Touch: Poems

Touch: Poems

by Henri Cole
Touch: Poems

Touch: Poems

by Henri Cole

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Henri Cole's last three books have shown a continuously mounting talent. In his new book, Touch, written with an almost invisible but ever-present art, he continues to render his human topics—a mother's death, a lover's addiction, war—with a startling clarity. Cole's new poems are impelled by a dark knowledge of the body—both its pleasures and its discontents—and they are written with an aesthetic asceticism in the service of truth. Alternating between innocence and violent self-condemnation, between the erotic and the elegiac, and between thought and emotion, these poems represent a kind of mid-life selving that chooses life. With his simultaneous impulses to privacy and to connection, Cole neutralizes pain with understatement, masterful cadences, precise descriptions of the external world, and a formal dexterity rarely found in contemporary American poetry.

Touch is a Publishers Weekly Best Poetry Books title for 2011.


Product Details

ISBN-13: 9781466877788
Publisher: Farrar, Straus and Giroux
Publication date: 08/12/2014
Sold by: Macmillan
Format: eBook
Pages: 80
File size: 138 KB

About the Author

Henri Cole was born in Fukuoka, Japan, and was raised in Virginia. The recipient of many awards, he is the author, most recently, of Pierce the Skin (FSG, 2010); Blackbird and Wolf (FSG, 2007); Middle Earth (FSG, 2003), a Pulitzer Prize finalist; and The Visible Man (FSG, 1998).


Henri Cole was born in Fukuoka, Japan, to a French mother and an American father. He has published ten previous collections of poetry and received many awards, including the Jackson Poetry Prize, the Kingsley Tufts Poetry Award, the Rome Prize, the Berlin Prize, the Lenore Marshall Poetry Prize, and the Award of Merit Medal in Poetry from the American Academy of Arts and Letters. He has also published Orphic Paris, a memoir. He lives in Boston, Massachusetts, and teaches at Claremont McKenna College.

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Touch


By Henri Cole

Farrar, Straus and Giroux

Copyright © 2011 Henri Cole
All rights reserved.
ISBN: 978-1-4668-7778-8



CHAPTER 1

Don't be an open book.

MOTHER


    ASLEEP IN JESUS AT REST

    (gravestone epitaph)

    Their names were Victoria, Ebbenezer, Noah,
    Fannie, Travis, Alex, Pleasant,
    William Christmas, and Jane.
    Like father, they labored in exchange for small wooden houses.
    Breaking even was a feat.
    Things were settled when the crops were in.
    They were my ancestors and lived along the Pee Dee River,
    under tupelo, oak, and gum,
    where wolves made dens
    ("You could smell dem wolves!").
    According to the Census, they were mulatto
    (Spanish mulato, small mule).
    Women died of uremic poisoning.
    Children were stillborn.
    Those that lived were sprinkled on their foreheads
    and went to Sunday school,
    taught by Mrs. Lillian Ingram,
    in Wolf Pit Township, North Carolina.
    One of them wrote a poem:
    "There in the boughs, in a tiny nest, are three baby birds
    with mouths opened wide."
    When I was born,
    I weighed nine pounds of flesh.
    Mother's hair fell down
    the back of her long neck.
    Tears ran out of her eyes like animals.
    Fragrant convolutions from her insides
    filled the room with the strife of love.
    Daddy was on a tour of duty.
    "Remember you got a father," he used to say.
    "You weren't born by yourself."


    SOLITUDE: THE TOWER

    Long ago, I lived at the foot of the mountains,
    where my parents lived when they were young.
    Nearby, there was a daffodil farm, which I bicycled past
    each day on my way to the supermarket.
    Occasionally, there were earthquakes, but no one noticed.
    At my desk, words and phrases grew only slowly,
    like the embedded or basal portion of a hair,
    tooth, nail, or nerve. As I looked at the empty page —
    seeing into love, seeing into suffering,
    seeing into madness — my head ached so,
    dear reader, emotions toppling me in one
    direction, then another, but writing this now,
    sometimes in a rush, sometimes after drifting thought,
    I feel happiness, I feel I am not alone.


    SHRIKE

    How brightly you whistle, pushing the long, soft
    feathers on your rump down across the branch,
    like the apron of a butcher, as you impale a cricket
    on a meat hook deep inside my rhododendron.
    Poor cricket can hardly stand the whistling,
    not to speak of the brownish-red pecking
    (couldn't you go a little easy?), but holds up
    pretty good in a state of oneiric pain.
    Once, long ago, when they were quarrelling about money,
    Father put Mother's head in the oven.
    "Who are you?" it pleaded from the hell mouth.
    Upstairs in the bathroom, I drank water right out of the tap,
    my lips on the faucet. Everything was shaking and bumping.
    Earth was drawing me into existence.


    SUNFLOWER

    When Mother and I first had the do-not-
    resuscitate conversation, she lifted her head,
    like a drooped sunflower, and said,
    "Those dying always want to stay."
    Months later, on the kitchen table,
    Mars red gladiolus sang Ode to Joy,
    and we listened. House flies swooped and veered
    around us, like the Holy Spirit. "Nature
    is always expressing something human,"
    Mother commented, her mouth twisting,
    as I plucked whiskers from around it.
    "Yes, no, please." Tenderness was not yet dust.
    Mother sat up, rubbed her eyes drowsily, her breaths
    like breakers, the living man the beach.


    CHERRY BLOSSOM STORM

    A mother is a mother still,
    The holiest thing alive.


    COLERIDGE,
    "The Three Graves"

    "Draping my body in the usual sterile manner,
    they placed me in a supine position and adequate
    general anesthesia was obtained. Then a collar incision
    was made at the base of my neck and the strap muscles
    incised, the dissection continuing sharply over
    both my lobes as inferior vessels and veins
    were isolated, litigated, and divided, the cut surfaces
    like a cherry blossom storm, except for a small amount
    of beefy red identified at the pole. Awakening later,
    I heard a voice muttering: Don't worry about adultery
    (he sleeps in a different room). Don't go down after
    midnight. Don't take tranquilizers. Don't love. Don't hate.

    Sometimes, the paralysis of a soul awakens it. Sometimes,
    awful things have their own kind of beauty."


    MECHANICAL SOFT

    Walking yesterday in the cold, bright air,
    I encountered fifteen horses marching
    in a phalanx down the avenue. Long before
    they were visible, I heard their shoes striking
    the pavement, as language is sometimes audible
    before sense arrives. I loved how the wind played
    with their long, brushed tails. Though in a faraway
    place, I was not a stranger. Mother is dying,
    you see, and proximity to this death makes me
    nostalgic for the French language. I am not
    a typical son, I suppose, valuing happiness,
    even while spooning mechanically soft pears —
    like light vanishing — into the body whose tissue
    once dissolved to create breast milk for me.


    GREBE

    Faraway sibling, speak for me from your leafy islet inside the forest
    where water oozes up from the earth like gems.

    I could have been you
    sitting placidly day after day on your treasure,
    scarcely turning your neck to observe your companion's steadfast silvery presence
    as he alights and sits beside you in his vigil.

    You, who are so sure of your life
    in the bough-strangled world men cut back continually,
    speak for me, horizon-gatherer, since I cannot see
    further than my human eyes allow.

    Nobody nearby is aware of your secrets —
    not even the Sunday fisherman or the black drummer
    with his tom-tom —
    in this place of echoes, which was once a savannah.
    The world isn't any more timeworn or significant than your egg.
    Speak, for I cannot speak for you.
    I have no feathers and cannot even distinguish
    the blackness of the water from the green.

    CLAIRE MALROUX
    (translated from the French with the author)


    DOLPHINS

    The dolphins seem happy — lying on their spines,
    showing us their gleaming underparts — as the trainer
    rubs their cheeks and makes them chatter loudly.
    When she floats on her back, they push her with their snouts,
    as if through a Tiepolo sky, and the children shriek gaily,
    deranging my senses.

    Recently, among Mother's things, I found this:
    "I am afraid of him. He need psychiatric care. He lead me
    to believe strange things. He ignores me, threats me.
    Very mean. He want to know about insurance."
    Here, amid the screamers, loyalty and love have not
    been supplanted by trouble and strife. What shields
    the dolphins from implacable aloneness? Why do their souls
    have no knowledge of their insignificance? How far off
    the modern world seems. Beauty remains unshattered.


    MOSQUITO MOTHER

    You gave me a nice bite; I hope I didn't rip your wing off,
    pushing you away. We were sitting by the window;
    outside, there was rain on steroids. Your voice was so funny —
    up, down; soft, loud — but distant, I thought, reading
    my magazine. Then I felt your subtle knife touching me,
    as if I were just some part of the scenery, and we sat
    like that a long time, your moist red crown all shiny,
    as if from effusions: milk, blood, tears, urine, semen.
    Tell me, was I happier there in my loneliness,
    you feeding on my arm (Let go of the spirit departed),
    emotion dripping liquid morphine through me (Nobody there),
    as when — poem, rope, torture — I couldn't look at the corpse
    in the coffin with eyes closed (Continue your life)?
    It was a subtle knife, too, cutting lipid yellow, until I pushed it away.


    FLYING THINGS

    Now the spell
    has broken,
    the bleeding and
    coalescing begun,
    each day

    soft and hard,
    cold and warm,
    nurturing and distant,
    as the cold rain
    gives a ghostly aura,

    wet-on-wet,
    to everything,
    moth, squirrel, bee,
    fly, and bat providing
    occasional reverberations

    from the earth,
    which soon will be
    draped and piled
    into abstraction,
    as each snowfall —

    like linen unfolded,
    conjuring the domestic —
    forces us inward
    into fraught territories
    of self and family,

    instead of out into waves
    at the beach or furrows
    in the bronzing garden.
    Fold one thousand
    paper cranes on the kitchen table

    and the spirits will cure you,
    a friend once advised,
    a thousand crane constructions
    to complement, sustain,
    and nurture me

    when the multi-breasted
    "good mother" is gone,
    and the art of life
    becomes, mostly,
    the art of avoiding pain,

    so the ceremonial
    folding goes on,
    each bird folded
    and sewn to another,
    beak to tail.


    IMMORTAL

    With the press of a button,
    she appears out
    of darkness, sitting
    with one ankle
    over the other,

    in a woven dress
    and sandals,
    traces of coca leaf
    still on her lips,
    her hair braided finely,

    with a wrinkle in one cheek
    where her shawl
    touched it. Sometime
    after her sacrifice,
    lightning probably

    burned her body,
    leaving the marks.
    Fifteen maybe,
    well nourished, with blood
    still in her heart,

    she sits in an
    acrylic cylinder
    at a temperature of zero,
    as she did for five
    hundred years

    in an underground
    niche, after drinking
    maize beer
    and falling asleep,
    then freezing.

    A plaque states:
    According to beliefs,
    children do not die
    but join ancestors
    on the mountaintop.


    "She doth not sleep,"
    I thought, years later,
    kneeling with my
    eyes closed beside
    Mother's coffin.

    "Look, Henri, isn't she beautiful!"
    my aunt exclaimed,
    but I couldn't.
    I don't need to know
    what I already know.


    DEAD MOTHER

    All of life was there — love, death, memory —
    as the eyes rolled back into the wrinkled sleeve
    of the head, and five or six tears — profound,
    unflinching, humane — ran out of her skull,
    breathtakingly heroic, and tenderness (massaging
    the arms, sponging the lips) morphed into a dog
    howling under the bed, the bruised body that
    had carried us, splaying itself now, not abstract,
    but symbolic, like the hot-water bottle,
    the plastic rosaries, the shoes in the wheelchair
    ("I'm ready to stretch out"), as dents and punctures
    of the flesh — those gruesome flowers — a macabre tumor,
    and surreal pain, changed into hallowed marble,
    a lens was cleared, a coffer penetrated.


    BROOM

    A starkly lighted room with a tangy iron odor;
    a subterranean dankness; a metal showerhead hanging from the ceiling;
    a scalpel, a trocar, a pump; a white marble table; a naked, wrinkled
    body faceup on a sheet, with scrubbed skin, clean nails,
    and shampooed hair; its mouth sewn shut, with posed lips,
    its limbs massaged, its arteries drained, its stomach and intestines emptied;
    a pale blue sweater, artificial pearls, lipstick, and rouge;
    hands that once opened, closed, rolled, unrolled, rerolled, folded, unfolded,
    turned, and returned, as if breathing silver, unselfing themselves now
    (very painful); hands that once tore open, rended, ripped,
    served, sewed, and stroked (very loving), pushing and butting now
    with all their strength as their physiognomy fills with firming fluid;
    hands once raucous, sublime, quotidian — now strange, cruel, neat;
    hands that once chased me gruesomely with a broom, then brushed my hair.


TOUCH

In a hospital morgue,
I lay in a pine box
propped up in a simple tiled room
with a curtain for privacy
that blew open when each guest
entered the chapel.

I wore an ivory silk shirt
and held a pink rose.
White satin covered me to the waist
and was crudely stapled
around the edges of the coffin.

Then some morgue-men nudged the lid into place,
tightened the screws with a ratchet brace
that made a shrieking sound,
melted wax over the screw-heads to seal them,
and nailed a crucifix to the place
over my mouth,
or what had been my mouth.

On a hillside,
they lowered me with ropes into rock,
and those who looked
glimpsed the buffed star on your coffin glinting in the black,
instead of a sea of skulls.

Then I lay down beside you,
dissolving loneliness,
and the white maggots wriggled.

As the preacher spoke,
no one seemed to hear him,
tamping their eyes, touching one another.
He wore a long, black hooded robe
and carried a staff,
at the top of which two snakes
hissed at one another.
He crumbled dry soil over us.
He seemed emotional.

Remember the canaries
in the utility room off the kitchen,
a mother and her offspring
with yellow bodies and tick marks?

Remember how they sang with their beaks closed
when we set them free each night,
listening and watching
as they circled overhead
in the bright lights that imitated daybreak?
Remember the notes that resembled bubbling water?
What a fine performance they gave!
Though they didn't know where they were going,
they made their prettiest song of all.


(Continues...)

Excerpted from Touch by Henri Cole. Copyright © 2011 Henri Cole. Excerpted by permission of Farrar, Straus and Giroux.
All rights reserved. No part of this excerpt may be reproduced or reprinted without permission in writing from the publisher.
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Table of Contents

Contents

TITLE PAGE,
COPYRIGHT NOTICE,
DEDICATION,
I,
Asleep in Jesus at Rest,
Solitude: The Tower,
Shrike,
Sunflower,
Cherry Blossom Storm,
Mechanical Soft,
Grebe,
Dolphins,
Mosquito Mother,
Flying Things,
Immortal,
Dead Mother,
Broom,
Touch,
II,
Hens,
Taxidermied Fawn,
Ulro,
Rain and Mountains,
Waking,
Pig,
Bloodstains,
Hairy Spider,
Last Words,
Legend,
The Flagellation,
Quai aux Fleurs,
Orange Hole,
Sleeping Soldiers,
III,
Bats,
Seaweed,
Passion,
One Animal,
Laughing Monster,
Self-portrait with Addict,
Quilt,
Doll,
Resistance,
Away,
By the Name of God, the Most Merciful and Gracious,
Carwash,
Myself Departing,
Swimming Hole, Buck Creek, Springfield, Ohio,
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS,
ALSO BY HENRI COLE,
COPYRIGHT,

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