This Glittering World

This Glittering World

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by T. Greenwood
     
 

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T. Greenwood, acclaimed author of Two Rivers and The Hungry Season, crafts a moving, lyrical story of loss, atonement, and promises kept.

One November morning, Ben Bailey walks out of his Flagstaff, Arizona, home to retrieve the paper. Instead, he finds Ricky Begay, a young Navajo man, beaten and dying in the newly fallen snow.

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T. Greenwood, acclaimed author of Two Rivers and The Hungry Season, crafts a moving, lyrical story of loss, atonement, and promises kept.

One November morning, Ben Bailey walks out of his Flagstaff, Arizona, home to retrieve the paper. Instead, he finds Ricky Begay, a young Navajo man, beaten and dying in the newly fallen snow.

Unable to forget the incident, especially once he meets Ricky's sister, Shadi, Ben begins to question everything, from his job as a part-time history professor to his fiancée, Sara. When Ben first met Sara, he was mesmerized by her optimism and easy confidence. These days, their relationship only reinforces a loneliness that stretches back to his fractured childhood.

Ben decides to discover the truth about Ricky's death, both for Shadi's sake and in hopes of filling in the cracks in his own life. Yet the answers leave him torn--between responsibility and happiness, between his once-certain future and the choices that could liberate him from a delicate web of lies he has spun.

Editorial Reviews

Publishers Weekly
A lackluster guy finds purpose in the pursuit of justice in Greenwood's slack latest (after The Hungry Season). When Ben Bailey, an adjunct history professor and part-time bartender mildly dissatisfied with his life and engagement to occasionally shrewish Sara, finds the badly beaten body of a young Native American on his lawn, he's driven to find out what happened. His quest takes on a new dimension once the young man dies and his death goes all but unnoticed. Ben soon meets the victim's sister, Shadi, and falls for her while they investigate her brother's murder, but by the time he tries to call off his engagement, Sara is pregnant and Ben is torn between the life that's being planned for him and the more adventurous one that he thinks he wants. Greenwood's Flagstaff, Ariz., is a convincing one, more so than the forced premise of Ben's sorrow binding him to Shadi, and while the plot manages a few surprises, Ben's too passive for a man on a mission. (Jan.)
Library Journal
"So hope slowly turned into desperation and desperation into sad resignation." This line from Greenwood's (Two Rivers; The Hungry Season) disturbing suspense novel paints an accurate picture of her characters' troubled lives. Ben, an adjunct history professor and part-time bartender, and his nurse fiancée, Sara, have been living a somewhat peaceful existence in Flagstaff, AZ, until an early snow falls on Halloween night and the couple discover a badly beaten Native American young man on their doorstep. Unable to forget Ricky's death, Ben forges a secret bond with Ricky's grieving sister, Shadi. Haunted by a tragedy from his own childhood, Ben becomes increasingly aware of the deep fissures in his supposedly settled life. VERDICT Stark, taut, and superbly written, this dark tale brims with glimpses of the Southwest and scenes of violence, gruesome but not gratuitous. This haunting look at a fractured family is certain to please readers of literary suspense.—Andrea Tarr, Corona P.L., CA

Product Details

ISBN-13:
9780758268013
Publisher:
Kensington
Publication date:
01/01/2011
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Penguin Random House Publisher Services
Format:
NOOK Book
Pages:
304
Sales rank:
174,551
File size:
2 MB

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This Glittering World


By T. Greenwood

KENSINGTON PUBLISHING CORP.

Copyright © 2011 T. Greenwood
All rights reserved.
ISBN: 978-0-7582-6801-3



CHAPTER 1

Red World


Winter came early to Flagstaff that year.

Ben hadn't split the firewood that lay in a cluttered heap in the driveway. He hadn't cleaned out the chimney or bought salt to melt the snow from the sidewalk in front of the house. Sara hadn't gotten the winter coats out of storage, hadn't taken down the artificial spiderwebs and plastic decals she'd hung in the windows for Halloween. The harvest dummy sat ill-prepared and coatless on the porch. The jack-o2019;-lanterns hadn't even started to bruise and rot when the first storm brought twelve inches of snow.

They weren't prepared.

It came while they were sleeping, as Sara dreamed of something that made her scowl and Ben dreamed of something that softened his features into a face he might not recognize in the mirror. This dreaming face was the face of his boyhood. Only in sleep did the hardness of the last twenty years subside. At thirty, his face already bore the quiet evidence of things gone wrong. It was etched in the fine lines in the corners of his eyes, in his clenched jaw, and in his worried brow. But in sleep, when he did sleep, the road map tracking the journey from possibility and promise to anger and ennui and disappointment almost disappeared.

The house was cold, though neither of them knew it. Sara insisted on sleeping with a heavy down comforter year-round. Usually, Ben slept on top of it while she lay nestled like a small bird underneath its feathers. But tonight, maybe sensing the coming storm, he too had hunkered down, his dog, Maude, at his feet. The one window in their room, the one that would have revealed the falling snow, was veiled in the heavy curtains Sara had bought to keep out the morning sun and prying eyes. She was worried about the neighbor, Mr. Lionel, who she claimed looked to her like he might be dangerous, a pedophile or worse. The one who spent hours rubbing Turtle Wax into his old blue Ford Falcon. The one Ben made sure to wave and nod to each time they both happened to be outside in their yards at the same time, as if this would make up for Sara's paranoia.

The furnace was set toOFF. The woodstove was bone cold.

Sometime during the night, as they slept, it began to snow. And when it snows in Flagstaff, it doesn't stop until the entire world is sheathed in white. Ben had lived here long enough to have experienced this, to have gone to sleep at night and awoken to a world obscured.

Ben moved to Flagstaff eight years ago because of the snow. He'd just graduated from Georgetown and was done with the city, done with its grit and grime and heat. He planned to get his Master's, and maybe even his PhD, in history, and he wanted to go somewhere clean and quiet for grad school. Somewhere without steaming streets and honking horns and subways always rumbling under his feet. Then he cracked a tooth on a chicken bone on a Friday afternoon and wound up in the dentist's office, where an issue of Arizona Highways lay buried beneath a pile of other magazines. If the dentist hadn't been running so late, Ben might have simply finished the article in Newsweek about the missing girl in Utah and not even seen the picture of the San Francisco Peaks. He might never have seen the turquoise sky with the ocean of clean white snow beneath. He might never have felt that strange tug in his chest, amplified by the ache in his jaw, and decided then and there that this is exactly where he belonged.

Here, snow was no different from air or breath. It was simply part of the landscape, part of how one lived. And he loved everything about it: the cold pristine white of it, the soft sharpness of it. The crunch and glisten. He was never as happy as he was when it snowed, each storm like a small baptism. He knew, even after he had finished his dissertation, he wouldn't leave, couldn't leave. And so here he was eight years later, an underpaid adjunct and part-time bartender. Though all of it (the financial worries, the late hours, the work overload) was softened by the presence of snow. But still, he wasn't expecting this. Winter, while a welcome guest, had shown up early to the party.

There had been no sign of a storm when they went to bed, Sara angry and Ben too drunk to care. They'd gone to a Halloween party at Sara's best friend Melanie's A-frame in Kachina Village the night before. He'd had too much to drink. Spent most of the party listening to a girl playing Jane's Addiction songs on an acoustic guitar. Sara was furious, but she didn't say so; she'd simply grabbed her coat and stood there waiting for him. They'd driven home in silence, gone to bed without saying good night.

And while they slept, Sara fitful and Ben oblivious, icy fingers curled around their ankles and hips. Winter crept in.

It wasn't the cold that woke him. The shiver through the old window. The icy breath that skipped across his exposed cheek. It was Maude, his seventy-pound golden retriever, nudging, prodding. He ignored her for a moment, feeling shaky and too hungover to open his eyes. But she persisted, whimpering in his ear.

"Hush," he said, and quietly got out of bed so as not to wake Sara, whose face had softened by now, the dream apparently having passed. He hoped that her anger also might fade by the time she woke.

The floors were icy. He grabbed the pair of socks he'd worn the night before, some long underwear, and a sweater that was crumpled up on the floor. But it wasn't until he went into the dark living room and pulled back the curtains that he saw the obliterated sky. His head pounded, but his heart trilled. Maude knew too and raced to the door, anxious to go out and piss and play in the snow.

"Hold on, girl," he said, his voice crackling like a fire. "Let me get the coffee on first."

While the coffee bubbled and hissed and Maude romped in the backyard, sinking into the wadding of snow, Ben backtracked through his fuzzy recollections of the party, tripping and stumbling over the conversations until he remembered the girl, the guitar, and Sara standing over him, pissed. He remembered that the girl was very pretty, dressed up like Dorothy with sparkly red shoes, and that she had one slightly lazy eye which, for some reason, captivated him. He also remembered wanting only to curl up inside the hollow mahogany body of the instrument and listen to the music from the inside out, and he recalled whispering this to the girl. This is what Sara must have seen. Shit. It was Sunday, a day that should be easy, and already he knew he'd have to spend the day tiptoeing, making amends for this transgression and all the others she was sure to bring up.

He knew the Sunday paper wouldn't be there yet. Theirs was the last house on the delivery route, he was convinced, because the paper almost never arrived before seven. He looked at the clock on the stove: 6:52. Maybe just this once it would be early, maybe today would be his day.

The thermometer hanging on a tree outside the kitchen window read twenty-five degrees. He found his winter coat in the back of the coat closet and his Sorels buried deep inside as well. He yanked them on and opened up the front door to the blizzard.

From the doorway, he contemplated the journey to the sidewalk for a newspaper that was likely not even there, and almost turned around to go back inside. But then the blue sliver of something in the distance caught his eye, and he imagined his newspaper lying swaddled in plastic. So he pulled his hat down over his ears, shoved his hands in his pockets, and trudged through the snow, squinting against the icy shards that seemed to be falling sideways.

But it was not his paper.

It took a minute before what he saw registered, before his brain, thick with the hangover and disbelief, could make sense of the image before his eyes. The absurdity of it was what hit him first, and he almost laughed; this would later make him wonder if it was evidence that he was, as Sara would suggest time and time again, incapable of empathy and capable of the most frightening cruelties.

At first he just thought the man was sleeping. He was curled on his side, facing the street, hands tucked quietly between his knees. But he wasn't dressed for the cold: just a flannel shirt tucked into a pair of jeans held up by a concho belt. No coat, no hat, no gloves. Only a pair of Nike basketball sneakers on his feet. His black hair in a braid, curling like a snake into the snow.

There was a half inch of fresh powder covering his entire body.

Ben squatted down next to him and touched his shoulder, as if he could simply wake him up. "Hey," he said.

The wind admonished Ben, and then hit him hard in the chest, like an angry fist. It was twenty-five degrees outside.

The man didn't move, not even with a second nudge, so Ben started to roll him over, pulling his shoulder until his body yielded. He was big, maybe six foot two, a couple hundred pounds. And then the man was on his back and Ben stood up, stumbling backward.

"Jesus Christ," Ben said. "Shit."

Both eyes were sealed shut, crusty with blood and circled in blue-black. His nose was crooked, bent at an impossible angle, with dried blood in two lines running from each nostril to his lip. His bottom lip was blue and swollen, split in the center. And slowly, a fresh stream of blood began to pour from his ear, the crimson blooming like some horrific flower blossoming in the snow.

He should have run back into the house then, gotten Sara. She was a nurse, for Christ's sake. But he was suddenly paralyzed, quite literally frozen in place as he realized: He knew this guy.

Of course, he couldn't remember his name. ... Jesus, why couldn't he ever remember a goddamned name? But he knew him. He was the kid who came into the bar almost every single night to shoot pool. Ben knew he couldn't be old enough to drink, but he never carded him, because all he ever ordered were Cokes. And because Jack's served food, minors were allowed in as long as they didn't sit at the bar. The kid always sat alone in a booth, eating cheese fries, waiting for someone to show up at the tables. He was a good pool player. Didn't talk shit like some of the idiots that came into the bar. A gracious winner and loser. Jesus fucking Christ.

Ben dropped back down to the ground, feeling the cold wet seeping through the knees of his jeans. He pressed his hand hard against the kid's chest, waiting. When he felt nothing but the resistance of bone, he leaned over and pressed his ear against his chest, listening. He didn't know what he expected, but it wasn't this. It wasn't the silence that was suddenly as loud as drums. And the harder he pressed his ear against him, the louder the blood in his own ears got.

When it snows like this, the sun never rises. The air simply turns lighter and lighter until things come into focus. Until there is clarity.

Ben stood up again and shoved his hands into the pockets of his coat, looking for his cell phone. Shit, where the hell did he put his phone last night? He was afraid to leave the kid there in the snow, as if something worse than what had already happened could happen to him now if Ben left him alone.

He thought of Sara, sleeping angrily in the bedroom, and knew that he had to wake her. She would know what to do. He needed to call 9-1-1. And so as the sky filled with hazy white light, he backed away from the kid whose head was surrounded now by a bloody halo, back through the blizzard, back to the house.

Even before the ambulance arrived, he knew what the newspapers would say about this. Young Native American man found dead in Cheshire neighborhood. Alcohol-related death suspected. He knew because this was how too many Indians die here. They come from the reservation to Flagstaff, looking for jobs, for a way to change their lives. And when they get here and find nothing but disappointment, they find places like Jack's or the Mad I or Granny's Closet. Ben had worked at Jack's long enough to know that this was one of many, many sad truths. He'd seen men drink until they couldn't see, and then watched as they stumbled out into the snow. And at least once a winter, one of them would wind up on the train tracks, where he would fall asleep and not wake up. Ben wasn't sure how many people had died since he got here, but it seemed as if there was always some story — buried deep in the paper, mentioned in passing on the news, whispered about at the bars. This, like the snow, was a fact of life here.

Still, you don't expect to walk out of your front door on a Sunday morning looking to retrieve your newspaper from a snowbank and find someone dead on the sidewalk.

After he woke Sara and called 9-1-1, watching as Sara made her way through the snow to the man, he started to think that maybe he wasn't dead after all. Maybe Ben had been mistaken. He'd had a roommate in college who'd drunk almost an entire bottle of vodka by himself one night. They'd found him passed out in the bathroom at a party and called 9-1-1. The EMTs had revived him, and at the hospital they pumped his stomach and sent him back to the dorms with a crisp plastic bracelet to remind him how close he'd come. But this kid didn't drink. At least not at Jack's. He knew this. And besides, you don't bleed from your ears when you're drunk, and your face certainly doesn't look like you ran into a brick wall headfirst from drinking either. Somebody did this to him, and when Ben had listened for his heart, all he'd heard was his own.

After the ambulance pulled away, he and Sara stood on the sidewalk, watching the twirling red lights disappear down the road.

"You okay?" Ben asked.

Sara nodded without looking at him.

"Do you think he'll make it?" he asked.

She shook her head. "It doesn't look good. He had no pulse. No blood pressure. He was bleeding out."

Ben stared at the place where the kid's head had been, at the violent bloom slowly turning pink as the snow kept falling.

Their neighbors were watching from the windows, their faces pressed to the glass. A few had come out onto their porches, clutching their robes around their waists. Sheila, from next door, had ushered her two sons back inside when she realized what was happening. Mr. Lionel stood on his porch, nodding grimly. Now the ambulance was gone, and Ben could hear the plow coming. In a few minutes it would barrel down this street too, pushing away any evidence that a man had just begun to die there.

The police were quick. They sent only one car, and they took Ben and Sara's statements without even coming inside the house. Ben was surprised by how soon he and Sara were alone again. By the time the paper boy finally threw the newspaper into the yard, it felt almost as though they had just woken from the same terrible dream.

They sat at the small oak table that used to belong to Sara's grandmother, sipping coffee, staring at the pages of the paper. Sara said, "I wonder if he has family here."

Ben looked up, grateful for her breaking the silence, for her willingness to set aside whatever it was that had transpired between them the night before. "I don't know," he said. "He had ID on him, so they should be able to find out pretty quickly."

"What was his name?" she asked. Her eyes were soft with tears.

He thought about the kid sitting at the booth at Jack's. Always alone. Ben had a problem with names. He blamed his job. Both of his jobs. So many people in and out of his life. At the bar, he had a talent for remembering the names of every single patron for exactly the amount of time they spent bellied up, drinking, tipping. But the moment they were gone, the second they'd slapped down a five or a ten and walked out the door, any recollection of what they called themselves was gone. It was like this at school too. He had anywhere between forty and eighty students a semester. He knew the first and last names of each and every one of them until the final exam. Then he'd run into one of them on campus (Hey, Professor Bailey!) and there was nothing but that whitehot shame of forgetting. Though maybe Ben hadn't ever known the kid's name. It was possible that he hadn't forgotten at all, but rather that the guy had always been anonymous.

He should tell Sara that he recognized him, he thought. That he was a regular at work. But for some reason, he didn't. Sometimes it was easier to keep things from her. To lie. And so he said, "I think they said it was Begay? His last name. I don't remember his first name."

"He was just a kid. Who could have done that to him?" This was the Sara he loved. Old Sara, he thought of her. She emerged sometimes from New Sara's body and face, like a slippery ghost. This was the true Sara, the sweet Sara, the Sara who wasn't sarcastic and always rolling her eyes as if she were always, always disappointed. Sara without her guard up. Vulnerable Sara. Her hair was messy, in a pale puff of a ponytail. Her makeup from her witch costume last night was smudged under her wide green eyes. She was wearing the robe he'd bought her five years ago for Christmas. He'd filled the pockets with green-and red-foil-covered Hershey's Kisses. It was pilly now, frayed at the cuffs.

"God, Ben. What the hell?"


(Continues...)

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This Glittering World 4.2 out of 5 based on 0 ratings. 9 reviews.
Guest More than 1 year ago
I was drawn in at the beginning and bought the book. Instead of being drawn in to the character's world and emotions found myself being distanced from them as the book went on.
Guest More than 1 year ago
This was yet another fantastic novel by T. Greenwood. She has a way of making the characters and story seem so real! I just couldn't wait to get back to it each time I put it down to see what happened next. It was such a great read that I was almost sad that I finished it.
harstan More than 1 year ago
Although engaged to optimistic strong willed Sara, adjunct history professor Ben Bailey has doubts that he wants to marry the sometimes termagant. When she is nice, which is most of the time, he knows he wants her; but when she is over the top he wants her out of his life. He muses while also tending bar over whether to marry or not to marry. Ben finds a severely battered young Native American male nearly dead on his lawn in Flagstaff, Arizona. Not one to become passionate about anything, Ben feels an urge to know what happened to the lad. When Ricky Begay dies, Ben obsesses over the truth of what happened to him, especially when what seems an obvious murder appears to be ignored. His inquiry leads Ben to Ricky's sister Shadi. As they team up on the investigation into her sibling's homicide, he falls in love with Shadi, but Sara is carrying his child. Ben's doubts about what he wants in life make for an engaging contemporary, but require a key acceptance by readers of the lead male's obsession with the beating death of Ricky leading him to a third choice. His revised musing is to marry pregnant Sara or to marry grieving Shadi. Readers will want to know whether Ben chooses responsibility (Sara) or adventure (Shadi) as he perceives his dueling relationships; he assumes both will want to wed him. Harriet Klausner
quaintinns More than 1 year ago
A huge fan of T. Greenwood – everything she writes is at the TOP, with her expert writing style, plot planning, emotionally charged topics, and carefully developed characters. A beautifully written story set in Flagstaff and Phoenix, AZ, about a tragedy of a young Navajo teen boy, Ricky, found dead in the snow the morning after Halloween by Ben. This death haunts Ben as he begins a search for answers surrounding this mystery, or hate crime--as this boy was a frequent diner, (non-drinker) at the bar/restaurant where Ben worked part time (part time history professor, as well). Not only does he question this meaningless death, he also questions his own life and choices. Ben is living and engaged to Sara (not a likeable character) yet he becomes involved with Ricky’s sister, Shadi, a weaver, as they search for answers about Ricky’s death. Ben is a complex and flawed character and between Sara and Ben, they both are leading miserable unhappy lives. There are some areas about Ben’s life which are not disclosed (secrets and traumas) until later in the book which causes him to bond with Shadi over their shared loss. From bigotry, racism, frat boys, and politically connected wealthy parents are all a part of this dramatic storyline. Having worked in the Arizona areas of Tucson, Phoenix, and Bisbee, loved the vivid setting with this gripping novel of lust, rage, pain, passion, loss, hate, love, forgiveness, and responsibility--how the choices we make affect our actions and others. Ideal for book clubs or discussions. THIS GLITTERING WORLD has much depth with brilliant storytelling, twists and turns, filled with emotion, meaning, and purpose - as T. Greenwood’s other books-- nothing is as it seems.
BonnieZoBell More than 1 year ago
"This Glittering World" sings with a wonderful attention to detail by Tammy Greenwood. The story starts off with Ben Bailey, a professor at a Flagstaff college, finally finding something to care about in the form of a young Navajo man beaten and dying in the snow on his front yard. But at its heart is the question of whether love is forever or do our metamorphoses through the years make that impossible? Full of great tension, this is a book you won't want to put down.
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Anonymous 8 months ago
Hard to enjoy but hard to put down. Try it and judge.
Lori Testa More than 1 year ago
excellent book and beautifully written. could not put it down.