The Upside of Fear: How One Man Broke the Cycle of Prison, Poverty and Addiction

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In his gut-wrenching memoir of brutal crime, prison time, and ultimate redemption, author Weldon Long tells the true story of how he transformed himself from a drug-addled convict to the CEO of a multimillion-dollar business by discovering the upside of fear.

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In his gut-wrenching memoir of brutal crime, prison time, and ultimate redemption, author Weldon Long tells the true story of how he transformed himself from a drug-addled convict to the CEO of a multimillion-dollar business by discovering the upside of fear.

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Product Details

  • ISBN-13: 9781608320004
  • Publisher: Greenleaf Book Group, LLC
  • Publication date: 9/1/2009
  • Pages: 199
  • Sales rank: 186,963
  • Product dimensions: 6.00 (w) x 9.00 (h) x 1.10 (d)

Meet the Author

Weldon Long knows firsthand that Maui is nicer than prison. After thirteen years of federal and state incarceration, he emerged a transformed man: a powerful speaker, driven motivator, and successful trainer/entrepreneur. Long holds a BS in law and an MBA in management, despite dropping out of high school in the ninth grade. He splits his time between the beaches of Maui and the mountains of Colorado with his wife, Janet, and son, Hunter.
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Table of Contents

Acknowledgments v

Preface ix

1 A Night Out with Elliot: Spring 1987 1

2 Black Monday: October 19, 1987 13

3 Me: 1964 to 1987 23

4 I'm Going to Ca&ntidle;on City, Cañon City Here I Come ...: December 1987 to Spring 1990 29

5 Back on the Street Again: Spring 1990 to December 1, 1991 41

6 And Then There Were Two: December 1, 1991 to January 1993 57

7 Happy Birthday to Me: January 18, 1993 67

8 Back to the Can: January 1993 to Fall 1993 75

9 Back on the Street Again (Reprise): Fall 1993 to March 1995 83

10 Viva Las Vegas: March 1995 to March 1996 91

11 The Turning Point: March 1996 to August 1996 101

12 The Upside of Fear: September 1996 to August 1997 113

13 Reality Bites: December 1996 to July 1997 127

14 Not Out of the Woods Yet: August 1997 to May 1999 135

15 Finished with the Feds: May 14, 1999 to December 10, 1999 151

16 The Prodigal Son Returns to Cañon City: December 10, 1999 to October 2002 159

17 Back on the Streets Again (Final Reprise): October 2002 to April 2003 179

18 Epilogue: 2003 to Present 189

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  • Posted October 14, 2009

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    Motivational, Life Changing. Read This Book!!

    I am recommending this book to everyone I know! The author delivers a true tale that is heartbreaking, funny, motivational, and feel-good, all rolled into one book.

    Growing up, Wally had a father that was distant, and while never really in big trouble, he was a classic underachiever and didn't really fit in well. He married young, and it was a dyfunctional relationship. Neither he or his wife were happy, and neither really knew what was wrong, or how to fix it. One night Wally is out driving around aimlessly (pretty much the way he had lived life up to this point), when he picks up a hitchhiker. Together, the two of them decide to rob a store, and life goes rapidly downhill from there. For the next 20 years, Wally's live is a mess, over half that time is spent in prison, when he is out of prison the time is spent committing crime, drinking, using drugs, and having a son that he rarely sees. With a ninth grade education, he finally realizes in prison that the only way to change things is for HIM to make a decision, change his life, and make it the way he wants it to be. He begins by reading every self-help, religious and motivational text he can get his hands on. The story from there is nothing less than an inspiration. There is truly something here for us all to learn.

    Weldon (Wally) Long pulls no punches here, and doesn't try to pretty up the truth of his mistakes in any way. The story is harsh and brutal, and sometimes it's pretty tough to have any sympathy for him. Written with honesty and from the heart, it will make the toughest reader feel a tug on the heartstrings. Teaching himself to share his loving feeling for his son through letters to the boy, he shares a tender and moving part of himself; one he wasn't even aware existed.

    If you know someone struggling with life, and feeling that they are just unlucky and ready to give up, buy this book for them. Regardless of your views on religion, whether you believe in God, miracles, or anything else; this book will touch your soul and help you see things differently. I have already loaned it out to a friend, and actually have several more folks in mind to lend it to next. In fact, I plan on buying a couple of copies, one to keep for myself and a few more to share with friends, family and others.

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  • Anonymous

    Posted September 2, 2013

    Amazing read

    Reading this book as my sons father is in the system and it helps me see what he might be feeling/experiencing and it also gived me hope and helps me to focus on where I am going from here.

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  • Anonymous

    Posted October 15, 2009

    A book that will touch your heart and make you realise that you truley CAN achieve anything you want to. Totally Inspirational- must add to your library!

    The other reviews explain precisely what the book is about, though I wanted to add how truley sensational and inspirational this book really was for me. It still amazes me how one man endured all that he did- jail for almost 20 years, to now having transformed his life totally and living a life one would only dream of. After reading the book, I felt connected to the author because he opened up his heart and soul and told it how it truley was and didnt sugar coat it in any way. It was as though I was enduring all that he was and I even became totally overjoyed when he was in the midst of transforming his life. It left me realising that my obstacles in life are minor compared to Weldon's and also that I should look at each day as a blessing and MAKE life happen, as opposed to 'going with the flow' in the river we call life. If you think you have tried everything to overcome your obstacles and can not see the light at the end of the tunnel, read this book-it is a real eye opener! If Wally can do it- so can we all!!

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  • Anonymous

    Posted September 10, 2009

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    Truly touching and inspirational this book has all the makings of a best seller. It draws you in from the first page. Once you start reading it you can't put it down.

    The book begins with the crime which first sent Wally to prison and the thinking which lead him down a path of self destruction. While in prison Wally comes to the realization that his life could be different. Determined to change, he begins a quest to transform his life. He writes down on a piece of paper, glued to the prison wall with tooth paste,the kind of person he will become and the life he will have. Every day and every night for seven years, Wally focuses on what his new life will be like. Thinking about his new life, helps him escape for a short time, from an otherwise bleak prison life. When Wally is released from prison he is able to live the life he dreamed of. This book makes you believe anything is possible and is a true example of how changing your thinking can change your life.

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    Posted October 6, 2009

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