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A startling novel about love and grief from the author of the acclaimed memoir I Don't Want to Be Crazy.
Annaleah and Brian shared something special - Annaleah is sure of it. When they were together, they didn't need anyone else. It didn't matter that their relationship was secret. All that mattered was what they had with each other.
And then, out of nowhere, Brian dies. And while everyone else has their role in the grieving process, Annaleah finds herself living outside of it, unacknowledged and lonely.
How can you recover from a loss that no one will let you have?
In You Are Not Here, Samantha Schutz has written a startling novel of love and grief, death and recovery. It is a jarring reminder of how the things we love the most can be lost so quickly--and what must be done in the aftermath.
"Death is a period / at the end of a sentence," concludes Annaleah, the 16-year-old protagonist of Schutz's captivating fictional follow-up to her verse memoir (I Don't Want To Be Crazy, 2006). And much like the resolute finality fixed in that tiny dot, Annaleah spends a great deal of this free-verse novel stuck contemplating the harsh reality that her sometime boyfriend, Brian—a seemingly healthy, dark-haired, cloudy-blue–eyed 17-year-old—has just dropped dead on the basketball court. Reeling from both physical loss and lack of closure to the meaning of their clandestine relationship, Annaleah finds herself routinely visiting and addressing the deceased Brian, until a chance graveside encounter yields advice that finally begins to hit home: "Nothing grows here," says Brian's grandmother, "besides grass." At first blush appearing to pull out all the melodramatic stops in classic teen fashion, these refreshingly spare lines tackle tough relational issues—intimacy, risk, abandonment—with aplomb, making for a moving tale that also effectively shows teens how life can go on. (Fiction/poetry. 14 & up)
I was excited to see Samantha Schutz had written a novel. Her memoir, I DON'T WANT TO BE CRAZY, revealed her talent as a writer and her tremendous ability to describe her own very raw and painful experiences. YOU ARE NOT HERE is a novel in verse. The focus is on Annaleah and the sudden and tragic death of someone near and dear to her. If pressed, Annaleah would not be able to articulate her true relationship with Brian. They've been seeing each other for a short while and have shared a first kiss and much more, but to say he is her boyfriend still doesn't seem quite right. Their relationship has not included any outsiders. When Annaleah visits Brian, he always hustles her out before his father comes home. She hasn't really shared her budding romance with friends, either. Her one attempt to describe her feelings about Brian brought harsh criticism from her closest friend, Marissa. And as far as introducing Brian to her mother, forget about it. Better to leave that woman in the dark. Because of the secretive nature of their relationship, when Brian suddenly dies while playing basketball, Annaleah has nowhere to turn. Since no one truly understands, she withdraws, spending all her time either in her room or visiting his gravesite. Their relationship was viewed as casual, causing Annaleah's mother and friends to look upon her continued grieving as unnecessary and ridiculous. Unable to explain, Annaleah sinks deeper and deeper into despair as she mourns the loss of a young man she realizes may not even have loved her. Schutz explores the human reaction to death and loss in YOU ARE NOT HERE. The process of grieving is such a personal experience, and Schutz demonstrates that fact as she takes Annaleah on this often lonesome journey. Readers looking for a "problem" type novel will find this fast read satisfying, although rather predictable.
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Posted May 15, 2012
Camp has been moved to smudge first result.
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Posted May 15, 2012
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Posted May 12, 2012
Exuse me for my intrusian im Naturerose from treeclan im here to inform u that Flamepelt is locked out thank for ur time
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Posted May 11, 2012
Kool wat part i live in texas (/) silverpelt
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Posted May 14, 2012
*jumped on a squirrel d killed it*
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Posted May 14, 2012
I never got told who my mentor was
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Posted May 5, 2012
Smokekit stumbled in...
}•Smokekit
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Posted May 15, 2012
STORMTALON IS OFFICAILY DEAD HIS LAST DEATH WASN'T MEANT TO BE NOR THE DEATH BEFORE THAT HE IS AT COLORFUL WOODS FIRST RESULT AND IS BURIED ALREADY.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.FUNNY LONG SPACES
WILLOWCLOUD OUT! PEACE!
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Posted May 4, 2012
Its me. LilyGoddess.
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Posted May 5, 2012
"Flamepelt," she calls "can you meet me in the warriors den? I need to talk to you." She dissapears into the den and waits.~Poppyfrost
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Posted May 14, 2012
Leafstorm~ so im no longer deputy? *followed melody*
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Posted May 14, 2012
Hiya!
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Posted May 9, 2012
Hi hawkkit!
Featherkit
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Posted May 2, 2012
I didn't see your answer, so I'm gonna have to ask one more time: Do you know a cat named Dappleleaf?
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Posted May 11, 2012
Thistlepaw- he sat sunning on a rock
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Posted May 9, 2012
Hunting patrol?
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Posted May 14, 2012
Melodysong- thats Gingerstar she was leader but dissapeared. I guess Im Melodysong again. *went to smudge result one*
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Posted May 14, 2012
Lol
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Posted December 26, 2011
I love this book its sad but so good. Once you pick this up you cant put it down.