Table of Contents
Author's Note xiii
Introduction, "All shut eyes ain't sleep." xvii
Chapter 1 My Cousins. My Brothers. 1
Chapter 2 Saturdaze 17
Lil' Rall to Nanny 30
Chapter 3 They Both Did It 37
Chapter 4 You'll Shoot Your Eye Out 53
Chapter 5 Barbershop Talk 65
Justice's Letter to Nanny 78
Chapter 6 911, What's Your Emergency? 81
Rasul to Nanny 96
Chapter 7 Did We Kill Matt? 99
Matt to Nanny 115
Chapter 8 New Home, New Beginnings 121
Garrett to Nanny (Spoken at Her Funeral) 130
Chapter 9 What Happened to the Yams? 133
Chapter 10 Wedding Bells and Brawls 145
Chapter 11 Boyz to Men 161
Chapter 12 All Good Things Must Come to an End 175
Chapter 13 Amazing Grace 187
Kennedy to Nanny 206
Chapter 14 We Are Not Broken 211
Acknowledgments 219
Reading Group Guide 223