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Physician Law: Evolving Trends & Hot Topics 2013 based on 0 ratings. 2 reviews.
I don't know if you'll ever read this, but l'm sorry. I don't know why l can't do anything right, and l don't know why l even try anymore. I honestly hate myself and all the things l have done. My life is slowly going downhill, and l don't know how to help myself. I do not only hate myself, but also the majority of the people around me daily. I know you don't care, but l have no one else to tell. No body suspects this stuff from me in Real Life, because l always act so happy. It's a madk and they can't see through it. Everything changes when l get home, my parents say l'm a completely different person, and that l have everyone fooled. I cry myself to sleep at least three times a week, because of everything l get told. The things my parents say, and the jokes my friends say at school. When we have our Pro kindness meetins at school they tell us to say something, and speak up for people who can't speak for themselves. I've thought about asking people for help, but l always stop myself and think that they would think it was my way for seeking attention, but it's not. I swear it's not. I just hate myself and everyday my hatred for myself is getting worse. I'm not only taking it out on myself when l cut, but when l stay away from my friends, it hurts them. I never have anyone to talk to, or at least it feels that way. My parents constantly take my phone, because l'm such a bad kid. I hate my life. I hate my parents. I hate myself. I'm sorry for everything l have ever done to you, l wish l could take it back, but l know l can't. I'm so sorry.
O.o You're a poet and didn't know it. Though you did know it, because l see your posts. They are good, l sometimes write them down.