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ISBN-13: | 9781462023257 |
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Publisher: | iUniverse, Incorporated |
Publication date: | 07/15/2011 |
Pages: | 80 |
Product dimensions: | 6.00(w) x 9.00(h) x 0.31(d) |
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Thoughtlessthought
POEMSBy Alton
iUniverse, Inc.
Copyright © 2011 AltonAll right reserved.
ISBN: 978-1-4620-2324-0
Chapter One
THOUGHTLESSTHOUGHTAn open supplication,
From a confused a crazy mind.
Superlative opposition,
To sanity any kind.
I must confess I just don't know,
Where these thoughts will land in time.
Will they stand the test of man?
Or will they cross the line?
HIGH FALUTION
Is it cosmic justice that turns this world?
Will the unanswered questions rule?
Are your thoughts confused and swirled?
Do they glitter like some polished jewel?
When insanity becomes commonplace,
What becomes of the simple man?
With the light of reason on his face,
Can he live life without a plan?
While he rambles about in doubt,
Seeking a way through this maze.
A blind man feeling his way about,
In endless nights endless days.
A lifetime lived as a dream,
Becomes confused and merged.
Crazy laughter turning into screams,
All hate and anger purged.
Passing into clear crystal light,
Becoming the essence of future man.
Doing everything he must,
To be everything he can.
SOLITUDE
Peace flows around me, silence fills the air.
Once again I sail the sea, sailing far without a care.
Looking deep into the crystal blue, I see, my eyes are clear.
this life I thought I knew, the things that I held dear.
I think it's all a dream, my world is very near.
Sliding softly in a liquid stream,
Mother's waiting, and I have no fear.
RUNNING BACKWARDS
As my thoughts move back in time,
To where I was before,
Things I thought where I'd been,
I can remember every door.
Things I've seen things I've done,
The worlds I traveled through.
All of it both good and bad,
All with payment due.
I believe I'm in the black,
But hold this thought in trust.
My faith is solid iron,
There's not a spot of rust.
Running with wild abandon,
I roamed this world so free.
No thoughts for tomorrow,
Right now! Was enough for me.
Time after time after time,
I ran into solid walls.
This never stopped me,
I had heard the wildness call.
Lived my life wide open,
As a solitary man.
Lived free, fast and hard,
Refused to have a plan.
Time keeps right on passing,
Old age is coming around.
Even this won't stop me,
It will only slow me down.
My steps are still quick and light,
Thoughts and eyes still clear.
Still do all those things,
My crazy mind holds dear
Life's a stroll
Long live Rock & Roll
Drifting, thoughtlessly
aware. Surreally kaleidoscopic, vague, bright color dazzle
closed eyes. Spiraled tunnels to your soul. Translucent
thoughts, randomly exposed, connected through consciousness.
Focused, abstract reality in the hazy smells of life.
Transcending layers of memory. Each perfect in imperfection ,
acknowledgement. Response carrying you deeper away. Worlds
familiar and strange strangely familiar
new unknown. Finite timelessness the past the future the
present. All in a second lost on the astral plain. Memories,
fantasies, collidemerge open to interpret as the same.
Closed to belief, never named, slipping, falling, fading away
spreading golden light. When you day comes leaving escaping the night.
Drifting, thoughtlessly,
aware
LIVING OUT LOUD
Heeyyy, WHAT'S UPPP, I said to the man,
Do you live like an ostrich,
With your head in the sand?
Let me help you brother,
Please take my hand.
Stand up be free,
Like anybody can.
Life's too short to worry about things,
Both ups and downs life has it swings.
Be like an eagle with air in your wings,
Life can be great a life full of flings.
Live life to the fullest,
Everyone dies.
Laugh when you can,
Everyone cries.
Eat ALL the cakes,
Then eat the pies.
Life's too important to live by a guess,
To live to the fullest,
Clean up the mess,
If you want to be happy,
You can't do any less,
Enjoy while you can,
Life's sweet caress.
TRANCENDENCE
Once
I lived inside my dreams
A nice safe place to hide
Or so it seems
Days passed in sweetness
The same in many ways
Overcome by the bleakness
I raised my head
Looked around
At life as it truly is
At the joys to be found
NOTHING IS NOTHING
NOYHING EVER CHANGES
NOTHING STAYS THE SAME
NOTHING LIVES FOR EVER
NOTHING EVER DIES
NOTHING IS THE TRUTH
NOTHING IS A LIE
NOTHING ALWAYS LAUGHS
NOTHING ALWAYS CRIES
NOTHING STAYS IN DARKNESS
NOTHING STAYS IN LIGHT
NOTHING IS WRONG
NOTHING IS RIGHT
NOTHING LIVES WITHOUT PEACE
NOTHING WITHOUT PAIN
NOTHING TO BE LOST
NOTHING TO BE GAINED
NOTHING HAS A RYTHYM
NOTHING HAS A RHYME
NOTHING WITHOUT SPACE
NOTHING WITHOUT TIME
NOTHING IS ABSOLUTE
NOTHING IS DIVINE
NOTHING IN THIS WORLD
NOTHING ON MY MIND
RIGHT TO BLEED
Warm gulf winds blow,
Across the sleepy little town.
In the back of Roscoe's bar,
The boys are getting down.
They have no need for any speed,
They're all hyped up on hate.
Hurry boys, the devil calls
And the hour's getting late.
Sharpen your knives, load your guns,
Fools, both one and all.
It sends shivers through your bones,
To hear their bloodlust call.
Ice cold blood, they have no hearts,
Their eyes are pitch black holes.
They war against the rights of man,
They have sold their souls.
What will it take to stop this thing?
This madness, if you will.
Will we have to let the bullets fly?
Can we take a magic pill?
They're out there, everywhere,
Their thoughts as black as coal.
Will you stand and fight,
Or hide, in the deepest hole?
Can you take the pain? Is it worth the gain?
To stand in the light of man.
Will you stand aside? Watch others die,
Or do everything you can?
Warm gulf winds blow,
Across the sleepy little town.
In the back of Roscoe's bar,
The boys are getting down.
We have the need for lots of speed,
Can't leave it up to fate.
Hurry boys, the angels call
And the hour's getting late
LOSING TIME
Vague schemes, mystic dreams,
Both fill this heart of mine.
I've searched this world from end to end,
Found peace hard to find.
Have we really lost this race?
Our quest for dignity, the human kind.
Or are our thoughts just so much smoke?
Lost in the fogs of time.
STOP THE PAIN
I cried my face turned to the sun
my soul lay shattered at my feet
as I thought of the things I'd done
whispering to myself
my heart in pain
agony beyond belief
feelings I can't explain
my needs were so many
my feeling so few
I would give my life to go back in time
how little I really knew
the feelings of others didn't matter
love wasn't part of my plan
I lived in blind arrogance
didn't conduct myself as a man
eternity draws ever nearer
either heaven or hell
there's little doubt in this
from those that know me well
Can I change all this?
Can I turn this hurt around?
Make enough amends
Can inner peace be found?
I'm scared
And know the reason why
Pain flows like fire
As I stare into the sky
SUMTHIN' FISHY
Catfish are biting
Warm breezes fill the air
As we slowly drift along
A day without a care
Butterflies and dragonflies
Both go skimming by
While off in the distance
You can hear a baby cry
Sunlight bouncing off the stream
Flowers everywhere
Look in the shadows
Beneath the trees
You will find me there
SNAPSHOT
That could be you,
Standing on a windy street.
With dirty hands,
Dead
Lifeless eyes,
Looking tired and beat.
I could be the one,
Who stared into the sun.
My brain,
Deep fried and crispy,
From the drugs I did for fun.
They could be our children,
With no place to call home.
Wandering lost and hungry.
Scared,
And all alone.
These could be anybody,
Living life in sad despair,
Dejected rejected and neglected,
By a world that doesn't care.
Sometimes we live as fools,
Live our lives as in dreams.
Barking at the fullest moon,
Our minds full of silent screams.
Every time and place you look,
There's people without hope.
Busted schemes and shattered dreams,
Lives gone up in smoke.
Be aware of where you're standing,
Be aware of where you will fall,
Beware life brings some crazy shit,
Beware of your last call.
WORLD FULL OF TEARS
AS I LOOK AROUND THIS WORLD OF MINE, MY THOUGHTS ARE
GOOD, SOFT AND KIND, BUT IS THIS A PLACE I REALLY WANT
TO SEE? IT'S A WORLD GONE MAD, CRUEL AND MEAN, PEOPLE
LIVING LIKE SOULESS MACHINES, WITH NO KINDNESS, GRACE
OR PERSONAL DIGNITY, WARS EVERYWHERE, FAMINE AND
STRIFE, WHERE IS THE GLORY IN THIS THING CALLED LIFE? IS THIS
THE WAY IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE? A WORLD FULL OF LIES, A WORLD
FULL OF ANGER, EVERYONE ALONE, EACH ONE A STRANGER,
NEVER LAUGHING, NEVER BEING FREE, SOCIETIES CRASHING AT
AN INCREASING RATE, PEOPLE WITHOUT MORALS, HUNGRY DOGS
AT YOUR GATE, THESE THINGS FILL ME WITH INFINITE SADNESS,
RUINING THIS BEAUTIFUL PLACE, SCREWING UP MY PERSONAL
SPACE, DRIVING ME TO THE BRINK OF MADNESS, HOW WOULD IT
FEEL TO LIVE WITHOUT HATE? TO LIVE WITH JOY, WHAT WILL IT
TAKE? WALK SIDE BY SIDE, A WORLD TO REMAKE, IT NEEDS TO BE
DONE, MAKE NO MISTAKE, WE NEED TO START NOW.
BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE.
NEW ORLEANS NIGHT
Smooth and round,
Tall and brown,
She slid into my sight.
With an earthly flounce,
And a sexy bounce,
It seemed my lucky night.
Warm as sunshine,
Adult fun time,
Voyeuristic delight.
Sweet and sassy,
Always classy,
Everything just right.
Soft and soothing,
Almost cooing,
She whispers in my ear.
Don't be a fool,
I have a massive tool,
Then he disappeared.
BLUE SKIES
This is a great life,
At least for the last few days.
I think of all the folks I've seen,
Their happy smiles and friendly waves.
This is a world worth living,
At least for the last few days.
Life's good, goodness in an endless stream,
Of kind, sweet people with gentle ways.
This is all worth seeing,
At least for the last few days.
Standing under a blazing sun,
Or moonlit hills wrapped in haze.
This is a time for being,
At least for the last few days.
Your path is clear, home is near,
Not wandering in a maze.
This is a time for loving,
At least for the last few days.
Friends and family gathered around,
Where everyone laughs, everyone plays.
This is a time for peace,
At least for the last few days.
As the world wishes in endless hope,
At least for the next few days.
SPLIT IMAGE
He's seen walking,
You'll see him everywhere.
His rambling walk and dirty clothes,
And wonder "does he care?"
Who are these people
Who stand and stare
As I go quietly on my way?
Do they have no shame?
Is it just a game?
Have they nothing kind to say?
Who is this man
This broken dream?
Another mother's son?
Does he live someplace?
Does he have a home?
Is he always on the run?
They do not understand me,
The fault is all their own.
It's plain to me, they cannot see,
I'm a king, without a throne.
Broken and rejected,
Run over by life.
He seems to me, a lonely man,
Bound and helpless in his strife.
I walk these streets in freedom,
No chains to bind my will.
Each day I choose a different path,
Climb another hill.
Does he ever laugh?
Ever play?
Is there joy in him to be found?
Is he all alone?
Are the streets his home?
Has he any friends around?
Lush green valleys, sparkling lakes,
My roof is a million stars.
And I wonder why
They would choose to live
Behind their self made bars.
So we pass, without a sound.
PLEASE
come to me.
not in spirit, not in dreams.
i need to feel your soul,
my other half it seems.
with the lights down low,
you will find me by my heat.
bring to me your trembling thighs,
to taste your lips, so honey sweet.
bare to me your luscious breast
pounding hearts filling with desire,
greet me with open arms,
let my hands stroke your fires.
allow me to feast my eyes,
where no other can.
share one breath with you,
man to woman, woman to man.
whisper my name softly,
i give my heart in trust.
our minds becoming lost in time,
as our bodies fill with lust.
joined in earthly delights,
lost with no control.
living inside of natures plan,
two people, one soul.
THE BUM
Nothing more, nothing less,
An ancient soul, laid to rest.
He'd traveled forgotten roads,
On restless winds.
Spent moonlit nights in hilly folds,
Saw countless sights in fabled lands.
Years lived in dreams,
The world held in his gentle hands.
Old eyes that had gazed at wonders,
Both gross and sublime.
Spent starry nights in peace,
In restful slumbers.
Never a place to go,
Never a place to stay.
He lived by his own will,
Waiting to fade away,
Just passing through,
Smiling,
With other worlds to see.
MISSING LIFE
I walk these streets in sadness,
Cold winds on sunny days.
Seeking things so hard to find,
Lost loves lost lives in many ways.
I can feel that they are out there,
Those lonely hearts like mine.
Trapped and stuck in our busy lives,
It seems we cannot find the time.
We reach out search the web,
In the privacy of our home.
From the solitude of our vacant bed,
It's the websites that we roam.
We laugh and live in happy times,
Keep our hearts on dusty shelves.
To many days, to many nights,
Too many hours by ourselves.
I'm looking for a good one,
Someone kind to fill my needs.
Is there anyone out there,
The ether humming with our pleas.
Must be strong and gentle,
The weak and angry need not apply.
As we look with nimble fingers,
the one we seek may just walk by.
THE OTHER SIDE OF GLASS
Blindness taught me to see,
Thoughtlessness, to think.
My chains have set me free,
Thirst, my need to drink.
The world has shown I'm small,
With cruelty, I'm kind.
When in love I am tall
While I'm seeking to find
The meaning of it all.
CHILDREN WITHOUT LIGHT
Where do our children go
When the world turns out its light?
Are they safe at home in their beds?
Do they roam the streets at night?
Will they have pleasant dreams
At the families side?
Or feel the crushing need to run
With nowhere safe to hide.
Do not mistake this real thing,
Between the darkness and the light.
Sometimes lines get very thin
Between what's wrong, or right.
How do they feel,
Those children of the sun?
Laughing, playing,
Always having fun.
Families loving, people caring,
All good things to come.
Blind to what hides in darkness,
Where evil things get done.
Do they have to struggle?
Live a blackened fate?
Always scared, always fearing,
there's something at the gate.
Afraid of every shadow,
Jumping at every sound,
Living in hopeless hope,
Knowing,
They won't soon be found.
CITY BEAT
There it is,
Can you hear that whistle blow?
It's leaving out for Georgia,
And we're moving way to slow.
Train, train, train,
Hear the thunder of its rail.
We're leaving just in time,
We were on our way to jail.
I'm going home to Mama,
Tell her what I've done.
Got caught up in the city lights,
Called it having fun.
If I can just get back to Daddy,
I'll tell him all the facts.
Had to leave town really fast,
Left a blood trail on my tracks.
City life is hard and fast
For simple country boys.
That's why both day and night,
We carried all our toys.
Didn't want to do it,
The situation forced my hand.
Can only be pushed so far,
Had to make a stand.
(Continues...)
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Table of Contents
Contents
Thoughtlessthought....................1High Falution....................2
Solitude....................3
Running Backwards....................4
Sweet Dreams....................5
Living Out Loud....................6
Trancendence....................7
Nothing Is Nothing....................8
Right To Bleed....................9
Losing Time....................11
Stop The Pain....................12
Sumthin' Fishy....................13
Snapshot....................15
World Full Of Tears....................16
New Orleans Night....................17
Blue Skies....................18
Split Image....................19
Please....................21
The Bum....................22
Missing Life....................23
The Other Side Of Glass....................24
Children Without Light....................25
City Beat....................27
Seventh Sea....................29
Walk Alone....................32
Stars Wait....................33
An Angels Tears....................34
Bright Peace....................36
Lonely Boy....................37
It's Funny....................38
Last....................39
One Minute of Freedom....................40
Wild Roses....................42
He Said....................44
Sooo Happy....................45
Greener Grass....................47
Cocain Blues....................49
Day After....................51
Empty Place....................52
A Childs Scraped Knees....................54
The Way....................55
Deep Water....................58
Wasted....................59
Black Dawn....................61
Julianne....................63
The Speed Of Death....................65
Natures Way....................67
Oh....................69
Simplicity....................70
Chillin....................71