Yes, My Darling Daughter

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Every once in a blue moon, a masterful writer dives into gothic waters and emerges with a novel thatlike Daphne du Maurier’s Rebecca, Minette Walters’s The Breaker, and Donna Tartt’s The Little Friend—simultaneously celebrates and transcends the tradition. Welcome Margaret Leroy to the clan.

What’s the matter with Sylvie?

Such a pretty girl. Four years old; well loved by her young mother, Grace. But there’s something . . . off about the child....

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Overview

Every once in a blue moon, a masterful writer dives into gothic waters and emerges with a novel thatlike Daphne du Maurier’s Rebecca, Minette Walters’s The Breaker, and Donna Tartt’s The Little Friend—simultaneously celebrates and transcends the tradition. Welcome Margaret Leroy to the clan.

What’s the matter with Sylvie?

Such a pretty girl. Four years old; well loved by her young mother, Grace. But there’s something . . . off about the child. Her deathly fear of water; night terrors; most of all, her fixation with a photo of an Irish seaside town called Coldharbour.

“Sylvie, tell me about your picture. Why’s it so special, sweetheart?” My heart is racing, but I try to make my voice quite calm.

“That’s my seaside, Grace.” Very matter-of-fact, as though this should be obvious. “I lived there, Grace. Before.”

Haunted and haunting, Yes, My Darling Daughter is a wonderfully original, deliciously suspenseful mystery, "a haunting book and a tantalizing read" (The Providence Journal).

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Editorial Reviews

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“Stunning . . . gothic fiction at its best.”—Katherine Bailey, Star Tribune (Minneapolis)

“Eerily lovely. . . one of those rare books you'll sit with till your bones ache.”—Cathleen Medwick, O, The Oprah Magazine

“A poignant ghost story . . . Leroy is an evocative writer who expertly conjures up the cloud of fear enveloping a mother struggling to reach her child.” —Muriel Dobbin, The Washington Times

“Leroy’s fourth novel is engrossing, almost chilling, and yet, a joyous story . . . For literary readers who like a touch of the otherworldly Rebecca in their reading.” —Diane Stresing, The Plain Dealer (Cleveland)

Yes, My Darling Daughter is a charming page-turner. It is Margaret Leroy’s fifth novel, and clearly the work of an accomplished writer—a haunting book and a tantalizing read.” —Lois d. Atwood, The Providence Journal

“Fans of old-fashioned gothics will welcome this tale of love, betrayal and death from British author Leroy . . . Leroy’s prose lures readers into a disturbing murder mystery. Her characters are as realistic and intriguing as her locales in England and Ireland.” —Publishers Weekly (starred review)

Publishers Weekly

Fans of old-fashioned gothics will welcome this tale of love, betrayal and death from British author Leroy (The River House). At first glance, Grace, a single mom, and Sylvie, her bright, lovely child, have a simple, happy life. Though Grace struggles to make ends meet, all is well until Sylvie begins to act out at preschool and with playmates. She has tantrums, makes odd remarks and has an extreme fear of water. As Sylvie's behavior worsens, Grace is at a loss to explain her daughter's outbursts. She seeks help, only to find herself and their "lifestyle" to blame. When Sylvie recalls what seem to be past-life experiences, Grace looks up a university professor who's studied the paranormal in the hope he can resolve Sylvie's increasingly erratic behavior. Heavy with atmosphere and rich in detail, Leroy's prose lures readers into a disturbing murder mystery. Her characters are as realistic and intriguing as her locales in England and Ireland. (Apr.)

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Single mother Grace dotes on four-year-old Sylvie. However, the child's behavioral issues, such as her intense fear of water, screaming fits, night terrors, and unusual social responses, are getting worse. After a meltdown causes Sylvie to get kicked out of her preschool, Grace doesn't know where to turn, until she reads about Adam Winters and the Psychic Institute in a magazine. Adam is a researcher who, among other things, studies troubled children to see if they are experiencing traumas from a past life. Using clues Sylvie has given her-a picture of a coastal Irish town, her fear of water-Adam and Grace manage to find out what may be the source of Sylvie's troubles. Despite a ghostly feel, the book isn't scary so much as mysterious in the way of old gothics like those of Victoria Holt. It unfolds slowly, but somewhat predictably, just like life in the Irish seaside setting. There is quite a bit of suspension of disbelief, much of it based on handy coincidences rather than the past-life angle. However, those who like Victorian gothics will enjoy getting to know Sylvie and Grace.-Jamie Watson, Harford County Public Library, MD

Kirkus Reviews
Leroy (The River House, 2005, etc.), who specializes in delineating the lives of unhappy, not entirely likable British women, describes a young single mother whose child-rearing problems defy mere psychology. Thanks to an affair with a married man several years earlier, narrator Grace is now raising preschooler Sylvie on her own. A beautiful child, Sylvie has a number of quirks. She has always called Grace by her first name. She is intensely afraid of water. Lately she has been upsetting her best friend Lennie by saying the little girl isn't the real Lennie. She sleeps with a photograph of an Irish coastal town she claims is her real home. Her obstinacy and fears increase, causing uncontrollable tantrums and moments of rage. Soon her preschool expels Sylvie. Lennie's mother Karen, Grace's only friend, suggests that Sylvie needs a therapist. Instead Grace seeks out Adam Winters, an academic researcher of the paranormal. Until Adam's arrival, the novel is an ambitiously queasy character study of Grace: protective of her child but also defensive, still obsessed with her ex-lover and envious of Karen's more comfortable, settled life. Adam introduces parapsychology as an improved alternative to bland mainstream solutions. Grace's early distrust of Adam quickly gives way, in part because she finds him attractive but also because she is moved when he describes his older brother's death while they were stealing a car together as teens and his brother's ghostly return. The possibility that telling such a story to a client may be inappropriate does not enter into this novel's Gothic worldview any more than the questionable ethics of Adam and Grace's growing romantic involvement. Grace, Sylvie andAdam head to the Irish village depicted in Sylvie's photo and ferret out her former life. Seven years ago, nine-year-old Jessica (now Sylvie) and her mother were murdered. The murderer is still at large, though not for long. Leroy's delicate psychological insight falls to pieces under the weight of solving a preposterous murder mystery. Agent: Kathleen Anderson/Anderson Grinberg Literary Management
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Product Details

  • ISBN-13: 9780312429348
  • Publisher: Picador
  • Publication date: 3/2/2010
  • Edition description: First Edition
  • Edition number: 1
  • Pages: 352
  • Sales rank: 1,019,449
  • Product dimensions: 8.32 (w) x 5.50 (h) x 0.94 (d)

Meet the Author

Margaret Leroy was born in England and studied music at Oxford. She has worked as a music therapist, teacher, and psychiatric social worker. She is the author of four previous novels.

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Chapter one

IT'S PLEASANT HERE in Karen's kitchen, talking about our children, sipping chardonnay, with before us on the wide oak table the wreck of the children's tea. I glance around the circle. You can tell that everyone's dressed up in honor of the party-Fiona has glittery earrings, Michaela is wearing a clingy wrap top that frames her lavish cleavage. But only Karen has a proper costume: she always feels that as hostess she has license, and today she's a rather glamorous witch, in a black chiffon frock with a raggedy hem and with lots of Rouge Noir on her nails. Behind her on the windowsill there are lighted pumpkin faces, and the candle flames shiver and falter in the draft that sneaks in around the frame.

The children yell. We turn toward the open door of the living room, watching as the magician pulls some spiders out of his sleeve. Leo, Karen's husband, who's in there keeping order, applauds with great enthusiasm. The magician is exceptional, everyone keeps saying so-Karen was brilliant to find him. He looked quite ordinary, arriving in his grimy van, prosaically dressed in jeans and a Coldplay T-shirt. But now, in his cloak of indigo silk with a silver pattern of planets, he has a presence, a mystery.

"I do like clever hands," says Michaela. "Can I take him home with me?"

He flings two scarves up into the air that come down tied together. The children watch wide-eyed. All their own outfits look a little random now-masks hanging off, cloaks slipping from shoulders. Josh, Karen's son, is at the front, with stick-on scars from Sainsbury's on his arms, and Lennie, her little girl, is sitting next to Sylvie, dressed as a witch's black cat. Sylvie has bunched up the skirts of her snowflake dress and is absently sucking the white ribbon hem. She really wanted to be a cat like Lennie, but the black cat costume in Clinton Cards was one of the most expensive, and I took the cheaper snowflake outfit from its peg and held it against her, hoping to persuade her without her getting upset. She looked at herself in the mirror. The dress was white and frothy, of some muslinlike material, with trailing ribbons. She has hair like lint, no color, the slightest smudge of freckles on her nose. Pale things suit her. For myself, I like color, I'd love to dress her in the rainbow, but too much brightness seems to overwhelm her. She smiled at her reflection. She was pale and perfect against the whiteness of the dress, and to my relief she was easily persuaded. Though I hate these moments, always the everyday abrasions, the things I so long to buy for her that I'm sure would make her happy, at least for a little while. None of the other mothers around the table, I suspect, would understand this; nor would they know the panic I feel when Sylvie grows out of her shoes, or at the arrival of a birthday invitation requiring a present I haven't budgeted for.

The women are exchanging the numbers of party entertainers. I let their voices float past me. Through the window behind Michaela I can see into Karen's garden, where the brown light of evening is draining down into the wet, heavy earth. The shape of the tree house where Lennie and Sylvie play in summer is sharp as though cut with a blade against the luminous sky. It's so still today-not a breath of wind, not a sigh. When we came here, Sylvie and I, when we parked and got out of the car, the stillness fell over us, a stillness like a garment, unbroken and entire. Even the wind chimes hanging from someone's apple tree were silent, no sound at all in the wide, parked up street but the clear, sweet pipe of a bird. There was a rich smell of October, of earth and rot and wet leaves. Sylvie ran on ahead of me. I'd put her in her white summer sandals to match the snowflake outfit, and they have hard soles that made a clear click click in the stillness. I called after her, "Be careful, Sylvie, don't get too far ahead." She turned to face me, standing on tiptoe, reaching her arms out to either side, her face intent with concentration, as though she were balancing in a tricky, difficult place. As though she could fall off.

"I can hear my feet, Grace. I can hear them."

"Yes," I said.

"I've got noisy noisy feet. I could be a dancer. Listen, Grace. I'm a dancer, aren't I, Grace?"

"Yes, you're a dancer," I said.

She did a neat pirouette, pleased, self-aware in her elaborate dress, then ran on again, white as a wisp of smoke or mist against the gray of the pavement, at once so pale and so vivid, like she was the only living thing in the whole still, darkening street.

A few doors up from Karen's house, someone came out with a pumpkin and put it on their windowsill and lit the candle inside. We stopped to admire the pumpkin. The face was carved with panache: it had a toothy, rakish grin.

"He's smiling, Grace, isn't he? He's smiling at us."

"Yes, he's smiling," I said.

She was happy for a moment, trusting, feeling the world to be benign. I wrapped my hand around hers. Her skin was cold, but she nestled her hand quite firmly into mine. I love it when she's happy like that.

The magician is building to his grand finale. He wants a volunteer. All the children have raised their hands, urgent and eager, frantic to be chosen. Sylvie too has put up her hand, though not so keenly as the other children. There's often a little reserve about her, something held back. I will him: Please don't choose her, please please don't choose Sylvie. But he does, of course, drawn perhaps by her reticence. He beckons to her, and we watch, all the mothers, as she walks out to the front and he seats her on his chair.

Karen glances toward me with a quick, reassuring smile. "She's doing great," she murmurs.

And she's right: for the moment Sylvie seems quite poised and controlled, clasping her hands together neatly in her lap. Her lips are pursed with concentration. The expression is precisely Dominic's.

The magician kneels beside her. "No worries, okay, sweetheart? I promise not to turn you into a tadpole or anything."

She gives him a slight smile that says this is naive of him, that of course she knows how the world works.

He scribbles in the air with his wand, mutters something in Latin. A flourish of his cloak entirely covers her for an instant. When he flings back the silk with a slight air of triumph, a real live rabbit is sitting in Sylvie's lap. The children applaud. Sylvie hugs the rabbit.

Fiona turns toward me. "That's your little girl, isn't it?" she says. "That's Sylvie?"

"Yes," I tell her.

Sylvie is stroking the rabbit with cautious, gentle gestures. She seems oblivious of the other children. She looks entirely happy.

"I'm not surprised he chose her," she says. "That white-blond hair, and those eyes."

"She was sitting right at the front, I guess," I say.

"She's just so cute," says Fiona. "And I'm always fascinated by the way she calls you by your Christian name . . . Of course, in our family we're rather more traditional."

"That didn't come from me," I say.

But she isn't really listening.

"Was it something you felt very strongly about?" she says.

Her crystal earrings send out spiky shards of light.

"Not at all," I say. "It was Sylvie's choice. It came from her. She never called me Mum."

The woman's eyes are on me, taking in my short denim skirt, my jacket patterned with sequins, my strappy scarlet shoes. She's older than me, and so much more solid and certain. Her expression is opaque.

"Just never said Mama? What, even when she was just beginning to talk?"

"No. Never." I feel accused. I swallow the urge to apologize.

"Goodness." She has a troubled look. "So what about her dad? What does she call him?"

"She doesn't see him," I tell her. "I'm a single parent. It's just us-just me and Sylvie."

"Oh I'm so sorry," she says. As though embarrassed that she has called out this admission from me. "That must be quite a struggle for you," she goes on. "I honestly just don't know how I'd cope without Dan."

There's a surge of noise from the living room, where the children are tidying up under the watchful eye of the magician. The rabbit is in a basket now.

"He's doing the games as well," says Karen. "Isn't that fabulous?"

Leo comes to refill his glass. He's wearing a polo shirt that doesn't really suit him; he's one of those substantial men who look best in formal clothes. He greets us with the exaggerated bonhomie that men always seem to adopt on joining a group of mothers. He comes from Scotland and has a mellifluous Gaelic accent. He puts his arm round Karen, caressing her shoulder through the chiffony fabric of her frock. I can tell he likes the witch outfit. Much later, perhaps, when the party is over and the clearing up is all done, he will ask her to put it on again.

Michaela leans across the table toward me. She wants to talk about nurseries. Am I happy with Little Acorns, where Sylvie goes? She's heard that Mrs. Pace-Barden, who runs it, is really very dynamic. She has her doubts about nannies. Well, you never get to see what they're actually up to, do you? She heard about this nanny who fed the kids on a different flavor of Jell-O every lunchtime because the mother said to be sure to give them plenty of fruit. I turn with relief from Fiona. In the living room, the magician is setting up a game of apple bobbing. The girls make an orderly queue, though Josh and some of the other boys are racing around at the edges of the room.

The wine eases into my veins. I have my back to the living room now. I let my vigilance relax, enjoying this conversation. I love to talk about Sylvie's nursery school-it's my one big luxury. I was thrilled when they gave her a place. The candles glimmer and tremble on the windowsill, and behind them, in Karen's garden, darkness clots and thickens in the hollows under the hedge.

Out of nowhere, some instinct makes me turn. It's Sylvie's go at apple bobbing, she's kneeling by the bowl. I don't see exactly what happens. A commotion, a scrabble of boys near the bowl, and then water everywhere, all over the stripped pine floor, and on Sylvie's hair and her clothes. I see her face, but I can't get there in time, can't undo it. I'm too late, I'm always too late. She's kneeling there, taut as a wire, the other children already backing away from her: tense, white, the held breath, then the scream.

The children part to let me through. I kneel beside her and hold her. Her body is rigid, she's fighting against me. Her screams are thin, high, edged with fear. When I put my arms around her, she pushes against my chest with her fists, as though I am her enemy. Everyone's eyes are on us: the other children, fascinated, a little superior; the women, at once sympathetic and disapproving. I glimpse the magician's look of startled concern as he gathers the other children together for the next game. I try to sweep her up in my arms, but she's fighting me, I can't do it. I half carry, half drag her into the hall. Karen comes after us, closes the living-room door.

"Grace, I'm so sorry," she mouths at me through Sylvie's screams. "I forgot Sylvie's thing about water. It's my fault, Grace, I should have told him . . . Look, don't forget her party bag, there are pumpkin biscuits." She thrusts a colored plastic bag in my direction, but I can't take it, my hands are full with Sylvie. "Don't worry, I'll keep it for her. Hell, Grace . . ."

I kneel there clasping Sylvie on the pale, expensive carpet in Karen's immaculate hall. Sometimes when Sylvie works herself up like this, she's sick. I know I have to get her out.

"It was a lovely party," I tell her. "I'll ring you." Sylvie's screams drown out my words.

Karen holds open the door for us.

I maneuver Sylvie down the path and along the darkening pavement. Her crying is shockingly loud, ripping apart the stillness of the street.

When I get to the car, I hold her tight against me and scrabble in my bag for the keys and manage to open the door. I sit in the driver's seat, holding her close on my lap. We sit there for a long time. Gradually she quiets, the tension leaving her. She sinks into me, crying more gently. Her face and the front of her dress are wet from the water that splashed on her and from her tears. Her eyelashes are clumped together, as though with cheap mascara.

I dry her face and smooth her hair.

"Shall we go home now?"

She nods. She climbs into the back and fastens her belt.

My hands on the steering wheel are shaking, and I'm cautious at intersections. I know that I'm not driving well. My car smells as always of pollen from the flowers I deliver; I flick a broken frond of fern from the dashboard onto the floor. I glance at Sylvie in the rearview mirror. Her face is absolutely white, like someone coming around from shock. There's a dull weight of dread in my stomach, the feeling I always try to overlook or push away: the sense I have that there's something about Sylvie that is utterly beyond me. There's too much sadness in her crying, too much fear.

My flat is in Highfields, in a street of Victorian terraces. Long ago, this was an imposing address; now it's the red-light district. In the street near my door, there are smells of petrol and urine, and the thick, unwholesome perfume of rotting melons from the market. The sky is the color of ink and absolutely cloudless. Later, once it's fully dark, there will be lots of stars. A couple of prostitutes are huddled on the corner next to Kwik Save, bare-legged and quietly talking, a blue vague haze of cigarette smoke around them.

There's a nervousness I feel always, coming back to our home. The flat is on the ground floor, with an alleyway beside it, and I worry about intruders-about the rootless, drifting people I often see in the street. Sometimes I think I should have chosen somewhere different, more rational. And it's drafty, high-ceilinged, hard to heat, with a temperamental boiler in the bathroom. My elderly landlady, who smells of eucalyptus and wears a moth-eaten leopard-skin coat, explained about the boiler when we moved here, but I've never got the hang of it. And it all has a rather empty feel; the flimsy wicker furniture that was all I could afford is really too insubstantial for these high-ceilinged rooms. But it has French windows and a scrap of garden-a patchy lawn, a wall of yellow London brick, a mulberry tree that's trained against the wall. To be honest, I probably chose it because of the mulberry. It was fruiting when we first came here, and urged on by the landlady, I picked a mulberry each for Sylvie and for me. Sylvie held her hand out. I put the mulberry onto her palm.

"Hold it lightly," I told her. "Careful you don't crush it."

Her eyes were round and very bright. She kept her hand flat, lowering her mouth to her hand-with a kind of reverence, almost, as though the fruit were some precious thing. I thought she might not like it-that the taste would be too complex, too subtle, the winey sharpsweetness of it-but she loved it, ate it slowly, ceremoniously. Her hand and her mouth were stained with vivid juice.

I open up, turn the light on. Everything is as it should be. My living room greets me, orderly and tranquil, the calico curtains, the apples in a bowl. Some sunflowers I brought back from the shop-not fit to sell, but still with a day or two's life in them-are glowing on my table.

Sylvie is exhausted now. When I sit on the sofa and pull her down beside me, her body is heavy, her head droops into my chest. I breathe in the scent of her hair. As I watch, her eyelids flicker wildly. Between one breath and the next, she sinks deeply into sleep. Scarcely breathing, I lay her down on the sofa, carefully, as though she could easily break. I cover her with the duvet from her bedroom, tuck in Big Ted beside her. When she wakes she'll be fine, as though none of this had happened.

I sit there for a while, relishing the silence and the sound of her peaceful breath. I think of the women at the party, sitting around Karen's table, their orderly lives and platinum wedding rings and confident opinions. I wonder what they have said about me, about Sylvie. I imagine their conversations. Poor Grace, what a pain for her . . . Of course kids have tantrums, but not like that, not when she's nearly four . . . It's so important to let them know where you stand. You have to be consistent . . . Well, of course, Grace is on her own. That can't help when it comes to discipline . . .

And Karen-what will she be thinking? Will she be joining in? Solicitous, concerned, perhaps a little disapproving? Karen matters so much to me. I'm grateful for her friendship, yet always uneasy because it feels so unequal. I could never ask her and Lennie to visit us here; I know just what she'd think about the syringes in the street. We always meet at her place, where there's a family room that's full of books and toys and sunlight, and the whole wide garden to play in with its tree house and velvet lawns.

I met Karen on the maternity ward, after giving birth to Sylvie. It was a strange time. You're opened up, your body breached, all your defenses down. I scarcely slept at all, the ward was so noisy at night. Instead I'd lie and stare at Sylvie through the transparent walls of her cot, just stare and stare. I couldn't believe that such a perfect creature existed. Or in the day I'd hold her for hours, feeding her or just rocking her in my arms. Thinking, She is mine. My daughter. And when she startled when a door banged and I felt the fear go through her, I thought, She only has me. She only has me to keep her safe. I knew that I would do anything to protect her, that I'd die for her if I had to, I wouldn't have to choose, I'd just do it. There's a kind of exultant freedom in that knowledge-to love someone more than you love yourself. Not by any effort of will, but just because you do.

Sometimes I thought of Dominic, imagined that maybe he'd come. It was just a little bright flicker of hope that wouldn't be extinguished-like those novelty birthday candles that keep relighting however often you blow on them, that simply won't be put out. In my half-hallucinatory state after the nights of insomnia, I'd think I could hear his voice, which is rather loud and authoritative when he isn't being intimate, or his firm step coming down the ward. I'd picture it all, too vividly: how he'd come to my bedside and scoop Sylvie up in his arms and hold her against him, staring at her like I did, loving her like I did. I couldn't stop thinking these things. Though the rational part of me knew it was just a crazy fantasy. It was spring half-term, he was probably skiing at Val d'Isère with his family.

I was aware of a woman watching me from the opposite side of the ward: dark hair trimly pulled back, a serious, sensible look. She had an older boy and a constant stream of visitors. I knew that her baby was called Lennie, that she'd been born a little early and had lots of bright black hair that would fall out in a day or two. This woman noticed things, I could tell that. I knew she'd have seen I hardly had any visitors. Just Lavinia, my boss, who came dripping beads and bracelets, with a worn, exquisite silk scarf that she'd found in a Delhi market looped around her head, and bearing greetings and gifts. Some woolly things she'd knitted, and some Greenham Common wire that she'd kept since the 1970s, when she'd gone on an Embrace the Base demonstration with thousands of other women and had cut off a bit of the boundary fence with wire cutters, and a tape of whale sounds that she promised would help Sylvie sleep. Flowers too, of course, a lavish bunch of them, the yellow daylilies I love. My life was far from perfect, but at least I knew my flowers were the loveliest on the ward.

Lavinia peered down at Sylvie.

"She's so beautiful," she said. "Little bud." Touching her with one finger, on her brow, like a blessing. "Little perfect thing." And then, hugging me close, "You're so clever, Gracie!"

I was happy with Lavinia there: it was almost like having my mother back. But after she'd gone, I cried, I couldn't stop crying, holding Sylvie to me, pushing the tears away so they wouldn't fall on her face.

Karen came over then, Lennie in one hand, box of Milk Tray in the other. She sat beside me and put the chocolates down on my bed.

"It can all feel a bit much, can't it?" she said. "Last night I had to sit in the bath for hours before I could pee. And that bloody woman who came round this morning to talk about contraception. I told her that intercourse wasn't exactly top of my to-do list at the moment . . ." She pushed the chocolates toward me. "Come on, get scoffing. You need to keep your strength up."

Watching me, her clear, steady gaze. She knew it wasn't the pains of birth that made me cry. But we bonded over these things, the scars and injuries of labor. She lent me a rubber ring to sit on, which helped with the pain from the stitches; she was a great advocate of salt baths; she fed me on her chocolates. And I told her about Dominic, and she listened quietly. Knowing her as I do now, I can see how generous she was to me. Karen is a traditional wife-there's a deep conservatism in her. She reads newspapers that are full of adultery stories and photos of onceglamorous women who dress too tartily for their age. She buys whole books about how to bake cakes. She might well have judged me-that would have been her instinct. Yet she was so accepting: she welcomed me into her life. And I've always been grateful for that, the way she reached out to me then.

"Look at our two," she'd say. "Astrological twins. We must meet up when we're home. They could grow up together . . ."

I go to the kitchen to ring.

"Karen. I'm so sorry. It was such a great party. Your Halloween parties are always so brilliant," I say. "She loved it. Really. The magician and everything . . ."

I can hear Mozart playing in her living room.

"I shouldn't have forgotten about the water thing." Her voice has an anxious edge. "It's not like you hadn't told me. I was stupid, I should have warned him."

"No, it's my fault," I tell her. "I should have kept an eye on her. I hope we didn't spoil anything."

"For God's sake," says Karen. "It's just a shame you had to leave."

"Yes," I say.

There's a little silence between us. The music spools out, the balanced phrases, perfect, poised. I don't want to hear what I know she is going to say.

"Grace, I hope you don't mind me mentioning this." There's caution in her voice. She's choosing her words with care. "But we think you really need to get help."

I feel a kind of shame.

"All kids have tantrums, don't they?" I say. "I just try not to get too worked up about it."

"Of course all kids freak out sometimes," she says. "But not like this, Grace. Not like Sylvie. She just sounds so-well-desperate." And, when I don't say anything, "Basically, Grace, we think you need to see someone. A psychologist. Someone professional."

I hate the "we." I hate to think of them sitting there in Karen's opulent kitchen discussing me and Sylvie.

Excerpted from My Darling Daughter by Margaret Leroy

Copyright © 2009 by Margaret Leroy

Published in 2009 by Douglas & Mclntyre Ltd.

All rights reserved. This work is protected under copyright laws and reproduction is strictly prohibited. Permission to reproduce the material in any manner or medium must be secured from the Publisher.

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  • Posted April 6, 2010

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    No, my darling daughter!

    Firt I enjoyed reading the book though it plays in England, which I don't like. It was entertaining till the firt half. Than I began to get really angry about it - waste of time!

    1 out of 1 people found this review helpful.

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  • Anonymous

    Posted January 7, 2010

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    Chilling

    I really enjoyed this story. It was a bit creepy and intriguing. The story was well developed without getting too long. It was an easy read. The storyline was easy to follow and difficult to put down.

    1 out of 1 people found this review helpful.

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  • Anonymous

    Posted July 28, 2009

    good if you have time to waste

    I read this in a couple of hours. This book is going straight to the library donation box. The story was ridiculous, the plot absurd and often boring. The best thing I can say about it is, it was a fast, easy read. There just wasn't anything outstanding about this book.

    1 out of 1 people found this review helpful.

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  • Anonymous

    Posted July 26, 2009

    Interminable...save your money.

    Somewhat original idea, poorly executed. Dialogue is stiff and predictable and all the characters speak in the same voice. She tries to differentiate the characters by the clothes they wear...the hippy boss, the rich friend, the distinguished gentleman...instead of through the language and voice of the characters.
    The story tries to pull you in but then it takes forever to move along...200 pages...get on with it already we all know where this is going! The assumptions and liberties taken with story once it moves to Ireland are ridiculous. As if the police are going to open up an old investigation because of a childs dreams...please. And the bracelet conveniently found right near the body, when previously it was mentioned how much sand and silt was in the water.
    There is no attempt to garner any sympathy for the child from the reader, she comes off as a weird little brat adept at manipulating her mother. I could go on and on...
    I was disappointed, save your money it is not as good as it sounds.

    1 out of 1 people found this review helpful.

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  • Anonymous

    Posted July 18, 2009

    Excellent. Must read !!!!!!

    Really good !! Story involves a small girl who has tantrums, nightmares and a severs phobia of water. As the story progresses we find the girl is haunted by memories from a previous life. Her mother explores this possibilty and in the end the little girl solves (More or less) her own murder from her previous life.

    1 out of 1 people found this review helpful.

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  • Posted March 19, 2013

    Captivating and haunting! Found it on a summer reading list in a

    Captivating and haunting! Found it on a summer reading list in a magazine, and it was a perfect poolside read.

    0 out of 1 people found this review helpful.

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  • Anonymous

    Posted January 22, 2012

    Enjoyed it!

    Good read....very different than anything Ive ever read.

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  • Posted September 7, 2010

    loved it!

    i am fascinated by reincarnation, so this book really intrigued me. i found it to be a very enjoyable read and i thoroughly enjoyed the writer's descriptions of characters and locations. i read it very quickly. i think a reader who has an open mind & an interest in past lives would enjoy this book. i definitely would read other books by this author. i think that readers who find the premise ridiculous are not imaginative or open to ideas that are out of the mainstream---this is for creative dreamers!

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