to get nervous or to wonder if it was too quick, she hardly knew the guy — was to lift them one bunch after another from their water and dump them, dripping, in the bin.

'You're not a ballerina in your spare time, are you?' was all he'd said, holding open the plastic sack for her to drop another bunch in. 'They throw these on the stage.' She had laughed, being not at all the ballerina type, not tall or wiry but compact, with inconvenient breasts — and with one hand on the place where her hip flared from her waist, he had ducked and kissed her, quick and dry and shocking.


* * *

'He's a change for you, isn't he?' said Jo, eyeing her over a cup of coffee the next day in the newest café in the streets below the office block, a crowded place with wooden benches outside. The rain from the night before had cleared and the day was sparkling. Jo had nudged her out from in front of her screen at midday, wanting the news. 'He's certainly not a Nick, is he?'

'You mean he's not flash,' she said, and it warmed inside her, her new secret. 'No. Nathan's not flash.'

She had felt the beginnings of a blush then, pushing the thought of Nick back where it belonged in the past. Nathan came from the real world, where you got up and went to work every morning, and he wasn't flash. In the dark, he had been different too. In her bed. He was quiet, he was methodical, he was determined. It seemed to her he had a plan that involved working her out, what she liked. 'This?' he said on that first night, stopping, lifting his head, waiting for her to respond. She was used to something wilder, more headlong, something that knocked the breath out of her: Nick had even left bruises sometimes. She liked this, being made to wait as he circled her, keeping his distance. She sipped her coffee in the sunshine, under the rinsed blue sky, hugging her secret.

'Is that maybe just as well, though?' said Jo, still eyeing her tentatively. 'At this point. I mean, it's not like you've ever had it easy. Give yourself a break. Someone decent.'

'Huh,' said Fran, still thinking of him, then looking up. Registering, almost with a sigh, what Jo was talking about. 'Yes. Maybe.'


(Continues...)

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Meet the Author

Christobel Kent was born in London and grew up in London and Essex, including a stint on the Essex coast on a Thames barge with three siblings and four stepsiblings, before studying English at Cambridge. She has worked in publishing and as a TEFL teacher, and has lived in Italy, where she set several novels, including The Drowning River and A Murder in Tuscany. She lives in Cambridge with her husband and their five children.

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