Herb Hicks is an artist who understands the fear behind painting a self-portrait but who also appreciates that a candid recounting of events in life can provide an emotional catharsis. It is with this theory in mind that he shares his fascinating personal experiences and insight into his views as he recalls a unique journey through a creative life filled with adventures and misadventures.
In his memoir, Hicks begins with remembrances from his childhood growing up in North Dakota, where he emulated his cowboy heroes by riding a pretend horse, wearing real bearskin chaps, and firing a Red Ryder BB gun at imaginary desperadoes. As he matured, he found a passion for music, formed his own combo, and began traveling to and from gigs that took him from North Dakota to Montana and beyond. Motivated by his love for music, Hicks eventually landed in California, where he began playing professionally and found a new passion as a visual artist—a discovery that leads him down an unforgettable path, questioning his challenges, choices, chances, and changes.
To and from Gigs is the intimate memoir of a musician, artist, and teacher who embarked on a lifelong search to find his better self.
Herb Hicks is an artist who understands the fear behind painting a self-portrait but who also appreciates that a candid recounting of events in life can provide an emotional catharsis. It is with this theory in mind that he shares his fascinating personal experiences and insight into his views as he recalls a unique journey through a creative life filled with adventures and misadventures.
In his memoir, Hicks begins with remembrances from his childhood growing up in North Dakota, where he emulated his cowboy heroes by riding a pretend horse, wearing real bearskin chaps, and firing a Red Ryder BB gun at imaginary desperadoes. As he matured, he found a passion for music, formed his own combo, and began traveling to and from gigs that took him from North Dakota to Montana and beyond. Motivated by his love for music, Hicks eventually landed in California, where he began playing professionally and found a new passion as a visual artist—a discovery that leads him down an unforgettable path, questioning his challenges, choices, chances, and changes.
To and from Gigs is the intimate memoir of a musician, artist, and teacher who embarked on a lifelong search to find his better self.


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Herb Hicks is an artist who understands the fear behind painting a self-portrait but who also appreciates that a candid recounting of events in life can provide an emotional catharsis. It is with this theory in mind that he shares his fascinating personal experiences and insight into his views as he recalls a unique journey through a creative life filled with adventures and misadventures.
In his memoir, Hicks begins with remembrances from his childhood growing up in North Dakota, where he emulated his cowboy heroes by riding a pretend horse, wearing real bearskin chaps, and firing a Red Ryder BB gun at imaginary desperadoes. As he matured, he found a passion for music, formed his own combo, and began traveling to and from gigs that took him from North Dakota to Montana and beyond. Motivated by his love for music, Hicks eventually landed in California, where he began playing professionally and found a new passion as a visual artist—a discovery that leads him down an unforgettable path, questioning his challenges, choices, chances, and changes.
To and from Gigs is the intimate memoir of a musician, artist, and teacher who embarked on a lifelong search to find his better self.
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ISBN-13: | 9781475998627 |
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Publisher: | iUniverse, Incorporated |
Publication date: | 08/12/2013 |
Sold by: | Barnes & Noble |
Format: | eBook |
Pages: | 232 |
File size: | 310 KB |
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To and from Gigs
Challenges, Choices, Chances, Changes
By Herb Hicks
iUniverse LLC
Copyright © 2013 Herb HicksAll rights reserved.
ISBN: 978-1-4759-9864-1
CHAPTER 1
Beginning Time Remembered
Recollections of past events are, at best, subjective, and those images I remember become distorted by time, experiences, and attitudes acquired, giving me a biased view of a scene related to my past history. As that may be, I have been as candid as possible in presenting my reminiscences as I recall them.
There is the theory that everything you have experienced is recorded in your brain. Total recall, known as eidetic memory (the ability to recall all sensory experiences), would be fantastic. Being able to recall in detail any pain, pleasure, or event that had happened to you would give you a perspective on life different than the fragmented, subjective view your memory gives you now.
My memory works in mysterious ways. Sometimes a past event will just pop into my mind, as though it had bubbled up from the bottom of my memory milieu, and I have a dialogue with myself about a remembered past.
The beginning of my remembered time starts in a small town in North Dakota. That was over three-quarters of a century ago. My first day on this earth was May 7, 1934. The place was Williston, a town in the northwestern part of North Dakota near the confluence of the Yellowstone and Missouri Rivers. The town, surrounded by flat prairies and vast acres of wheat fields, is today the center of one of the largest oil fields in the United States. Oil was discovered forty miles northeast of Williston in 1951, and in 2010 a new oil boom in the northwestern part of North Dakota (in a formation known as Bakken) has put Williston on the map as a leading economic oil center in the United States.
My mom and dad were hardworking, conservative parents; although they believed in traditional ideas and behavior, they were always open-minded. They always listened to what my brother and I had to say about what we wanted to do with our lives. Since there were no television or computer games to amuse me, my entertainment was made-up games that were limited only by my imagination. Books, radio, and movies were the influences that prompted my play acting. I was an extremely shy child, easily embarrassed by the slightest mishap, but my shyness didn't limit my curiosity. I was curious about every natural and man-made object and investigated them with scrutinizing detail as long as I could do it on my own terms—alone. I was an incorrigible introvert.
My parents gave me clear guidelines about work and play. The chores I was to perform were well defined.
When I was young, one of my responsibilities was to make sure the drip basin under our ice chest was emptied before water overflowed onto the kitchen floor. Our ice chest was a handsomely crafted, ornate wooden cabinet about as high as I was at six years old. A block of ice would fit in the top compartment to cool off the interior of the cabinet where food was stored. As cool air descended from the block of melting ice, water would drip down a drain pipe into a basin placed under the chest.
One day, I was forgetful in my duties, and water overflowed the basin and spilled onto the kitchen floor. Mom was too late in noticing the flooded kitchen floor as she came up the stairs from the basement with a load of laundry. She stepped onto the kitchen floor, slipped on the wet linoleum, and landed on her back. She had really hurt herself. I had just come into the kitchen to witness this. Realizing my negligence was the cause of this accident, I was embarrassed and started to cry as I tried to help her up off the floor. I wasn't punished for my neglect, but I was given a lecture on the obligation to one's duties. Not fulfilling my duty, consequences were to be paid. I've constantly carried that lesson with me.
Our first electric refrigerator towered above me like a huge smooth, white monolithic icon. My most vivid memory of our fridge was not the appliance itself—it was the cardboard container the fridge came in.
The refrigerator's corrugated container was gigantic—the Titanic of cardboard boxes. That carton provided me with weeks of entertainment. It was magically transformed into a fort, a tank, a pirate ship, and a B-25 bomber. Last, but not least, the cardboard container was cut, bent, shaped, and taped into the image of a stagecoach, which was mounted on my little red wagon. Painted on the sides in beautiful script (lettering by my dad) were the words "Overland Stage Coach." I would give neighborhood kids rides across my imaginary untamed prairie full of Indians, outlaws, and wild animals. That stage traveled many miles through my fantasy world (around my neighborhood).
In many of my childhood's invented games I would emulate the roles of my cowboy heroes. Riding my imaginary horse, wearing my real bearskin cowboy chaps, I'd fire my Red Ryder BB gun at imaginary desperadoes. Sometimes, to the disapproval of my mother, I'd shoot blossoms from their stalks in her beautiful flower garden. I was a crack shot with my air rifle.
I was always bumping, falling, scraping, cutting, or bruising some part of me. It wasn't as if I was reckless or clumsy or did not have good parental supervision; I was just always super active and had an inquisitiveness that threw caution to the wind (I guess in a sense that was being reckless).
Considering all my catastrophes, I was fortunate to survive my juvenile years.
It was a macho thing to have a jackknife when I was young and even manlier to play dangerous games with it. One of our favorite pocketknife games was a version of mumbly-peg, a knife-throwing game popular in the thirties and forties. A more dangerous game was just called the Knife Game, also sometimes known as the FFF (five-finger fillets). This game challenged your coordination as you tried to stab a knife between your outstretched fingers while holding your palm down on the ground or on a table. Whoever could do that the fastest in an allotted time was the winner. The loser was the slowest—or the one who stabbed his hand or finger. I was the big loser one time, stabbing my left hand between the ring and middle finger. I think I was more surprised to see the knife sticking in my hand with blood oozing from the wound than I was mindful of the oncoming pain. It left an obvious scar; I wear it—with a number of others—like a badge of courage displaying validation of rituals confirming manhood.
A large part of my childhood was spent at my grandparents' house. I loved to go there in the winter to dig in the damp fresh soil of their greenhouse. It was a chance to get away from the humdrum of a long North Dakota winter. During the autumns in the forties, I would help my grandparents harvest their large vegetable garden. My Overland Stage had traveled off into the sunset, and my red wagon became a vegetable cart. My dad and I made wooden sides for the wagon so I could carry an assortment of potatoes, corn, tomatoes, beans, and carrots for sale around town. My vegetable cart also doubled as a junk wagon to collect scrap metal, boxes, rags, paper, and bottles that I could sell as part of the war effort (copper metal was the premium prize in finding junk). I was hustling to earn money to buy a bicycle.
Once while trying to make a sale of my vegetables, a cantankerous lady customer accused me of stealing the vegetables from someone's garden. She said she was going to call the police. I told her the vegetables were from my grandparent's garden, but she wanted to know their names so she could call them. She scared the hell out of me, and I took off down the street, spilling a large portion of my produce cart. My grandmother chastised the suspicious lady for accusing her grandson of being dishonest. I looked up to my grandparents and my parents as heroes and my guardians against the forces of evil in the world.
My grandparents (Greutman) on my mom's side emigrated from Switzerland to the United States in the early 1900s. My grandfather (Emil) was a baker in San Francisco, and my grandmother (Bertha Barbara) looked after a family who lived on Nob Hill. When the 1906 earthquake hit San Francisco, Grandma and Grandpa lost almost everything. Grandfather fell ill and died of what was suspected as "baker's lungs." My grandmother was a strong person, both physically and emotionally, and she was pregnant with her first child (my mother). Grandmother moved to Seattle where my mother, Bertha, was born in 1907.
Grandmother met her late husband's brother (Herman) who had also emigrated from Switzerland, and they were married. Herman, whom I came to know as my grandfather, was actually my step-grandfather. They moved to North Dakota around 1911. In 1913, my uncle (Herman Jr.) was born in Williston. Around 1919, the Greutmans decided to move back to Switzerland, and my mom and my uncle attended school there. In 1924, they returned to North Dakota. They bought a house in west Williston and started a greenhouse.
My mother was a petite woman. She was full of vim and vigor, and most people would have had a hard time keeping up with her work. She had this vitality until later in life when diabetes took its toll. During World War II, my mom, grandmother, and my aunt Ceil picked potatoes on large farms in the Missouri River bottoms. It was backbreaking work, but it meant extra income for all of us. At nine or ten, I would work the potato fields with them from dawn until sundown.
Looking down those long, long rows of freshly dug potatoes, I'd anticipate the day's work, but I would always be up for it and the serious money I could make.
A dozen or so years later, when I became interested in art, I saw some reproductions of paintings and drawings by Van Gogh of peasants planting and digging potatoes. I marveled at the way he captured the gesture of the stooped figures at work in the fields. I could feel the ache in my back just looking at those images and remembering my own experiences. As often happens, art imitates life as life imitates art. Oscar Wilde once said, "Life imitates art far more than art imitates life." I disagree. I think it's a tie. Sorry, Oscar.
My father, Melvin (Mel), was born in 1899 in Idlewood, Illinois. My father never knew who his father was and was raised by his mother, Mata, his aunt Vernie, and his grandfather, Oliver Zeller Hicks. O. Z. Hicks was a minister of the Church of the Brethren and he, his daughter Vernie, and my father moved to North Dakota in 1911. What became of Dad's mother, Mata, I have no record. Aunt Vernie was Dad's principal guardian, but she died in 1919 from injuries received while trying to start a car by cranking when the car slipped into gear and ran over her.
Dad was a true gentleman, cut from the same fabric as the strong, silent type. He worked at a variety of jobs in Chicago to finance his education at Chicago Coin Electric College. In the early 1920s, he worked for the Southern Illinois Light and Power Company. After Chicago, Dad was employed by the United States Reclamation Service at its Williston Power Plant. In 1926, the plant was purchased by Montana Dakota Utilities, and Dad worked the rest of his career for MDU.
In June 1927, Melvin Hicks and Bertha Greutman were married. That year, on a stormy summer night, the power plant was struck by lightning. Dad, working the night shift, was inside the plant when it went up in flames. He came through the fire without any injuries, but the power plant was destroyed. A power station at Fairview, Montana, was put on standby power; Dad worked there for a couple of years until a new powerhouse was built in Williston.
The Williston Power Plant was an enchanted place for me. It was hot, noisy, and full of interesting levers, switches, dials, gadgets, gauges, pipes, cables, and wiring. I spent many hours there with my dad, and he explained the workings of a power plant. The boilers containing water were fired with natural gas furnaces to create steam to turn the turbines to generate electricity. Peering through the peepholes into those huge roaring furnaces was like looking into Hades itself. The noise was deafening, and you had to shout to one another to be heard. Working in that noisy environment for forty years affected my father's hearing.
In 1949, Dad became chief engineer for the Williston Power Plant. It was a very important position and was stressful at times. Whenever there was an electrical outage, Dad would get irate phone calls from customers who couldn't turn their lights on. The outages were usually caused by lightning storms at night in the summer. The Williston area had some awesome midnight firework displays of "Donner und Blitzen." My father was thoughtful and sensitive; I think he took every outage personally. He retired on December 31, 1964, as superintendent of the Montana Dakota Utilities Williston Power Plant.
When I was in the fourth grade at Williston Webster Grade School, my friend Dan reached in his pocket to pull out his handkerchief—and a handful of marbles went flying. When those marbles hit the hardwood floor, they bounced in every direction and were as loud as ricocheting bullets. Our teacher was on him like a hawk. Grabbing him by one ear, she started dragging him, like a wounded animal, into the coat room. We all knew that meant a strapping. She said, "Spare the rod and spoil the child." She never had spoiled children in her class.
Poor Dan's yelps with every whack of the strap made us all shudder. It was like a scene from a pirate novel where a shipmate was being flogged. Was walking the gangplank next?
In the 1940s, it was permissible, and acceptable, for adults with any authority to spank children. Some people took advantage of this entitlement and went to extremes with this power. Our fourth-grade teacher was such a person. She was an absolute authoritarian in all matters in that classroom. I believe she really thought the way to teach was to beat the student into submission. Rule by fear. There are humans, and deities, who have wielded their power by this edict, but I can truthfully say I did learn something from my fourth-grade teacher.
I learned to keep my desk in a straight row.
I learned to obey orders. Do exactly what I was told to do.
I learned not to ask questions or question anything.
I learned to be very quiet and make myself as inconspicuous as possible.
That was my fourth-grade education.
We were an outdoors family of campers, hunters, and fishing people. I would walk the Dakota coulees, hunting pheasants and grouse and through the stubble wheat fields looking for prairie chickens and partridge. Dad taught my brother and me the proper rules about firearm safety and good sportsmanship in hunting.
The wild game we harvested always showed up on our dinner table. Pheasant was my favorite, and we always had plenty of game birds for our Thanksgiving and Christmas dinners. Upland game bird-hunting became a way of life for me when I was growing up. Getting ready in the early mornings to go hunting stirred some primitive instinct as I felt excited in anticipation of the outdoor adventures.
The art of fishing, for me, is summed up in a quote by Sir Isaac Walton. "Angling (is) like the virtue of humility, which has a calmness of spirit and a world of other blessings attending upon it. It is an art worthy the knowledge and patience of a wise man."
From the time I was a toddler to manhood I spent myriad hours fishing the Muddy and the Missouri Rivers. Walleye pike fishing was the favorite sport-fishing activity for my family. Although we had walleye in North Dakota lakes and rivers, the best fishing was in Canada. Dad would take us on numerous trips to the Fort Qu'Appelle Lakes in Saskatchewan. Walleye were the prize fish because of their succulent sweet taste; some of the best meat came from their cheeks. Their meat was white and flakey like halibut. We called them the prairie fisherman's halibut.
To this day, fishing and hunting still stir a primitive response in my psyche that makes me feel a basic empathy with nature. The DNA imprints that define us as Homo sapiens have been passed down over two hundred thousand years of evolution from the time when we were basically hunters and gatherers. It may be deeply buried subconsciously, but one cannot deny genetics.
I've always looked at life like it was a fishing outing. If you have patience, you'll catch something—first you have to have your line, hook, and bait in the stream. I keep a little sign on my fridge that reminds me of one of my passions: Time is a stream that one goes fishing in.
CHAPTER 2
Swing Music and Brown Gas
When I was twelve, I would play country-and-western songs, picking out the melodies on the piano, accordion, and violin. I was a big fan of the singing cowboy balladeers and western swing bands like the Sons of the Pioneers, and Bob Wills and the Texas Playboys. I'd strum away on an old four-string (tenor) guitar that had been my dad's. This old guitar had been stored in a barn for years; no matter how much soapy scrubbing I did on its body, I couldn't get rid of the mice pee smell that had permeated the wood. I finally chucked it—throwing it on a pile of burning leaves. I remember thinking it made the finest musical sound it ever had, popping and crackling as it went up in flames.
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Table of Contents
Contents
Prologue.................... ix
Chapter 1: Beginning Time Remembered.................... 1
Chapter 2: Swing Music and Brown Gas.................... 9
Chapter 3: On the Road.................... 22
Chapter 4: Air Force.................... 34
Chapter 5: The Big Apple and a Slow Boat.................... 44
Chapter 6: The French-Swiss Connection.................... 54
Chapter 7: Back in the Good Old USA.................... 68
Chapter 8: Into the Sunset to the American Riviera.................... 78
Chapter 9: The Minneapolis School of Art.................... 93
Chapter 10: Minneapolis to Mexico to Maine.................... 100
Chapter 11: Return to Paradise.................... 109
Chapter 12: Ice Cream Delight.................... 122
Chapter 13: LA North.................... 135
Chapter 14: Sixties' Shrapnel, Seventies' Splendor.................... 150
Chapter 15: Transitions.................... 163
Chapter 16: Road to Recovery.................... 176
Chapter 17: New Millennium of Discoveries and Losses.................... 189
Chapter 18: Frightening, Surprising, Thrilling.................... 203
Afterword.................... 215